Chapter 1

Kurt Hummel held tightly to the hand of his boyfriend, Blaine Anderson as he pulled him through the empty halls of William McKinley High School. The New Directions had just won their Regional's show choir competition against the Dalton Academy Warblers, the show choir that his boyfriend Blaine had belonged to at the beginning of the year. Kurt was bubbling with excitement and sorrow at the same time. He glanced back at his boyfriend as he led him further down the hallway, the light caught the gold colored bowtie and suspenders that they both worn. Kurt smiled. Blaine looked really good in his bowties. Usually he worried about holding hands with his boyfriend in the halls of the school; after-all they were the only two openly gay guys to grace the halls. Kurt smiled, they were alone.

Kurt finally slowed his pace as he entered through one of the empty classroom doors. "Blaine Anderson, why do you always have to flirt with the girls?" Kurt question, just before they had rounded the corner in the hall, Blaine had complimented Quinn Fabray on the way she looked. Her blonde hair pulled back off her face, she had just gotten her Cheerios cheerleading uniform back and was wearing it, with a big smile on her face. Kurt had to admit that seeing the Cheerios uniform kind of made him miss the days when he was on the team. He wondered why Blaine seemed to flirt with the girls.

            "I don't know...girls like being told nice things..." Blaine gave him a shrug and a smile. "What are we doing in here anyways, everyone else is..." Blaine was cut short when Kurt's lips met his. He kissed him back, pulling his boyfriend closer to him. Kurt did agree that Quinn looked pretty but he didn't want to talk about girls.

            Kurt backed Blaine against the wall kissing him passionately. He loved his boyfriend so much. They had known each other for a little over a year and enjoyed the direction their relationship had taken. He broke the kiss and started kissing Blaine's neck just under his ear. Blaine moaned quietly. "I love you!" Kurt whispered into his loves ear.

            Those words and the way Kurt said it gave Blaine the goose bumps. "I love you too, Kurt Hummel." Blaine kissed Kurt on the lips again then pulled back. "Kurt..." Blaine chuckled. "We really shouldn't be doing this at school, plus Finn and..."

            Kurt kissed Blaine again mid-sentence. He did know that they shouldn't be doing this at school, but he also knew that no one was around and he wanted to kiss boyfriend. He did have slight ulterior motive for kissing his boyfriend; he hoped that it would get Blaine in a really good mood and keep him from getting upset. After all he was about to tell him that he wanted to go to the hospital to see David Karofsky. They had learned earlier in the week that David had attempted to commit suicide by hanging luckily his dad had found him in time. Kurt knew that since they learned that Dave had tried to commit suicide, Blaine had somewhat forgiven the way Dave had treated Kurt in the past year, bullying Kurt for being the only openly gay student at school, when Dave himself was gay but at the time wouldn't admit it, but Kurt didn't think Blaine would like him going to see him. Blaine had clearly shown his distaste when Kurt had told him that Dave said he thought he loved Kurt on Valentine's Day. Kurt knew it was a touchy subject.  

            Kurt pulled away from the kiss biting Blaine's lower lip as he did. He smiled at Blaine when he let out another moan. "Am I turning you on?" Kurt was curious.

            Blaine raised one of his dark eyebrows at him, "Yes...is that what you were trying to do?"

            "Yes and No..." Kurt laughed. "Blaine..."

            "Hmm..."

            "I want to go to the hospital to see Dave."

            "When..." It was the only response Blaine could think of to say. It was true he had forgiven Dave somewhat for what he had put Kurt through but he didn't want Kurt to get hurt again. Bullies had a hard time changing who they were, and didn't know for sure if Dave had truly changed. Blaine too had been a victim of heavy bullying after he came out that he was gay at one of his previous school. He knew that Karofsky was in a vulnerable place right now and would want someone to cling to in sorts and Blaine didn't want it to be Kurt. He also didn't like that Karofsky seemed to be in love with his boyfriend, but he didn't want to voice that to Kurt, he didn't think Kurt would understand where he was coming from.

            "Actually, I was thinking of going tonight, before the...wedding..." Kurt let out a scoff, he still did not agree with what his step-brother Finn Hudson and one of his best friends Rachel Berry were doing. "Married at seventeen...why?" Kurt shook his head. "I'm eighteen and I don't think I could..." Kurt shot a quick look at Blaine hoping he didn't react to him say that. "...not right now..."  

            "Why tonight?" Blaine interrupted Kurt and slouched against the wall. Kurt had walked away from him and had started pacing the room. "And they love each other; I guess that's enough reason for them..." Blaine too did agree that seventeen and still in high school was too young to get married but he wanted to support Finn and Rachel the best he could. He couldn't image himself getting married right now at the age of sixteen.

            "I want to see Dave before he goes home. They should be releasing him soon, right? And how many marriages actually work out if you marry at this age...look at what happened with Mr. Schue..." Kurt thought back to Mr. Schuester's failed marriage.

            "I don't think he was married in high school, Kurt." Blaine pointed out.

            "Well maybe not." Kurt turned to face his boyfriend again. "So, will you be mad at me if I go?"

            "No I could never be mad at you, but..."

            "But... what?" Kurt raised an eyebrow, he didn't like sentences that ended in ‘but'. 

            "Nothing..." Blaine closed his eyes and just leaned his head back against the cold wall. He soon felt Kurt's body against his, and then Kurt's lips pressed firmly against his again. Blaine took a hold of Kurt's shoulders and moved him backwards so there was space between them and broke the kiss. Blaine started to speak despite the frown on his boyfriends face. "You can go if you want to, you don't really need my permission, and you don't have to seduce me first..."

            "But I love seducing you!" Kurt smiled at his gorgeous boyfriend standing in front of him. He didn't return the smile though. That brought a frown back to Kurt's face. "I love you!" Kurt dropped his gaze to their feet, he knew he had upset Blaine and felt bad about it.

            Blaine cupped Kurt's face with his hands and raised it up so they were looking into each other's eyes. Kurt eyes, eyes of blue, with a thin layer of green and small flecks of gray scattered throughout met Blaine's, they seemed to shine even in the dim lighting. Blaine almost lost his train of thought staring into these eyes. They were so beautiful. He shook his head slightly, before he spoke. "I love you too! I just don't want to see you get hurt again..."

