Why did he always have to be late? 

Why didnt he call Kurt to tell him he cant make it for dinner? Like every other night that they spent in the same bed but so apart. Kurt was getting fed up. He looked at the clock to see it was 11 pm now. So he guy up from the table were he was sitting for 2 hours straight. He was so angry, Blaine was supposed to be home 3 hours ago and look at it now. All the food Kurt had cooked, Blaines favorites and they were all ruined. He was getting more angry by the second so he got up dumped all the food he had spent hours on to prepare in the bin and dumped the dirty dishes and clean dishes all in the sink without touching them. He angrily blew out the candles that were nearly melted all the way and made his way to the bedroom to get ready to sleep. He went through his routine fast and got under the covers on his side of the bed facing the window. He was still so angry. He just wanted to be sleep by the time Blaine gets home, so he wont regret all the things he would say that is going through his mind right now. He was shaking out if his own body from anger and disappointment. Its been 3 months since Blaine started recording for his album and Kurt has been genuinely happy for him to be able to achieve his dream but he couldnt take it anymore. 

They havent had time together forever and they havent had sex for nearly 2 months. 2 months. They were married for 2 years now and he remembered a time when they couldnt go 1 night without touching each other, either they would snuggle and talk until hey fell sleep or they would fall sleep because of exhaustion of the sex, because lets face it theyre amazing when they are together. But now the only contact they have had for 2 months is the hurried pecks on the lips while Blaine is rushing out of the house in the mornings. Now Kurt is much more angrier than he was before. He feels like he is the only one in this marriage these days and he is holding them together. Just as he closed his eyes to try to relax himself from screaming in anger, he heard the front door open and close slowly, and he knows that Blaine is home. He pretends to be sleep in order to prevent himself from getting into a fight with Blaine at midnight although he can feel himself on the verge of annoyance. He can tell exactly what Blaine is doing. He can imagine Blaine going in the kitchen and seeing the sink full with dishes and the wasted food in the bin. He then hears him come in their bedroom and he can feel his husbands eyes on him. He hears the shuffling as Blaine goes into the bathroom to change and then he hears him come out and get in the bed behind him. He still pretends to be sleep although the warmth beside him is making him feel as if he just wants to get away from this house. 

He feels Blaines lips on his neck and he shivers with anger still not reacting to him, but he knows that Blaine knows that he is not sleep. Then he feels Blaine planting open mouthed kisses behind his neck and continue to his jaw and he feels Blaines hand snake around him to settle below his stomach and caress the skin there and Kurt knows he cant control himself anymore, he pulls away and turns to Blaine looking at him with all the anger he has in his body. I mean how dare he touch Kurt like that while the last 2 months he hasnt paid attention to him or their marriage or their sex life. How does he think that after breaking his promise for the thousandth time and missing dinner he can just come home and touch him like there is nothing wrong and they should just have sex whenever Blaine wants and needs him. 

"What are you doing?" Kurt asks him angrily and breathing heavily. 

"I... I was kissing you." Blaine said taken aback by the anger in his husband. 

"Oh yeah. Well you dont have the right to do that. That you think everything is just fine because its not." Kurt told him, his voice louder now as he pulled away from Blaines touch. 

"Im sorry I know youre angry about me being late but I was working in the studio, we can have dinner tomorrow, no big deal." Blaine said sitting now. 

Kurt just stared at him not believing what he was hearing right now. He is on the verge of tears, not wanting to break down in from of Blaine so he gets up and starts to change his clothes to jeans and a shirt. He pulls his shirt over his head first of all. 

"Yeah youre right, no big deal, just like every other night were I stay up waiting for you to get home at the time you actually had promised, to find myself sitting in the kitchen for 3 hours waiting. But you know what? Its no big fucking deal that I spent all afternoon cooking your favorite meal for you and trying to make it a perfect night but you know its no big deal that I dumped all the food In the bin because it was ruined once again by you breaking your promises, but you know its my fault actually because I just care too much. Maybe I should start doing the same thing as youre doing and dont give a shit about our marriage because frankly I feel like Im the only one that is keeping us together. And you know what? How dare you come home at midnight and want sex? Huh? Because its been 2 months that you havent touched me and you expect to just have sex and make it all better, well you dont have the right. And it doesnt change anything and it only makes me feel like a cheap person because apparently you dont give a shit about me or our marriage." Kurt screams all this out while pointing at him in the appropriate times and getting dressed at the same time and When he stops talking he realizes he is standing in the middle of their room. His wallet and his car keys and a duffel bag on his shoulder. Shaking out of his own body. 

