He bit his lip and started strumming quickly his fingers sliding around as he nodded his head and began to sing. “ Merrily we fall, Out of line, out of line. I’d fall anywhere with you I’m by your side, swinging in the rain humming melodies. We're not going anywhere until we freeze." He closed his eyes and looked up at me with a soft smile tickling his lips.

“I’m not afraid, anymore; I’m not afraid.” He took a breath, “Forever is a long time But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side."

I got chills suddenly, forever is a long time, this can not be him asking me to change him. He hasn’t lived yet, so he can't live in my forever.

“Carefully we'll place our destiny. You came and you took this heart, and set it free. Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me. I’m torn, I’m torn to be right where you are.”

“I’m not afraid, anymore I’m not afraid. Forever is a long time But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile. I wouldn't mind it at all. I wouldn't mind it at all.”

“You so know me, Pinch me gently. I can hardly breathe.” He hit the cutest falsetto before slowing his guitar down.

“Forever is a long, long time But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side. Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile. I wouldn't mind it at all I wouldn't mind it at all.“

I stared at him in shock, "Blaine..."

"Oh god, you didn't like it." He panicked his eyes growing wide.

"No! what Blaine I loved it!" I stretched my hand out to touch his. "It was the sweetest thing a person has ever done fore me. It’s just, the lyrics... Blaine I'm 100% sure my forever is a whole lot different then your forever."

"Yeah, I know and I've been thinking about it."

"You want to be a vampire?" I accused.

"No, I mean eventually sure if that's what we agree on but that's not what I meant," he stammered.

"What do you mean then?" I asked in a concerning voice.

"I mean you make me feel safe, and when I'm with you I feel like I’m important. I really don't want that to end." His voice cracked. “I want to spend my forever with you, because a lifetime of being loved especially by you is all I want, I don’t need the extra years.”

"And it won't end, as long as you are here Blaine you need to know that you are my world and I will spend every second of everyday showing you just that." I told him.

"Kurt, I just, I just love you." He declared.

"I…" Say it, you feel it already. You more then feel it, he is your life, and the reason existence has found meaning again. Tell him you adore him, and he is everything you could ask for and more. Tell him you love him back damnit! I closed my eyes swallowing hard and didn't utter a word. Blaine stood up to leave stirring something inside me to speak. "Blaine please."

"No, Kurt, its okay if you don't feel that way about me. I just shouldn’t be surprised. You have had hundreds of years and just as many people to love. Sometimes I'm just selfish. And I think just because I feel one way about a person they feel the exact same, and it stupid of me to do and maybe it makes me a bad person…." I walked to him as he rambled cutting him off with a kiss.

"Blaine," I breathed on his lips, "I love you, more then I want too, more than I need too. I love you so god damn much I'm afraid. Because everything I love is taken away from me. I cannot lose you. Hundreds of years and its never meant a thing until I met you." He threw his arms around my neck and kissed me as tears streamed down his face.

I love him.

I love him...

End Of Part One