Waking up with a morning hard on was something Kurt was pretty well accustomed to, hell he was a teenage boy; But being able to do something about said hard on’....Totally new experience.

He lay awake in Blaine's arms, his head resting gently on Blaine's chest, he could feel it rise and fall as Blaine breathed evenly. He’d slept peacefully all night, his fever had completely vanished and it was only early.

Kurt shifted out of bed, taking a few seconds to take in the sight of his adorable boyfriend before he was reminded of the uncomfortable problem in his boxer briefs...after lying in bed awake for the last hour, with thoughts of what nearly happened last night whizzing around his head... It was safe to say Kurt was desperate for release.

And the thought of maybe asking Blaine to help did nothing but make him blush deeply and make him harder and the same time.


Kurt crossed the room as quietly as he could, being careful not to trip over anything on the way to the bathroom, he really needed to clean up later.

He grasped the cool door handle, noticing his hands were slightly sweaty, he could do this right? What if he couldn't...?

He took a deep breath, pushing open the door a shutting it behind him, he bit his lip and surveyed the bathroom before deciding to turn the shower on. 

He made sure it was the right temperature before taking of his clothes and stepping in.

Ignoring the feel of his erection against his stomach for a moment.
He decided to make this as normal as possible and grabbed his shower gel.

Popping the cap before squirting some in his palms, rubbing it into his arms, then chest...letting out a soft moan as he brushed his nipple.

He bit his lip, he could do this. Of course he could. He let his hand travel further down over his stomach and lower abdomen before moving to his hips.

He took a shaky breath as he stretched out his fingers and wrapped them around his erection letting out a whimper.

He paused slightly before pumping his hand up and down once slowly, he gasped biting down hard on his bottom lip.


He let out a whimper that sounded a lot like 'Blaine' and moved his hand a bit quicker, his free hand trying to find something solid to hold on to as his breathing started to get faster. 

He lent his hand against the cold tiles of the wall, toes curling and hips jerking.

The hot water from the shower continued to rush over his body, filling the room with steam as his moans and whimpers got louder.

The familiar bubbling in the pit of his stomach making him cry out, his hand stopping on instinct and habit.

He pulled his hand away completely and took a deep breath, leaning heavily against the wall of the shower, trying to find the courage to continue.

His head fell against the wall with a light thud.

 In the other room Blaine's brow furrowed, he rubbed his eyes, trying to shake the head ache that was still lingering. He climbed out his bed, making his way to the sound of the shower. "B-Baby" He yawned, "Are you okay?"

Kurt blushed, the words suddenly causing tears to spring from his eyes and roll down his cheeks.

“Babe….Can I come in?” Blaine asked sleepily. 


Kurt bit back a sob, "No Blaine I'm....fine," He choked out, "I'll be out in...In a sec."

"Baby? What’s wrong...I'll come in if I have to!"

"No...No Blaine I..." Kurt's voice broke with another sob and he knew there was no point in trying to hide the fact he was crying from Blaine, "I'll be fine."

Blaine pinched the bridge of his nose... "Well at least tell me what's wrong"

"Nothing," Kurt called, "I'm just...just being stupid."

Blaine sighed... "Kurt." He said in a warning tone.

Kurt bit his lip, tears still tumbling down his face, "B....Blaine, He whimpered.

The sound caused Blaine's breath to hitch. "Baby...Please, let me in"

"I'm so...I'm so embarrassed," Kurt, his tear stained cheeks turning red, "Why can't I just be normal?"

Blaine slammed his head against the door. "You're normal Kurt, fuck I'm the one who's not normal now open the damn door!”

Kurt froze, he didn't think of that, he hopped out of the shower and unlocked the door, careful not to slip on the floor.

Blaine pushed the door fully open and wrapped his arms around the younger boy, not caring that he was getting soaked. "Tell me" He said simply.

Blaine you are normal," Kurt told him before breaking down into more tears into Blaine's shoulder.