Blaine has a look of horror and regret all over his face. He gets up hesitantly and approaches Kurt and Kurt takes a step back showing he is not welcome in his personal space. 

"Baby, I am so-" Blaine starts but is cut with the sharp voice of Kurt. 

"Do not call me baby. Im not your baby until you decide what you want. Because what I want is my husband back and this is not him and hasnt been him for 3 months now. Im going to my dads and you stay here and figure out what you want out if this marriage and me." Kurt tells him with a shaky and quieter. The anger is still evident in his face, as he steps back and storms out of the room. 

Blaine follows him to the front door to see him putting on his boots. 

"Please Kurt Im so sorry-" Blaine starts to apologize but is once again cut off by the quiet shaky voice and the look on Kurts face begging him to stop talking.

"Please, just, I need to be away from you right now."Kurt says and turns around and he is out of the house. He gets in the car and just drives away. Leaving Blaine to stand in the doorway looking after him. 

Blaine goes inside the house crying until the morning hours and thinking how stupid he was to get lost in his work and making Kurt feel miserable about their marriage. 

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Kurt speeds to Burts house. Not knowing how fast he had drove but he definitely isnt angry anymore, just sad and disappointed and hurting. 

He glanced at the cars clock to see it was 2 oclock as he parked the car and got out. He knew Burt and Carole would be sleep probably. But he didnt have anywhere else to go, he just needed his dad right now, so he rang the bell hoping that only one of them would woke so that he at least only woke one person. After a few minutes the door opened and he saw his sleepy dad clad in a navy robe on his pajamas standing in front of him looking concerned. 

"Kurt? What are you doing here? Are you okay?" Burt ushered him inside as he saw his son looking defeated and hurt. 

"Im okay, well not really, but Im physically okay. Can I stay here tonight?" Kurt said barely above a whisper. 

"Yes of course, but what is going on? Where is Blaine? What happened?" Burt was getting impatient by the second and he just wants to know what is wrong with his son. 

"Blaines home. I had a fight with him and I just needed to get away. Can we please talk about this tomorrow, I just wanna sleep right now." Kurt said with tears in his eyes. Burt sees his son begging for him to not ask more questions and he just leans over and takes his son in his arms just like he used to when he was a kid. 

Kurt starts to sob quietly on Burts chest for nearly 15 minutes but then he starts to calm down a little and pulls away to whip away his tears. 

Burt stands up and pulls Kurt up with himself. 

"Comon, lets get you to bed." Burt said and leads him to his old bedroom carrying his duffel bag. Kurt sits on the bed and Burt puts the bag beside him on the bed. 

"Thanks dad." Kurt whispers. 

Burt bents down and kisses the top of his head. 

"Try to get some sleep bud." Burt says and leaves the room. 

Kurt strips down to his boxers and gets under the covers. Missing the warmth of the body he is so used to feel every night, even these last two months that they havent touched each other but simply just knowing that the warmth is beside him, and still with him. But now he feels cold as tears slide down his cheeks numbly and he falls sleep.

Burts heart is broken for his kid, who is absolutely not a kid anymore. He is married now, has his own life and his own problems, grown up problems. As he made his way to his and Caroles bedroom he prayed that whatever is  troubling their marriage would resolve soon so his son wouldnt be so sad and defeated. As he entered their room he saw a Carole was awake sitting in bed waiting for him.  

"How is he? Is he okay?" Carole asks immediately as he sees Burt close the door behind him. 

"No, he isnt okay. I dont know what exactly happened but they had a big fight and then Kurt just couldnt stand it anymore so he came here." Burt says with sad eyes. 

"I heard him cry and I was concerned, but I thought to leave you guys together is the best." Carole says and lays back down beside his husband. 

"Yeah, Thanks you. I just hope theyre gonna be okay." Burt whispers quietly. 

"Me too." Carole says and kisses his cheek as they try to get some sleep. 

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The next morning, Kurt wakes up with a pounding ache in his head. He got out of bed and pulled on sweat pants and a t-shirt to get something to eat since he hasnt eaten anything last night. He stepped into hall way and took the stairs to the kitchen. He entered to see Burt sitting around the table with his coffee and newspaper. Instantly knowing that Carole is in the hospital for her morning shift. 

