Dear Kurt,

I am unsure what you want from me, no I know what you want from me I just an unsure if I am able to give it to you, right now. I love you I want you to be able to understand that but right now I cannot be your boyfriend. I am truly sorry that this is happening this was, I never wanted to hurt you this way but this is the best for us for right now, I know right now you are upset but take a deep breath I will be home in September and then we can gage where our relationship is I do love you and I am doing this for you so you can have a peace of mind and not worry about me while you are at school. This is your future Kurt, yours not mine and we need to separate KurtBlaine. And become Kurt and Blaine, hopefully these six months can do this, then we will be back together, back in New York City like we dreamed of! I am sorry this happened this way! I love you, I always will, I will never stop thinking about you Kurt, you are my best friend and I know it is going to be hard but I think this will be easier for you then rushed skype dates, and waiting on letters and on e-mails. I love you babe and I will see you soon!

Love,

Blaine

*****

Kurt’s heart dropped when he saw the letter, the tear stained envelope he did not want to face the cold hard truth that lied inside of it. He loves Blaine, Blaine is his best friend his rock his world. And now he is gone for six months. SIX whole months he is unsure how he is going to get through it to know that a call or text wont get him any closer to the man that he loves. That skype will have to do and that he will never, well for the six months that he is away feel the warmth of his arms around him. STUPID ITALY! Why does he have to be there for six months, and why was Kurt so stupid as to turn down going with Blaine, it was College, they were suppose to make uneducated choices about life, they were young and free Blaine is the man Kurt loves and ITALY why?!?!

As Kurt reads the letter that he got from Blaine today he can feel the walls closing in, what was this Bull why was Blaine pulling this, how many times did he have thought about this before he sent it what was he thinking when he put this in the mail? Lucky for Kurt he had a break from school for a few days, and some money saved up, and he knew just what he was spending it on,  a one way ticket to Italy, he was going to follow the man he loves, he will sacrifice this semester of school, forget about it he would not be able to finish this semester if Blaine was not around. There apartment was way to quiet recently, of course Kurt had friends stop by but they would leave and it would force him to mindlessly watch TV count the hours till Blaine woke up and hope that they would be able to Skype each other, but that was never good enough they just ended up missing each other more and then he would go lay in THERE bed that seemed more like Kurt’s bed, it didn’t smell like Kurt and Blaine anymore, just like Kurt, and Kurt hated this he hated the fact that even a place that he seems so safe in isn’t there for him anymore, he has cried himself to sleep to many times then he will let him self count all because of stupid ITALY, they had plans to visit it together, why couldn’t they, why was Kurt so dumb? Kurt packed all of his clothes that he thought he would need for the next six months in three different bags, then he made sure he wrote down Blaine’s address, and grabbed the small bottle of there favorite lube off the bed side table and through that in the bag of toiletries. Making sure he grabbed his passport, and his jacket with the ever so important ring box looked around the apartment for anything he may have missed, then made his way to the very busy street and hailed a yellow New York City taxi, telling the driver to take him to JFK dropped his bags off and went through security, and then he just played the waiting game until it was time to get onto his flight, and once he was settled in his seat he took the ring box out of his pocket and just satire at it for a long while until the pilot came on the over head speaker and he realized that he was crying that he was really on a flight to Italy for six months to be with the man he loved he was silently freaking out, but finally he felt it pull away from the gate and they were off  next stop Italy, then to Blaine, the man he loves, they never said life was easy so buckle up Kurt it is going to be a bumpy ride