Kurt felt sick. How did he know? Burt stood just behind him before creeping out of the room, it wasn't his place to be there.
"You butt dialled me again. How many times have I told you to not keep your phone in your back pocket" Adam laughed as he pressed play on his phone and handed it to Kurt. Kurt felt sick as he heard the phone start to talk on the speaker.
"1 message from Kurt Hummel at 10:42am......mmmm oh Blaine. God I missed you. Oh cold hands cold hands." Kurt watched Adams face as he heard the message again.
"I can explain" Kurt said as he heard what sounded like a zipper in the recording.
"Who's Blaine?" Adam said trying not to let his emotions get the better of him.
"His just a friend"
"And do you sleep with all your friends?" Adam said as he sat down on the sofa and placed his head in his hands.
"I'm so sorry" Kurt cried as he saw Adam start to cry.
"How....how could you?" Adam yelled as Kurt tried to take a step near him.
"How long?" Adam shouted.
"A day, two days" Kurt whispered just enough for Adam to hear, his voice trembling.
"There's more to that message you know." Adam said as he watched the phone. Kurt switched it off and placed it on the table.
"I could hear everything....every word....every....." Adam looked at Kurt. Kurt felt his stomach turn inside out.
"I'm sorry" Kurt said again as he sat next to him.
"You love him don't you? I mean the things you were saying you never called me them. Please just tell me the truth" Adam sighed as he looked to the corner of the room.
"Yes"
"And do you love me?" Adam looked back at Kurt. In his eyes he could tell he had lost him but something in there was still begging for Kurt to tell him that he loved him.
"I...I used to" Kurt said as he saw the last bit of hope vanish from Adam's face.
"I should have known this day would come we haven't been the same since I proposed. I mean when was the last time we had sex Kurt? Three months ago? Four? And we were too drunk to even remember it" Adam closed his eyes before saying.
"I think I should leave."
"But where are you going to go? Please stay" Kurt asked as he finally saw that Adams bags packed at the other side of the room.
"I'm going to stay with a friend for now and besides this is your place I moved in with you." Adam got up and pulled on his jacket before picking up his bags.
"Listen, Kurt. I do know who Blaine is, you speak about him in your sleep all the time and I've seen that photo you have hidden away. I guess that you guys were meant to be but we did have fun didn't we?"
"Of course and we'll always have my first issue party" Kurt cried as Adam did to. Adam laughed at the memory of what they had gotten up to on that night.
"I guess this is good bye"

Kurt had never felt so lonely in his bed that night, not since he first lost Blaine. He felt lucky that Adam had taken the breakup so well. Kurt turned over in his bed to look at the picture he had of him and Adam on his bed side table. After a few seconds he put the picture down.

The next morning arrived and Kurt hadn't slept all night and he was sure it showed. After getting up and showered he decided to head to Blaine's. After what happened yesterday he needed to check he was ok and to apologise for everything that had happened.

He walked up to Blaine's door to find it was left unlocked. He knocked at the door but there was no answer. He pushed at the handle and let it swing open before stepping in. The place was trashed. Beer cans littered the place, the sofa thrown upside down.
"Blaine" Kurt called out as he walked into the bedroom. He saw a half naked Blaine lying on his back on the bed hugging a picture of him and Kurt. Just like the living room the place was in a mess and his guitar was in pieces.
"Oh Blaine, what have you done?" Kurt said as he brushed the hair away from the side of Blaine's face. He looked at the side of Blaine's body and saw bruises covering him.
"Blaine wake up" Kurt said as he softly rocked him.
"Blaine baby" Kurt said again but nothing. Kurt checked to see if he was breathing and found he was so he tried to wake him again.
"Blaine honey you need to wake up now" Kurt said as he rocked his body more. He felt himself begin to start shaking. He grabbed his phone out of his pocket and rang 911.

Burt rushed through the door after getting a frantic call from his son.
"Dad he won't wake up" Kurt sobbed as Burt tried to help wake him.
"How long did they say for the ambulance to get here?"
"A couple of minutes. God where are they?" Kurt cried as he kissed the top Blaine's head smelling the alcohol.
"How many did he drink?" Burt asked.
"I don't know but too much" Kurt cried as he heard a few moans from Blaine.
"It's ok baby I'm here, I promise nothing bad is going to happen to you." Kurt said. Burt got up on the bed and started to push Blaine onto his side.
"What are you?"
"If his sick he needs to be on his side so he won't choke. Now Kurt did he take anything else?" Burt asked as he eyed everything in the room.
"I...I don't know" Kurt replied as he held onto Blaine's shoulder to keep him on his side. Kurt hadn't thought of this and it scared him even more. He couldn't lose Blaine now. Not now he had just got him back. Burt jumped off the bed and ran into the bathroom.
"Don't leave me baby, not again" Kurt cried. He could hear his father in the bathroom throwing items around looking for anything before he walked back out holding an empty cardboard box.
"They need to hurry." Burt said as he put the box in his pocket.

