June 18, 2013, 9:28 p.m.
Love Amongst the Ruins: Nothing But Trouble
E - Words: 3,265 - Last Updated: Jun 18, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 33/? - Created: Nov 19, 2012 - Updated: Jun 18, 2013 698 0 0 0 0
Nothing But Trouble
Kurt let out a small yawn when he body finally woke him up because his limbs felt sore. He had been lying in one position for too long. Kurt let out a groan when he felt a soft, warm hand slide down his stomach under his shirt and come to rest on his hip, fingers slightly under the edge of his pants. He opened his eyes and tried to focus them, the room was almost completely dark which made focusing very difficult. He could feel the weight on his chest and then smiled. Blaine, his gorgeous boyfriend was still lying with his head on his chest snuggled up to his side. Kurt ran his hand down Blaine's side, shivering when Blaine nuzzled his face into Kurt's shirt. He didn't care if his body was sore when he got to hold his boyfriend while he slept.
Blaine let out a small whimpering moan Kurt wasn't sure which it really was. Kurt started running his fingers through his boyfriend's silky curls, which he loved so much. He was really hoping Blaine wasn't having a nightmare. Kurt laid there listening to Blaine for awhile longer; he was whimpering still but it didn't sound like he was in pain like the other time last weekend when Kurt had first come here to Dalton. He felt Blaine's fingers grip into his hip and he let out another groan, he didn't think his boyfriend was having a bad dream at all now.
Kurt debated it over in his head if he should wake Blaine up or just let the dream play out; he knew he hated it when he was woken up from a really good dream. He didn't have time to make up his mind. Blaine let out a small gasp and sat up, sliding away from Kurt. Kurt sat up too he was worried the dream might not have been good after all.
Blaine didn't know why the room was so dark but he did know that he wasn't in his own bed. He knew someone was beside him and it took him a few minutes to remember that it was only his loving boyfriend. "Kurt..." Blaine laid back down when he felt Kurt run his hand over his arm. "Sorry if I woke you up." Blaine snuggled his face into Kurt's neck, when he lay back down too.
"You didn't I was already awake." Kurt ran his fingers through Blaine's curls again. "Are you okay though?"
"It was a dream..."
"What kind of dream?" Kurt was curious.
Blaine was embarrassed to actually tell Kurt about the dream but he didn't want to keep things from Kurt about what was happening in the current, he thought it might help him be able to tell him about the past soon. "It was a sex dream..." Blaine was so glad Kurt couldn't see his face right now he was sure he was beet red.
Kurt opened his mouth and closed it a few times he was really surprised Blaine told him this. He was happy he had but he didn't know what to say he really wanted to ask what happened but didn't know if it would be too much for Blaine. Oh what the hell... "What was happening in the dream?"
Blaine nuzzled into Kurt's neck again. "We were making out like we were earlier and then you slid my shirt up and started kissing down my stomach, and you kept kissing down..."
Kurt wasn't aware of how hard Blaine was against his hip until he started talking about his dream and this made Kurt instantly hard. Kurt took a deep breath. "Did you like the dream?" He knew he didn't have to ask but he wanted Blaine to talk about it.
Blaine let out a huff of air and felt Kurt shiver. "I liked it in the dream but I've never done that so I don't know what it really feels like..." Blaine admitted. He wasn't sure if he would dare to say these things with the lights on, where he could actually see Kurt looking at him. Blaine suddenly was curious about Kurt. "Have you, umm..."
"Yes..." Kurt smiled when Blaine picked his head up he was obviously trying to look at him now. Kurt slid up farther on the bed and clicked the light on. He blinked a few times trying to get his eyes to adjust and then he looked at Blaine he rubbed his eyes a couple times and then his face held nothing but curiosity. "I've given oral before..." Kurt frowned though; he realized that he himself didn't know what it actually felt like because the boy he was with never gave him anything in return.
Blaine chewed on his bottom lip. "You've never received..."
Kurt shook his head. "No, the guy I liked didn't seem to want to please me and now that I'm thinking about it he was all about him..." Kurt sighed. Kurt looked over when he heard Blaine let out a snort. "What?"
