It's so much more than he thought, when he let himself imagine. He always assumed it would be great and just what he wanted.

But this...

This, what Blaine and he are doing, is so much beyond what he ever imagined. And all they've done so far is kiss and move their hips together.

Stopping and sitting up, Kurt kneels over Blaine and gets a good look at what's been out of reach for years and is finally his. He feels like someone who just struck a goldmine and isn't sure what to do with the benefits of the find.

Pushing his boxer-briefs down and off his legs, he watches as Blaine lifts his hips and does the same with his boxers. Seeing him completely naked for the first time, the expanse of tanned skin at his fingertips is enough to have Kurt never wanting to leave this bed and spend forever in this moment with Blaine. But when his eyes travel down and see Blaine's flushed, hard cock with pre-come already at the tip, he knows what he wants.

"Please tell me you are going to do something besides stare at me all night?" Blaine asks with a small laugh, Kurt seeing his eyes filled with a need he's experiencing himself.

Leaning down and kissing him hard, Kurt nips at his lower lip before pulling away. "I'm going to suck your cock now." Without waiting for any kind of reply, he starts to kiss his way down Blaine's chest.

Making his way down Blaine's body, savoring every inch of skin he gets to kiss, he nuzzles his nose in the crease of Blaine's thigh, breathing in the strong smell of him there.

Not wanting to wait a second longer, he licks a stripe up the underside of Blaine's cock and wraps his lips around the head. Sucking, and gathering the pre-come at the tip, he looks up at Blaine through his eyelashes, seeing him biting his lower lip. Taking him all the way into his mouth, earns him a loud moan from Blaine. Not wanting to be caught, he lifts his hand and pushes his middle fingers into Blaine's mouth, moaning around Blaine's cock when he starts to suck on his fingers.

Looking up and seeing that, Kurt thinks it's quite possibly the sexiest thing he's ever seen.

Fingers bury in his hair and tug as he sucks hard, tongue pressing on the vein on the underside, wanting to make this great for Blaine. Hearing the little muffled whines and moans Blaine releases around his fingers, he starts to move faster, trying to get him to come. All it takes is him lifting his mouth so only the head of Blaine's cock is in his mouth and sucking to have him coming down his throat. He swallows everything Blaine has to give, thinking about how he finally knows how he tastes on his tongue.

He pulls off with a pop. Licking his lips and smiling, he moves up and kisses Blaine, letting him taste himself on his tongue. The moan he releases as he sucks on his tongue that if Kurt wasn't already turned on would have him turned on in a second.

"Blaine," he says with a wavering voice when he pulls away. "Can I ask you something?" He sighs as Blaine kisses at his neck, nipping and biting at the skin.

"Ask," Blaine responds.

"Are you a virgin?" The second he asks, he feels Blaine still beneath him. That's answer enough for him, although he had his suspicions.

"In every sense of the fucking word." Blaine drops his head back on the pillow and covers his face with his hands. "Is that a bad thing?" he shyly asks as he looks at Kurt through his fingers.

"No." Kurt smiles as he pulls Blaine's hand away. "It's fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. It's completely fine. Now," he says as he lifts an eyebrow. "Are you ready to do this?"

Blaine smiles and nods his head.

Kurt watches as Blaine turns onto his stomach. Reaching in his drawer for the bottle he keeps there, he squeezes some lube onto his fingers.

"You sure?"

"Yes," Blaine sighs, lifting his hips.

After that, he slowly stretches him, marveling at how his fingers feel inside of Blaine.

Unlike with the other men, he takes his time, savors the how Blaine feels around his fingers. He savors how he gently rocks his hips down trying to get more friction; savors the little moans he lets fall from his lips.

When he's working three fingers inside him and crooks them perfectly, he smiles at the loud moan that produces from Blaine.

"Please!" Kurt hears him quietly beg. "I want you inside me!"

Taking a few more moments to make sure Blaine is fully prepped and ready he removes his fingers and hears Blaine groan at the loss. Grabbing a condom from his nightstand and ripping it open, Kurt rolls it on and strokes himself to spread the remaining lube on his hand.

"Ready?"

Blaine nods his head yes.

Reaching under Blaine, he lifts his hips and positions himself.

Pushing slowly into the delicious heat and tightness of Blaine's body, he hears him release a low moan when his hips hit his ass.

"Fuck!" Kurt quietly curses, stilling his hips for a few moments so he doesn't come right then and there. He's fucked plenty of guys before this; guys that felt great. But something about Blaine is beyond anything he's ever felt when he was with any those of guys. Blaine is everything he imagined and more; he is exactly what he's waited four years to experience. "Are you okay?" he sincerely asks, genuinely worried for the first time about the person he's with.

"Yeah...Yes." Blaine breathes and minutely nods his head. "You feel so good."

"I can say the same." He sees the smile tug the corner of Blaine's mouth when he says that.

After a few moments of breathing, Kurt slowly starts to move his hips. They're gentle rolls that have Blaine moving to his hands and dropping his head. That's what he does for a few moments; taking in how fucking perfect Blaine feels around him. He also doesn't want to be too rough with him on his first time.

"Kurt...Harder!" Blaine groans.

"I don't want to hurt you."

