
June 18, 2012, 4:16 p.m.
June 18, 2012, 4:16 p.m.
Kurt was in a car accident, a pretty bad one... he's dying Daddy!Klaine Kurt!Death
Last week Kurt Anderson had been in a car accident, a pretty bad one. He’d been driving down the highway when a truck had ploughed across form the other side smashing in to Kurt's car. The accident had left him paralysed from the waist down, and a small inoperable brain stem haemorrhage, he was slowly dying.
“Hey baby,” said Blaine as he entered Kurt's hospital room, their little girl on his hip.
“Hey! What’s that? Some new flowers?” asked Kurt curious.
“Yes daddy, I thought you’d like some colour in your room” said Rebecca, it was obvious she’d been crying. “When are you coming home, we miss you… Daddy really misses you, he pretends he doesn’t but I hear him crying at night”
“Oh, Becky” said Kurt smiling sadly. “I can’t come home, honey” Kurt paused, he’d been dreading telling Becky that he wouldn’t becoming home, that she’d be losing her daddy.
“The doctors won’t let me go home, honey, I’m going to be… going away soon, and I won’t be coming back” said Kurt, tears starting to roll down his cheeks.
“Why don’t you love me and daddy anymore?” she said looking very upset.
“No, no, I love you guys very much.”
“Then why are you leaving?”
“Rebecca, honey.” said Blaine, his eyes red, and shining with unushed “daddy Kurt is, daddy Kurt is going and he will become an angel”
Blaine broke down in to sobs. He wasn’t ready to lose Kurt, and he really didn’t want Becky to lose her Daddy.
“But Becky, I will always be with you, in here” Kurt said pointing at his little girls heart.
They both looked on the brink of tears.
“Hey bex, why don’t you pop along to the TV room, I think they’ve put 'Finding Nemo' on”
“Oooh Finding Nemo” she said.
“I’ll come and get in a little bit and we’ll go and get some food.” said Blaine patting Becky on the head.
“You really cry every night?” asked Kurt when she had left.
“Yeah. Kurt I don’t want to lose you, I can’t… I’m not ready it’ll be like, like losing a part of myself”
“Oh baby, come here,” said Kurt, Blaine sunk in to Kurt’s embrace. “I love you, and I will always be watching over you, and I want you to be happy, eventually… find a new person to love you and hold you take care of you okay. I don’t want you to linger on my… passing okay, you and Becky need to get on and enjoy life”
“It won’t be life without you, my husband by my side, watching Becky grow up, become a woman… you are going to miss so much”
“Shush baby, I know and it makes me sad that I’ll never see her walk down the aisle, intimidate the first boy she brings home, talk to her about her problems, fashion crises. But I’ve had a great life, and I don’t regret a thing, I have had the most amazing relationship with a man who has stuck by me through everything”
Blaine picked up Kurt carefully and moved him across the bed and lay down next to him. He nuzzled in to Kurt's neck.
“So, how, erm, how?”
“Much longer? Doctors think a few days, the bleeding has increased.”
“Oh, that soon, I’m really going to miss you, my beautiful, beautiful angel”
“I’m not an angel yet Blaine.”
“You’ve always been my angel, the moment I met you, you were like a vision. The light, it hit you so perfectly you just looked so-” Blaine couldn’t finish that sentence because Kurt's lips were on his.
“I’m so glad you stopped on that staircase… it was the moment my life changed forever. You’ve brightened my days for 15 years, thank you; you’ve made my life so great,”
They lay there sobbing for a half hour.
“B-blaine, I think th-there’s something w-w-rong” stuttered Kurt.
“What is it baby?”
“My head really, really h-hurts and I c-c-can’t breathe”
“Okay hold on I’ll go get a nurse just hold on- don’t you can’t, not yet” said Blaine, getting up and walking
“B-blaine, there’s no time, I’m dying I can- I can feel it, there’s nothing more they can do…come here please, I want your eyes to be the last thing I see.”
“Okay baby, I’m not going anywhere… I’ll stay” tears clouded Blaine's vision, this was it he was losing the love of his life.
“Blaine, always remind Becky that I love her, and, and, find someone for yourself, someone to make you happy, you don’t have to do it alone and Blaine I will always love you” that last part came out as a whisper, the room filled with the consent beep of the heart monitor, Kurt was gone… he was with his mother now.
~~~
“Hey Becky” said Blaine his eyes still sore “I need to talk to you”
“What is it daddy? Are you upset because daddy can’t come home?” she asked, smiling and hugging Blaine.
“Daddy has gone away now, he’s an angel now sweetie?” said Blaine trying and failing to hold back the tears.
“He’ll make a very pretty angel” said Rebecca, tears starting to fall down her cheeks. “I’m going to miss daddy”
“So am I Becky so am I. He’s always belonged with the angles, I was lucky to have him…”
“Mr Anderson, we have some papers that we need you to sign. Is there anyone we can call to pick you guys up?” said the doctor.
“Err, yeah could you phone the Hudson’s, they live on 223 elm. Bex why don’t you go wait for Lydia in the TV room,” said Blaine as he walked with the doctor to sign Kurt's documents.
“Okay daddy.”
~~~
“Blaine.” said Rachel, her eyes were red and puffy “I can’t believe he’s gone.”
“Where’s Bex” asked a small dark haired little girl. “I want to give her a hug; I’m going to miss Uncle Kurt”
“She’s just down the hall” said Blaine “In the TV room”
“Bex” she called as she made her way down the hall.
“So, Blaine was it, was it peaceful?” asked Finn, tears streaming down his face.
“Not really, I think he was in a lot of pain… he died in my arms” said Blaine before he fully burst into tears. “He’s gone, he’s gone and never coming back”
Blaine signed the last of the papers.
“Hey guys could we stay over at your place I really don’t want to be alone tonight, and, and our apartment is just full of Kurt, his pillow still smells like him…”
“Of course you can Blaine”
When they arrived at the TV room, Bex and Lydia were talking.
“My Daddy is an Angel now, daddy said he always belong with them” said Becky as tears, started to fall.
The End
I was sobbing
oh god. i am crying so hard its not even funny. i will be sure to keep clare and her family in my thoughs and prayers. but this not the daddy klaine that i asked for. just so you know.
I am so, so sorry honey, thank you and i know... i'll stick to fluffy daddy!klaine from now on