"I just don't see why he wouldn't want to please you..." Blaine snuggled his face into Kurt's neck again.
Kurt smiled he knew Blaine wasn't ready for a sexual relationship yet but he liked the idea that Blaine would be willing to pleasure him in return. He wrapped his arms around his boyfriend and pulled him as close as he could get. He smiled when Blaine started kissing his neck, it was just sweet little butterfly kisses, but Kurt enjoyed the feel of it none-the-less. When Kurt tilted his head up to give Blaine more access to his neck he glanced over at the clock and let out a sigh it was after six and his stomach was growling. "Hey baby as much fun as I'm having...let's go get some food." Kurt smiled when Blaine let out a huff of air again and rolled away from him onto his back. Kurt climbed off the bed and watched Blaine frown at him. "I'm hungry..." Kurt chuckled.
Blaine sighed and climbed off the bed so he was standing in front of Kurt. Kurt smiled at him and ran his fingers through his curls again. "You know I almost shaved all my curls off..."
Kurt's mouth fell open. "Don't ever do that..." Kurt didn't like the idea of Blaine not having his curls to run his fingers through. "But why..."
"Because in the eighth grade I was teased constantly about my hair, some of the popular kids said I had girl hair..." Blaine ran his fingers through his own hair at the memory. "My dad even hates my hair..."
"Well I love your hair and I miss it when you trap it in that gel." Kurt hugged him and kissed him on the top of the head.
"Well it was either gel or I was going to shave it all off..." Blaine laughed when he heard Kurt groan. "Come on let's go get some food I can feel your stomach growling." Blaine chuckled and stepped away from Kurt. He grabbed his keys and cell phone off the desk and then took Kurt's hand again.
When they got down to the cafeteria Kurt noticed a fairly large group of boys all huddled around someone, they all seemed to be excited and talking loudly. Kurt couldn't make out who the person was. He was just about to walk over to the group to find out what was going on when he felt someone put a hand on his shoulder.
"Kurt..." It was Nick. Jeff was standing beside Blaine now.
"Hey what's going on over there?" Kurt figured they would know.
"Yeah...umm...Blaine...Jeremiah is here..." Nick told him motioning to the group of guys. Nick didn't know what happened with Blaine and Jeremiah but he knew that Blaine didn't want to see him. It was obvious because he never talked about him not like he did their freshman year.
"What? Why?" Kurt didn't like this.
"I heard him say something about coming back because the coach asked him to come and help with the lacrosse team." Jeff told them.
"You've got to be kidding me..." Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine. "Baby it'll be okay..." He pulled him really close to his side as he watched the group start to dwindle away. Soon there were only six people standing in the area now. It was Alex, Theo, Henry, Tom, Sebastian and Jeremiah. "I didn't know Sebastian was friends with him..." Kurt looked at Nick.
"He isn't or wasn't anyways..." Nick was watching them carefully. He wondered what Sebastian was really up too. He sighed and then took Jeff's hand in his. "Let's get some food." He said to them.
When they all got there food they made their way to the table and sat down. They fell into a comfortable conversation about what they were going to be doing tomorrow when then heard the scraping of chairs across the floor and soon there were six new people pulling up to their table.
"Hey Blaine..." Jeremiah said as he pulled his chair up beside him. Blaine slid away from him and closer to Kurt.
"What are you guys doing at our table?" Kurt growled. He really did not like this.
"You must be Kurt...Alex has told me about you." Jeremiah said with a huge smile on his face.
"Whatever it was I'm sure he was lying." Kurt spat he was not going to play nice with this guy.
Jeremiah chuckled, the smile still on his face. "Well he said you turned him down, and that you are now going out with Blainey here."
"Okay so those aren't lies...yes I did turn him down because I don't go for creeps that think they can just force themselves on you..." Kurt watched Jeremiah, the grin left his face and his eyes turned dark, but Kurt continued. "...and yes Blaine is my boyfriend and we are happy." Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine and he leaned into him trying to get farther away from Jeremiah.