            "I won't I promise!" Kurt stepped up to Blaine again pushing him back against the wall and kissed him with more ferocity than before. He pushed his tongue passed Blaine's lips sliding his tongue against his. Kurt quickly pulled his tongue from Blaine's mouth and moved to his jaw, he kissed up his jaw-line to his ear and then bit his earlobe. Blaine let out another moan this one louder than the last, bringing a smile to Kurt's face. Kurt slid his hand down Blaine's chest and onto his stomach, pushing the silky fabric of the shirt against Blaine's skin, bringing his hand to rest on the top of his boyfriends' pants. Kurt heard Blaine's breath now coming out as a short raspy sound. Kurt watched as Blaine's bottom lip quivered before he spoke. 

            "If you're going to go to the hospital before the wedding you better go now..." Blaine's voice was deeper than normal, this brought a bigger smile to Kurt's face, he knew he was turning his boyfriend on and he liked that.

            Kurt brought his head back up and looked at his dark-haired boyfriends beautiful face, his eyes were still closed and his head was slightly tilted back. Kurt let out a sigh, he wanted to continue what they were doing, but knew Blaine was right. "I love you..." Kurt kissed him again.

            "I love you too!" Blaine said after the kiss was broke.

            Kurt took Blaine by the hand and led him back into the empty hallway. He wondered where everyone was right now.

            After Kurt and Blaine had changed out of their costumes and back into their normal clothes; Blaine wearing a white t-shirt, with a navy blue sweater over it and nice fitting jeans; Kurt wearing a white button up shirt, black and gray button up sweater and light gray skinny jeans, they took each other's hands again. "You really can pull off skinny jeans." Blaine told Kurt as they walked outside the school.

            That brought yet another smile and a slight flush to Kurt's pale skinned face, he liked getting compliments but he would never tell anyone that. Kurt glanced around the parking lot, there were only a few vehicles left, on a very hideous orange pick-up truck. He didn't see any people around. Kurt shook his head he didn't know why anyone would want an orange car. When they reached Kurt's car he pushed Blaine against it and kissed him again. He absolutely loved kissing his boyfriends lips. He had once asked Brittany S. Pierce, one of his fellow New Direction members and Senior class president, when he was pretending to date her, what guys lips tasted like, she had told him hamburgers or something to that line, Kurt couldn't really remember right now, and kind of cringed at the thought of making out with her now, but Blaine's lips didn't taste like that and he was glad. He put more force into the kiss and pushed his whole body against Blaine's, when he heard Blaine moan into the kiss, Kurt pulled away. "Sorry..." Kurt smiled at him.

            "Nothing to be sorry for and happy anniversary..." Blaine smiled back at him.

"Wait what? We started dating on March 15th, it's not yet..." Kurt was shocked Blaine said that but he felt a huge grin come across his face.

"I know the actual date is the 15th but we first kissed just before regional's, so I just felt like saying it." Blaine chuckled. Kurt kissed him again but Blaine was the one to pull back first this time. "Well you better go if you are going to get to the hospital. I'll meet you at the Lima Municipal Center for the wedding." Blaine stood on his tip-toes and kissed his taller boyfriend on the forehead.

            "Okay I'll see you soon!" Kurt promised, kissing Blaine again on the lips and then unlocking his black Ford Navigator and climbing in. Kurt gave Blaine a wave and headed off in the direction of the hospital. Kurt now felt bad about going off and leaving Blaine after he had just said ‘happy anniversary' to him. He told himself he would make it up to him later.

            Blaine realized that he was one of the last cars in the parking lot. He watched as four guys walked across the parking lot and hopped into the orange pickup truck, he sighed and unlocked his blue Volvo V50 wagon and climbed in. He glanced in the back seat his suit for the wedding was laid out on it. He really wanted to go to the hospital and be with Kurt but he knew it was something he needed to do or wanted to do on his own. He had to admit that he was a little hurt that Kurt hadn't asked him to go with him, but he knew Karofsky probably wouldn't like him being there anyways. He turned the key and brought the engine to life. All the Right Moves by OneRepublic started to blare out of the speakers. He put the car in reverse and backed out of the parking spot.

            It was about a ten minute drive to the Lima Municipal Center from the high school, if you followed the speed limit, which Blaine did most of the time. Blaine pulled out into traffic and started to sing along with the song. He already missed Kurt...

            Ran home to get my bridesmaids dress. Be there soon.

            On my way.

            Rachel Berry seemed to be haunted by those words, she had received the latter text almost ten minutes ago, from Quinn, she knew she was supposed to be focusing on her wedding, it was almost at the part to say the "I do's', but she had a feeling in the pit of her stomach that something was wrong, but didn't know what. Quinn was supposed to be here. She glanced around the room, all her friends were with her and the love of her life Finn Hudson was standing across from her smiling his goofy smile at her. She tried to return the smile. Half smile. "Can we stop, please?" Rachel pleaded with the Justice of Peace. "I need a minute..."

            She turned her gaze to her where both or her father's, Hiram and LeRoy Berry sat, they seemed to both have a look of relief on their faces. Her fiancés mom, Carole did too. But the one that looked the most relieved was Burt Hummel, her best friend Kurt's dad and Finn's step-father. Rachel frowned slightly she thought that they had all agreed with them getting married at the age of seventeen but from the looks on their faces she thought otherwise now. She thought it was the right thing to do Finn Hudson after-all was the love of her life. She couldn't see herself with anyone else. She would soon be graduating and going to NYADA, New York Academy of the Arts, hopefully, with Kurt and then they would have a fabulous life on Broadway, and she wanted Finn there for all of it. She turned her gaze back to her soon-to-be husband, he was not smiling anymore.

            Finn Hudson's smile had indeed left his face; he didn't expect Rachel Berry of all people to stop in the middle of the ceremony. Although he did know she had an uncanny knack for creating drama around everything she did, but he loved her. In the past he and Rachel had had problems but this marriage was something they both agreed on whole-heartedly or he thought so. He was going to move to New York with her. He had to admit he was half expecting hers or his parents to step in and tell them they couldn't get married. Everyone was staring at her curiously, including Finn. "What's wrong?" he questioned touching Rachel's bare arm.

