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Latent Nature: Acceptance and Conditions


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Story: Complete - Chapters: 17/17 - Created: Jan 02, 2012 - Updated: Feb 08, 2012
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Acceptance and Conditions

Blaine went to the Hummel’s house as soon as he dropped Sebastian off. It took him awhile to convince Seb, but he’d finally done it. Blaine was glad to see that Kurt hadn’t come home when he was asking for permission from Burt. It worried him a little, but Blaine knew that Kurt was probably driving around, until his anger had cooled down.

“So I hope it’s ok with you Burt?”
“Ya kid, You guys are all grown up now. I’ve always thought of Kurt as my little boy… but when he’s the dominant partner in his relationships, and ever since his Syrian nature came out, it’s a little hard to think of him in terms of little. Either way, he should’ve talked to me about these things. I’m glad that you know when to put your foot down. Make sure he understands that there are limits to everything too. Do what you have to Kid.” Blaine was glad that Burt was such a supportive parent. He then made his way to Kurt’s room.

Kurt actually didn’t get home until nearly 7pm. And when he entered the house, he looked as if he’s been run down by something. Blaine felt sorry for the boy, he looked dead tired. But now wasn’t the time to be soft, he had to attack while Kurt was still vulnerable.

Kurt groaned when he saw Blaine waiting in his bedroom, knowing that he was in for a long lecture. So he was surprised when Blaine gestured for him to sit down beside him. Kurt did so reluctantly, a little suspicious.

“Kurt, I heard got the details from Sebastian. Can you tell me why you did that?” asked Blaine gently.

Kurt flopped down on the bed, closing his eyes. All he’s been doing for the past couple of hours was think about the incident. Guilt was eating away at him.

“He made me really angry Blaine. He’s been flaunting himself with other guys all week long, and then had the nerve to basically nearly have sex with some guy in front of me. I know that in human terms it might not be a big deal, but it is in Syrian culture. Perhaps I didn’t have a right to do that; especially since I rejected him, but everyone knows that you don’t behave like that when your mate is mad at you! “
Kurt took a deep breath.
“I know that I practically raped him. You have no clue as to how horrible I feel. But I’m certain now that he won’t be coming after me anymore, so maybe it happened for a reason. I’m sure he’ll get over it soon enough, and find someone else.”

Blaine just started at Kurt, appalled by this show of denial. Perhaps it really was the time to take reigns in this relationship for awhile.

“Kurt, get up. I’m going to talk and you’re going to listen to me.” Kurt reluctantly got up; it’s been awhile since he saw Blaine upset with him.

“I don’t think you have a clue as to how much damage you’ve cause Kurt. And god forbids, no matter what happens your going to fix this. I know that Seb is a proud and tough guy, but what you did actually broke him a little Kurt. I’m not joking, the guy was flinching every time I made any sudden movement, and this is ME we’re talking about!”

Kurt dropped his eyes in shame. Feeling that ache in his chest grow bigger.

“Kurt, I know that Sebastian’s long sexual history bothers you, but you have to know that he didn’t deliberately do this to hurt you. In fact he never even imagined that he’d ever find his mate, and even less that his mate would be the dominant partner. He actually had no obligation to keep his virginity. However even though he had sex, he’s made sure that no one ever entered him. Oh yes Kurt, today was the first time he’s experienced any kind of penetration, and from his mate none the less. And what kind of an experience do you think he got? Instead of what he’d imagined, he had his mate tell him that he was a loose whore, while in fact he’s never been fucked.” Blaine was cussing in anger.

A few hours ago, Kurt thought that he’d never be able to feel more guilty or sorry in his entire life. He was wrong. He desperately felt like making amends but had no clue how to go about it. Not to mention he had the feeling that he’d damaged everything beyond repair.
Blaine’s voice grew softer. “Kurt, I know that this incident was no ones fault, but it doesn’t change the fact that you have to fix things. I know that Sebastian acts all tough, but he’s really vulnerable right now. Even after all this, instead of being angry with you, he’s just upset thinking that you’d never want him now. You know that I accept this relationship, it’s your turn to accept it now Kurt. Most importantly even though in rage, you were able to claim him. Have you taken a look at your neck?”

Kurt looked at Blaine with wide eyes. A hand reached up and felt the skin along the nape of his neck, feeling the different texture on it now. “OH my god. It really happened in that moment? Shit!”

“Oh no mister. You’re not going to look at this as a mistake and instead think of this as a blessing. If this hadn’t happened I’m pretty sure that Sebastian was going to commit suicide. Only the mark calmed him down a bit, and even now he’s sure that you’re going to reject him. You’ve CLAIMED him Kurt. There’s no going back, you have a responsibility toward him now. You have to learn to accept him.”

