And it's all in my head, but she's touching his chest now,

He takes off her dress now,

Let me go.

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That was a whole month ago, and Blaine still hasn't gotten his mind off of Kurt.

Since that fateful night, Rachel and Blaine were still an item, but Kurt and Blaine would get coffees together after their rehearsals for Glee club. Blaine found himself getting attached to Kurt more and more as each minute passed.

Apparently so did Kurt, because after that month, Kurt had come out with a shocking confession.

"I think I'm gay." Kurt said as calmly as if he had mentioned the weather. Blaine spat his coffee out all over the table, and getting some on Kurt.

Kurt gave him a look that said, ‘Dude, you get coffee over me and I'll kill you.'

"Wh-what?" Blaine said in response, coffee still dribbling over his chin.

Kurt handed him a napkin and continued, "I've been thinking about this for a while, and I think I may be gay."

Blaine looked at him, "That's what I thought you said...What makes you think that?"

Kurt shrugged, "I don't really have any romantic connections with girls, and all I can think about is y-this one guy." Kurt blushed but continued, "I just don't think I've got it for any girls. My dad already thinks I'm gay, he keeps telling he he'll support me no matter who I love."

Blaine raised his eyebrows, "My dad was the opposite, he kept reminding me that he wanted grandkids with my future wife. I'm not sure he'd like it if I was gay."

Kurt nodded and took another sip of his coffee. Blaine tried not to notice how his throat swallowed the coffee, his Adam's apple bobbing as he did.

"Besides," Blaine tried to continue, "I have Rachel."

Kurt nodded, "And I have Brittany."

Both of them looked away, blushing a bit.

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It had been a week since that confession and Blaine was going insane. He kept seeing Kurt's face everywhere, when he slept, when he was walking to class, Kurt seemed to be following him everywhere.

Blaine couldn't get Kurt's words out of his head.

"I think I might be gay."

"I've never connected with girls."

"All I can think about is y-"

Blaine shuddered. He would've given anything for Kurt to say him.

Then Blaine froze in the cafeteria line. What did he just think?

"I would give anything for it to be me, Kurt."

Blaine groaned and slammed his head into his hands, the line behind him yelling to keep going.

Without thinking, he turned and ran out of the cafeteria to his car. He had to see Kurt and talk to him.

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It had taken all of Blaine's courage to go into the school. It also took him a couple hours, so by then the school day was over.

Kurt was exactly where Blaine though he'd be: in the auditorium.

Blaine twisted his hands in front of him while he watched Kurt dance around the stage, looking flawless in his steps. Kurt did a turn and stopped mid-step when he saw Blaine in the curtains.

Blaine took a deep breath, "You move beautifully out there Kurt."

Kurt stared at Blaine, confusion slipping into his face. "What are you doing here Blaine?"

Blaine walked towards Kurt, standing a few inches away from his face, "I came to talk to you about something."

Kurt crossed his arms but didn't respond.

"Kurt, I-" Blaine stumbled, "About your confession last week..."

"Are you uncomfortable with the fact that I might be gay?" Kurt responded, anger slipping in as well, "Because I'd like to remind you that we kissed when we were drunk."

Blaine shook his head, but Kurt continued, "Look forget I said anything about that, alright? Brittany and I aren't going to break up. I love her and tomorrow night is the big night."

Blaine whipped his eyes to Kurt's, "Wait, the...the big night?"

"Yeah Blaine, the big night," Kurt said frowning, "When I lose my vir-"

"Don't-"

"You don't really have a choice in what I do Blaine." Kurt turned away from Blaine and stormed off the stage, yelling behind him, "Don't bother with coffee anymore Blaine."

Blaine collapsed on the auditorium stage, tears forming in his eyes.