            Rachel quickly walked over to where her dads were sitting they were both watching her, but she thought she saw them bite back a smile; she knew it was the fact that she had stopped the wedding as to their reaction. She took her cell phone from her bag that lay on the seat next to them.

"Rachel I think phone calls can wait, don't you?" Mercedes Jones asked when she saw what Rachel was doing her dark brown eyes narrowing slightly. She thought that Rachel was over-reacting. Quinn was probably going to walk through the door at any moment. She knew Rachel liked having a lot of drama around everything she did. In her mind she didn't think Rachel could go a day without some drama, she had proven herself as a diva and drama queen. Mercedes herself was a diva but she would leave the drama up to Rachel she was the queen at it. She loved Rachel really, but didn't think this was the right time for it. 

            "No it can't wait..." Rachel clicked her phone so the screen lit up, no new messages from Quinn, she would have told her if she wasn't going to make it back in time. Tears started to roll down Rachel's now red cheeks before she could stop them. "Mr. Schue, Coach Sylvester...Quinn's not here...something's wrong...I know it is..." Rachel had a hard time getting out all the words.

            Finn came over and stood beside her. "Rachel we need to finish the ceremony..." he pleaded.

            Rachel shook her head. "No..." Rachel opened the last text message that she had received from Quinn and read it again hoping she had read it wrong and it actually said ‘not on the way.' More tears streamed down her face when she realized she hadn't read it wrong. She passed the phone to Finn. "Read it and tell me why she isn't here yet..." Her drama queen-isms were coming through now and she knew it but didn't care. She loved Finn very much but she knew something was wrong. She glanced back at all the girls they were all reaching for their cell phones; she hoped one of them would have a message from Quinn. Mercedes and Rachel's brown eyes met and Mercedes shook her head.

            "We have to finish or you will have to reschedule..." The Justice of Peace told them looking a little aggravated.

            "Rachel finish the ceremony, Sue and I will try to find out what is going on with Quinn." Mr. Schuester, told her. He was happy that The New Directions had just won their Regional's competition and he was trying to be happy for Rachel and Finn as their teacher and friend, even though he didn't agree with it. He knew that Rachel wouldn't let it go if someone didn't find out where Quinn was. He looked at Sue Sylvester who seemed to have a worried look on her face as well.  Will touched her arm and led her out into the hallway...

            Blaine sat in the plush armchair, Kurt was sitting on the arm of the chair munching on finger sandwiches and sipping sparkling cider. Kurt had tried to share his sandwich with Blaine but he wasn't hungry. He took a sip of his own drink and then sighed; he wanted to talk to Kurt about going to see Dave Karofsky. Blaine didn't have time to talk to him before the wedding. He wanted to know what had gone on, but knew here and now wasn't the time. It frustrated him though. He glanced around the room noticing the tension that seemed to fill the air, radiating off everyone. Everyone was on edge, he could tell.

             All the girls were checking their phones even Noah Puckerman, one of the toughest guys in school, football player, self proclaimed bad boy, who rarely showed emotion was checking his. He shook his Mohawk laden head. Rachel kept watching the door; she was waiting for Quinn, Mr. Schue or Coach Sylvester to come in through the door. They were now all back at Rachel's. A light instrumental music played in the background. There was very little chatter going on in the room.

            Kurt slid down in the chair so he was leaning on Blaine, their arms looped together. Blaine took Kurt's hand in his and started running his fingers over his. He stopped moving his fingers when he felt something around Kurt's ring finger. He glanced down at Kurt's hand and smiled. There was a shiny gum wrapper ring that Blaine had made for him on Christmas; it was a promise ring, a promise to always be his. He didn't think Kurt would wear it again. He had only seen Kurt wear it a few times he had said he didn't want to take a chance in ruining it. Blaine smiled and pulled Kurt's hand to his lips and kissed it.

            Kurt smiled at him and then did the same to his hand.

The room was still silent. Blaine started stroking the back of Kurt's hand with his fingers again then surveyed the room. Finn was pacing back and forth, he looked like he was going to wear a hole in the floor and he clearly was not happy with the wedding not finishing.  Rachel was sitting on the cushy love seat between her dads, still looking very worried and obliviously trying to avoid contact with Finn's eyes for she keep staring at the door or the floor in front of her. Blaine thought this was going to be a wedding reception, at this point he didn't know what it was.

Another few minutes past when the door finally swung open, Mr. Schuester, entered with Ms. Pillsbury, her fair skin flushed she looked rather upset. 

            "Hey guys, you all should grab a seat..." Will Schuester said to all the New Directions, when he felt Emma Pillsbury's hand grip his, and he choked back tears, he didn't want to break down in front of the kids. Kurt and Finn's parents, Burt Hummel and Carole Hudson-Hummel looked at Will nervously they knew something was wrong.

            "Mr. Schue did you find her?" Rachel asked standing up.

            "Rachel, have a seat..." Will responded.

            Rachel frowned but did as she was told.

            "We just came back from talking to the police..." Will started he didn't really know how he could tell his kids this, it would break them, he knew it would. "Quinn was in a really bad car accident and was taken by life flight to the Lima Mercy hospital..."

            Noah Puckerman, Sam Evans and Finn all stood up. All three had dated Quinn at some point. Sam put his hands in his blonde hair shaking his head. His big mouth, (‘trouty mouth' as Santana dubbed him) was hung open in shock. Puck was the first to speak. "What do you mean?" His voice came out as a low growl and his hands formed a fist, his knuckles white, he looked like he was ready to punch someone or something.

            Will raised a hand trying to calm him. "From what we can gather she was on her way to the wedding and they don't know how or why it happened but a pickup truck smashed into the driver's side of her car in the intersection..."

            "Oh my god...is she..." Kurt blurted out, also now standing up and quickly raising a hand to cover his mouth. Blaine stood up beside him, putting an arm around his waist.

            Will lowered his gaze to the floor, "They said she was alive when they took her to the hospital...but it's not good you guys..."