"Morning" Burt says as he sees his son coming in. 

"Morning" Kurt says suddenly the growling of his stomach much more louder. He goes to the fridge and pulls out some toast to have with coffee. He inhales the strong smell of coffee and feels himself wake by the minute. He hums in satisfaction and bites some of his toast. 

Burt is observing him over his newspaper. Kurts hair is messed up, but for once Burt thinks he actually doesnt care right now, and it reminds him of the little boy that had such a big personality even when he was 5 or 6. Those days were Burts favorite but now he looks at his son closely and sees those black bags under his eyes and it shows just how much he has grown out of that 5 year old boy who had tea parties in the backyard with him. He is pulled out if his thoughts when Kurt gets up to rinse his plate and fill his mug with coffee again. 

Burt puts down the newspaper and waits for Kurt to sit back down. The silence is nothing but comfortable but Burt cant hold himself anymore. Kurt sits back on his seat and is mostly awake now so Burt starts talking. 

"Did you sleep well last night?" Burt asks breaking the silence. 

"More like this morning but yeah I did." Kurt says quietly with a hoarse voice and clears his voice. 

"So how are you feeling?" Burt asks again.

"I dont know. I... Its frustrating." Kurt says and rubs at his eyes tiredly. 

"You wanna tell me whats going on?" Burt says softly. 

"We had a fight and I just ummm I couldnt stay there for another minute." Kurt says tiredly. 

"Why?" Burt asks. 

"I dont know I just I had to get away from him." Kurt says. 

"What happened Kurt? What did you fight about? You know you can talk to me right?" Burt gets to the point quickly not wanting to dance around the issue anymore. 

Kurt looked at him sadly and just started to talk. 

"Umm as you know 3 months ago Blaine started to record the album and hasnt been home most of time, he is constantly in the studio, breaking his promises with me and ditching dinners, nowadays its always work first and I just I miss my husband, I havent seen him in forever, we sleep in the same bed but we dont even see each other. I mean we havent had..." Kurt starts talking but when he is on autopilot he forgets to censor some private stuff but I mean this is his father, he knows everything about his life he might as well know about some of his sex life. Some being the operative word here. 

"You havent had what?" Burt asks obliviously but knowing exactly whats going on. 

"We... We havent touched each other for 3 months now and I just miss him dad, I miss my old Blaine, the Blaine who couldnt go a day without kissing me or.. or.. and I just I miss my Blainey." Kurt says whispering in the end. 

Burt is shocked by the amount of time they havent "touched each other" as Kurt puts it because he remembers when they were teenagers and Burt had walked in on them every week of the summer after senior year in the house, finding them in all kinds of positions and states of undress. He gets up and pulls his son in his arms, wanting to tell him that everything is gonna be okay but he cant because he is not the one to tell. 

"So now what?" Burt asks as they pull away. 

"Ummm... I told him to decide what he wants out of this marriage and me, I also told him that I want my real husband back, the one that cares about me, my feelings and our marriage." Kurt says whipping his tears away. 

"Its gonna be okay Kurt. I dont think you have any idea of how much Blaine exactly loves you. Believe me its different when you are an outsider, looking at a  relationship, but the way he looks at you sometimes I hate him because youre still my kid, but I know that its filled with all the love that the man has in him." Burt said softly with all his love. 

Kurts eyes sting from all the crying and he pushes the heels of his hands on his eyes to stop the fresh set of tears to spill over. 

"I just... Im so tired." Kurt says with his eyes still covered. 

"Comon, youre coming with me to the garage, you need a distraction for a while." Burt says and pulls Kurt up with him. They get ready and Leave for the shop. 

Kurt helps his dad with fixing some of the cars and helping the customers. When its almost 6 oclock, Kurt leaves the shop with his own car to go buy some stuff for dinner and heads home (well Burts home) to shower and make something for dinner thinking Carole is still at the hospital. Burt not much after him, locks up and heads home.

When he gets home he sees the lights are on, thinking that Burt is already at the house, but then he notices the two cars in the driveway are not Burts and Caroles but theyre Caroles and Blaines cars. He parks the car and kills the engine but doesnt get out. He takes a deep breath and closes his eyes, but then there is a knock on the window, and he sees its his dad waiting outside. He didnt even realize Burt was just behind him. He gets out of the car and follows his dad to the house. 