"Kurt, stop...Baby, I can't help you unless you tell me what’s wrong" Blaine said holding him closer.

"I still can't do it," Kurt blushed.

Blaine cocked an eyebrow. "Do what exactly?" He asked.

"Blaine..." Kurt moaned blushing even harder, "It Blaine, I can't do it."

"Can't d- ... Oh...Um, w-why not?" He asked blushing also.

"Because I....I...I can't, I just can't, it feels..." Kurt sighed shaking his head.

"Bad, good...Baby talk to me, please?" Blaine said, cupping Kurt's cheek and trying to ignore the fact the boy was naked and against him.

"I don't know!" Kurt cried, "How are we ever going to have...have....sex if I can't even..." Kurt trailed off.

"W-wow Kurt, Is that what this is all about? Sex? I thought you were okay, I thought we'd gotten over this, you were fine the other day!"

"I'm sorry!"

Blaine took a deep breath, "its okay," He said gently.

"It's...its okay when you....you do it," Kurt muttered, blushing slightly.

Blaine smirked. "Hinting Hummel?" He winked.

Kurt blushed bright red, "No, no I was just....just saying, you don't have too..."

Blaine chuckled.

"Are you sure? I don't mind...But Kurt...I-I think you have to learn, how to um…do it yourself" Blaine said.

"I know I do," Kurt sighed biting his lip, "But…Can you...maybe...? Oh god this is awkward."

"Hey...Hey....Go on, can I what? Don't be embarrassed."Blaine said running a thumb over Kurt's cheek.

Can you do it....with me?" Kurt asked looking away from Blaine to the floor.

Blaine groaned. "Hm...W-What do you mean exactly?"

"Just like...at the....the same time?" Kurt said, he paused, "No, you know what? Never mind. You don't have to do this just because I'm scared."

"Baby" Blaine said pulling his down to sit on the floor. "What exactly are you scared of, and if that's what you want, I'm not going to say no"

Kurt sighed, "I Just don't like the feeling before...I just...if you where there then...it wouldn't be as bad."

Blaine smiled pressing a feather light kiss to his head. "Okay" He said beginning to strip of his boxers. "Go hop back in the shower baby"

Kurt did as Blaine told him, standing slightly awkwardly as he waited for Blaine to join him.

He walked up behind him and wrapped his arms around his middle, resting his chin on Kurt's shoulder. "Hmm...Love you"

Kurt shook his head, "You have no idea how much I love you Blaine Anderson. You deserve so much better than me."

"Kurt, please stop, you're perfect" He frowned pressing kisses to the back of his neck.

Kurt whimpered, "Blaine...that, that feels so good."

“Hmm, really?" He muttered sucking harder.

Kurt gasped, "Blaine!"

Blaine giggled. "Are you winding me up or does that really feel good for you?"

"Don't stop," Kurt complained as Blaine took his lips away from his neck.

"Hmm Okay, I have an idea" He mumbled, sucking harder and reaching for Kurt's hand which he the slowly led to Kurt's member.

Kurt tensed sharply, biting his lip.

"Blaine...I" He trailed off fingers hovering in mid air.

"What baby?" Blaine asked, pressing more feather light kisses to the back of Kurt's next, causing him to shiver.

Kurt blushed. "I don't think I can" He ducked his head whimpering slightly at the kisses.

“You can Kurt, I know you can, you're so amazing baby," Blaine cooed, using his free hand to rub Kurt's lower back.

"I-I...what if I don’t...C-can't...you know!" He  blushed, leaning into the older boys touch.


Blaine sighed gently, "What can I do? How do I help baby?"

" I don't know, Blaine....Maybe I should just get dressed"

"It's up to you Kurt, whatever you want."

Kurt sighed getting frustrated. "Stop acting so calm, like y-you don't have a fucking...frigged boyfriend!"

Blaine suddenly tensed, "Well what do you want me to say Kurt? Seems like whatever I do it's wrong! I just can't win with you can I?"