Kurt sat with his father in the waiting room of the hospital. He had been given clothes from lost property after Blaine had vomited all over him just before the ambulance had arrived. But Kurt didn't care he just needed to see him, to check he was ok.

It was now night time and Kurt had fallen asleep in the waiting room. He had been told that Blaine was in a stable condition and that they were currently getting all the toxins out of his body and that they didn't know when Kurt would be able to see him.

The next morning arrived and the doctor woke both Kurt and Burt up. Kurt had hoped that last night had been just a horrible nightmare but the doctor confirmed it wasn't.
"Can I see him?" Kurt asked.
"You can" the Doctor said as Kurt and Burt followed him down the hallway to Blaine's room.

"His a very lucky guy, if you hadn't of found him in time and got him the help he needed well he wouldn't be here now." The doctor said as Kurt saw Blaine in the bed asleep and attached to a number of machines.
"His lucky that the amount of alcohol and pills he took hasn't affected his liver or any other organ for that matter. He must have had an angel watching down on him" The doctor said as a relieved Kurt fell on the chair next to Blaine's bed. Kurt suddenly felt a letter pasted to him.
"This was found on him. It's addressed to you."

Kurt held into Blaine's hand while he was sleeping. He hadn't opened the letter yet because he knew exactly what it was and he didn't want to confirm any of it. It sat on his knees waiting there. Every few minutes he would look at the envelope, it was calling to him. Finally he built up the courage to open it.

'To my darling Kurt,
When your reading this I will be long gone, just a faded memory in everyone's brain.'

Kurt stopped reading. He couldn't see it down in writing. It was a sign that Blaine was giving up and it was because of him. He put the letter back in its envelope and on the bedside table. Kurt started to cry as he kissed Blaine's forehead trying to be careful to not knock out the tube going into his nose.

After a few hours he felt a tight squeeze on his hand. He could see that Blaine's eyelids had started to flutter like a butterfly's wings opening for the first time. He spoke a few words of encouragement. Blaine's eyes opened, blinking a few times to adjust to the bright lights of the hospital.
"K....k...." Blaine choked.
"Shh don't speak"
"Am I...I in heaven?" Blaine stuttered.
"Shh it's ok you're in hospital your safe." Kurt cried as he saw Blaine begin to cry.
"I'm so sorry" Blaine cried as he brought his right hand up to hold his forehead.
"I'm never going to let anything bad happen to you ever again" Kurt said as he kissed the hand he was holding.

20minutes pasted as the doctor quickly checked a now consensus Blaine. Blaine's eyes were still red and puffy.
"I think I should leave you guys alone" Burt said as he nodded to them both and left the room.
"You came back for me?" Blaine asked.
"What did you think you were doing Blaine? You scared me, I thought I was going to lose you and I couldn't go through that again."
"I'm sorry." Blaine cried. His body shaking as Kurt pulled him into a hug.
"I know baby, I know" Kurt kissed his forehead again.
"I just didn't know what to do and I wanted out...."
"Please don't say that."Kurt cried.
"But it's true Kurt. If I can't have you then" Blaine said as he felt Kurt lift up his face and looked him in the eyes.
"No. You have so much to live for and I promise I will be there every step of the way. I also need to apologise, what I did to you it wasn't right. I used you Blaine." Kurt said as he wiped the tears away from Blaine's eyes. Blaine felt his heart race as he grabbed Kurt's hand and kissed it.
"You probably have to get back to Adam right?" Blaine said with disappointment in his voice.
"No....we are done. He kind of found out. Turns out I have a really bad problem of phoning people by accident and he kind of heard everything." Kurt laughed.
"Everything?"
"Everything."
"Wow so umm how did he take it?" Blaine asked slightly embarrassed.
"Surprisingly, ok.....Blaine, can we start again? I mean like forget that whole thing happened and maybe before we jump back into each other's beds that maybe we should actually go out on a date first and learn about each other again." Kurt asked as he bit the his bottom lip.
"I would like that."