He doesnt want to do this. He cant help but think that Blaine will want a divorce and he can feel his heart pounding in his chest. He feels sick. But he knows, he cant avoid the inevitable, so he enters the house after Burt and closes the door with a quiet click. 

Kurt can hear Blaine talking with Carole in the kitchen and he misses that voice. He misses everything about his husband, but he tries to suppress the feeling and calm himself down to be able to do this. Whatever this is. 

He enters the kitchen after Burt takes the grocery bags and goes into the kitchen. As soon as he enters the kitchen he sees Blaine get up from his chair which is across from Carole. They both turn to look at him. Blaine looks like hell. His hair is messed up and his eyes are bloodshot. 

"Kurt." Blaine says as he gets up. 

"Hey." Kurt says quietly, not moving from his place in the door frame. The house is so quiet, except the rustling  of the grocery bags that Burt puts down on ye counter. 

"C-can we talk?" Blaine asks anxiously. 

"Yeah." Kurt whispers and looks down at his feet to stop himself from crying, because he cant see this broken Blaine anymore. 

Carole gets up and drags Burt outside, muttering something like "lets give em some privacy." 

There is absolute silence when they leave, leaving Blaine and Kurt staring at their feet.

"I miss you." Blaine says barely a whisper but Kurt hears him anyway. 

"Yeah?" Kurt asks looking at him, tears brimming in his eyes. 

"Of course, Kurt Ive never missed you so much in my life, and Im so so so so sorry that I made you feel like I didnt care about you or our marriage because god Kurt Ive never loved anyone the way I love you and Im so sorry for not showing you how much I care about you, Ive just been under so much pressure from the label and my manager that I totally forgot that the most important thing in my life is you. I talked with the label and took a raincheck for the release date so I have time to spent with you because Kurt I dont want to achieve my dreams if youre not gonna be by my side, and I love you so much. Please come back to me. Come home. Please." Blaine says all this in a rush and starts crying somewhere in the middle of his speech. Kurt is also crying when Blaine stops talking and Kurt steps closer to his husband and brings his hand up to brush away the drops of tears. 

He closes the distance between them and captures his husbands lips in a needy kiss. He has missed those lips so much. Those soft lips that never cease to make him fall apart. They get lost in their kiss that nothing matters anymore than just now in this moment. The love that they have in their heart for each other is something beyond words. Beyond the walls of this house and beyond reasons. 

Kurt pulls away first and rests their foreheads together breathing Blaine in. 

"I love you so much. Youll never know how much I missed you, and Im so happy that you changed the date for the album because it kills me seeing you barely sleep and eat and Ive missed my husband so much. I mean I didnt get to see you for 2 days at some point in the past 2 months, even though we were sleeping in the same bed every night." Kurt sits Blaine on the chair and sits in his lap, looping his arms around his neck. 

"I know baby, I know and Im so sorry. Will you forgive me?" Blaine asks and pulls Kurt close by his waist. 

"Yes, youre forgiven, but please we can never ever go this long without sex, okay?" Kurt says partly joking. 

"Oh thank god, Ive missed you so much." Blaine says and crashes their lips together. He sucks his husbands lips in his mouth like his life depended on it and plunges his tongue in Kurts mouth. Kurts hands slide into his hair, those slender fingers that are one of his most favorite things about kurt and he feels like hes home again. 

They pull apart when they hear Burts cough from the doorway. 

"I see you guys are okay then." Burt says awkwardly from walking on his son and his husband making out. He should have known. 

"Yeah, were good." Kurt says still looking in those amber eyes. 

"Good, Im glad. Well we ordered food. It should be here in 5. Come out whenever you want." Burt says and leaves them again. 

Kurt wraps his hands around Blaines shoulders again, and kisses him sweetly. They pull apart after awhile and get up to go eat with the family. 

Before Blaine can exit the kitchen, Kurt pulls him back by his wrist and kisses him again, and Blaine kisses back immediately. 

"I love you." Kurt says as he pulls away. 

"I love you too." Blaine tells him and kisses him again.

They join Burt and Carole afterwards and have a nice dinner with some small talk. After they eat Kurt and Blaine say their goodbyes and are on their way to their house. 

