Blaine couldn't sleep after Mercedes's phone call. He strolled through the apartment thinking what he's going to say that might save their relationship, but nothing he could think of made him feel better about it.

When the doorbell rang he was after a third cup of coffee, his eyes red and he felt like a train wreck. Blaine was shocked to see Kurt standing by the door with a pack bag at his side.

"Kurt.. I'm.." Blaine started

"Just. Don't." Kurt looked at him in dismay and nodded his head. "I just came to take a few things. And to say goodbye.. I'm heading back to lima"

Blaine opened his mouth to talk but didn't manage to get any words out.

Kurt passed beside him into the apartment and went to their room. When he got out of the room he saw Blaine was still standing beside the open door. "Well then. I guess this is goodbye"

Blaine turned around slowly and fell to his feet, his hands gripping his face miserably.

"Please. I'm so ashamed. I could blame the alcohol or James or.. "Blaine talked into his hands and his voice was muffled and broken

"But it's my fault. I hurt you, and you're the person I love the most in the whole world.
Scream at me, be angry at me.. But please.. Don't walk away.
" I can't live like this anymore. I'm a horrible person. But I need you. "
Blaine cried the last words and fell apart completely.

Kurt sat on the floor beside him and held his head, making him face him.

"Listen to me. Your'e not a horrible person. You made a mistake."

When it didnt made him stop crying Kurt got him up on his feet and lead him to bed.
He fell asleep in Kurt's embrace.

It was dark outside when Blaine woke up a few hours later with Kurt fast asleep beside him. Kurt's hand was on top of his and his chin rested on his shoulder. Blaine's heart felt swollen, he finally felt relaxed and happy after so long nights of loneliness.

Blaine pushed himself closer to Kurt and froze when he felt Kurt's arose against him. He listened carefully to Kurt's breath and when he was sure that he was still a sleep he decided to pry out of his hold. When he tried to roll away Kurt fasten his hold and moved flush against him, murmuring something in his sleep.

Blaine squeezed his eyes shut and tried again to move without waking Kurt, or even worse – groan. Kurt still held him close and at this attempt he started mumbling "Blaine.. Yes.. There".

Blaine wasn't sure if he heard right, he turned around to see if he is still asleep when Kurt raised one of his legs on his hip and pulled him closer by the calf.

Blaine was now almost chocking for air, his heart racing at his chest. He closed his eyes and got closer to Kurt, kissing his neck. Kurt started rocking against him, when he suddenly froze.

Blaine tried to chuck a giggle when he looked up at Kurt to find a horrified expression on his face.

"Oh my god" Kurt squeaked and moved away from him. "I'm sorry." He said, looking apologizing at him.

"Don't be, love. " Blaine smiled at him, feeling embarrassed himself. He stroke Kurt's hand and made him shiver. "You know… I should take you to a proper date."

Kurt smiled back at him and nodded. "I would like that.."

They looked into each other's eyes for a while when Blaine said "I know just the thing!"

The next day Blaine instructed Kurt to dress warmly and refused to reveal other details.

They got to Bryant Park at the middle of the day. Kurt looked confused at him. "What are we doing here? "

"We're going to ice skate! " Blaine laughed and lead him faster to the skates stand.

"But. Blaine.." Kurt pulled him closer and whispered in his ear childishly "I don't know how to ski"

Blaine laughed and bumped his nose "Then I will teach you! "

Kurt looked skeptical at him but let him pull him to the benches.

After an hour of trying on his own and ten almost dangerously falling onto the skating rink , Kurt decided it will be best to keep his hold on Blaine that was annoyingly good at it.

They moved slowly holding each other close as Blaine started humming in his ear a song he couldn't recognize until he got to the chorus.

"Come what may.." Kurt grinned at the memory of his favorite song and turned around to look at Blaine when he lost his balanced and fell. Blaine catched him a second before he hit the surface and pull him back to his feet while still trying to gain balance.

One look at Kurt and he knew that something was wrong. "Kurt? Are you okay? Look at me!" he said, getting more frightened by the second since Kurt did not response.

He pulled him outside the rank and set him on the nearest bench. "Kurt?" He tried once again but Kurt kept breathing heavily and looked pale.

"I have a horrible dizziness"

"I'll get you water" He ran to the stand.

He got back to find Kurt looking shocked and bewildered. He sat next to him and gave him the bottle. "Are you okay?"

Kurt turned to him in surprise as if he didn't notice his presence until he talked. "Blainy.." He said with tears in his eyes.

"What love? What happened?" Blaine looked at him worried.

Kurt took hold of Blaine's hands and brought them to his mouth. He looked at him through tear filled eyes and nodded slowly. "I remember. I remember everything."

Blaine opened his mouth in shock and before he could say a word Kurt was holding his head with both hands and pulled him into a kiss.

They broke the kiss slowly and stayed close to each other, not willing to let go. Kurt pushed a curl behind Blaine's ear and whispered to his lips

"Let's go home."

The end.