"I'm scared okay!" Kurt cried. "Every normal boy seems perfectly fine at doing...this...and I can't!"

"You're scared Kurt?" Blaine repeated, "Try losing control of your emotions, try hurting people you love, and you can't do anything about it, you can't tell where or when, it's going to happen. It's just always there, teasing the back of your head Kurt!" He exclaimed.

"W-why do we always have to fight? I'm sick of fighting Blaine!"

"I'm sick off..." Blaine stopped himself, biting his lip, "See you later Kurt," he hopped out of the shower and grabbed his clothes boxers on the way out.


Kurt sunk to the floor of the shower. "Blaine! C-come back! P-please!"  He cried.

"I can't do everything for you Kurt," Blaine called, "I'll be back later."

"You know what, no!" Kurt shouted, trying to get out the shower in his haste to catch up with Blaine; however the wet floor caused him to slip over with a bang followed by a cry of pain.


"Kurt!" Blaine suddenly appeared out of nowhere and was kneeling beside Kurt, "Oh my God! Are you okay? Are you hurt? Oh God it's my fault! I'm so sorry!"

"If fine Blaine" Kurt muttered examining the slight graze on his elbow.

"Why did you storm off?"

"I...I was going to...to lose it," Blaine admitted.

Kurt sat up.

"W-what did I do? I just don't wanna fight Blaine" He said. "I need you to tell me, to be honest" 

"I don't want to fight either, I hate fighting," Blaine shook his head, pulling Kurt onto his lap.

"I'm sorry" Kurt mumbled into Blaine's now clothed chest. "Sometimes I forget how easy it is to...make you lose it you know? I just don't think before I speak all the time"

Blaine moaned, "It's not fair, you shouldn't have too."

"I should, Blaine...It's not your fault"

"It's not yours either Kurt," Blaine said firmly shaking his head.

Kurt sighed, snuggling closer. "Mmm, Sorry for getting your shirt wet"

Blaine chuckled, "You have got to stop being so adorable!"

Kurt smiled slightly, "You smell nice...hmm"

"Really?" Blaine smiled back kissing the top of his head, "What of?"

"Ummm...I don't know...you just smell like Blaine!" Kurt said fidgeting slightly.. "Um...I'm still naked" He blushed.  

Blaine grinned, "So you are.”

"Yeah...um...I should put some clothes on"

"Okay," Blaine smiled gently and kissed the top of Kurt's head once again, "I love you."


Kurt smiled making no effort to get up. "Love you too, damn why are you so comfy!?"

"Because you're never meant to leave my side?" Blaine suggested.

"You're so Cheesy!" Kurt said, pulling a face as he wiped a bead of blood sliding down his elbow. 

"And you love it," Blaine grinned, he suddenly frowned, "Kurt you're bleeding!"

"ew, It's just a graze" Kurt said, scrunching his nose.

"You told me you weren't hurt!" Blaine recalled, obviously still panicking a bit.


"Baby, Baby calm down." Kurt said, holding Blaine's face in his hands.

Blaine took a deep breath in, before huffing it out again, "Sorry."

Kurt sighed stroking his boyfriends cheek..."are you okay?"

. I worry about you," Blaine smiled, "I just...the thought of you hurt? It kills me  


"I-I worry about you...Blaine I- " He blushed suddenly. "I've been trying to ignore it for the past five minutes but I can f-feel your...um- I can feel...you" He bit his lip.

Blaine blushed and ducked his head, "Kurt you're naked and sitting on my lap!"

"Baby, don't shout, I'm sorry...I'll get off" Kurt said quietly.

"No baby I'm Sorry, I didn't mean to shout...although I'm pretty sure everyone just heard me." Blaine laughed slightly.

"It's fine Baby, I- I'm gonna get changed" Kurt said, carefully climbing out of Blaine's lap.

Blaine sighed softly, "Okay, then cuddles?"

Kurt smiled. "Okay, we have an hour before we have to be down for breakfast; sorry for waking you by the way...Go take your medicine, okay?"