"I also heard that Blaine here is acting different than he was last year..." Jeremiah wasn't smiling at all. "I didn't think you would miss me that much Blaine." He tried to put his hand on Blaine's arm but Kurt smacked it away.
"Don't..." Kurt growled out.
Jeremiah raised his eyebrows at the contact and then looked around the table. "Blaine and I were roommates for a whole year...don't pretend that you know him better than I do..." Jeremiah growled back.
"And don't you pretend that you don't know why he is acting the way he is..." Kurt snapped his head up in the direction of the one that just spoke it was Sebastian. He was glaring at Jeremiah.
"I don't know what you are talking about..." Jeremiah brought the grin back to his face.
"Like hell you don't, if it's like you say and you know Blaine better than any of the rest of us than you surely know what happened to make him act the way he is." Kurt was glad Sebastian was saying this because he didn't think he could and control his anger.
Kurt noticed the faces of the other guys around the table. Nick and Jeff were both staring at Sebastian shock full on their faces. Alex and Henry both were watching Jeremiah. Theo and Tom both looked like they wanted to hurt Sebastian for what he was saying. Kurt was actually surprised that Blaine was still sitting here, he thought he would have bolted and headed back to the room already.
"I do know him better than all of you..." Jeremiah smirked at Sebastian.
"You don't know me at all..." Blaine mumbled, but everyone must have heard him because they were all looking at him now.
"Excuse me..." Jeremiah had a shocked look on his face.
Blaine picked his head up. "I said you don't know me at all..."
Jeremiah chuckled. "I think I do Blaine..."
Blaine shook his head. "Okay then, tell me about my family then..." Blaine didn't know why he was being so brazen, he usually didn't talk like this, not to people like Jeremiah. "You don't even know where I live, the only one out of you five that knows where I live is, Henry and that is because you called him to take me home that night so I had to tell him where I lived..." Blaine leaned back against Kurt and hid his face against his shoulder.
Kurt was surprise Blaine just said all that it was the most he had heard him say about anything that involved Jeremiah and the others. The whole table was quiet; none of them seemed to know what to say. Kurt noticed Wes, David, Thad and Trent had come over and were standing behind the chairs, all looking at Jeremiah. Thad had his hands on Sebastian's shoulders.
"So why don't you respond to what Blaine said..." Sebastian challenged Jeremiah.
"Henry, where are you going?" Jeremiah called after Henry when he got up and left the table shaking his head. Alex watched Kurt and Blaine for a few minutes and then got up and left the table rushing after Henry. Jeremiah seemed angry that they left the table. He was glaring at Sebastian for awhile before he spoke. "You are just doing nothing but trying to stir up trouble..." At that Jeremiah got up and left, with Theo and Tom on his heels.
No one seemed to talk much about what happened they all finished eating and carrying on conversations about random things. Kurt didn't even mind that Sebastian was still sitting with them. When Kurt was done he collected his and Blaine's trays and said bye to everyone. He wanted to take Blaine back to their room. He was so quiet he was worried about him. Kurt pulled Blaine into a hug as soon as they were in the room; he felt all the tension leave his body as he wrapped his arms around him. "Are you okay?"
Blaine stepped back a little and looked up at Kurt. "Yeah I think so..."
Kurt kissed his forehead. "I'm proud you stood up to him, but I'm a little surprised...that's the most I've heard you say about him."
Blaine nodded, he was surprised at himself too. "I'm surprised at Sebastian too..." Blaine knew that Sebastian really did care about him but he still didn't like the way he acted around him.
"Yeah I know I should have been saying more but I didn't think I could control my anger..." Kurt kissed his forehead again.
"It's okay you don't have to say anything to him...we can just avoid him completely." Blaine gave Kurt a small smile. He was trying to stay positive about it, because he didn't think Jeremiah would try anything with him here at school and he was no way in hell going anywhere alone with him.