Kurt finally resigned himself to the fact that he’d never be able to leave Sebastian now. While a part of him was really irritated, another was happy to finally have both his mates by his side.

“Ok, ok, I’ll try to fix things up with him tomorrow.”

“Didn’t you hear a word that I said Kurt? Sebastian is really vulnerable at the moment. The ONLY reason I left him alone in the first place was so that I could come and get you.” Blaine ran right over Kurt when he opened his mouth to protest. “He’s an attempted rape victim Kurt.”

Kurt flinched at the word ‘rape’. “And if you want a relationship with him it’s going to take work. He wants to be with you, but he’s still probably scared by what you did. I’m not going to wait for months while you guys waste time.”

“So for now, you’re going to listen to me. I know that you’re supposed to be the dominant or something and you can take over when things feel right. But I think that you’re just a mess right now. So pack your bags, we’re going over and staying the weekend with Sebastian, and we’ll probably end up doing this every weekend. This way, we’ll all have time to bond together, and it’s more private there anyway. I’ve already talked to Burt and he agrees. Sebastian was a little harder to convince, but that was only because he thought that you’d become angrier him. So start packing.”

Kurt felt weird letting Blaine make such an important decision, but even he had to admit that maybe this was for the best. After all, so far all the decisions he’s made regarding Seb only led to disasters. So Kurt started to pack.

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It was eight thirty, and Sebastian was a nervous wreck. He was worried about how Kurt’s reaction and how they’d interact together. Sebastian had no problem taking the blame for the entire incident; he knew that he’d tipped Kurt over the edge. Sebastian wished that he could turn back time, and go back to when he’d met Kurt for the first time. He wished that he’d been nicer and tried to make friends with the boy instead. But wishing would do him no good now. After always getting what he’s wanted, he’d gotten too cocky. Instead of acting sincerely, Seb had assumed that it was a no brainier that he’d get Kurt. He’d forgotten that he wasn’t the dominant partner.

That’s another hurdle that Sebastian was going to have to cross. He’s always topped all the boys he’s ever had sex with. Always. And he’d never even imagined that he’d be under someone one day. So finding out that he wanted delicate looking Kurt Hummel to take him…. It was a really hard pill to swallow. He’s been in denial the whole time, and only recently accepted that fact after Kurt shoved two fingers inside him. Oh that had hurt alright, but even in all the sorrow and pain, Seb that felt inner peace knowing that a part of Kurt was inside of him.

Sebastian made a disgusted noise, he really didn’t want to turn into a masochist. One thing that was worrying him was that he was a little scared of Kurt now. Even after he’d seen Kurt’s violent side he hadn’t been scared. But this incident was a heavy presence in his mind.

The doorbell rang and Seb got up reluctantly. Guess it was time to face the music.

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Kurt shifted from one foot to the other as they waited for Sebastian to open the door. Finally the door opened and Kurt was surprised to see how meek Sebastian seemed to be, he wasn’t making any eye contact with Kurt at all.

“Hey, you were ok for the past couple of hours? Sorry we’re so late but you know Kurt, he took forever packing. Let’s order some pizza! I’m so freaking hungry. I think the last time we all ate was during lunch.”
Blaine was pretty enthusiastic about starting the weekend.

Kurt stepped over the household, impressed with the high class decoration. He called out softly to Seb, gesturing towards his luggage. “…So is there anywhere specific you want me to put this?”

Sebastian trembled a little, glad to hear no anger in Kurt’s voice. He gestured toward the bedrooms “Pick any of the rooms you want.”. Kurt frowned a little, seeing that Seb was still avoiding eye contact.

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This was awkward… really awkward. They were waiting for the pizza to arrive and Blaine had decided that they should sit on the floor of the living room. So they were sitting in a semi circle, and both Kurt and Sebastian felt like squirming like little boys. Seeing that this was going nowhere, Blaine decided that he might as well go for the risky fifty-fifty decision.
“You know what guys, I’m going to go to Blockbuster to rent a few movies and pick up some popcorn on the way. We can eat pizza while we watch movies and it’ll be good for the rest of the weekend too.”

Kurt and Seb looked at each other and immediately screamed “NO!”
Though they cringed when Blaine shot them a hard glare. For such a small guy, he could be pretty scary sometimes.

“You guys are going to wait and talk until I’m back”, with that said, Blaine left the house.

It took a whole five minutes before one of them broke down.
“I’m sorry. I’m really sorry Sebastian. I had no right to do that” Kurt whispered, regret clear in his voice.
“N-no! It was my fault entirely. I was the one pushing you constantly. It’s no wonder you snapped.”
Kurt could see that Seb was feeling miserable.

