Feb. 3, 2013, 1:58 p.m.
Second Chances
Action Reaction: My Own Worse Enemy
M - Words: 713 - Last Updated: Feb 03, 2013 Story: Complete - Chapters: 23/23 - Created: May 30, 2012 - Updated: Feb 03, 2013 372 0 2 0 0
By noon, Rachel and I watched him pace the living room. "I'm going to read something." He decided walking back to the room. Rachel and I had matching expressions of worry.
"Is it just me or is he getting angrier?" I asked Rachel.
"He is." She replied, "we act on our emotions, mostly the ones we never expressed to find a balance. That's why I was so clingy to Hugo."
"I don't even remember my change." I said.
"Cooper's mind is pretty shot," Rachel said, "I'm afraid for today. What happens when Blaine finds out his brother lost his way."
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"He has been sober for the last year from cocaine and alcohol. He lost everything and everyone. He will insist that Blaine stays with him longer."
"Blaine might be angry but he still has love in him. I trust him. I'm sure he will get through the afternoon."
"I'm still worried." Rachel sighed. A moment later there was a nervous knock at the door and Blaine already had it open.
"Cooper," Blaine said stepping aside to let him in. Rachel and I stood up and tried to look natural as we greeted cooper.
He looked as nervous as Blaine but for an entirely different reason.
We stood around awkwardly as cooper looked around the plain apartment then to Blaine, "you really are leaving huh."
Blaine nodded as Rachel spoke up, "why don't you two go talk in the room, I'll make tea."
Blaine looked at me before leading cooper down the hall. I didn't know what the look meant but I worried it couldn't be good. Blaine asked cooper what happened all those years ago and cooper said, he and dad fell out and he moved to California to be an actor but he turned to drugs and his aunt helped him out. Rachel interrupted for a moment giving them the tea and returned to her room.
I sat silently in living room thinking of something to do but I couldn't my mind was stuck on Blaine, I know this is hard for him and I just want to be here for him.
After cooper finished his story Blaine told his, how he and I met, and how much he loves me. I couldn't help but smile listening to everything being said.
I heard glass drop and break on the floor and quickly stood up to go check on hit. "Blaine are you okay?" I asked walking into the room seeing cooper picking up the glass and Blaine staring.
"Its fine I got it," Cooper said, "forgive me it slipped off the counter." Cooper said throwing it away. I was standing between cooper and Blaine when I smelt it, blood.
"You cut yourself." I said before I had time to react Blaine's fangs extended and his eyes were blood lust.
"No!" I shouted grabbing Blaine and holding him back, cooper screamed and Rachel came to see what was going on. Blaine lost it, he flipped me off him and ran after cooper. I took his arm and pulled him back. He let out a screech and fought against my hold his nails digging into my skin trying to rip my arms away. I hated seeing Blaine like this, it broke my heart.
Rachel took cooper away and shut and locked the door leaving Blaine fighting against me.
"Blaine listen to me, you are stronger then your blood lust." I said over his snarls. He continued to squirm from my hold until I let him go, "stop this right now!" I commanded as he ran to the door. I pulled him back and held him down against the door looking into his eyes.
"Blaine look at me, this isn't you. You're stronger then this just look at me." He stopped finding and the red faded from his eyes as he started crying.
"I'm a monster. I can't live like this anymore." I blinked a tear down my cheek and let go of his wrist and just held him.
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