“God, Kurt, I missed you so much,” Blaine whispered hotly against Kurt’s neck.

“Not as much as I missed you. You were out of it for several days. I have been fully aware of how much I missed you every.single.day.” And he had. Kurt literally was aching with need.

The boys were shedding clothing as quickly as they could as they made it over to Blaine’s bed.

“Just hurry up and get naked, then. I need you. You’re so gorgeous. Wanna look at you.” Kurt shed his underwear and hopped on the bed on all fours, giving his ass a little teasing shake. Blaine groaned loudly and fanned his hands out over Kurt’s creamy, smooth ass. Kurt backed into the hands, but was met by a hard, wet cock instead. He felt the air knocked out of him and planted his face in the cool sheets.

“Blaine,” he whined. God, he needed this, wanted this. It had been too long.

“What do you want, baby?” Blaine asked. He was on the bed, too, draped over Kurt’s back. It felt almost too good, too perfect.

“God, Blaine, I missed you so much. If anything worse had happened…” Kurt choked out. He wouldn’t cry. He’d shed enough tears over this fiasco. Now was a time for renewal.

Blaine rolled him so that they were facing each other. Kurt could see the love he felt reflected in his lover’s eyes. Blaine leaned down and gently kissed Kurt’s lips. Kurt lifted his hands and cupped the sides of Blaine’s face bringing him closer. The kiss deepened, tongues darted out, met and tangled. The dance was familiar and comforting.

“What do you want, Kurt?” Blaine reverently kissed his eyes, cheeks, chin and forehead. Kurt felt his heart swell and burst.

“I want you. Please make love to me,” Kurt said. And this was new. Blaine had to know what Kurt was requesting. Kurt felt butterflies flutter around in his stomach. He closed his eyes and waited.

“Are…are you sure?” Blaine was panting now.

“God, yes. I want to know what it’s like. I want to feel you that way,” Kurt answered.

“Promise you’ll tell me to stop if you change your mind or it hurts or anything. I…just promise.”

“Of course,” Kurt promised. Kurt wasn’t sure if he’d like it, but he really wanted to try. They had found that spot before, so he knew it could feel good. Hell, he’d seen Blaine fall apart many times now.

Blaine opened his nightstand drawer and pulled out lube and a condom. Kurt could see his hands shaking as he did it. Kurt loved this boy so, so much. He was caring and considerate. He trusted him so completely it amazed him sometimes.

“Okay, so I’m going to be completely honest. I’m extremely nervous now,” Blaine admitted. Kurt smiled, it was so Blaine and he loved it.

“You mean you don’t have a plan for this? Come on, surely you’ve given it some thought,” Kurt teased. Blaine looked at him sheepishly. Caught!

“I’ve had some fantasies.” Blaine’s eyes had grown dark and lustful. Kurt shivered.

“Then pick one and make love to me already,” Kurt said with a smirk. Kurt could practically see the gears turning in Blaine’s head as he tried to decide which of his fantasies he would act on today. Finally, Blaine took a deep breath and set the supplies down on the bed.

Blaine scooped Kurt up and brought him to the edge of the bed. Blaine stood between his legs and laid over him. Kurt arched his back as Blaine kissed down his chest and licked at each of his nipples. Blaine continued his path of kisses down Kurt’s body until he was nuzzling the little patch of hair over the base of his cock. Kurt’s breath caught in his throat and he let it out with a groan. Blaine was licking at his cock like it was a lollipop.

Kurt muttered a bunch of unintelligible words that he would be embarrassed by if he wasn’t so caught up in how good his boyfriend's mouth felt right now. Blaine was now sucking all of him in and doing the most amazing things with his tongue. Kurt tapped on Blaine’s head to get him to back off before this ended much too soon. Blaine gave one last kiss to the tip of him before grabbing the lube and rubbing it between his fingers.