“Can you tell me why you acted like that? Especially when the week before I specifically mentioned that I hated that kind of behaviour?” asked Kurt curiously.

Sebastian thought that maybe now would be the time to get everything off his chest. “Maybe I should explain from the beginning. When I first met you Kurt, I had no idea that you were my mate, in fact I didn’t think that I’d ever even find my mate! All I could see in you was that we were in a competition to get Blaine. It took awhile, I started to feel different about you but I was in complete denial, and you looked and acted pretty human by the way. I discarded my feelings and just continued to annoy you; because that was the only way I could get your attention. And when you left for two months, I became friends with Blaine and no longer considered him a conquest. You came back, and even though I had changed I .. I fell back to the same routine. Even more so, because my feelings for you had grown. Then you finally admitted that you knew you were my mate… and you rejected me. I couldn’t handle that Kurt. I realized that you had been ignoring me even though you knew you were my mate. Afterwards I saw you with Blaine and it became ten times worse. I didn’t know that he was your mate, so to me it seemed like you were ignoring your mate to be with some random boy. I was s-so jealous. So I got the crazy idea that I should show you exactly how much of a whore I could be. I wanted to punish you, and it was the on-only w-way to get you to pay any attention to me an-anyway.”

Kurt took Sebastian’s hands, stopping him from talking any further. Kurt had realized during the talk that while Sebastian might be a little obnoxious, he had a good heart. And he hadn’t had any bad intentions either. Kurt knew that it would be hard for him to get over Sebastian’s sexual history, but he would try his best for this boy. He could see that apart from his looks, there were a lot of other things that were special about Sebastian.

Kurt swallowed, “ I, I don’t know when or how, but when I claim you completely Sebastian, it’s going to be exactly like how you imagined our first time to be. I can’t even tell you how much I regret what happened today, but maybe it was a good thing because it brought us together. You’re going to have to be a little patient with me though, and I’ll try my best to control my jealousy when it comes to you. I was angry about the other guys, but mostly I was just so jealous that they all got to touch you. But it doesn’t matter now because you’re mine.”
Kurt looked up to see tear filled emerald eyes, and saw Sebastian’s face light up with hope. With a sheepish grin, Kurt slowly pulled Seb into a hug. Once again feeling guilty when he felt hot tears slide onto his neck.

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Blaine was extremely pleased to see the two boys sitting close and holding hands when he returned.
Kurt and Sebastian was a little surprised when Blaine bounded up to them, kissing Kurt on the cheek and giving Seb a hug.

The rest of the evening passed by very pleasantly, the boys watched an action movie while eating their pizza. Sebastian was much more relaxed and was even able to converse naturally with Kurt, teasing him from time to time. Blaine was extremely pleased to see that Sebastian had bounced back so fast. He knew that some people could become really traumatized by such things. That’s why he had wanted to fix the problem as soon as possible; he hadn’t wanted Seb to think too much about that event. Instead the boy now had a new focus, slowly fixing his relationship with Kurt.

It became a little funny when it was time for bed though.
“So you guys can have this guest room, it has a double bed. Or if you wanted separate rooms that’s ok too.” Sebastian showed them the rooms.
“…..Actually Sebastian you have a king sized bed in your room right?” Seb nodded.
“So why don’t we all sleep together?” Blaine suggested with a smirk.

Sebastian’s mouth dropped open while Kurt turned red.
“Don’t act like virgins guys, I’m not saying that we should fuck tonight or anything.” Blaine shrugged.
Kurt groaned while Seb just stared at Blaine with wide eyes.
Finally Kurt turned to Seb with a small smirk, “You didn’t expect him to be the filthier one in this relationship right?” Sebastian laughed. “Shut up Kurt!” Blaine stuck out his tongue.

Becoming serious Kurt looked at Seb, “You don’t mind do you?”. Sebastian contemplated the thought for a few seconds, secretly delighted at the chance to sleep beside Kurt so soon. After all he WAS a teenage boy, he knew that they probably wouldn’t have sex for awhile, but that’s didn’t stop him from fantasizing about it.

Seb finally responded, teasing Kurt “As long as you don’t mind that you’ll have to sleep in the middle for the rest of your life.”

“And be our sex slave” Blaine piped in.

Kurt stared incredulously at the two other boys “A-are you guys ganging up on me?!”
Blaine and Seb looked at each other and nodded seriously. Kurt groaned as they burst into evil laughter.