            "But that doesn't mean she won't be okay..." Emma quickly added not wanting it to sound so dreadful. Her face was almost as red as her hair; she was flushed and looked rather uncomfortable. 

            Blaine glanced around the room all the girls were crying and the guys mouths were all hung open, tears threatening to break free. No one seemed to be able to say anything. He felt Kurt's body quiver. He turned Kurt towards him and hugged him. He started to sob into Blaine's neck. Blaine didn't know Quinn as well as everyone else here in the room, but he was fighting back the tears too. The room seemed to drain of all noise, Blaine could see Mr. Schuester and Ms. Pillsbury talking to everyone, but he couldn't hear the words that were coming out of their mouths. And he could see everyone crying but the noise escaped him. He wondered if this was what shock was like, he was jolted back to reality when he felt a pair of strong arms wrap around him and Kurt. It was Kurt's dad, Burt. Blaine could see that he was upset but was doing a good job of concealing it. 

            Blaine shook his head trying to get the buzzing in his ears to stop. Just two hours ago he had complimented Quinn about how good she looked and now she was in the hospital and they didn't know if she was alive or not. He blinked his eyes at Kurt who was staring at him, tears still rolling down his face. He felt tears start to fall down his cheeks now too as he surveyed the room again. Rachel had collapsed to the floor Finn had his arms wrapped around her. Santana Lopez and Brittany S. Pierce were crying into each other's arms. For once Santana was speechless, didn't have a snarky comment to make. She was running a hand through Brittany's blonde hair. Puck had spun in spot and punched the wooden bookshelf that stood beside him, causing everyone to jump, including Blaine.

            Blaine felt Burt wrap his arms tighter around him and Kurt. Blaine closed his eyes and felt Kurt also wrap his arms around him tighter. Blaine responded by tightening his arms around his boyfriend as well.

            "We, adults have enough cars to take you all to the hospital. I don't want any of you driving right now." Will told his students. He looked at all the parents and they nodded in agreement.

            Five minutes later they were all being ushered into the cars all still in shock. Blaine climbed in the back seat, quickly followed by Kurt who slid into the middle seat. Blaine watched as his brown-haired boyfriend buckled up his seat belt and then grabbed his hand and cuddled up to him. Blaine leaned his head against Kurt's, who was still sobbing quietly to himself.

            "I just can't believe this is happening..." Kurt finally said when Burt and Carole climbed into the car.

            "I know it doesn't seem real..." Blaine closed his eyes.

            "Are you boys okay?" Carole asked them both.

            "No..." Kurt responded. Blaine didn't say anything.

            Burt glanced back at his son and Blaine, then sighed and put the car into drive.

            When they arrived at Lima Mercy hospital Kurt and Blaine joined the rest of their friends in the waiting room while the adults talked to Quinn's parents. Blaine sat down in one of the very uncomfortable chairs next to Rachel. She glanced up at him then hugged him. Blaine hugged her back, she was a wreck. He just hoped that Finn wouldn't care she was hugging him. "This is my fault..." she said to him. Blaine shook his head in response to what she said. Rachel finally released him from her grip.

"I'm sorry I got your jacket wet..." Rachel rubbed the wet spot with her hand.

"It's fine...understandable..." Blaine felt very uncomfortable in hospitals, never liked them much. He stood back up and hugged Kurt. "Hi..." he said as he looked at him.

"Hi..." Kurt replied. Kurt was watching Rachel. He grabbed her hand and pulled her into the hug with him and Blaine. 

"Hey guys..." Mr. Schuester came into the waiting room.

"How is she?" Rachel, Finn and Puck said at the same time.

"She's alive...but it's pretty bad..." Will told all of them.

"Can we see her?" Santana piped up, it was the first time she had said anything since they had gotten the news. Her dark hair was a mess now and her dark brown eyes were puffy from all the crying. She was still holding her girlfriend, Brittany's hand.

"That's totally up to her parents, but I'm sure you will be able too." Emma Pillsbury said to the teary eyed teenagers.

"Actually they won't..." Sue Sylvester the coach of the Cheerio's, McKinley High Schools Cheerleaders, said as she entered the waiting room. She couldn't really believe that Quinn Fabray of all people would be in the hospital. She had just let her rejoin the Cheerios, and had actually been excited about winning again.

"What do you mean Sue?" Will asked. He wasn't sure if it was one of Sue's mean plots, which she tended to pull when his glee club was involved. She had pretty much told him she had changed but he didn't know if he should hold her to that or not just yet.

"Her parents just informed me that they only want family here and they would like us all to leave...so that's that." Sue's eyes were watering, and she cleared her throat and then turned on her heals and walked out of the waiting room.

"I'm sorry you guys but her parents have the right to keep us from seeing her, whether it's the right thing to do or not." Ms. Pillsbury, the guidance councilor, and Will's fiancé said as she took his hand in hers. "Maybe in a few days they will change their mind." She added trying to be positive about it.

"Let's just get the kids home." Burt said to the other adults in the room. He had recently become a United States Congressman for the state of Ohio. He didn't know the fate of Quinn Fabray but he knew the pain of losing someone that you cared dearly about, he had lost his first wife, Kurt's mother. He didn't think that Kurt would handle losing a friend that well and he was worried. 

They managed to get all of the New Directions out of the hospital without little protest. It was probably due to the fact that they were all to upset and worn out to argue about it.

"Blaine you are staying with us tonight..." Kurt said to Blaine and the back of his dad's head when they were back in the car. Burt nodded.

Blaine gave a half smile to Kurt. "Okay, my parents aren't home anyways." Blaine rubbed his fingers on the back of Kurt's hand and then over the gum wrapper ring. He looked up into the eyes of the fair skinned boy sitting beside him; they were puffy and red but still beautiful. They sat in silence the rest of the ride back to Kurt's house. 

"I'm going to fix some dinner in case you boys get hungry." Carole said as they entered the house ten minutes later.

"We can just order out if you want." Burt said to his wife.

"No I'll cook...its fine...what would you boy's like, pasta, vegetable and grilled chicken?" She liked cooking when she was upset helped her take her mind off things. "Kurt you can help if you want..."