Blaine tensed before he sighed, nodding in agreement, "Fine!"

Kurt sighed. "Snap It in half okay baby? "

"I know," Blaine said, he did his best to smile as he got to his feet, "See you in a sec."

Kurt changed quickly before flopping down face first on the unmade bed.

He loved Blaine more than anything, and it killed him when they argued, but it just seemed to be getting worse. They couldn't even have a conversation without getting into a fight. And he still couldn't...couldn't do 'it'.

He sighed hearing Blaine come back in the room and the feeling of the bed dip as he sat down.

"You okay?" Blaine asked gently, he traced his hand gently over Kurt's shoulder blades, "You're so tense."

"M'fine" Kurt said, voice muffled.

"Something’s bothering you," Blaine stated, he suddenly moved so he was knelt either side of Kurt's hips.

"I-I just really hate when we fight, and....It seems it's all we do" He muttered, eyes closed.

"I know," Blaine frowned, he placed his hands at the small of Kurt's back and massaged gently, Kurt let out a little gasp.

"Hmm...And then I get scared I'll lose you, but I love you so much...and last night, you scared the crap out of me- I thought we'd have to  go to the hospital or something...and then there's the whole scared of sex and not even being able to...do 'it' myself...Hmm" Kurt confessed.

"It's okay," Blaine whispered, "Everything’s going to be okay, we'll work it out Kurt, I promise. And I'm so sorry I lost my temper."

"It's not your fault" Kurt said, eyes closing. "How are you feeling this morning?"

"Hm....better," Blaine smiled, massaging further up Kurt's back, "I just...I know this is going to work okay? I promise."

"Pinky promise?" Kurt asked holding out his pinky finger.

Blaine smiled, removing one of his hands to lock his pinky around Kurt's, "Pinky promise. We belong together Kurt Hummel."

"I know...Can we maybe cuddle now?" Kurt asked.

Blaine hopped off of Kurt's back and lay down on his side next to him, "Of course sweet-heart."

Kurt smiled, resting his head on Blaine's chest and intertwining their fingers.

"How much longer do we have?" Blaine asked, running his fingers through Kurt's locks gently.

“Forty Minutes, Blaine, I know you don't like taking them, but I really can tell the difference the medicine makes"

"I only take them for you," Blaine whispered.

"What, no Blaine...Listen baby, I need you to take them all the time, okay...please?" Kurt said eyes wide. 

"As long as you love me," Blaine promised.

"I will always love you." Kurt replied.

"Then I'll take them all the time," Blaine stated, Kurt looked up at him and Blaine pressed a small kiss to his lips.

"Hmm...Good" Kurt said, stopping him from pulling away..."No...Longer kiss please"

Blaine laughed against his lips as Kurt locked his fingers in Blaine's curls to hold him in place before kissing Kurt again, his hands on Kurt's waist.

"Hmm" Kurt's eyes closed as his lips moved softly against Blaine’s, lips parting, giving Blaine permission to deepen the kiss.

Blaine pressed hard down on Kurt's lips, his hands tightening on Kurt's waist when he let out a little moan.

Kurt whimpered, tugging lightly on Blaine's hair. "B-Blaine"... 


"Hmm?" Blaine asked, leaving  his lips on Kurt's.

"What do you want to do?" Kurt asked blushing and pulling away to speak properly.

Blaine frowned, the blush on Kurt's cheeks suddenly making him understand, "Oh...Umm...What, whatever you’re comfortable with."

"I know but what do 'you' want me to do...to you?" He blushed harder.

"Ah, Ummm, I don't know," Blaine bit his lip, "I don't mind."

"So, you're telling me you have no preference ....whatsoever, so I could get up and leave right now and you wouldn't even be disappointed" Kurt teased.

"Wha...? No! No Kurt, you can't...!" Blaine said, gripping onto Kurt tightly.

"Baby, I'm not going anywhere, what's wrong sweetie? Tell me what you want okay?"

"Just...make me cum," Blaine blushed, "Please?"