"Sounds like a plan to me...after all neither of us play lacrosse anyway so it shouldn't be too much of a problem. Kurt took Blaine's hand and led him over to the bed and sat down. "Are you sure you're okay though?" Kurt leaned in and pressed a soft kiss against Blaine's lips.
Blaine nodded again and then kissed him back. "I just can't believe he is back at school..."
"Yeah seems fishy to me, that he just comes now after seeing you at The Lima Bean last weekend..." Kurt thought this was why Jeremiah was back because he saw Blaine again and wanted to keep seeing him.
"Let's not think about him right now..." Blaine shook his head and then smiled at Kurt he was really trying to not let Jeremiah affect him. "Can we kiss again?"
Kurt smiled. "You really have to ask me that?" Kurt leaned in and kissed him again.
They soon ended up lying on the bed, Kurt on top of Blaine, in a heated make out session. Kurt was getting lost in the hotness of it all until he heard Blaine moan and let out a whimper. Kurt pulled away and looked down at Blaine his eyes were lust blown only a small ring of green iris showed around the pupils. His lips were kiss swollen and look completely delicious, which they were and his neck was sporting a purple bruise that Kurt had marked there from sucking so long. It looked a little painful, but Kurt liked knowing he had someone he could give hickeys to.
Blaine finally found his voice. "You just gave me a hickey didn't you?"
Kurt smirked. "Is that okay?"
Blaine nodded with a smile. "I've never had a hickey before..." He whimpered when Kurt ran his thumb over it.
"Good I hope to be your first for a lot of things." Kurt kissed him on the mouth again.
"Speaking of first...Kurt...umm...what have you..." Blaine didn't know why he was struggling to ask what he wanted to; after all it was only Kurt he was talking too.
Kurt ran his fingers down Blaine's cheek. "Honey what do you want to know?"
"Are you a virgin?" Blaine blurted out before he could talk himself out of asking.
"Yes I am...I mean Caleb..." Kurt paused he realized this was the first time he told Blaine the name of the boy he was with. "He wanted to have sex, but I wasn't ready for that part...and I think that is also why he caused a scene and pretty much told me he hated my guts." Kurt sighed. Kurt started telling Blaine more about what he had done with Caleb and couldn't really believe how stupid he had been about the whole thing. He had thought that Caleb would want to be with him after they got out of high school in two years but he had been naïve. He was just being used. He was glad that he hadn't given into Caleb; he didn't think he could handle the idea of losing his virginity to someone like that.
"So you've only done things orally..." Blaine felt himself blush. He didn't usually talk about this kind of thing. Blaine started thinking about his dream earlier and was really wondering what it felt like and more importantly what Kurt's beautiful mouth felt like. Blaine let out a sigh and looked up at Kurt who was watching him with curiosity.
"Yes, but I was stupid, I shouldn't have done anything with him..." Kurt leaned in and kissed Blaine's lips again. "Baby?"
Blaine kissed Kurt again and then just looked at him. "What?" He watched as Kurt took a deep breath before he spoke.
"Are you a virgin?"
Blaine had expected this after all he had asked Kurt. He shook his head.
"No you're not or no you don't want to tell me?"
Blaine sighed. "I am and I'm not..." Blaine hoped Kurt got what he meant.
Kurt felt his eyebrows rise in surprise to Blaine's answer. "Baby...which is which..." Kurt thought saying it this way would make Blaine keep talking to him and not get embarrassed or shut down on him.
"The terms are bottomed and topped right?" Kurt nodded at him. Blaine did know some about sex but not all the correct terms for it all so he felt silly talking about it. "Well I guess I've bottomed..." Blaine closed his eyes he didn't want to see what Kurt thought of this. He really couldn't believe he was telling Kurt right now, he was going to tell him the truth about what happened.
"Baby what you mean you guess you've bottomed?" Kurt didn't like where this was going.
Blaine sighed again and kept his eyes closed. He had only ever told two people before and he was scared shitless of how Kurt would react to hearing what he was about to say. His aunt had handled it well, but his dad on the other hand...well let's just says Blaine really didn't want Kurt to handle it like his dad had. Blaine knew that telling was just going to cause nothing but trouble...