"That sounds good Carole but we are going upstairs..." Kurt said pulling Blaine by the hand up the stairs. He didn't feel in the mood to stand in the kitchen a cook, not tonight. Neither of his parents said anything. Kurt pulled Blaine down the hall and into the bedroom, closing the door behind them.

"Baby, are you okay?" Blaine asked him. Kurt hadn't said much.

"Yep...fine...here you can wear these." Kurt walked to his dresser and pulled out a pair of white pajama pants and a white v-neck t-shirt, he handed them to Blaine.

"Thanks, babe..." Blaine smiled at him and then started taking off his suit jacket. He started to unbutton this shirt when he felt Kurt wrap his arms around him from behind. Blaine turned around to face him. Kurt kissed Blaine fiercely. "Kurt..." He managed to say between kisses. But Kurt ignored him and just continued to kiss him backing him up against the dresser and pulling Blaine's shirt out from his pants. Blaine tried to pull away but Kurt had him held tight to him. Kurt released his boyfriend from his grip and started unbuttoning Blaine's half unbuttoned shirt. "Kurt we shouldn't..." 

"Shouldn't what?" Kurt asked. He was numb. He just wanted to be with Blaine. He wanted to feel something, not numbness. 

"You're parents are here!"

"So..."

"Kurt..." Blaine didn't know why he was acting like this. He hoped it was just because he was upset.  "Come here..." He pulled Kurt into a hug.  Kurt started kissing him again. Blaine put his hands on Kurt's shoulders and slid him away.

"God, Blaine..." Kurt snapped. "I'm fine I just want to kiss you is that too much to ask...huh?"

Blaine stood there confused. He didn't know why is boyfriend was getting mad at him. "I'm sorry Kurt."

Kurt bit his bottom lip. He didn't mean to snap at Blaine but he wanted to forget about what had happened. "No..." Kurt stepped up in front of Blaine, gripping Blaine's now unbuttoned shirt in his hands. "I' m the one that should be sorry, I didn't mean to snap at you...I just...I want to forget...I want to kiss you...I love you!" At this point Kurt wasn't even sure if he was making any sense.

"Baby, I love you too. Hey, why don't we get changed then we can make out all you want..." Blaine grabbed Kurt's sides and tickled him, causing Kurt to let out a small squeak noise. Blaine chuckled. "You're so cute!" Blaine wanted to help Kurt take his mind off Quinn and Dave but he felt nervous doing anything while his parents were in the house.

Kurt blushed at the noise he had made and at what Blaine had said. "Well you're hot!" Kurt smiled.

"You are too!"

"Well I'm either cute or hot, which is it?" Kurt laughed and stuck his tongue out playfully at his boyfriend.

Blaine laughed quietly.

They both started to get changed. Kurt was watching Blaine as he slid the shirt off his shoulders, then unbuttoned his pants and slid them down so he was just wearing blue Calvin Klein low-rise boxer briefs. Kurt felt his mouth fall open he loved the way Blaine looked in just his underwear. He is so sexy and that ass. Kurt almost forgot that he was supposed to be getting changed too. He shook his head and started to get changed. He felt Blaine's eyes on him, he didn't mind.

When they were both fully clothed, Blaine sat down on the bed and motioned to Kurt to come over. Kurt came over and pushed him back on the bed straddling him. He started kissing Blaine's chest where the skin was uncovered because of the v-neck shirt. He thought the bright white of the t-shirt look really good against Blaine's tanned skin. "Kurt, remember your dad is here..." Blaine reminded him.

  "You're right..." Kurt got up and walked to the door and turned the lock. Blaine didn't think Kurt like being intimate when he was upset, Kurt kept surprising him with his moods, sometimes confused him but he loved him no matter what. "Now we can't be disturbed." He came back over and straddled Blaine again, pulling his shirt up to reveal his well defined stomach muscles.  Kurt shivered. He loved looking at his boyfriends' body. He giggled when he felt Blaine fidget under him. Running his hands over his stomach he leaned in and kissed Blaine again on the lips, biting his bottom lip. He wasn't getting as much of a reaction out of him as he did earlier. Kurt was now wishing that they had finished what they started in that empty classroom.

As if Blaine had read Kurt's mind, he kissed Kurt back and rolled so Kurt was now under him and he was lying between his legs. Kurt moaned.

Knock, knock, and knock.

Three small quick knocks came on the door. Blaine bolted upright, stubbing his toe on the frame of the bed. "Ouch...fu..." Blaine grabbed at his foot hopping up and down on the other. He could feel the tears in his eyes and two of his toes were throbbing. 

Kurt growled at the interruption and then ran to the door, unlocked it and pulled it open. He glanced back at Blaine he was sitting on the bed rubbing his toes. "What is it dad?" Kurt asked turning his attention back to the door.

"Do you boys want some food? It's almost ready." Burt asked glancing pass Kurt looking at Blaine. "Blaine, are you alright?"

"Yes, Sir..." Blaine chuckled. "I just stubbed my toe!" He blushed slightly at the way Burt was eyeing him.

"Well if you are hungry it will be done in twenty minutes." Burt raised an eyebrow at Kurt who was staring at Blaine. "Kurt..."

Blaine got up and came over to the door, limping slightly. "Thanks Mr. Hummel, we will be down soon..." He placed a hand on Kurt's back and started rubbing small circles.

"Blaine you can call me Burt, none of that ‘Sir or Mr. Hummel' and you boys behave..." Burt observed his son who was still staring at the slightly shorter teen boy standing beside him. Burt knew that look. It was the look that he himself had given Kurt's mother and now gave Carole. It was a look of love. "Behave..." Burt nudged his son in the arm.

"We will Sir...I mean Burt..." Blaine smiled at Burt.

"Kurt, are you okay?" Blaine took his hands and led him back to the bed. "What's wrong?"

Kurt had barely realized his father had been talking to him and now he barely understood what Blaine was saying to him. "Oh, yeah I'm fine..." Kurt finally said meeting Blaine's eyes, beautiful hazel eyes. The green was standing out more than Kurt had ever noticed it before. Kurt leaned in and kissed Blaine pushing him back on the bed.

