
Jan. 1, 2012, 5:34 a.m.
Jan. 1, 2012, 5:34 a.m.
He took me to the administration office, explaining who I was. I couldn't believe how much he'd done for me, someone he'd just met. He's special. One of a kind. He explained to me the paper work I had to fill in, and then we left the office. He told me that at lunch, he had organised a meeting of their Glee club, so they could meet me.
The morning went without a hitch. Sure, I was back in the closet, and I didn't really like hiding who I was, but it was for the best, I'd decided. And I know the Glee club kids know I am gay. I could be who I am around them, I know I can, because they were a group of people who didn't quite fit.
At lunch time, Kurt led me into the Glee club room. All their eyes were on me, and I hated it. but I knew they weren't doing it in a bad way, so I decided it was okay. First, he introduced me to Mr Schuester. Mr Schuester is the head of their Glee club. Then Kurt introduced me to all the Glee club members. They all seem nice. Their captain, Rachel, seemed a little intense. But maybe that was a good thing.
Mr Schuester explained to me that, while anyone who wanted to join could, I still had to sing for them. So I nodded, took my place, and started to sing.
So I run, hide and tear myself up
Start again with a brand new name
And eyes that see into infinity
I will disappear
I told you once and I'll say it again
I want my message read clear
I'll show you the way, the way I'm going
So I run, and hide and tear myself up
Start again with a brand new name
And eyes that see into infinity
I was almost there
Just a moment away from becoming unclear
Ever get the feeling you're gone
I'll show you the way, the way I'm going
So I run, and hide and tear myself up
I'll start again with a brand new name
And eyes that see into infinity
So I run, start again
With a brand new name
With a brand new name
So I run and hide and tear myself up (so I run)
I'll start again with a brand new name (start again)
And eyes that see into infinity (with a brand new name)
I will disappear
After I finished the song I smiled. The first real smile I've smiled in months. All of the New Directions burst into applause, clapping and cheering, and I could see Kurt smiling at me. Mr Schuester came over and congratulated me. I wanted to thank him, but I couldn't, so Kurt stepped in for me. 'Blaine wants to say thank you to you all.' Mr Schuester nodded with a smile 'Your welcome, Blaine. Welcome to New Directions.'
I finally felt like I was beginning to belong.