Kurt nodded blushing. "W-will you do if for me t-too?"

"If you want me too," Blaine nodded, "Of course."

"T-Thank you....um" Kurt leant forward to kiss Blaine softly gulping as once again he found himself unbuttoning Blaine's jeans.

Blaine whimpered as Kurt's hand brushed over the crotch of his pants, he pressed his tongue through Kurt's lips.

“Hmm” Kurt parted his lips kissing him back and getting Blaine’s pants open. He pulled away.
“N-Need to ask you something” 

Blaine looked at him expectantly, a small smile playing around his lips.

Kurt giggled. "w-what? Anyway...Um, last time I did um...'the hand thing'" He whispered..."Was it okay?" He bit his lip.

Blaine raised an eyebrow, "Yes Kurt it was okay, it was more than okay."

"T-Then can I do that to you...while you um...you do it to me?" Kurt asked blushing deeply.

Blaine nodded, his eyes darkening slightly at the thought, "Yeah."

Kurt nodded, breathing heavy. "Could you um...lead?"

Blaine bit his lip, "Just...tell me if you want me to stop okay?"

"I will" Kurt assured him, leaning backwards against the pillows..."W-We only have twenty minutes Baby"

Blaine nodded, leaning over Kurt and pressing a sweet, lingering kiss on his lips, letting his hand slide down Kurt's chest before undoing his pants.

Kurt whimpered eyes on Blaine. "J-Just tell me what to do"

Blaine sighed, "Kurt, you're amazing," He whispered, "I love so much, just...go by instinct, and I'll tell you if there's anything...you know..."

"Um...O-Okay, I love you too" He said, pausing awkwardly before pushing his jeans down the rest of the way, waiting for Blaine to do the same.

Blaine caught on and pushed his jeans down his legs kicking them of his ankles leaving them in their underwear...Blaine grinned. "Really Kurt, designer boxers?”

Kurt blushed, "I..."

What's wrong sweetie?"


"Nothing, just remind me to wear non-designer next time we...do this," Kurt grinned, although he was still blushing.

Kurt smiled, "I know."

Blaine grinned leaning closer so their noses brushed. "You ready?" He whispered.


Kurt nodded, pressing their lips together sweetly.

Blaine kissed him back sweetly confused as to when Kurt pulled away. "You know the whole, act on instinct thing...I don't think I have those” He joked. 

Blaine raised an eyebrow, "Kurt don't be silly, I'm pretty sure you were acting on instinct when we kiss, and that's pretty damn amazing."

Kurt pouted. "Im sorry, I'm nervous, and I talk when I'm nervous, like ...a lot...and this is the first time that 'you' will be touching me"

Blaine paused and nodded, "You know you can tell me to stop," He told him, "There's nothing to be nervous about."

Kurt stared blankly, about to argue but sighed... "O-Okay...Just...Ummm" He mumbled awkwardly.

Blaine sighed. "Kurt, we can stop, we don't have to do anything"

"Nooo, I've literally been hard since I woke up!" He blushed throwing a hand over his mouth."I did not just say that!"

Blaine grinned, "Kurt, I'm sure you've told me worse."

"I have! When? Oh god! I told you I don't think before I -Umph" He was cut off by Blaine's lips pressing hard against his own.

"Shhh," Blaine muttered, pressing Kurt back against the pillows, "You’re beautiful and perfect and I love you." He kissed Kurt again, his tongue tracing his lips.


Kurt parted his lips subconsciously as his eyes fluttered shut and moan escaped him.

Blaine let his hand trace over Kurt's chest, gently teasing his left nipple for a second, then his right before continuing on his journey down without his lips leaving Kurt's.

Kurt's hands grabbed for something to hold on to, settling for Blaine' shoulders. "G-god....hmm"

Blaine let his hands run up and down Kurt's thighs, relishing in the sounds Kurt was making against his lips.