When they get home, Kurt is attacked by Blaines lips. He kisses him everywhere as they make their way to the bedroom. Thy dont even know how they got naked until they are rolling in bed from side to side, kissing roughly, fighting for dominance, but its mild, and they just enjoy themselves and each other. 

"God, Ive missed this so much." Kurt says as he grinds his cock against Blaines, resulting a long moan from Blaine. 

"Ahhhh, me too. Fuck" Blaine moans and brings his hips up looking for the friction again. 

"I wanna suck you, tell me when youre close and then I wanna fuck you so hard you cant walk for days." Kurt whispers in his ear and nibbles at the lobe.  

"Yes oh god Kurt please, please. I need you so bad." Blaine is begging by this point and kisses Kurts neck and sucks at it and bits the porcelain  creamy skin.

Kurt kisses down Blaines body and takes his cock in his mouth completely. 

"OH SHIIIIT Kurt." Blaine screams as he feels the shocking hotness and wetness on his cock. The feel of Kurts tongue on the underside of his cock makes him through his head back and fist his hands on Kurts hair. 

Kurt keeps sucking him, he takes the base in his hand and strokes while he suck at the tip and runs his tongue in the slit. Blaines hands Are now close to painfully in his hair so he pulls off his cock and kisses his whole body up to his face. He lays on Blaine and kisses him deeply but slowly and as soon as he plunges his tongue in Blaines mouth, he feels Blaine wrap his legs around him and flip them over, so that now Kurt is underneath him. 

Blaine pulls away enough so he can look at Kurt and he pecks his plump red lips, and showers his whole face with kisses. He kisses the shell of his ear and whispers in his ear, "I love you gorgeous." 

Kurt looks at him with adoration in his eyes and kisses him slowly, pouring everything he feels into the kiss.

Everything escalates fast as they kiss, all teeth and tongue. And Blaine grinds down their cocks together. 

"Let me ride you baby." Blaine says barely above a whisper .

"Yes." Kurt says breathily. 

Blaine reaches to the night stand and grabs the lube, straddling his husbands thighs. He hands the lube to Kurt and says "stretch me baby?" 

"Yes baby." Kurt says and pours some lube in his hand and reaches behind Blaine. 

He circles his finger around his entrance that results a soft sigh from Blaine. He pushes his index finger in and crooks it. 

"Ahh fuck, that feels so good. Another one." 

Kurt pushes another finger inside him and pumps them inside him. 

Only one more finger and Blaine is writhing above him. He takes his fingers out gently and lubes up his cock. 

Blaine kisses him as he sinks down on him. It feels so good and so much pressure at the same time that Kurt has to prevent himself from thrusting up into Blaine. 

"So full." Blaine says with a please t whine as he pulls up and sinks down again. 

"Oh shit baby, you feel amazing." Kurt says as he grabs at Blaines hips. 

Blaine starts thrusting down harder as he Kurt thrusts up. Its so good that Kurt doesnt want to stop but he also doesnt want it to end so fast. 

He sits as he kisses Blaine deeply, as they rock together hotly. 

"Ive missed you so much. Ive missed this." Kurt says as he smooths down his hands down Blaines naked back and kissed his shoulder. 

"Me too. So much. I love you my love." Blaine said breathily as he tried to fuck himself on him again. 

"Oh baby, please make me come? I need to come so bad. I need you." Blaine said as he sucked on Kurts neck hungrily. 

Suddenly Kurt flings blaine on his back and puts Blaines legs on his shoulder as he starts fucking him hard and fast.

"Yes yes yes, Oh god." Blaine moans loudly as he is already so close to coming. 

"Fuck baby" kurt says as he fucks him harder and strokes his cock with his right hand. His other hand holding himself inches away from Blaine so he doesnt crush him. 

"FUCKFUCK SHIT." Blaine screams as he comes in between them, shaking from pleasure. Seconds later and a few more thrusts and he comes inside his husband with his name on his lips. 

He collapses on Blaine, still inside him and breaths him in. 

"That was amazing." Kurt says. 

"Youre amazing." Blaine says back immediately and kisses him sloppily. 

That night they didnt have sex, they made love. They fell sleep in the arms of the other and felt like a married couple again. 

Fights come and go but one thing that they are absolutely sure of is that they will never forget what they are, and how much they mean to each other even if sometimes they cant stand each other.