Blaine rolled away from Kurt laughing. "I just told your dad we would behave...don't make me a liar, Kurt Hummel." Blaine smiled at him from the other side of the bed to which he had retreated.

"Oh... what am I doing?" Kurt threw his hands to his forehead. "Quinn could die and I'm worried about just making out with you..."

Blaine came back around the bed and sat down beside Kurt taking his hands and holding them to his own chest. "I love you so much, Kurt Hummel...and I think you are just trying to find away to deal with your feelings of what happened...nothing more, nothing less..."

"God what if it had been you..." Kurt started to go into panic mode he hadn't had anxiety this strong in a long time.

"What if what had been me...in Quinn's place?" Blaine questioned.

"Yes...oh my...I couldn't deal with that..." Kurt squeezed Blaine's hands.

"I can't promise you that that would never happen but Kurt I'm right here I'm not going anywhere's, okay?" Blaine leaned in and kissed Kurt gently on the lips. He thought it was so cute when Kurt had his mini panic attacks. It brought a smile to his face that Kurt cared that much. "We should probably go get some food...or your dad will think we are doing something." Blaine smirked at Kurt.

"That was delicious, Carole!" Blaine complimented the food, flashing a huge grin.

"Thanks Blaine!" Carole smiled at him as she cleaned the table.

"Don't mind him Carole, he loves flirting with the girls..." Kurt stated with a smile on his face but rolled his eyes slightly.

"Women, love being complimented ..." Blaine smiled at Burt who returned a grin.

"You are so sweet Blaine." Carole smiled at the three guys sitting around the table. She laughed to herself about the look on Kurt's face as she made her way back into the kitchen.

"Well me and Mr. Flirt here..." Kurt motioned to Blaine, who gave a chuckle and smiled. "...are going to go watch a movie, up stairs..." Kurt looked at his dad.

"Just behave..." It was the only thing Burt could think of to say.

"Thanks for the meal, Carole..." Blaine called as Kurt led him up the stairs. "What movie are we going to watch?" Blaine asked when they were back upstairs and in Kurt's room.

"How about one of these..." Kurt held up eight DVDs.

Blaine looked at what movies Kurt was holding and it brought a huge grin to his face. Blaine closed his eyes and pointed to one of the movies. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince was the one Blaine's finger rested on. "You make me so happy!" Blaine kissed Kurt. Kurt was one of the few people that knew he enjoyed watching the Harry Potter movies. "Do you mind if I take a shower first, I'll be quick...?" Blaine promised.

"Okay hurry up..." Kurt smiled at Blaine who had the hugest grin on his face. When Blaine turned away from him, he slapped him on the ass.

"Ooh..." Blaine exclaimed. "That's mine..."

"I thought it was mine..." Kurt smirked at his boyfriend who raised an eyebrow at him and run away into the bathroom smiling. Kurt sighed when Blaine walked into the bathroom, he really wanted to join him, but didn't think it would be wise with his parents in the house. The thought of Blaine's naked wet body filled his mind and he felt his pants grow tighter. He reached down his pants and underwear and wrapped his hand around himself, soon got into a rhythm that with as horny as he was didn't take him long to come. He sighed and wiped himself off with tissues and sat on the bed waiting for Blaine to return.

"Are you ready to watch the movie?" Blaine asked as he entered the room. "Or did you want a shower too?"

"I'll take one too then we'll start the movie..." Kurt came over to Blaine and kissed him, then whispered in his ear. "I love your curls..." He ran a hand through Blaine's still damp gel free hair. The wet curls clung to Blaine's forehead and Kurt couldn't help but smile. Kurt felt his member twitch as he got close to his boyfriend. Kurt kissed him again and then walked into the bathroom. He would take a quick shower and relieve himself. Skipping his nightly routine of moisturizing didn't seem that big of a deal when he had Blaine waiting for him in the bed.

Blaine smiled and then climbed on the bed. He thought he would just lay there with his eyes closed waiting for Kurt to come back. He opened his eyes and hopped back off the bed, grabbing his laptop out of his bag and then plopped down on his stomach opening it in front of him. He opened Internet Explorer and clicked on the Facebook bookmark. He wondered if the news about Quinn had spread yet, and also wondered who was online. Once he was signed in he scanned through the posts, there were a few about Quinn.

Sheila ‘Skank' Irvine

Did yah here bout Quinn? What's up? If she had stayed with the Skanks this wouldn't have happened.

Ronnie ‘Skank' Thorn

Yah hear it was bad! Don't know what's up though! Right on girl, Agreed!

Blaine looked at the time stamp of the two post they were over thirty minutes ago. He still didn't know why any of the girls from the skanks wanted to add him as a friend on Facebook. The skanks were a group of girls at school that spent their time smoking behind the bleachers, taking other students lunch money and just in general mean girls. Quinn had joined them at the beginning of the school year, dying her hair and getting a piercing in her nose. She had left them to come back to glee club.

Joseph Hart

My prayers and thoughts go out to Quinn's family, this is truly tragic. I hope she is okay!  

Blaine clicked ‘like' on Joe's comment. Blaine still thought it was amusing that Joe didn't have TV but had the internet. He still didn't know Joe that well. He knew he was a new sophomore in school and part of The God Squad, a Christian boy and a good singer, he had dread locks and he thought he had seen him flirting with Quinn, but didn't know that much yet.

He clicked on his homepage and checked who had written on his wall. A few of his friend's from Dalton Academy, Jeff, Nick, Thad and Trent, had written a few things on his wall. He smiled he would respond later. His eyes wandered to the side bar, Jeff and Nick were online. He smiled he was glad to see they were online but didn't really feel like talking. He was about to sign out when he noticed someone come online and then the instant message box flashing at him. He sighed. Sebastian Symthe wanted to talk to him. Sebastian was new at the beginning of the year to Dalton Academy and had become the lead of the Warblers. He had a thing for Blaine since he met him. Blaine knew it but didn't like to think about it. He clicked it open.

Hey Blaine, How are you? :)

Blaine thought about what he wanted to write. Hey Sebastian, I'm okay...heard some bad news tonight. Blaine watched as it said Sebastian was typing back.

What happened? Are you okay?