Kurt whimpered hips bucking on their own accord. "S-sorry ..umm...How are we going t-to do this...at the same time..god"

Blaine hovered over him, taking Kurt's hand and placing it just above the waist band of his own underwear and putting his own hand in the same position on Kurt, "This okay?"

Kurt nodded. "O-Okay" he breathed.

Blaine nodded, kissing him again, sweet and slow trying to show Kurt how much he loved him.

Kurt kissed him back slowly eyes transfixed on the hand that was on Blaine's underwear and the wet spot forming in them.

Blaine hovered over him, taking Kurt's hand and placing it just above the waist band of his own underwear and putting his own hand in the same position on Kurt, "This okay?"

Kurt nodded. "O-Okay" he breathed.

Blaine nodded, kissing him again, sweet and slow trying to show Kurt how much he loved him.         

Kurt kissed him back slowly eyes transfixed on the hand that was on Blaine's underwear and the wet spot forming in them.

"Ready?" Blaine breathed                                                                     

Kurt took a deep breath a nodded, eyes finding Blaine's.

Blaine smiled at him softly before letting his hand dip gently under the waist band of Kurt's underwear.

Kurt froze for a moment before doing the same. taking the waistband and pulling them down further, he let out a soft whimper.

Blaine's eyes closed at the sound and he grasped Kurt's erection gently.

Kurt gasped eyes flying open as he copied Blaine's actions, emitting a moan from the older boy, his hand beginning to move in languid strokes.



Blaine gasped as he felt Kurt's hand moving on his gently, "Ah, God Kurt I love you."

Kurt struggled to form a sentence as Blaine's hand began to match his pace. "I-I-I love ...g-god I l-" Blaine nodded. "I know baby"

Kurt threw his head back against the pillows beneath him when Blaine's thumb rubbed over the head an airy moan that sounded something like Blaine's name tumbling from his lips.

Kurt tried hard to copy the pace, faltering every now and then. He twist his wrist on every few upstrokes, moaning as Blaine did the same.“Hm...B-Blaine...Oh !”

Blaine whimpered, "Kurt...K...ah."

Kurt's hips began to move erratically, almost as if trying to get away from Blaine's grip.

"Blaine...I'm...ah, it f...feels...."

Blaine nodded. "I know, it's okay...shhh." "Blaine!..I" He squirmed under him.

"Want to stop?" Blaine asked him, his hand stilling for a second.

"N-No...I don't know...Just  ..." He squeezed his eyes shut, concentrating on his own hand.

"Kurt stop," Blaine managed to gasp, struggling not to whimper at the loss of Kurt's hand, "Look at me sweetie, Do you want to stop?"

"N-No....I'm really, really c-close" He whimpered. Reaching back over to continue pleasuring his boyfriend.


Blaine moaned loudly, "Me too."

Both boys increased their speed, trying their best to pleasure their significant other.

"B-Blaine! Oh god! I'm gonna c-cum" Kurt moaned, tears in his eyes.

“I know baby” Blaine moaned.

One last flick of the wrist caused Kurt to fall over the edge crying Blaine’s name.

Blaine moaned at the sight, Kurt pressing a breathless kiss to his neck, sucking lightly....and Blaine was gone. He was coming harder than he’d ever had before!

“I love you!” He cried.

"I love you too, I love you so, so much."


Kurt smiled, kissing his cheek. "Baby, we need to get cleaned up we were supposed to be down for breakfast ten minutes ago"

Blaine's eyes widened, "Crap!" He called. They both moved to get up at the same time

Causing then to bump heads with cries of "Ouch, oh God sorry!" Before they burst into giggles


They both dressed quickly, giggling every time they made eye contact. "I bet I could win you in a race there" Blaine said matter of factly

"Oh really?" Kurt said grinning.

They locked eyes for a second before they both looked at the door, Kurt took off with long strides

While Blaine called behind him "That's not fair! I wasn't ready...I'm only short!"

Neither boy saw the shadow that was lurking behind the corner dart out and wedge a converse clad foot in the doorway before the door could Click shut...