Kurt threw his phone back down on the table and turned back to the door to see Blaine standing there now only wearing some boxers.
"Are you ok?" Blaine asked concerned as he entered the room slowly.
"Yeah I'm good."
"I'm sorry I'm a little rusty at all of this, it's been a long time." Blaine said as he hung his head in shame.
"No god no, it's not you...."
"It's me yeah I get it" Blaine sighed as he headed back into the bedroom. Kurt followed him back into the room grabbing his clothes as he went. Kurt watched as Blaine fell back onto his bed and closed his eyes, humming to himself. Kurt watched him for a few seconds before asking if he could use the shower.

After Kurt's got himself washed and dressed he walked back up to Blaine who still hadn't moved from his spot. After a few seconds he ran into the living room again grabbing his phone and bringing it back into the bedroom as he sat down at the edge of the bed. Blaine sighed as he opened his eyes again to watch Kurt texting away.
"So...." Blaine said to catch Kurt's attention. Kurt flips his head around to look at Blaine.
"Blaine I need to ask you something."
"Fire away" Blaine said as he lifted up the top half of his body.
"What happened after we well you know broke up?" Kurt asked as he turned himself around full and sat crossed legged on the bed. Blaine sighed as he moved in closer and crossed his own legs.
"How much do you know?" Blaine asked as he messed with his hands.
"I know you moved back to Dalton but you left not soon after so you didn't graduate."
"That's true. I mean I loved McKinley but after what I did I just felt so alone. I could tell nobody wanted me there so I headed back to Dalton but even then I....well there was too many reminders of you Kurt. The staircase where we first meet, our practise room where I sung Teenage Dream to you, it was also where we had our first kiss Kurt." Blaine's face lit up as he spoke the last one as the memory replayed in his brain.
"Blaine, there were rumours" Kurt asked as he grabbed Blaine's hand and letting his fingers lace between Blaine's.
"What rumours?" Blaine asked.
"There were rumours that you drunk and did drugs." Kurt said as he looked away for a second. Kurt felt Blaine squeeze his hand.
"False. I guess people like to make up things when you leave, I don't know but believe me Kurt I've never done any of that." Kurt looked at Blaine his eyes begging him to believe and he knew he was right.
"I just wanted to you check because if you had and that was because of well I wouldn't have been able to forgive myself."
"No you have nothing to be sorry about you weren't the one who cheated it was" Blaine said before he was stopped by Kurt who shoved his phone into Blaine's hand. Blaine looked at the photo that was on the screen for a second.
"Who's this?" Blaine asked as he eyed the phone and then back at Kurt.
"His....my boyfriend well fiancé" Kurt sighed as he fell backwards on the bed to let himself stare at the ceiling. Blaine just sat there in shock before he put the phone down and got off the bed. He grabbed his tank top and headed for the front door. Kurt watched for a second scared of what he was going to do but all he heard was the front door banging behind Blaine.

Kurt laid there on the bed for a few hours. Blaine hadn't come back and Kurt was getting a little worried about him. He got off the bed and started to wander the apartment. He walked back into the living room, throwing away all the empty cans that had been left around the place.

Kurt jumped as he heard the door creak open. He watched as Blaine walk in holding two cups. Kurt quickly helped with the door as Blaine sat them down on the table.
"I got us some coffee, you still have a grande non-fat mocha right?" Blaine said as he handed the coffee to Kurt as he saw his mouth drop in shock.
"You still remember my coffee order?" Kurt replied. He smiled slightly trying not to laugh.
"Of course I do."
"Not even Adam can remember it and we've been together" Kurt stopped as he watched Blaine's happy face drop. He watched as he looked down at his feet moving them slightly.
"I'm in a right mess aren't I?" Kurt said as he put his drink down and headed for the sofa. He sat down and put his head between his knees. Blaine sat down next to him and started to rub his back.
"I should have turned you down today" Blaine sighed.
"No, no I wanted to. Blaine the thing is I think that I'm still well....I don't know.....Me and Adam we haven't in months and I'm sorry I shouldn't be telling you this you don't want to listen to my problems."
"Do you love him?" Blaine asked as Kurt brought his head up now to look at Blaine. His eyes puffy, tears streaming down his face. Blaine watched as Kurt looked inside himself to find the answer. After a few moments Kurt nodded his answer, no. Blaine closed his eyes for a second taking in the news.
"Are you still in love with me?" Blaine asked as Kurt nodded yes straight away. Kurt leaned in kissing Blaine but Blaine pulled away.
"No" He said as he moved himself away from Kurt.
"Please I need you" Kurt begged as he moved forward to Blaine again.
"Listen Kurt you're doing what I did all them years ago. You need to tell him how you feel and what we've done and until then I can't be with you." Blaine said dying inside. These were the words he wanted to here but it just wasn't the right situation. It was taking all of Blaine's will not to give into Kurt again but he couldn't allow him to carry on and make the same mistake he made again.
"But it will kill him. It could be our little secret you know." Kurt said as he wandered up to Blaine and started pulling at his shirt.
"No" Blaine barked making Kurt jump.
"I'm sorry I shouldn't have shouted but Kurt you have to tell him. I'm not going to be that bit on the side for those cold lonely nights. It's killing me right now that I can't be with you and I'm trying with all my best not to kiss you right now but I'm doing it because I know what it's like." Blaine sighed as Kurt nodded.
"I'm sorry your right." Kurt said as he turned around and looked at his phone.
"I promise that once you're ready and single or whatever I'm yours, always have been, always will." Blaine kissed the top of Kurt's forehead.