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As they entered the nicely furnished bedroom, Kurt looked at the huge bed. He couldn’t help it as a fresh wave of anger hit him. ‘How many boys did he bring to this bed?’ thought Kurt trying to control his emotions.

While showing the washroom to Blaine, Sebastian didn’t know why but he knew Kurt had become extremely angry. He looked up to see Kurt starting hatefully at the bed. He had a pretty good idea as to what Kurt might be thinking about.

Sebastian called out to Kurt gently “ You guy are the first ones to visit this apartment. I’ve never had anyone over, much less anyone in that bed.”

Kurt came over towards Seb, putting a hand on his arm. “Sorry, I—“
Sebastian stopped Kurt from talking with a finger to his lips. “No don’t be. Patience remember?”
Kurt nodded, smiling sheepishly.

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That night Sebastian was pretty happy when Kurt gave him a hug before sliding onto bed. However Seb soon became disappointed when he discovered he wouldn’t get to cuddle with Kurt that night. The boy was quick to turn his back to Seb while he pulled Blaine into a spooning position. Sebastian decided that Kurt just wasn’t used to it yet, and that he’d have to be patient.

However his patience was running out when he discovered that Kurt was deliberately avoiding his touches the next day. At first Seb noticed that Kurt was very touchy feely with Blaine, and yet he wouldn’t even casually touch Seb. Thinking that Kurt wasn’t comfortable yet, Seb thought that he’d initiate light physical contact. But every time he tried to approach him, Kurt somehow diverted physical contact with something else.

Sebastian was starting to doubt the fact that Kurt genuinely wanted a relationship with him. So when Blaine suggested that they go to Scandals to dance that weekend, Seb was quick to support the idea. He hadn’t gotten a chance to dance with Kurt the last time they went there, and he thought that maybe dancing together will put Kurt at ease with physical contact.

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Blaine didn’t know if going to Scandals was a good or bad idea but he thought that they all needed a different atmosphere. He’d noticed that Kurt was avoiding Sebastian’s touches and that Sebastian was slowly become depressed over it too. So now the three were dressed in sexy outfits, trying to relax in the club. Blaine was currently ordering drinks while Kurt and Sebastian was dancing on the floor together. He was pleased to note that while the two weren’t grinding against each other, they were still fairly close together. Blaine got up to join them on the floor.

Ten minutes later, Kurt was holding Blaine tightly against him while they grinded together, going with the pulse of the music. Sebastian didn’t mind, especially since he was dancing with Kurt alone a few minutes ago. Let them have a little time together. Sebastian closed his eyes and let the music take him away.

When a little while later Seb felt a shorter body press against his, he thought that Blaine had come to dance with him. However when looking down he was surprised to see that it was a cute redhead. Sebastian recognized the boy after a couple of minutes; he’d had a one night stand with this one two weeks ago.

Sebastian tried to get away when the boy wound his arms around Seb.
“Let’s get out of here. I was thinking about you for the past few weeks. I missed you” the redhead winked and licked his lips. Once Sebastian might have found that to be attractive, but at the moment though he was just panicking inside.

“Umm not interested. Sorry, it was nice and all but I’m in a relationship right now.”
The boy just pulled him closer, “That never stopped you before.”
Sebastian looked over to see that Kurt had noticed what was going on, and was coming towards them with a death glare on his face.
Not wanting a confrontation, Seb forcibly pushed the boy away, curtly saying “You were an one night stand honey, don’t get a big head. It was nothing special.” The boy pouted and stalked way, huffing in irritation.

And that’s when Kurt reached Seb, holding an arm tightly he snarled “What the fuck was that? Back to your old ways already?!”
Before anything more could happen like last time, Blaine interrupted. He pulled Kurt away.
“Guys chill! Kurt you need to CALM DOWN. Let’s go get some drinks and we can talk about this.”
Kurt’s glare softened but he was still pretty angry.

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The boys had drinks and were sitting in a secluded corner of the club. Sebastian explained what happened truthfully. But Kurt was still feeling resentful.

“What because he was an old fuck you couldn’t tell him to go away?” Kurt sneered.
Now it was Seb that was becoming angry. “That’s exactly what I did Kurt! I told him to fuck off! Didn’t you see that?”
Kurt was being difficult “Ya? You might’ve said that but it took you longer to push him away.”
“He was CLUTCHING me tightly! For gods sake, maybe I should’ve just taken him up on his offer!” Sebastian said in resentment.
Blaine gasped “SEB! Don’t say that! I know you don’t mean it!”
Kurt’s glare doubled “So I WAS wrong to think that we could be in a relationship.”

