Only Okay

All Kurt wants is for his dad to be proud of him. But it's agonizing to always come in second to the son who is clearly Burt's favorite: Finn Hudson.I wanted to join my high school glee club. I wanted to join it more than anything. But the New Directions were all about discovering yourself and sharing it with others and I just couldn't (can't) afford to be myself. It would ruin everything.Kurt (who is still in the closet) and Finn move in with Rachel and her out-and-proud roommate Blaine, who is a dance teacher. When Rachel and Finn get engaged, Kurt asks Blaine for some waltzing lessons. But what he gets in return is so much more...However, what will happen if word gets back to Burt? Kurt doesn't want to find out...homophobic!Burt(Rating may change at some point.)

Author's Notes: The rating may change depending on if I decide that I can write semi-acceptable smut...Also this is my first published fic plus I don't have a beta so go easy on me :)Warnings: talk of attempted suicides (and mildly graphic descriptions of said attempts), homophobia (both external and internalized), strong feelings of jealousy and self-hate.(The warnings apply to the whole fic but I will add warnings per chapter if necessary...) Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING but I wish I did.*~*~*~*~*~*~* On fanfiction.net---http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9161426/1/Only-Okay On livejournal.com: http://peachpolish.livejournal.com/582.html