Feb. 19, 2012, 6:55 a.m.
Eavesdropping
I love Kurt but I can't be with him' That voice was undoubtedly Blaine's. Kurt's walking to his dorm when he overhears a conversation beetween his best friend Blaine and David, but what could he possibly mean?
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Eavesdropping
"I love Kurt, but I can't be with him" That voice was clearly Blaine's. Kurt didn't stay to hear more. Was Blaine ashamed of him? Well he must've been. So Kurt ran, his heart breaking as it did so.
"I'm going to find Kurt" Blaine said softly to the dark skinned boy he'd been talking to. He walked towards his best friends room, and knocked cautiously.
"Kurt?"
"Go away Blaine" Kurt answered coldly.
"I don't understand Kurt, what happened?" Blaine asked worriedly.
"Like you don't know"
"No I don't, I have no idea!"
"Just go away, I have nothing to say to you Blaine"
"Yeah but I have something to say to you, what did I do wrong, huh? Please explain because frankly I don't have a clue!!"
"Your pathetic Blaine, just go, I don't want to talk to you!" That's what did it for Blaine, he broke down in tears. "Why are you still there?!" Kurt demanded opening the door, "Wait you're crying"
"I-I'm sorry, I'm leaving now, I know I'm pathetic Kurt, and honestly, I don't need you to remind me" And Blaine turned and ran away, leaving a guilty Kurt. He had made the seemingly unbreakable Blaine cry, but he deserved it after all.
But Kurt felt wrong...
"Blaine wait I-"
"I thought you had nothing to say to me Kurt!" Blaine said coldly, "And to think I was naive enough to think you actually had feelings for me" Blaine wiped furiously at his falling tears. "I really am pathetic!"
"Blaine?"
"Goodbye Kurt" Blaine choked. Kurt felt like a pure and utter Jackass. He had made Blaine cry, the boy who'd been there for him through it all, sang to him, lifted his spirits, his best friend. How could he have been so mean? He was a bitch at times, but he wasn't usually mean, so why did he say that? Kurt honestly didn't know anything anymore. But surely he wasn't fully to blame? Blaine had been a bit of a jackass himself. But why did he feel so bad? Kurt didn't understand, his mind was still trying to comprehend that he had made the seemingly unbreakable curly haired boy cry, and what did Blaine mean by thinking Kurt had 'Feelings for him' Did Blaine like him? Fat chance, then again he heard Blaine say he loved him and couldn't be with him, and Kurt just got mad all over again.
Kurt knew all he needed was a much missed 'girls night' with Mercedes and Rachel. Maybe he could organize one last minute....
Pushing the sleepover behind him, Kurt knew he had much bigger things to deal with, one Blaine Anderson. A sleepover with the girls was an extremely dominant solution, maybe they could help him with his 'Blaine problem' as he decided to call it.
He ran his fingers through his now messy hair and called Mercedes. That girl would cheer him up.
"Hey white boy, those Warbler's treating you right?" Kurt smiled, that was always the first question Mercedes asked whenever he called her.
"I have a bit of a Problem 'Cedes, I heard Blaine saying to David that he loved me but he couldn't be with me, I got so pissed Mercedes! And then I called him pathetic, I made him cry, Mercedes, cry! But he hurt me so why do I feel bad!" Kurt exclaimed all in one breath.
"Can't you just call it even and go talk to him?" Mercedes suggested, "Did he say anything else?" Kurt sighed.
"He told me that he couldn't believe he was naive enough to think I had feelings for him. What does he mean 'Cedes?"
"I think he's in love with you and thought you loved him back, maybe with you calling him pathetic meant you didn't like him back and maybe someone has said it to him before." Mercedes answered.
"He did say that he already knew he was pathetic and didn't need me to remind him, and how could he possibly think I don't like him back, I've been in love with him ever since we sang Baby It's Cold Outside in the senior commons" Kurt replied
"Then tell him that Kurt, tell him how you feel, apologize to him, but not until you tell him what you overheard, because what you heard mightn't be what he meant." Mercedes reasoned.
"Your right Mercedes, wish me luck" Kurt said with a weak smile.
"Good look white boy, go get your hobbit!" Kurt hung up the phone ready to confront the brown eyed boy. Kurt walked two doors down the hallway and knocked on the door.
"Go away!" A muffled voice answered from the other side of the door. "Blaine, open the door we need to talk!" Kurt demanded.
"I thought you had nothing to say to me!" Blaine shouted back. "Yeah, I had nothing to say to you, I do now, so open up or so help me I will burn all your gel!"
"You wouldn't!" Blaine answered.
"You know I would Blainers, now open up!" Kurt heard Blaine grumble and walk towards his dorm room door, when he opened it up, he took note of Blaine's appearance, and once again felt that guilt. His curly hair had escaped from its helmet and was flopping in his face, his hazel eyes were red rimmed and puffy from crying, his Dalton uniform was crinkled from lying on his bed and sobbing. Kurt tried to hold back tears of his own as he realized that Blaine looked so vulnerable because of him, he had made Blaine feel so bad and so broken, and it was the worst feeling ever. "Blaine I-" Blaine cut him off.
"Let's just get this over with Kurt" Blaine said voice cracking.
Kurt sighed "I called you what I called you because, I overheard your conversation with David, I heard you saying you loved me but you couldn't be with me, I-I thought you were ashamed of me"
"So that was what all this is about, Kurt, you've got it all wrong. I didn't say that because I was ashamed of you, don't be stupid! You know how much I admire you Kurt!"
"Then why did you say it?"
"I said it because, Kurt, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I always manage to screw everything up, yes I love you, and it's not that I'm ashamed to be with you, not at all, it's just if I screw this up, like I do to everything else, I'll lose you, and I just couldn't bear to do that, not at all" tears cascaded down Blaine's cheeks and Kurt reached his hand out to wipe them away.
"Hey, no more tears, I feel like such a jackass right now, you're not pathetic not even a little bit, and I totally understand if you never want to talk to me again and -mph" Kurt's ramblings were cut off by Blaine's lips. Kurt was surprised at first but kissed him back. They broke apart oxygen getting the better of them, and smiled at each other. "Oh and by the way, I love you too, I've loved you since we sang Baby It's Cold Outside in the senior commons"
Blaine blushed and went back in for a second kiss. Maybe mis-interprating things wasn't that bad after all.