Kurt was up early on Monday morning. He hadn’t been sleeping well at night. Blaine had called him as soon as he had arrived to his apartment and they had spent two hours on skype. Two hours and it hadn’t been enough. Kurt missed Blaine more than ever now. He thought about quitting his intership and going back to Pittsburgh, but then he realized it was not responsible and he would probably have to deal with law suit for not keeping the condition in his contract.

“What are you doing here?” Rachel came to the kitchen, surprised of seeing Kurt sitting by the table with a cup of coffee at 5a.m.

“I couldn’t sleep.” Rachel took her own cup and poured coffee in it.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“About what?”

“The reason you couldn’t sleep…”

“I just miss Blaine. I know I missed him before but now it’s even worse. I don’t know why. It was such a great weekend, Rachel. I wish we lived at the same place.” Rachel smiled knowingly. She knew the feeling and could definitely share the sentiment.

“You are strong. You’re gonna get through it. I know it’s hard. I’ve been there.”

“You didn’t get through it…”

“Well…I chose the career. There were no compromises for me and he had his own dreams. We were young. I mean, I’ll always love Finn, he is my first love. But we weren’t meant to be together. We couldn’t handle the pressure of long distance relationship for two weeks. You’re in a different position. You’re both adults, you thought it over, you know what you want. It’ll be okay.”

“Thanks, Rachel. Sorry for waking you up.” Rachel stood up and motioned her head to the living room.

“Come on. Let’s watch some re-runs, as we are already awake.” They made themselves comfortable on the sofa and turned on the TV.

“When are Burt and Carol going to visit us then? Have you set another date?” Rachel asked and by the Kurt’s reaction she knew he hadn’t talked to them.

“Shit! I totally forgot. How could I forget? I need to call my dad.” Kurt jumped on his feet and ran to his room. His dad and his wife were supposed to visit him in New York in two weeks. They’d been planning it for a while. He dialed his father’s number and while he was waiting for him to pick up the phone, he tried to think about the best explanation for the situation.

“Kurt?”

“Hi, dad.”

“Is something wrong? Are you alright?”

“Yes, I am. Why?”

“Why? You never call this early. You are never even up this early.” Burt laughed at the other side.

“I couldn’t sleep. Do you have some time before you go to work? I need to tell you something…”

“What’s up, kiddo?”

“Can we postpone your visit? Can you come on the week after we agreed?”

“Yeah. Of course. What happened?”

“I would be in Pittsburgh in two weeks.”

“Weren’t you supposed to be in Pittsburgh last weekend?”

“I was. But things got little complicated. I mean, I got them little complicated. Guys came to visit me.”

“And you are going there in two weeks? How often do you need to see them?” Burt wasn’t mad or upset. He just didn’t understand why his son needed to fly back and forth to Pittsburgh when he had seen his friends during the previous weekend.

“Dad, I’m not going to just see them. I’m going to see my boyfriend.”

“Your boyfriend? You have a boyfriend?”

“Blaine and I got together on Friday…”

“Kurt…I don’t want to be a buzzkill, but are you sure about what you’ve gotten himself into? Long distance relationships are hard. I know you like this Blaine kid. I could tell a long time ago. But I don’t want to see you hurt.”

“Don’t worry. We talked about it and it’s something we both want. We need to survive the next five months and then my intership is over. We’ll find out how to be together until then.”

“Okay. You’re a big boy. I have to trust your judgment.”

“Thanks, dad.”

“So tell me about him. I know I’m not as good at this kind of talk as Carol is, but I’d like to know more about him.”

“Well…he is amazing…” Kurt stayed on the phone with his father for an hour and then both of them needed to prepare for work.

It’s been one week today. x – B

Yeah…and another one till I see you again. x – K

Can’t wait. Miss you. – B

Miss you too. – K

Is there something special you want to do when you come? – B

Are we having this conversation via texts? Can it wait for our skype date? – K

I’m bored at work. Are you doing something important? – B

Not really. – K

Thought so. Answer my question, baby. – B

No, there is nothing. I’m going to enjoy your company. That’s all. – K

So if I told you I would lock you in my apartment and wouldn’t let you go out the whole weekend, you wouldn’t complain? – B

What would you do with me all those hours in your apartment? – K

I don’t know. We can figure something out together. What would you like me to do with you? – B

We’re not doing this in work, Blaine. – K

Doing what exactly? – B

You know very well what I’m talking about. – K

Trust me, Kurt. I have no idea. – B

You’re not getting me into sexting right now. – K

That didn’t cross my mind at all. What are you thinking about, Kurt? Apparently, you’re the one with naughty thoughts. – B

Of course, honey. That’s why you were asking what would I want you to do with me, right? – K

I was referring to watching Disney movies or baking, Kurt. But now you definitely gave me some less innocent ideas. What would you like me to do with you? – B