Quinn was in a car accident, she is in the hospital...yes I'm fine upset but fine. Blaine didn't know if he actually cared or if it was just an act, it didn't matter right now. Blaine had come to hate Sebastian after he had thrown a slushie that was intended for Kurt in Blaine's face; it had contained rock salt, and Blaine had to have surgery on his right eye as a result. He had forgiven Sebastian slightly but still didn't know if he could trust him all the way.

Is she okay?

We really don't know...parents wouldn't let us see her! Blaine thought it be best if he ended the conversation before Kurt came back out though. Hopefully soon we will know, but I have to run, Kurt and I are going to watch a movie. Talk to you later.

Well that was rude...

Blaine furrowed his eyebrows when he read this. He wasn't rude. I'm not rude!

No, no...her parents not you! Sorry! Okay I hope to talk to you soon! Take care. :)

It's... fine...bye, Sebastian. Blaine closed the box and signed out of his account. He was going to post something about Quinn but didn't know what to say right now. He quickly checked his email, hoping for an email he hadn't received yet, but sighed when it wasn't there, then closed the internet.

He rolled over onto his back and closed his eyes. He was busy thinking about Quinn and everything else that had happened recently with Dave and thinking about his family, so he didn't hear Kurt come back into the room. Kurt climbed on top of him, Blaine jumped. "Are you okay?" Kurt asked quickly and then hugged him.

"I'm fine, sorry I didn't hear you come in..." Blaine chuckled. "Lost in thought..." Blaine watched as Kurt put the gum wrapper ring on a little figurine on his nightstand. He smiled at Kurt. 

"Quinn?" Kurt wondered if that's what he was thinking about. He finished making sure the ring was in place where he always kept it then turned his gaze back to his boyfriend. He was smiling a big smile at him, Kurt smiled back. He watched as the smile left Blaine's face and was replaced with a slight frown. Kurt loved his lips and didn't like to see them frowning.

"Yeah and Dave and a few other things too..."

"Oh..." Kurt sat up with a leg on each side of Blaine's hips. "Dave is doing well now though, he wants to be friends." Kurt couldn't tell what Blaine was thinking. He tickled Blaine's sides. Blaine squirmed under him. Kurt had brought a smile to his boyfriends face again. He smiled himself. "Don't worry about Dave, everything will be fine."

"Okay..." Blaine smiled at Kurt, he hoped he was right. "Are you ready to watch the movie?"

"Not just yet..." Kurt leaned down and kissed Blaine. He just wanted Blaine to react the same way he did earlier and that him going to see Dave hadn't done any harm to their relationship, he cringed at the thought. Kurt started kissing then sucking on Blaine's neck.

"Kurt..." Blaine growled. "We shouldn't, your dad..."

 Kurt just nodded and kept working at marking his boyfriend's neck. When he thought he had done a good enough job, he looked at it then bit the same spot. Blaine let out low growl again and shifted his body under him. Kurt smiled then started kissing him on the mouth again. Kurt let his hands wander down Blaine's body. Even though he had just given himself a hand job in the shower he was still turned on and couldn't help it. Blaine moaned. Kurt pulled back and flopped on the bed beside Blaine.

"Are you okay?" Blaine asked rolling on his side to face Kurt.

"Yes..." Kurt started blushing.

"Why are you blushing?" Blaine put a hand on Kurt's cheek.

"Because I'm horny..." Kurt blushed even more. "...I shouldn't be right? I mean one of our friends are in the hospital...well two...I shouldn't be thinking about sex!" Kurt knew his face was beat red now.

Blaine smiled and then leaned in a kissed Kurt. "I won't hold it against you..."

"Thanks..."Kurt tittered.

"You're welcome..." Blaine kissed him again. "Let's just watch the movie, we can cuddle!" Blaine smiled at him.

Kurt smiled back at him. Kurt stared at Blaine's eyes again. Why am I so fucking horny? Kurt thought to himself. It's because he is so gorgeous, damn his hotness! At this point Kurt didn't know how he was going to keep his hands to himself tonight. Before he had started dating Blaine, he rarely found himself turned on, but after Blaine, he was turned on more times than he would like to admit, he blushed again.

"Kurt..." Blaine shook his arm, he seemed out in space. "What's wrong?"

"What?"

"You didn't answer me and you are blushing again." Blaine took his hand, his head cocked to the side as he looked at him.

Kurt blushed more. He hadn't heard what Blaine asked. "What did you ask again?" He lowered his gaze. It's those damn eyes!

"I asked if you wanted to watch it on my laptop or yours." Blaine smiled at him.

"Yours is already out so we might as well use it..." Kurt leaned forward and kissed him again. Kurt looked into those beautiful hazel eyes, the green was so prominent in them tonight and he loved it. Oh, screw it! Kurt rolled on top of Blaine and started kissing him, full of passion. He slid his hand down Blaine's body again, and under Blaine's pajama pants. He smiled when he felt bare skin Blaine hadn't put his underwear back on after he took his shower. Blaine started moaning.

"Kurt..." Blaine said breathlessly.

This turned Kurt on more.

"We can't..." Blaine took a hold of Kurt's arm and pulled his hand out of his pants. "I'm sorry..."

"Blaine..."Kurt whined.

"Your parents are in the house...we can't...I can't..." Blaine hoped that Kurt wouldn't be mad at him.

Kurt rolled off Blaine so he was lying on his back beside him, their shoulders touching. He let out a deep sigh, trying to gain composure over himself again. He heard Blaine sigh too. "I'm sorry Blaine...you're right...I just..."

Blaine turned his head so he was looking at the pale skinned boy lying next to him. He didn't say anything.

"I just...damn it... I want to have sex with you and my damn parents are in the house..." Kurt was frustrated. "I wanted to have sex with you earlier today too..." Kurt started rambling. "God, I've wanted to have sex with you since I saw you this morning..." Kurt felt his face flush again. He didn't usually talk like this and he was embarrassed. And Blaine not saying anything worried him. "Blaine...say something please, stop me from rambling..."

