Blaine woke up with the worst headache , the first smell came into his nose was the boost , it was like he was soaked in an alcohol sea , he realized that he slept with his clothes on , didn’t even took his shoes off “FUCK” he complained with his hand on his messy hair , he got of the bed and started taking his dirty clothes off , and went straight to the shower , his head was like a jungle drum , “I shouldn’t drink anymore “ he said when he turned the water on , it was so cold but still he got under it , he never felt so dirty in his life , he rubbed his body with soap many times until he was done , he got out of the shower “SHOOT” he shouted “Forgot to bring a towel” he looked around again and found nothing so he opened the door and came out of the bathroom naked

“Damn , I thought you are gonna wait for me in the shower”

Blaine stood surprised with water dripping from his body, Sebastian was sitting on the couch drinking coffee , Blaine was so shocked “SEBATIAN ?! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE ?!” he screamed while he grabbed a book from the table next to him to covered his dick area

“Seriously , you don’t remember ?” Sebastian asked in shock

“NO”

“Man , you are such a beginner at this” Sebastian joked and laughed

Blaine’s facial emotions didn’t change , his mind was in a total blank , WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED LAST NIGHT he thought , Sebastian was in his last night’s clothes so Blaine was relieved about the thought that they had sex last night

Sebastian stood up “Chill , you got so drunk last night so I brought you home and you insisted I crash here and it was pretty late so I did” Sebastian said

“man , last night is like a blank to me” Blaine complained and the book is still covering his area

“oh my goodness , did any of my parents see you ?” Blaine wondered

“I woke up just 15 minutes before you did, so I don’t know “ Sebastian answered

“ok now get out , I need to get ready for school” Blaine said

“what ? school ?” Sebastian launched a laughter “what school , it is 1 pm”

Another shook came to Blaine as he looked at the clock and realized that it was really 1 am , this is officially one of my worst days ever Blaine thought “oh my gosh , I am screwed “ Blaine shouted

Sebastian took a sip from the cup in his hand while he was checking Blaine’s body , every detail of it , the little hair on his chest , the small nipples , the cute bellybutton , till his toes touching the ground , and while Blaine was shouting and complaining about last night and cutting school Sebastian’s mind was in another place , a place where he and Blaine are together , together forever

“KURT” was the word that stopped Sebastian thoughts and crushed his dreams

“Oh my god , Kurt” Blaine said it again “he must be furious now” he continued

“I thought you are done with this toll” Sebastian said

“done ? from where did you get this idea” Blaine asked “and he is not a toll”

“from you” Sebastian answered “you told me last night”

“ we just had a little fight , it is nothing”

“really Blaine ?! , nothing? I bet you don’t remember how much you drank last night , how sad you were , he makes you unhappy can’t you see that “ Sebastian started moving towards the door “and plus I wouldn’t make out with a guy who has a boyfriend” those were the last words came out from Sebastian’s voice as he was closing the door

Blaine’s mind was really shut right now , he has never felt this crap in his whole life , he was unable to speak , unable to think , unable to cry , he quickly grabbed the first clothes his hand found , dragged himself into them and went hurrying downstairs but there was no sign of Sebastian “Sebastian” he called but no one answered , he went upstairs again to check his phone and realized that Kurt has called him 4 times , Finn also called him once , he wanted to call Kurt but what would he tell him , he dialed Sebastian’s number but the voice mail picked up “ Sebastian where the hell are ? we need to talk about last night , please , I need to know exactly what happened “ then he hang up

Kurt’ day wasn’t so bad if you delete the whole not knowing where Blaine is thing , he was happy that he finally got a solo to perform at Regionals , he wanted to beat the Warblers and Sebastian so bad and he wanted to do it himself , not Rachel or anyone . “any news from Blaine ?” Finn said as they were walking home “no , I called him 4 times , maybe he just wants nothing to do with me anymore after I made a scene last night on the street”

“oh come on Kurt , don’t make it personal , he didn’t answer my call either , and plus you two are born to be together “

“yea I am not thinking that’s really true anymore”

“are you kidding me ? you tow are soul mates , I mean you finish each other’s sentences , even me and Rachel don’t do that “ Finn said “ speaking of Rachel , you never asked me what happened last night” he continued

“because I know the answer , you didn’t do it”

“she told you ?”

“no , I just know”

“that’s not fair , but at least she promised she promised we’ll do it soon , I want it so badly”

“good luck with that , maybe on your 20th anniversary “ , they kept arguing all the way

“This Sebastian , I am not available right now so  please leave a message” the voice mail picked up for like the 10th time to Blaine , he didn’t bother to leave a message this time or the last 3 times so he just hang up , he couldn’t handle it any more , he grabbed his jacket and closed the door behind him , If Only I knew Where Sebastian Lives he thought , he wanted to see him before he interacts with Kurt , there was still a little hope inside him that Sebastian was joking , I Never Could Have Cheated On Kurt the he thought and hoped it was true , he looked at the clock and saw that it was almost 10 pm , “he must be at Scandals” he thought loudly , his footsteps grew bigger moving towards Scandals thought he never thought that he would ever return to this place

 #.. I wanna hold your hand# Kurt landed his ending

“this is perfect dude , you totally nailed this mother fucker” Finn said when Kurt finished practicing his song for regionals

“I totally agree” Puck also commented as both of them watched Kurt performed “you are gonna make us beat those private school warblers guys” he continued

“ let’s hope so” Kurt said

“now where the hell is Blaine? is he still invisible today ?” Puck asked

“I don’t know where he is , and I don’t wanna talk about it” Kurt said and they didn’t bother to bring the subject again as the three kept chatting about school and regionals

Loud gay music pumped into Blaine’s mind as he entered Scandals , he never seen the place this crowded , this is his third time here and he never saw this amount of guys here “What the hell is going on here” he wondered as he was making his way through the crowed

“welcome to Drag Queen Thursday” a guy said to Blaine

“look , I am searching for this tall , kinda blond , thin , attractive guy who comes here like everyday” Blaine asked him , the guy was nice , he seemed he is in his 19es or so

“well these descriptions describe every guy around here” he answered   

“wears a Dalton academy blazer ?” Blaine tried for the last time

“are you talking about Sebastian?” the guy asked with a small laughter on his mouth

“yes exactly , Sebastian Smyth” Blaine was happy that the guy knew him

“he didn’t came here today , he hates Drag Queens” the guy said “I am Justin btw . Justin Donavan”

“nice to meet you Justine , I am Blaine Anderson” Blaine said while he was shaking hands with the guy

“you are Blaine Anderson ?” Justin asked , “i thought you might be him but I wasn’t so sure” he continued

“yea , that’s me , I am sorry but do we know each other’s ? “ Blaine was sure that this was the first time he sees this guy

“well , technically no we don’t” Justin said then took a sip from the bear he was holding “I am a very close friend to Sebastian , lets just say he won’t shut up about you”

The last sentence altered into Blaine’s mind , somehow his feelings of guilt and his fears vanished for seconds , he didn’t want to be happy he resisted so badly but the smiled was already drawn on his face ,

“yea , yea , I am helping him with the Warblers , you know the are the glee club at Dalton “ he started making no sense of his talking “Dalton were Sebastian goes to school “ he continued the silliness

Justin laughed “yea yea I know that” he continued laughing “but I wasn’t talking about Glee club , I was talking about how much he likes you , see Sebastian has been a player all his life but when it comes to you , it is different , I mean you can read it with his eyes…”

THIS HAS TO STOP Blaine thought , “do you know where he lives?” Blaine asked

Justin took a napkin and wrote the address

“there you go” Justin gave It to Blaine as he rushed out of the place