They were still in safe, familiar territory. Kurt brought his knees up and relaxed. Blaine massaged over his perineum and around his hole. Kurt relaxed some more and that’s when he felt the welcomed intrusion of the first digit.

“Oh god, Blaine, I love you so much,” Kurt babbled. He hoped Blaine had understood him because he’s not sure that came out coherently. And, yeah, he had because Blaine returned the sentiment.

“Okay,” Kurt said, asking for more. Blaine gently added a second lubed finger. Kurt felt some stretch now and, god, he needed to stretch if he was going to accommodate his boyfriend’s generous endowment.

“Ah!” Kurt exclaimed as his prostate was brushed. “There, right there.”

Blaine stroked it a few times and scissored his fingers before adding a third finger. Kurt had never had three fingers in him before. It felt…it felt like a lot.

“It’s a lot. It’s really a lot, Blaine,” Kurt whispered. Blaine’s fingers immediately stilled.

“Do you want to stop, sweetheart?” Blaine asked, kissing the inside of his thigh. Kurt couldn’t think.

“I don’t think so. Just wait a second, okay?” Kurt shut his eyes and took a few deep breathes to get relaxed again. He could feel more cold lube being rubbed on him and Blaine’s fingers. Blaine was gently kissing his thighs and his now softening cock. When Kurt opened his eyes he found himself looking into Blaine’s heart-eyes, the ones that made his heart skip a beat every single time.

“Move.” Blaine slowly moved his fingers out and then back in again. He angled his trajectory until he was brushing Kurt’s prostate with each stroke. Kurt’s fingers curled in the sheets and he bit his lip to keep from screaming.

“Blaine, Blaine, Blaine. Okay, okay, I need you now,” Kurt ground out. Kurt grabbed the condom and tore the wrapper open before handing it to Blaine. Blaine rolled it on and slathered on way too much lube. Blaine pressed the blunt tip of his cock against Kurt’s prepped entrance and waited. Kurt nodded and slowly let out a deep breath as Blaine gently pushed in a bit.

“More.” Blaine pushed in deeper. Kurt gasped. He felt like he was going to split in two. It burned and, god, it was so much.

“Stop.”

“Do you want me to come out?” Blaine asked with concern.

“No. Just don’t move.” Kurt waited to see if the pain would subside while Blaine stroked Kurt’s cock. That felt so, so good, but it wasn’t enough to distract him from the consuming fire between his legs.

“Let’s go back to fingers. This is too much,” Kurt said as a tear slipped down the side of his face. In an instant Blaine was out of him and holding him in his lap kissing his face.

“Anything you want. God, just…anything, Kurt,” Blaine said. They held each other until Kurt was comfortable and relaxed. They cleaned up from their first attempt and crawled under the covers together. Blaine rubbed his hand up and down Kurt’s arm.

“Do you still want my fingers?” Blaine’s fingers walked down Kurt’s torso and came to a rest on his crotch. Kurt laughed and rolled on top of Blaine. He buried his face in Blaine’s neck and kissed and sucked and nibbled until Blaine was moaning, his hard cock poking his stomach.
Blaine flipped them so that he was on top. He softly stroked over Kurt’s sensitive hole.

“Yes, please, yes, yes, yes. I was so close before,” Kurt begged. Blaine lubed his fingers up again and worked two of them back in. He took Kurt’s cock into his mouth and bobbed up and down. He got a rhythm going that was going to be Kurt’s undoing.

“Harder, god, please,” Kurt panted. Blaine fucked his fingers in harder, hitting that perfect spot over and over and over. Time stopped and stars exploded before his eyes as he came hard, screaming and filling Blaine’s mouth to overflowing. He was still breathing hard when Blaine joined him at the head of the bed.

“That was…” Blaine was at a loss for words.

“Intense,” Kurt finished for him. “Your turn.”

“Uh, that won’t be necessary. I’m going to have to change my sheets,” Blaine said blushing bright red.