Disney movies will be fine. – K

Hm…And will we be allowed to cuddle? – B

Yes. – K

And kiss? Can I kiss you while we will be watching movie? – B

Yes. – K

And where can I kiss you? – B

Really smart. I’ll keep this one without answer because I don’t trust your innocence. - K

On a cheek? Because it’s completely innocent. I swear. – B

Okay. You can kiss me on a cheek while we are watching… - K

Your lips? Because they are so kissable…I miss the taste of your lips on mine. Do you miss kissing me, Kurt? – B

Blaine! – K

Your neck? Can I kiss your neck? I love the sounds you are making when I’m showering it with kisses. – B

Your jaw? I know you love it when I kiss and nibble on it… - B

Do you know what is my most favorite place for a kiss on you? - B

Blaine! Stop it. I’m at work! – K

Wrong answer, baby. I don’t have a favorite place. You’re so gorgeous and hot, that I could spend the whole movie kissing every inch of your naked body, showing you how much I want you and need you and care about you. – B

And I’m turning off my phone right now. Call you, when I get home. – K

BTW, if you get to kiss every inch of my body, I want to do the same things to you. - K

“So is this the point when you lock me here and won’t let me get out?” Kurt asked Blaine as soon as they came to Blaine’s apartment. Blaine picked him up at the airport and took him on dinner. Kurt was genuinely happy. Smile didn’t fade from his face from the moment he had seen Blaine.

“It was my intention, but Nick forced me to bring you to the bar tomorrow evening, so I can keep you here only for next…” He looked at his watch. “Twenty hours.”

“I can live with that.” Kurt said and leaned to kiss him. Blaine soon deepened it and inhaled a sharp breath.

“I missed you so much.” Blaine murmured between kisses. “So, so much.”

“I missed you, too. Now stop talking and keep kissing me.” Blaine chuckled and connected his lips with Kurt. He moved them slowly, making sure he wouldn’t open his mouth to allow Kurt’s tongue the access he was so eagerly demanding. It was a tough task. No one really could deny something to Kurt. Blaine gave up after a few seconds, when Kurt started to play dirty. He pulled Blaine closer and rolled his hips, giving Blaine a taste of what was waiting for him if he actually decided to make out with Kurt properly. They were kissing frantically in a hallway, none of them needed more at the moment. Just feeling the heat of their bodies was enough. Blaine backed Kurt to the door and attacked his neck, loving the loud gasp he earned from him, deciding he needed to hear it again. He was sucking on a soft skin under Kurt’s ear when Kurt’s phone rang.

“Ignore it. Keep on going…No!” Kurt whined, fisting Blaine’s shirt to get him closer after he jerked away.

“Answer it. It’s distracting.” He kissed Kurt’s forehead and left to the kitchen. He made popcorn and opened a bottle of wine while Kurt was speaking on the phone. His Disney collection was ready on his coffee table in the living room. Blaine wanted Kurt to choose the movie. He didn’t care which one they would watch. Firstly, he loved them all and secondly, he would be preoccupied by kissing every part of Kurt’s body that Kurt would let him, so the movie would be just background.

“It was Rachel. She yelled at me because I didn’t call her to tell her that I came here in one piece.” Blaine held his hand for him, Kurt took it and let himself be drawn down on the couch.

“Pick up the movie, baby. I’ll make you a drink.” Kurt grabbed the dvd case from the table and gave it to Blaine.

“The lion king? Why this one?”

“The first my eyes fell on. It really doesn’t matter what we are watching. If you don’t like it, choose another one.”

“No. It’s fine. I was just curious.”

Fifteen minutes later the movie was forgotten, both of them shirtless and panting. All of a sudden, Kurt untangled himself from Blaine and stood up.

“Kurt…” Blaine was trying to catch his breath and figured out what the hell was wrong.

“Honey, we would have to interrupt it either way. It’s better to do it now than later.” Kurt unzipped his pants, took it off and when Blaine didn’t follow his example, Kurt undressed him as well.

“What?”

“Bedroom, Blaine. Come on.” Blaine was immediately on his feet, leading his boyfriend to his room. Before he pushed Kurt to the bed, he disposed of their boxers. There was nothing between them. Their bodies were melting under the touches and kisses. Unlike their first time, tonight it was everything but slow and quiet. They were desperately clinging on each other, their hands roaming and changing their position quickly, lips staying on the same place for a little longer only in attempt to leave there a hickey. Loud moans and gasps surrounded them. It was almost too much for Kurt. He whimpered beneath Blaine, pleading him to do something, but Blaine didn’t seem to notice. He was still straddling Kurt, not making any motion indicating he was about to move between Kurt’s legs.

“Blaine, please…”

“Shhh…I’ve got you, baby. I’m here.” Blaine soothed him. He ran his hands across Kurt’s chest, then leaned towards his ear and whispered: “Close your eyes, baby. If it’s too much, just tell me.” Kurt obeyed. He didn’t have any strength to fight Blaine. He trusted him and knew Blaine wouldn’t hurt him. Blaine entwined their fingers and raised himself from Kurt’s hips only to gain a better position and sank down to his lap again.

