The next day at lunch, Kurt was so hungry that he could eat a cow, but he needed to be thinner, so he sat at the lunch table watching his glee club friends eat whatever they wanted.  And his wrists were really sore from yesterday. They looked absolutely disgusting. But he was proud of them. Not eating and cutting himself were they only things he had control over in his life and Kurt Hummel always liked to be in control. 

"Babe, why aren't you eating?" Blaine asked as he shoved a grape in his mouth. 

"I forgot my lunch" Kurt lied. He hated lying to his sweet and  loving boyfriend but Blaine would never understand why he does what he does. Nobody does except for himself. 

"Here you can have half of my sandwich. I could feed it to you?" Blaine teased and he held up a piece to Kurt's pretty little mouth. But Kurt wouldn't open his mouth. He couldn't eat that junk. It would make him fat and everyone would hate ihim. 

"No thanks. I'm not a big fan of tuna" Kurt pointed out and Blaine gave him a questioning look.    "

Since when?" Blaine asked and he raised an eyebrow. Kurt never turned down getting fed by his boyfriend, no matter what it was. 

"I just don't want any ok?" Kurt snapped and Blaine's eyes got wide.  " I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you. I am just really stressed out about college and everything and I just have a lot on my plate." 

"Babe, it's ok.  I forgive you. I am here  if you want to talk about anything." Blaine offered and he still had that concerned look on his face. 

"Thanks Blaine. I am just going to go to the library so I can study for my French test. I love you" Kurt said and he grabbed his satchel and walked out of the lunch room, leaving Blaine sitting there wondering what the hell was wrong with his boyfriend. 
Kurt didn't end up going to the library. He didn't really even have a French test that afternoon. He just really didn't want to talk to Blaine about why he wasn't eating because he was ashamed. If people knew he wasn't eating and he was cutting himself, they would see him as weak and that was the last thing Kurt Hummel wanted to be called. He has just stopped being made fun of this year and he actually felt like a part of this school, he didn't want to screw it up this early in the school year because He still had like 7 months left in this hell hole. 

Kurt walked around the empty hallways for about 5 minutes and then decided that he should just sit in the bathroom until lunch was over. He walked into the boys bathroom to find Brittany in there crying. Kurt stopped in his tracks and looked at her confused. 

"Umm Brit. This Is the boys bathroom. You can't be in here" Kurt said as he walked over to the girl who was on the floor crying her eyes out. He actually felt bad for her. Kurt had never see her this upset before. 

"I don't care. I didn't want Santana to find me so I came in here." She replied as she wiped the tears that were pouring out of her eyes. 

"Why?" He replied and placed a hand carefully on her back and started to rub circles. 

"I am so dumb! I am never going to graduate" Brittany sobbed. "I have straight F's and I am definitely not going to graduate on time" 

"Brittany, you are not dumb! You just need a little help, that's all. What if I tutored you in all your classes?" Kurt offered and Brittany looked at up at him with tear filled eyes. 
"You would really do that for me?" She asked in surprise. 

"Of course I would! You are like my sister and I want you to be able to graduate with the rest of us." Kurt said and Brittany pulled him into a hug and squeezed him so hard that Kurt could barely breathe. 

"Thankyou so much my sweet dolphin!" Brittany cooed and then she pulled away and gave  him a quick kiss on the cheek. 

They got up off the bathroom floor and just as they did the bell rang. They went to their afternoon classes  And Kurt basically avoided Blaine the entire time. And he wasn't all that sure why he was he was even doing it.  Kurt just didn't want him to figure out about him bit eating or even cutting himself. By the end of the day, Blaine was more than worried about Kurt. He wasn't even looking at him. So that's when he decided to confront him. During glee, while Rachel was talking to Mr. Shue about the solos that she wants at regionals, Blaine went over and sat by who boyfriend, who was staring off into space. 