Sebastian couldn’t take it anymore, “HA! Did you even mean it when you said you wanted a relationship? Because so far I’ve seen no effort from you! I’m the one who’s been trying.”

Kurt was confused “What the fuck do you mean?”
“You keep avoiding my touches! You don’t touch me as it is Kurt, but when I try to, you ignore me!” Sebastian exploded.
“What the Hell! I was holding your hand last night, and I even hugged you before we went to sleep!”
Kurt protested.

“Ya? Well what about after that? You cuddled with Blaine the whole night! You turned your back on me and didn’t touch me, even accidentally the entire night Kurt! What does that say? I thought that maybe you weren’t used to initiating things, so I tried. But every time I’d tried to touch you, you’d avoid me!”

Blaine nodded in agreement “Kurt, I noticed that too.”
Kurt put his head in his hands. And his muffled voice spoke “I thought I said that you needed to be patient if you wanted this relationship to work. I just need you to give me about a week or so, and then I’ll touch you as much as you want ok?”

Sebastian wasn’t listening anymore; he was just angry “What? You think I have some disease or something? That you need a week to get over your disgust before you force yourself to touch me?!”

Kurt exploded “Have you taken a LOOK at yourself?! You’re covered in hickeys and bruises!!! From OTHER guys Sebastian! They’re not mine! And every time I look at you they serve as a reminder. I need that time, that week so that they can go away!”

Sebastian gasped and blushed in mortification; tears filled his eyes when he realized that Kurt was right. As he tried to run away, he was stopped when Kurt held on tightly to his arm.

“Let me go! I’m disgusting. Let me go!” Sebastian cried out, tears finally falling down. Kurt made him sit down and Blaine put his hands around Seb in comfort.

“I don’t think you’re disgusting Seb. It’s just that the marks make me really mad, and I .. I don’t want to be angry with you anymore. So I need a little time until they go away.” Kurt said softly.

“NO, no I’m disgusting. And so stupid, I forgot that they were there. I’m sorry, Kurt. I’m sorry that I’m so disgusting.” Sobbed Seb, feeling ashamed that he hadn’t realized the torture he was putting Kurt through.
Kurt looked helplessly at Blaine; this was the reason why he hadn’t wanted to tell Sebastian about this before. He’d been afraid of his reaction. Blaine just smirked at him as if saying ‘You deserve to handle this on your own, you could’ve told me about this before.’ Kurt half heartedly glared at Blaine, not even able to be angry at the boy for his lack of assistance.

Unable to think of anything else, Kurt took cupped Sebastian’s face with his hands. Slowly he leaned in and kissed the other boy. Kurt was surprised by how soft the other boy’s lips were. When Seb gasped in surprise, Kurt used the opportunity to slowly use his tongue to gently open those lip further. It didn’t take more than five seconds before Sebastian was frantically clutching Kurt’s hair while the Kurt was eating away at that sweet soft mouth. Seb moaned, because Kurt tasted like dark chocolate and this was the first time someone else was controlling the kiss. Not only did Sebastian not mind, but he found this to be really hot. Sebastian was pretty experienced at kissing, but this was the first time in his life that he felt so touched by a kiss. He was burning in lust but he knew that even if he only got this kiss, he’d still be satisfied.

Lips parted with a soft suck as they greedily gulped down some air, but soon enough Sebastian was leaning in for a second kiss. Kurt let him have the kiss, thinking that the boy deserved some affection. This time it was a slower exploration of each others mouth. Both the boys felt as if they were drowning in each other. Kurt sucked on Sebastian’s bottom lips, causing the flesh to darken and swell. Sebastian moaned and sucked on that tongue. When the parted once more, Kurt rested his head against Sebastian’s and both boys panted for breath.

“Se-sebastian. I really don’t find you to be disgusting. Really. It’s just that I want to have you when you’re unmarked… just so that I can cover you in MY marks. I hope you don’t mind my decision.”

With a gentle smile and something nearly akin to love in his eyes, Seb replied “No more secrets from now on Kurt. Even if you think it’s going to hurt me, you need to tell me important things like this. Otherwise we get stupid misunderstandings.”

Kurt and Seb looked at each other and smiled, feeling that their relationship was finally going in the right direction. Soon though they were interrupted by Blaine who’d stayed quiet the entire time.
“….of fuck!”
When they looked over it was to see the boy flushed with arousal, a look of lust in his eyes.
“Sebastian you better hope that those marks disappear fast. I don’t think I’ll be able to wait more than a week. Fuck, that was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen!” Blaine ordered threateningly.

Seb and Kurt looked at each other and chuckled nervously, feeling like that maybe it was Blaine that was the actual predator in this relationship.


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