Blaine was happy to see his boyfriend smile and open up to him more and more everyday they spent together. Kurt was still shy, especially towards people he didn't know. However he had gotten used to Blaine and his friends rather quickly.

Kurt started talking to Blaine about simple things that he would usually never share with anyone, like the times he woke up at night because he had a nightmare. Blaine would always comfort him and listen to him. In the first few weeks Kurt would wonder why Blaine did that, but by now he was used to it. They had been together for 2 weeks now but to them it felt like it had always been that way.

Kurt knew that he had to tell Blaine what was wrong with him and his past sooner or later but he was afraid Blaine would hate him for it or judge him or leave him or think Kurt was whiny. Or attention seeking.

Sometimes it seemed like Blaine knew. One time he came up to him and told him he was beautiful and shouldn't ever doubt that no matter what. That day Blaine had had a rather sad look on his face.

But Kurt couldn't figure out why.

When he had left home to go here, he had wondered how he was going to survive 6 weeks without the blades he had to leave at home, but if he thought about it now, he didn't feel like he needed them. He wasn't able to hurt himself but Blaine was able to fix him.

Kurt realized that after just 5 days with him. He usually awoke a lot at night because of nightmares. By now he barely had any. Blaine made him feel loved a feeling that he had never felt that way. So strong. So overwhelming. Sometimes he would just cry because this was too good to be true and so new. Evertime that happened Blaine worried about him and Kurt was afraid to lose Blaine because of his stupid behavior.

But the crying got less everday. Not that it happened often for that reason but he now was at the point where he barely ever cried. He was too happy to cry. He had made a new group of friends and had a wonderful caring boyfriend, who didnt look to bad either. Not that it mattered to Kurt how anyone looked but it sure wasn't too bad his boyfriend was hot and kind of cute at the same time.

Kurt entered the room this afternoon, he had to buy a postcard for his Mom, and looked around. He didn't saw Blaine anywhere so he assumed he must've gone to the attic again and on their little tower where they had first kissed.

Kurt climbed up the ladder to the attic then went upstairs to the tower. He saw Blaine sitting there, writting something on a piece of paper.

Kurt stood behind him without Blaine noticing. Kurt took the chance to wrap his arms around his boyfriends neck to scare him. "WOW" Blaine yelled and Kurt giggled behind him.

"Oh my god , Kurt." Blaine said. "Was that revenge for that one time on the attic?"

Kurt just grinned. Blaine stood up walked around the bench and moved closer to Kurt.

"You" he said tipping his boyfriend's nose. "Are less innocent than I thought." Blaine said smiling.

Kurt smirked. "You're really pushing it today, huh?" Blaine said, still smiling. He wasn't mad at Kurt, how could he.

Kurt still grinned at him. "Ohhh, C'mere you." Blaine said and ran after Kurt who was running down the stairs and climbing down the ladder so he was back in their dorm. Blaine followed him. Kurt ran out of their room and let Blaine chase him through the dining hall the kitchen and Wes and David's room. Kurt knew he was fast, because he had run from Karofsky and Sebastian a couple of times. Now he entered Nick and Jeff's room., giggling. "can I hide somewhere here?"

"Sure. In the closet." Nick said and Jeff started giggling. "Got it,Nick, got it!" Jeff said and laughed harder. "Jeff I meant he can literally hide in the closet, otherwise that would be a pretty lame joke."

Jeff still laughed. Kurt tried to hide his giggles after he stepped into the small closet.

Shortly after Blaine entered the room.

"Has someone seen a blue-eyed boy with light brown hair?" Blaine asked.

"where did u lose your boyfriend, blainers?" Nick asked.

"I dunno where he is and I miiiiiisss him." Blaine whined playfully. "Awwww" Jeff and Nick cooed at the same time. "Litttle Blainers lost his baby."

Blaine laughed. "Okay I guess he isn't with you. He's got something to pay for with a lot of tickles. When I find him I'll tickle him to death."

"No you won't" Nick said. "You love him way to much for that."

"Admit it. You love him." Jeff said smiling at Blaine.

"I guess, I do....No, I'm pretty sure I do." Blaine said blushing deep red. "Cool so where's the problem?"

"If I tell him maybe he just doesn't love me. Maybe he just- ...I dunno, man. Sometimes i feel like he is hiding something, because he sometimes is just so sad and I wanna help him but I can't. I don't wanna force him to tell me stuff he doesn't like sharing."

Kurt stood in the closet listening to the whole conversation, not sure what to think now. How could Blaine think for one second that Kurt didn't adore him. Blaine was so, so special to him. He loved him with all his heart and soul and in that exact moment he was sure about that.