"Babe, what's wrong?" Blaine asked him as he placed a hand on his boyfriends knee. Kurt jumped a little from the contact and looked at his boyfriend. 
"Nothing is wrong" Kurt said in a monotone voice. 

Blaine still wasn't convinced.  Kurt had this look in his eye and Blaine was seriously getting worried. 

"Kurt" Blaine whispered, and he looked around to make sure nobody was listening. "You haven't been the same these past few days. I know that something is wrong. You have been so distant lately. I am seriously worried. Are you not happy with us?" 

"Of course i am, Blaine, I love you so much and I am never letting you go. You're right. I have been distant and I'm sorry. I just have a lot on my mind. I am just so worried about getting into NYADA. It's all I have been thinking about. I am scared. I have to get in, Blaine." Kurt admitted.  

"Ok will you come to my house after Glee? I miss you!" Blaine Asked with a huge smile planted on his face. 

"I'm sorry, I can't. I promised To help Brittany study. She really needs some help if she wants to graduate on time. But maybe tomorrow" Kurt said apologetically and he grabbed his bag and walked over to Brittany. 

"Hey boo" Mercedes said as he took a seat between the two girls. 
"Hey. Brit, are you ready to go study?" he asked the blonde who was counting the freckles on her arm. 

She looked up and smiled. "Yeah!  Let's go!" 

Kurt drove his car down the busy road as Brittany played with the radio stations trying to find a song to sing along to. She finally picked a station and they sang along with Katy Perry as Kurt continued to drive. 

When the got to his house, they went down to the basement and set up all the stuff they needed to study with on Kurt's queen size bed. 

"Ok so let's start with french. I know you can do this Brittany. You are really smart. You just have to try really hard and I know for sure that you will pass all your classes." Kurt said as he opened up her French book and flipped to the chapter they were on. 
They studied French for an hour bunch Brittany just couldn't seem to understand it. 
"Brit, why don't we take a break from studying. My head hurts so bad" Kurt complained as he placed the book down on the bed. As he did that, the sleeve of his cardigan came up, revealing all of his cuts. But he wasn't away of it. Brittany definitely saw them though because she grabbed his arm and giggled. 

"Did the cat get you?" She asked, completely oblivious to the whole reason why there were cuts on his arms. 

"Brit, I don't have a...... Yeah, the cat got me. That's why I have so many cuts" Kurt lied.  Of course he didn't have a cat. Cats were nasty and they smelled absolutely disgusting. 

Brittany got all excited and started to bounce up and down like a little kid when they wanted candy. 

"Let me see it!" She demanded in a sweet voice. 

"I ugh- It died." Kurt lied again. He felt bad about lying to Brittany like he was but she couldn't figure out. 

"Kurt, I am so sorry. I didn't know" Beittany said as she wiped a tear that had escaped her big blue eyes. 

They got back to studying and by the end of the night, Kurt was for sure that she would at least get a C on this test. 

The next day in glee club, Blaine sat next to his boyfriend and grabbed into his hand. 

"Hey, babe. I am sorry about yesterday. I was just worried about you" Blaine apologized and Kurt pressed a sweet kiss onto His lips. 

"I am the one who should be apologizing. I left without even kissing you. I am truly sorry" Kurt choked out and he kissed Blaine once more. 

"Ok guys! We need to get ready for regionals!" Mr. Shue announced throughout the classroom and caught the Attention of everyone sitting in there.  

Everyone cheered except for Brittany, who was sitting there with the saddest expression in her face. 

"Brittany, what's wrong?" Mr.Shue asked. 

"Kurt's cat died and I am really sad." Brittany sobbed. 

"Brittany , we don't even have cat!" Finn snorted. 

Damn it, Kurt thought. Should've known this was coming. 

"Then how do you explain all the cuts on his wrists?" Brittany snapped back and buried her head on Santana's neck and continued to cry.  Everyone in the choir room gasped and looked at Kurt. 

"Cuts?" Blaine choked out and stared at his boyfriend with a look of concern and tears in his brown eyes.