"I don't care." Blaine looks at him over his shoulder with a deep hunger in his eyes. "I want you to fuck me like we both want."

That ignites something in Kurt that changes the pace instantly.

Pulling his hips back and snapping them forward, Kurt covers Blaine's back, reaching under him and gripping his shoulder as he fucks him. Turning Blaine's head and roughly kissing him when he gets to be a little too loud, Kurt can't believe he's actually here after years of dreaming this would happen.

To have Blaine finally under him and letting him do what no other person has. That makes this moment a bit more special to him; knowing he gets to have Blaine before anyone else; gets to be his first. It makes him fall more in love with him to know Blaine trust him this much.

Pushing himself up, he kneels behind Blaine and grips his hips as Blaine keeps one hand planted on the headboard as he fucks him like they both want.

Sweat glistens and gleams and rolls down Blaine's back as he continues to pound into him. He follows a trickle of sweat that rolls down Blaine's spine as he pushes between his shoulder blades and forces him down.

Seeing him bury his head in the pillow, and tilt his ass higher, Kurt ruthlessly fucks into him at the new angle. He hears Blaine's muffled screams and moans he lets out into the pillow, watching his hands vigorously squeeze the sides of the pillow, knuckles turning white.

He fucks him with hard, deep thrusts of his hips. Hard enough for his hipbones to leave red marks all over Blaine's ass. Kurt likes that sight; likes knowing that tomorrow Blaine will still have markings of what's happening right now.

Stuttering his hips, Kurt buries himself deep one last time in Blaine's ass and comes for the first time.

Working his hips through his release, he groans when he feels Blaine clenching around his cock, making it pretty obvious that he just came for a second time.

Doing something he's never done before with anyone, Kurt pulls out and removes the condom, throwing it away. But reaching down and wrapping his fingers around his cock, he starts to stroke himself, not ready to let this opportunity to fuck Blaine as many times as he can this night pass him by. It's too much too soon, but Kurt doesn't care as he looks at Blaine when he turns on his back and watches him.

Staring at eyes that are filled with happiness and blissed out, he feels how quickly his body is responding.

"You gonna fuck me again?" Blaine asks as he spreads his legs open wider. "Because I'm really hoping that is the case here."

That sight alone of having Blaine so open and ready for him, waiting for him to fuck him again has Kurt reaching for another condom and tearing it open. How is he to deny what Blaine wants? Rolling on the condom and slicking himself up, Kurt lines himself up and pushes back in to the delicious heat that is fucking better than anything he's ever felt.

Snapping his hips forward and setting up a rhythm that is great, he grabs under Blaine's ass and lifts it up, moving his hands to the back of his thighs. He spreads him open and watches as Blaine easily takes him again and again.

Angling his hips and thrusting forward, smiling when Blaine lets out a loud scream of pleasure only to realize what he did and bite down on his bottom lip. Continuing to fuck him at that perfect angle, he watches Blaine's hard cock bounce against his belly with every hard thrust of his hips. Watches him tip his head back and claw at the sheets beneath him.

Usually, when it comes to sex, Kurt tunes out everything the other guy is doing and focuses on getting off. Not wanting the sounds they make and how they look to distract and annoy him.

But Blaine.

Blaine...Every little thing he is doing is turning Kurt on even further. The way he lets little whimpers and moans fall from his lips, how he arches his back on particularly good thrusts, how he pushes his ass down to try and get more. All of it is tantalizing to Kurt.

It's then, he realizes, he could spend hours bringing pleasure to Blaine. Make him fall apart with his fingers and mouth. Watch him writhe and tremble with pleasure that he caused and forget all about himself. He could spend hours making it all about Blaine and what he would want, making him come over and over again, wearing him out.

"I...I'm cl-close, Kurt," Blaine mumbles.

Hearing that, Kurt lifts Blaine's legs up onto his shoulders and leans down over him. Pounding his hips into him, Kurt covers Blaine's mouth with his hand when he suddenly comes and screams. He feels him clenching around his cock, and with half a dozen hard thrusts later, Kurt comes again.

Kneeling back up, and dropping Blaine's legs, Kurt slowly pulls out and removes the condom. Tying it up and throwing it in the trash, he grabs a few tissues from the box by the bed and cleans Blaine and himself, throwing those away, too, when finished.

Collapsing on the bed completely spent and satisfied for the moment, Kurt smiles and lets out a small laugh. Looking to Blaine, he finds him staring at him with a smile. Leaning forward, Kurt cups the side of his face and softly kisses him in a way he's never kissed anybody before.

It's a brush of lips together that makes him shudder and his heart skip a beat. The gentle press and movement of lips that fit together unlike with anybody else. The kiss is more tender and filled with love than any he's ever experienced. Smiling against Blaine's lips, he looks into his eyes and captures his lips, once again, in a tender, sweet kiss.

But before he can deepen the kiss, Blaine is pulling away. "I'm sorry; I can't do that."

"Wait!" Kurt says as he watches him climb out of bed and grab his robe and slip it on. "What just happened?"

"Nothing...I just can't...I have to go." Blaine ties his robe and quietly walks out of his room.

Wondering what the fuck just happened, Kurt pulls the covers up higher around himself and lies there, hoping Blaine isn't regretting this.