June 11, 2012, 9:37 p.m.
Not Enough: Chapter 1
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Thump.
Thump.
Thump.
Gasp.
Grunt.
Moan.
"My boyfriend will be home soon."
The man responds by tugging on his clothes. He leans down to kiss-devour- him.
Blaine sighs.
It's wrong.
He loves Kurt. And like always, his chest constricts.
The thought of his boyfriend, the man he wants forever.
But Kurt's busy,his school takes up the majority of the time.
Blaine just needs a little something.
He pushes Kurt from his thoughts.
Pulling on his pants, he stumbles to the kitchen.
The lights on.
Kurt's there.
Kurt stares at him.Rolling an apple in his hands.
Blaine's throat tightens.
His pulse racing.
"Kurt."
That's all he can say.
Kurt taps his boots against the table.
Thump.
Thump.
Thump.
Kurt's body language is defensive. His spine straight. His arms crossed. His lips stuck in a rigid line.
But his eyes, they betray him.They betray him like always.
The tears are filling them.
"Kurt. Please. I love you."
The first tear overflows over and slides down his cheek. It's an invitation for the rest to follow.
Words are erupting from Blaine's mouth.
"I'm sorry."
"It didn't mean anything."
“He's no one.”
"Please don't leave me."
"I love you."
"It's a mistake."
"Please don't cry."
They aren't even words to Kurt.
Just sounds.
Kurt can't stop crying. He's at the point of sobbing and clutching at himself.
Blaine's hands reach out, but they jerk back right before he touches Kurt.
It's not fair. It's not okay. He doesn't have the right to touch Kurt. Not anymore.
Blaine cries.
And his tears spark something in Kurt.
Anger.
Kurt's screaming.
Blaine can't blame him. He can't even defend himself.
Blaine finds himself sitting on the kitchen floor.
The same floor that Kurt and Blaine have had sex on.
Blaine breaks out into another round of sobs.
He has fucked up.
Kurt's screaming slowly descends. Blaine can't help but raise his eyes.
Kurt's watery eyes.
His wet cheeks.
His nose red.
His teeth worrying his lips.
Kurt meets his gaze and holds it.
Kurt's words are slice deep,
"What gives you the right to be crying right now?”
Blaine chokes.
"Kurt-"
Kurt starts up,
"What gives you the right to even shed a fucking tear right now?"
"Why are you even crying?"
"You did this. This is your own fault."
"Who is that guy?"
"How long have you been cheating on me?"
"Why are you cheating on me?"
"I thought you loved me."
Blaine can hardly breathe as he listens to Kurt.
Blaine shakes his head.
"I do love you. I'll always love you. He's no one. I love you so so much."
Kurt's voice shakes as he picks up his bag.
"Apparently, you don't love me enough.”