Blaine bit his bottom lip, considering what to say. He had never heard Kurt voice this before, he thought it was hot, but didn't want to tell Kurt that. He wouldn't be refusing his boyfriend what he wanted if his parents weren't in the house. "I love you!" Blaine took Kurt's hand and kissed the back of it. "You might want to keep your voice down though or your dad will hear you..." Blaine expressed amusement of the thought.

Kurt snapped his head towards Blaine. "Oh my...I didn't even realize I was so loud..." Kurt sat up and wrapped his arms around his legs. "He will kill me if he knows we are having sex..." He started rocking back and forth.

Blaine chuckled. "I don't think he would kill you..." He started rubbing Kurt's knee.

"Maybe not, but he would want to have another sex talk...and let me tell you, that is not something I want to do again...maybe I'll let him have the sex talk with you..." Kurt frowned remembering their talk. "I mean I can talk about it now, I'm not the baby penguin anymore but I don't want to have that conversation again with him." Kurt had had the sex talk with his dad a little over a year ago, after Blaine had told Burt that Kurt was not well informed and was worried about him. Kurt glanced at Blaine; he was still lying down, his arms were now behind his head. Kurt let his eyes roam down Blaine's body. His shirt was pulled up showing his lower stomach, this gave Kurt the goose bumps. Kurt sighed again.

"Want to watch the movie now?" Blaine reached up and tickled Kurt.

"Yes..." Kurt giggled and then hid his face. Kurt got up and grabbed the DVD case and popped the DVD into the laptop. He lay back down on the bed in front of Blaine, back to him. "Come here..." He pulled Blaine to him and made him wrap his arms around him. Kurt smiled as Blaine snuggled right up to him. Kurt fidgeted a little. He loved lying like this. He tried to put all his attention into the movie. He had the urge to jump on Blaine right now. The thought of him tackling Blaine made him smile and laugh.

"What?" Blaine was curious as to why Kurt laughed.

"Nothing..." Kurt was still laughing.

"Did I do something?"

"No...no...I was just thinking about something sorry..." Kurt finally suppressed his laughing fit. Blaine just smiled at him. He hugged Kurt tight and started watching the movie again.

When Blaine opened his eyes, the credits were rolling on the laptop screen. Kurt was facing him cuddled into his chest. Blaine yawned and then shook his head. "Kurt..." He whispered into his sleeping boyfriend's ear. "Baby, wake up..." Blaine ran a hand through Kurt's hair.

It took a few minutes for Kurt to stir; he was having a really good dream. He had a dream that Blaine was Harry Potter, after all Blaine looked hot in school uniforms. Kurt opened his eyes, and took in a deep breath, he smelt so good.

"You awake?" Blaine was smiling at him.

"I am now..." Kurt kissed him. Blaine didn't protest so Kurt kept kissing him. He once again found his hands sliding down his boyfriend's body. Blaine's breath caught when Kurt slid his hand down the front of his pants again.

Blaine moaned and tilted his head back. He knew they shouldn't but it felt good. He just wanted to give into his boyfriends needs. But then the image of Burt and Carole sitting down stairs flashed into his mind and his senses came back to him. Blaine pulled away from Kurt and stood up. "We can't..." He took a few deep breaths and then let out a long sigh.

"I'm sorry..." Kurt apologized with a smile on his face. "Do you want to go to bed?"

"Give me a minute..." Blaine walked over to the dresser and leaned on it placing his hands in front of him. He started taking deep breaths hoping it would be enough to get control over his body again. 

Kurt smiled he couldn't help it, he had turned Blaine on and now he was watching him try to compose himself again. "We should probably go say goodnight..." Kurt hopped off the bed and came over to Blaine. "Come on..." Kurt took Blaine's hand. "You better?" Kurt asked with a smile.

"You're..." Blaine didn't know what he wanted to say, but he smiled.

"I'm what?" Kurt smirked at him.

Kurt led Blaine down the stairs; his parents were sitting on the couch, Carole a glass of wine in her hand and his dad a beer. "Dad..." 

"Oh hey boys, how was your movie?" Burt asked as he looked up at the two teens holding hands.

"It was good..." Kurt didn't feel like telling him they fell asleep watching it. "We just wanted to say goodnight...we're tired..." Kurt stopped talking when he heard the front door slam shut.

Burt jumped off the couch and rushed into the hallway. "Finn..."

Kurt rushed after his dad. "Finn...Rachel... what's wrong?" Kurt asked when they didn't say anything.

Rachel hugged Kurt. "We just heard that Quinn is okay...well not really okay but she is going to live she is out of the woods they said, she has got broken bones, cuts and a head injury...but she's alive..." Rachel squealed this last part, her excitement was bubbling over. "I know I shouldn't be so happy because she is still pretty bad right now but she is ALIVE KURT!" Rachel squealed again.

Kurt raised both his eyebrows and relief flooded his body. It wouldn't have been the same if Quinn didn't make it. He knew that everything eventually would be okay. This brought a smile to his face as he hugged Rachel.

Rachel squealed when she saw Blaine and pulled him into a hug. Blaine could tell that Rachel wasn't feeling guilty anymore. Finn smiled at Blaine. "I'm so glad she will be okay..." Blaine didn't want to think of Quinn not being around.

Burt was smiling at the kids, he knew this was a good thing to see them all smiling. He was relieved. He didn't think that the group of them could handle losing Quinn. And after that Dave Karofsky kid tried to kill himself, he was glad that Quinn wouldn't die, Kurt would be a mess. He still hadn't really talked to Kurt about Dave. Burt sighed and walked back into the living room.

Kurt pulled Blaine away from Rachel and hugged him. Rachel tried to hug both of them. They all laughed. Kurt and Blaine both put an arm around Rachel, intertwining their arms into a three way hug. Rachel looked back at Finn and motioned with her head for him to join them. He did, he stepped between Rachel and Blaine, wrapping an arm around both of them.

"Don't try anything with my man, Finn Hudson..." Kurt said in a serious tone, a slight ‘bitch' look on his face. 

"I didn't..." Finn babbled.

"I saw that hand..." Kurt kept his face emotionless, even though he was just giving his brother a hard time.

"I swear I didn't..."

Rachel, Blaine and Kurt burst out laughing. Finn looked confused then joined in laughing with them. They were all relieved. They could sleep easy tonight.