Nov. 20, 2012, 3:21 p.m.
Everybody talks : Too much can be an Overdose
E - Words: 695 - Last Updated: Nov 20, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 5/5 - Created: Nov 11, 2012 - Updated: Nov 20, 2012 461 0 2 0 0
Kurt stopped cutting but he was still unhappy. nobody seemed to notice though. He would walk down the hallways and laugh with friends but he wasn't truly happy. He still looked in the mirror everyday and cried. He still thought about killing himself and the urge to cut was unbearable at times. But Kurt needed to be strong about this. He didn't want Blaine to worry and he was sick of getting made fun of about being crazy. It hurt all the time but he pushed through the pain. Sometimes he just felt like ripping his hair out of his head or taking a bottle of pills to end all of this self- hatred, but he didn't have the heart to do it. It would kill his dad. He loved his dad with all his heart and he just couldn't do that to him. And Blaine. His sweet, loving boyfriend. He had been so supportive throughout this whole thing and he has loved him through all his crazy. He couldn't do that to the man he was unconditionally in love with. It would destroy him and he couldn't have that happen. Blaine had so much to look forward to in life. He was going to be a huge broadway star and he was going to have an amazing life. He didn't want to destroy his dreams. And he wanted to be part of his future.
Blaine and Kurt were laying in Kurt's bed and they were watching Grease together when a question came to mind.
"Do you want to marry me?" Blaine asked as he looked up at his half asleep boyfriend and sat up in his arms.
"What?" Kurt choked out. "Now?"
"No" Blaine laughed. "But I do want to marry you someday. I love you so much"
Kurt's jaw literally dropped. He was so in love with this beautiful boy laying in his arms and he couldn't believe that he was all his.
"Of course I want to marry you someday. You are the love of my life. You saved me Blaine. A little over a year ago, I was this lost little boy who had no idea what love even was. I was so scared. I was being bullied and I was so unhappy. You saved me,blaine." Kurt said and he placed a kiss on his boyfriends lips. His mouth tasted like coffee, and Kurt wanted to kiss his lips all night.
"I love you so much. I didn't think I could love someone this much. But I do" Blaine cooed and his eyes shined.
They snuggled for a few more Hours until Blaine had to go home.
That night really Made Kurt think. He truly wanted to be happy and he was sick of being sad all the time. He realized in that moment that he had more than he thought he did and his life wasn't all that bad.
Things were going good for Kurt. He had an awesome boyfriend, a great family, and he started to feel happier everyday. Some days, his depression was a struggle and he felt a strong urge to cut, but he stayed strong for the people that he loved. It was hard, he had to admit that. Some days he just wanted to end his life or puke up his lunch. This wasn't something that would just end one day, it was an everyday struggle and he would have to deal with this for the rest of his life.
6 months later:
"Blaine" Kurt yelled as he ran down the hallways of the school he just graduated from!
Blaine was clearing out his locker and taking down all the cute little pictures they took together.
"Yeah?" He asked curiously.
"I got in! I freakin got in" Kurt cheered as he jumped into Blaine's arms.
"I am so proud of you, Kurt. I knew they would love you"
Kurt went to NYADA and blaine joined him a year later In New York city. Life was good for both boys and Kurt never cut again and he was eating properly. Kurt knew that the person who said things will eventually get better, was right.
Comments
Great ending to a great story! I love you Sadie! You are my best friend! I'm definitely thankful for you! And that song! I love that song and you are an amazing singer! Oh god I cried so much! Thank you for the best birthday present ever! I love you!
Aww you are soooo welcome! I love you too and just remember that your an amazing girl and you at going to do great things! Never give up and always remember to have courage :)