“Blaine!” Kurt shouted and immediately opened his eyes. Blaine was lowering himself, looking at Kurt searching for any sign of discomfort.

“Are you okay, baby?” Blaine asked, concerned and carefully.

“God, Blaine…” Kurt moaned and thrust his hips up, filling Blaine completely. Blaine just grinned and pull Kurt by his arms into a sitting position.

“Do you like it?” Kurt, not able to make any coherent respond, nodded and threw his head on Blaine’s shoulder. As soon as the initial shock left Kurt’s body, he matched his movements with Blaine’s and it didn’t last long for them to get over the edge.

They were still sitting, clutching on each other, slowly coming down from their highs.

“I might have passed out for a while.” Kurt broke the silence.

“Yeah…I know what you are talking about.”

“Honey, I really like this but my legs hurt…”

“Oh, sorry.” Blaine rolled himself on the bed, Kurt crashed beside him. Blaine instinctively found his hand and brought it to his lips to kiss it. He was drifting to sleep when Kurt spoke up.

“Can I ask you a question?”

“Of course.” Blaine sensed something had changed in Kurt’s mood. He lay on his side, facing Kurt, putting his arm around Kurt’s waist and pulling him closer.

“Was it…Was it good for you?”

“What?” Blaine asked, not sure what Kurt was talking about.

“What we have just done. Was it good for you?” Blaine was looking directly at Kurt but he was avoiding the eye contact, fixing his gaze on the sheets.

“Good? Good doesn’t even beginning to cover it. It was mind-blowing. Kurt, sweetie, what’s wrong? Didn’t you like it? Did I hurt you or…”

“No! Not at all. I loved it. It’s just…I’ve never done it before…”

“What do you mean?”

“I’ve never toped before…”

 “Oh.” Realization hit Blaine and he finally understood that Kurt wasn’t mad or hurt, he was insecure. He found his lips and kissed him slowly. After they broke the kiss, he made sure Kurt was looking him in the eyes.

“You were amazing. And if you don’t want to do it again, we won’t. I prefer switching, but only if it doesn’t make you uncomfortable. Whatever you want, Kurt. I want you to feel good and safe when you are with me. I won’t pressure you to do anything…” Kurt smiled at him and stroked his hair.

“I think I would like to repeat it.”

“Great. I’m going to take a washcloth so we can clean up and get some sleep.” He kissed Kurt’s temple as he was standing up and left the room. A few minutes later they were lying under the cover, snuggled together and feeling really happy.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Kurt asked Blaine on the next morning. They were lying on Blaine’s bed, not ready to get up yet. Blaine smiled and put a chaste kiss on Kurt’s lips.

“I like looking at you. You’re beautiful. And I still can’t believe you’re actually here.” Kurt rolled him on his back and straddled him. He kissed him with sufficient amount of pressure and tongue, not forcing the things to go further.

“Get use to it. You’re stuck with me.”

“That’s definitely not something I would ever complain about…” Kurt rested his head on Blaine’s chest, one of his hands caressing his collarbone, making Blaine feel safe and loved. Blaine wrapped one of his arms around Kurt’s waist while the other was moving up and down Kurt’s back. They could spend the whole weekend like this and it would be perfect.

“Everybody asks me why I’m not going to New York…like permanently.”

“Do you want to go there?”

“No.” Blaine said in all conscience. “Wow…that’s sound terrible. Let me explain.” Blaine laughed a little and cursed himself internally for his inability of expressing his feelings.

“You’ve changed my life, Kurt. By all means. Thanks to you I have my family back and I perform again and I have a feeling like my life has got some direction. It’s great. But I still haven’t decided what I’m gonna do. I don’t know whether I want to try performing and writing songs and do it for my living. Maybe it’s just an old dream and I keep it as my hobby. I know I can quit my job whenever I want and move out to New York. But it would be me running. I was running in the past. I’m not going to do it again. I’ll figure everything out and when I’ll be proud of myself and little more self-confident too, I’ll take my life fully to my arms. And when I’ll have that, we’re going to talk about my plans and your plans and make them our plans. Because you’re the only thing I’m sure of right now, Kurt. And I’m not gonna lose it for my insecurities. I need to do it by myself and at my own speed, but I swear I’ll do my best to have it done until your intership is over.”  

“Honey, I don’t want you to do something you are not sure about. Yes, I would love to have you with me in New York. I have all the selfish reasons for that. But I don’t want you to do something because of me. I want you to do it for yourself. Take your time. I’ll wait. Don’t listen to them.” Blaine kissed Kurt’s hair. He kind of needed to hear that from him and was glad that Kurt wouldn’t pressure him to make decisions. He had a long way ahead of him, but somehow he felt good about it. With Kurt by his side, things couldn’t go wrong…