We live in a beautiful home overlooking at the town but I get sick often and Simon makes me drink the same medice he gave me when we first met. I yearn for Simon the way I felt for Elijah, but I know he isnt like that, and I must block my mind with such sins.

The house is freezing one December night and I can't seem to stay warm, I get up searching for Simon hoping he will find a way to warm me up, he is standing in front of a fire without his shirt on. Chrystal glass in his hands as I watch him raise the dark rum to his lips. "What is it Andrew?"

I jump slightly startled, "Its cold Simon, where is your shirt," I walk to him and put my hand on his fire warmed flesh. Without warning Simon had his lips smashed to mine. Its better then I imagine, his tongue is strong against my own controlling the level of the kiss. He pulls me in wrapping his firm arms around my waist. I throw my arms over his shoulder and suck his bottom lip. then he bits me.

"Shit," he mumbles and pulls away turning his back to me. I lick blood away and wonder how sharp his teeth were to bite me and draw blood.

"its okay Simon," I say taking a step closer. I reach my hand out to his.

"I'm a vampire, Andrew. and I want you so bad." Simon turns to me.

My heart beats rapidly in fear, folklore Elijah would tell me meant that vampires were powerful beings that fed off human blood. they were violent mass murders. But Simon is not, I love him. "I don’t care, I want you too."

Simon turned to me his eyes red with bloodlust he kissed me and sucked the blood from my lip. It was enchanting; I don’t want it to end. I want him to show me everything.

Spring blossoms fill the air it made me eager to see what the day would bring. I roll over to Simon, he smiles at me and holds his wrist out. I give him mine in return, the both of us biting hard sucking on each others blood, being closer together then anything I have ever experienced. We were going into town for a date today.

In town, though the air is chilling, it was warm and fresh. Simon buys me a fresh red rose from the local florist. We disappear towards the beach spend a day just watching waves crash on the rocks. I sit in his lap and he wraps me in his arms, pressing soft kisses to my hair he asks "What do you want for your birthday?" I look up at him.

"Its not for another week. but I don’t want anything, I have everything I want with you."

"Andrew, you only turn 19 once, would you like a horse?"

I shake my head with a shiver I really can't think about horses without thinking about all the time I spent in the stalls with Elijah.

"Well I think we should move south,” Simon says.

I turn to face him, ”But we won't see the beach if that’s the case,” I say.

“There are tons of beaches in New York.”

“Why do you want to leave? Its perfect here.”

“Andrew its hard to explain, but its not safe here anymore. Everyone has a past, my past is catching up to me. We will leave tomorrow. I'll burn down the house so no one comes looking for us. ” Simon puts his arm around me. “I guarantee you will like a warm beach more then this,” he kisses my hair and gazes out to the ocean. What was in his past that threatened us now, I didn’t understand but I let it go, it will be nice to have warm weather.

The town is quiet when we head back its quite eerie I cuddle closer to Simon. He comes to a halt suddenly, I look at him as he disappears into the shadows. “Simon!” I call. A door shuts behind me I turn to see if it was Simon. I saw a shadow before I blacked out.

I’m ice cold when I wake my neck aches. I haven’t felt pain in months its over whelming. I sit up and groan my body cracks I dry heave in pain . My gums hurt and my head is blazing. I scream "Simon!" hoping he isn't far and can make everything stop hurting. It takes to long for me to rise to my feet. My eyes are making everything shake in a red haze I hold onto building post and try to stay upright.

A hand grabs me and I turn to see a older woman, she was the florist. I remember her face now; she scoffed when Simon bought me the rose.

"Are you alright son?" her words attack my ears echoing and shattering my ear drums why was she yelling at me.

I looked at her my eyes stuck watching the blood pump through her jugular. She was speaking again, I saw her mouth move but I could only hear the pumping on her heart. I lean forward and lack my mouth to her neck. she is scramming and fighting against me until she just stops. I drop her body and close my eyes. My eye lids were red in the darkness and I felt my body shifting my gums ached but were being soothed by the blood.

The blood, my eyes shoot open and I stare at the woman dead on the floor. I back up until I hit someone. I turn and Simon is staring at me with anger of a thousand gods glowing in his eyes. I fall to my knees and begin to cry on his feet.

"Go Andrew, I do not want to see you." Simon kicks me off him.

"Why, but I'm like you now, I don’t understand." I cry.

"I never wanted a vampire I wanted a human, and now you're ruined,"

"I don’t even know what is going on right now Simon please explained to me." I plead on my knees but he keeps the same face of hatred.

"I told you, I had a pass, and now Michael has killed you, and turned you vampire."

"I- I died. I don’t understand."

"He must have been watching longer then I thought, he knows I give you blood. He always takes what I want from me. hundreds of year of cat and mouse hunts and he finds you and I. This is why I left to America in the first place"

"You feed me blood and told me it was to keep me from getting sick."

"Yes, because you catch more illnesses then a infant, and I didn't want you to go before I even had fun with you." Simon spat. "and you finished the process when you drank the blood. I don’t want to see you ever again Blaine, you should have just died." he disappears leaving me in the cold. I fold burring my face into my knees and cry.

I hear footstep approaching me, my eyes snap up hoping that its Simon and he still wants me. In front of me is a lean blonde, he was looking at me.

"I was not expecting this," he murmurs. " I guess that makes your mine now."

"Who are you." I sniffle whipping my eyes.

"I'm Michael, I killed you to get back at Simon and now you’re a vampire. This is not what I expected at all." He taps his foot an earth quaking noise from my position on the floor.

"This is all your fault!" I yell at him, " you ruined everything. Leave me!!"

"Are you sure? I'd be more then happy to take care of you. Things are harder on this world then the human world. Remember to say out of the sun. And you should always blurry or burn you drained kill." he looks at the florist.

"Simon hated you, so I hate you too," that made no logic, Simon hates me too now. In the end it was all Michael's fault.

"Fine then, maybe we will cross paths again in the future."

I cry again, regretting my choice to let him just go but I don’t want to ever be with a vampire.