- Joined: Sep 10, 2011 Submissions: 13 Library: 13
I'd Still Have Felt it
He can't believe it, refuses to accept the fact that Blaine still cares about him and is here in New York just to tell him that he wants him back. It's not that he hasn't wondered, hasn't thought that Blaine still loves him, but he can't let himself get hurt like this.
The Giving Up is the Hardest Part
He stares at his closed closet door for a few moments, contemplating facing the memories to throw out the cheesy, airbrushed t-shirt, sunglasses, and chain necklace that he'll never wear again. Companion piece to "The Waking Up is the Hardest Part."
The Hardest Part
The Waking Up is the Hardest Part
Kurt knew he should've felt the weight of that responsibility heavily; it should have weighed him down to know that Blaine needed him so desperately. But it didn't.
My Heart Should Be Wildly Rejoicing
If Kurt thought that there was pressure involved before, it's been completely forgotten. Kurt struggles to reconcile his and Blaine's platonic relationship with how tactile his friend is.
You'll Add to the Local Color
He'd expected Kurt to be seated with coffee in hand, so it comes as a shock to him when he comes into the coffee shop at 2:05 and Kurt is nowhere in sight.
Ellie
The importance of people named Ellie in Kurt and Blaine's lives, through the eyes of others.
Your Devils and Your Deeds
Blaine, the boy I've been mourning for days, is sitting over there, mourning me. I want so badly to tell him that there's no need, that I'm right here, waiting for him, that I still love him, that I still want him.
Two of a Billion Stars
So, this is a date?' He meant the words to be teasing, but they came out more hopeful than anything else.
The Lack of it Snaps Me in Two
Blaine regrets making that song his ringtone, maybe more than any other decision in his life.
We’ll See Another Day and We Will Praise It
Sort of a 4+1, Kurt promises to stay with Blaine in the events surrounding 'Michael'.
Hold Your Breath Until You See the Light
When a class at Dalton brings back unwanted memories, Blaine helps Kurt to feel right in his skin again. "Kurt is so glad he's here, he can't even care that Blaine came completely out of his way or wonder how he even knew to be here."
If You Come Around Again
In his darkest moments, Kurt questions whether or not he deserves Blaine, if Blaine deserves better. Kurt's first Christmas home from New York.