Blaine crawled back into the bed after he had thrown the used condom away and saw that Kurt, like him, had put his boxers back on and was about to do the same with his shirt.

‘Don’t’, Blaine pleaded. ‘There’s nothing to hide. I like the way you look.’ Kurt dropped his shirt on the floor again and snuggled up to his boyfriend. They lay face to face, lost in each other’s eyes. Kurt ran his fingers over Blaine’s bare chest.

‘Can – can I ask you a question?’, he asked after a while.

‘Of course’, Blaine replied. ‘You can ask me anything, you know that.’

‘No, forget about it, it’s a silly question’ Kurt said, peering onto Blaine’s chest instead of his eyes.
‘I’m sure it’s not.’ Blaine stated. ‘Come on.’
Kurt still refused to look at him.

‘It’s really personal’ he murmured.

‘I don’t care. You can read my diary if you want to. I have no secrets.’ Kurt pressed his lips together.

‘Is it… something…. dirty?’ Blaine guessed. Kurt blushed.
‘It is?’ Blaine asked chuckling. ‘Now you’re making me curious. You just have to tell me now.’

Reluctantly Kurt looked up.

‘It’s…. when you... you know… when you … masturbate… what do you think of?’

Blaine found Kurt’s question both extremely hot and endearing.

He pretended to think about it.
‘Uhm well, mostly I think of pineapples, baby kittens and Katy Perry’.

Kurt opened his mouth. Blaine laughed. ‘I was just joking’, he said, placing a kiss onto Kurt’s nose. ‘What do you guess I think about, you of course.’

Kurt blushed even deeper. ‘What about the magazines?’ he asked.

‘You mean those muscle packed guys with a tan and baby oil all over them? Yeah of course it’s… hot but I can’t really relate to them. You are my boyfriend and you’re hot and probably the only one who would actually do that with me so that’s the easiest way to turn me on.’

Kurt lowered his gaze again. ‘I thought I had the sexual appeal of a baby penguin?’

Blaine laughed. ‘First – I never said that, second – I love baby animals’ Kurt smiled, but he still looked a little curious.

‘Did that answer your questions?’, Blaine asked.
‘Well actually – I wanted to know what you think about.’
‘So you want to know about my sexual dreams?’

‘If you want to call it like that – yes, sort of’
‘Uhm okay…’ It was Blaine’s turn to blush now. ‘Well mostly it’s us making out and then… you giving me a hand job or something’, he murmured.

‘Can I ask you something too?’

‘Uh yeah, of course’ Kurt replied.

‘Do you – did you ever have a sex dream? I mean where you really got it going on’

Kurt bit his lower lip. ‘Yes’, he said hoarsely.
‘Did they contain me?’ Blaine asked teasingly with a grin on his face.

‘Yes to that too’ Kurt said.

‘That’s so hot’, Blaine mumbled and pressed a few kisses on Kurt’s collarbone. ‘And it was amazing.’
‘Yes it was’, Kurt confirmed. ‘I never felt anything like that’

‘Me neither’, Blaine agreed. ‘This is so much better than doing it all alone. Much more exciting’ He pressed another kiss on Kurt’s collarbone. Kurt chuckled.
‘I’m serious, I’m probably never gonna do it alone again!’
‘So we’ll do it again?’

‘Sure, just give me like ten minutes’ Kurt kicked him slightly on the shin. ‘Not now. I just meant like ever.’
‘Of course. If I didn’t have to, I’d never stop. And right now I wanna lay here forever and never get up again.’

‘No one forces you to do so’ Kurt said and kissed Blaine. Blaine leaned in and kissed him back in the most passionate way. He pulled back too soon. Kurt groaned due to the lack of contact.
‘Unfortunately someone does. I have to pee’, Blaine confirmed.

Kurt giggled. ‘Then you better go’
‘I’ll be right back’ Blaine promised and got up. As he washed his hands he studied his reflection in the bathroom mirror. He did look like his old self, did he? But he felt so differently. Obviously no one was going to see that he wasn’t a virgin anymore.

But it felt so good. And having shared this special moment with Kurt was like the best thing that could happen to him.

He rushed back into his bedroom. The sight of his half-naked boyfriend in his bed let his heart skip a beat. He bent down to pick up the clothes they dropped and folded them together neatly. If some of his shirts had wrinkles Kurt was probably going to kill him.

‘What are you doing? Come back here’ said boy demanded. Blaine smiled and put the clothes down. He crawled back onto the bed and slipped back under the cover.

He hugged Kurt tightly and looked in those ocean-blue eyes he loved so much. Every then and when they shared a kiss and whispered ‘I –love-you’s’. Sometime in the late night they eventually fell asleep, still caught in each other’s embrace.