"Whoa! Blaine, what the hell?" Kurt pushed Blaine off him.

"I want you, Kurt. Right now!" Blaine tried to continue his activities but Kurt dodged him. "Come on Kurt! Don't you want to be with me?"

"Not like this….. I mean, do you think that its appropriate? It's only been a week since…" Kurt was hesitant to say anything about Blaine's mother. He knew that when his mother died, it took forever for him to feel even the slightest bit normal again.

"I just want someone to love me. I want you to love me. I want you to make love to me." Blaine's voice was needy as he grabbed at Kurt.

"I want to make love to you to… eventually. Just not like this. I'm sorry." Kurt couldn't stand the look on his boyfriends face, "why don't we just cuddle and watch a movie?"

Blaine quietly nodded. They decided on a comedy and they settled on the couch. Kurt kept one eye on the screen and the other on Blaine. He was worried about him. The funeral was that weekend and he didn't know if Blaine could handle it. He was so fragile, so emotional. This was too much for a 17 year-old to handle. A father in jail, a mother's death, also being an out gay teen in small town, Ohio. Kurt stopped paying attention to the movie, instead just held Blaine close. Making mental promises, things will get better. I promise.

The next day, Kurt pulled up to the church. He wasn't sure if it was the funeral of the church part that made him so anxious. As soon as he walked in, Blaine dragged him over to the row with the rest of the family.

"You belong up here." Blaine said, sitting Kurt between him and Anna. Anna grabbed Kurt's hand. He looked down at her, she looked years older. His heart broke when he thought of everything this small 7 year-old had been through. The ceremony was beautiful. Before the end, he saw Blaine rise and walk towards the pulpit. The piano began playing the tune to a song Kurt know all too well. Blaine closed his eyes and began singing:

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Remember all the good times that we had
We let them slip away from us when things got bad
Clearly I first saw you, smiling in the sun
I want to feel your warmth upon me, I want to be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired, I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, we can't be heard
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
Gave me everything you had, oh you gave me life
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories

When Blaine looked up, his eyes found Kurt's. They both were crying. Kurt wanted to run up and hold Blaine, he wanted to turn back time and stop all of this from happening, he wanted Blaine's mother to still be there for him and his sisters. He just wanted to see them happy again. He wanted them to have a reason to smile again.