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Let Me In

Sometimes the best things come from the worst things - if you let them.


T - Words: 1,805 - Last Updated: Feb 07, 2013
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Categories: AU,
Characters: Blaine Anderson, Kurt Hummel,

Author's Notes: This was a lot easier to format on tumblr and it's probably easier to read, as well - so you can (http://kurtfuckmel.tumblr.com/post/41002183590/let-me-in) take a peek if you'd prefer to read it there. Warnings: brief anonymous cyber harassment/homophobia

Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-17 20:13
youre fucking useless


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-17 20:22
no one would care if you died


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-17 20:42
Hey, Blaine... I don't really know you, and all I did was look at your readmores, but please don't let some assholes do this to you.


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-17 20:43
You matter.





Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-18 07:14
It's me again. I'm about to go to work but I want to know if you're okay. You haven't posted since last night. Please tell me you're okay.


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-18 12:36
You're welcome! I'm glad you're doing better.


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-18 12:43
Off anon? Hm, I don't know... I like this whole incognito thing. Maybe when I get home - I'm on my lunch break. Wait, aren't you at school?


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-18 12:49
Well, aren't /you/ being rebellious? Blogging in class AND refusing to take notes. Tsk, tsk.


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-18 12:50
Shit, I gotta get back to work. I might blow my own cover when I get home, if only to save your dash from being spammed. Later!


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 18:05
Guess who...


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 18:11
That's rude. You shouldn't be talking to me about urls, Mr. Blaine bowtiestatement. Jack Freedman? Rick Kaplan?


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 18:21
See, I know my bow tie quotes. I'm Kurt, by the way. It's nice to sort of meet you.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 21:35
Sorry about that, my roommate insisted that we watch a movie with dinner tonight. Apparently she met some cute guy at college, so she's on a rom-com kick.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 21:42
When Harry Met Sally.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 21:48
Right?! If such a thing were to happen to me, I would be Meg Ryan. No questions asked.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 21:49
I meant to ask earlier, but where are you from? Your about me page doesn't say anything. (I'll do my best not to accidentally stalk and murder you, don't worry)


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 21:42
Wait, seriously? I grew up in Ohio! I lived in Lima (and I never want to live there again).


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 21:53
Damn. Imagine if we'd met in high school... maybe we did? It's a long shot but if it helps I was in show choir.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 22:04
Oh my god. Did you ever compete against the New Directions?


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-18 22:07
fucking fag


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-18 22:13
i don't understand why no ones killed you yet


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 22:26
Blaine? Did you hit the ask limit?


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-18 22:38
go cut yourself or something hopefully the knife will slip


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-18 23:14
I'm guessing you went to bed, so goodnight Blaine!





everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-19 06:47
Good morning!


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-19 12:16
Either you've really slept in or you're taking school seriously today, hm?


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-19 20:49
... Are you okay?





everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-22 10:35
Blaine please at least let me know you're okay. I liked talking to you, even if it was only for a day.


Anonymous asked you:
2012-09-22 21:26
its been three days, did you finally take my advice?


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-22 22:50
Please.





everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-23 11:43
Okay, I just read your readmore from late last night, and I'm really worried about you. Remember when I said you matter? I meant that. Especially to me, because even if I don't actually know you, somehow you've caught my attention with your sweetness. (And let me tell you - I don't get distracted easily)


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-09-23 11:51
Will you let me in?


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-09-23 14:20
"I'm sorry for worrying you, I'm... okay. Just an anon getting me down."
- bowtiestatement

Don't apologize for your feelings, Blaine. You have a right to them. Do you want to talk about it?

everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-09-23 14:32
"Let's just say someone really seems to want me to stop existing."
- bowtiestatement

They must be delusional, because I can see nothing but good coming from your existence. I assure you, I'm about 99% positive that you're not a potential murderer (or politician), so that's a 99% chance you'll do some good in the world. All joking aside, I'm here for you if they ever try again. I've been threatened before, and it really, really sucked, but sometimes all we need to get through is a friend. A kindred spirit.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-09-23 14:40
"Thank you. Um, I've never really had a friend that I could talk to about these things before. Who was yours?"
- bowtiestatement

I was lucky enough to have an entire glee club that noticed (almost too late) and they kept me safe and made me feel wanted. It's an amazing feeling, to be wanted by other people.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-09-23 14:46
"Wow, that's great! I have the Warblers here, and they're nice enough, but I don't think I could start talking to Sebastian about... this."
- bowtiestatement

Whoa, whoa, whoa. Warblers as in the Dalton Warblers?!


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-09-23 14:57
"... Maybe?"
- bowtiestatement

I almost went and spied on your school when I was in the New Directions. I wonder what would have happened if I hadn't changed my mind? Or if I hadn't changed my mind and I ran into you.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-09-23 14:57
"I'm sure we would have sparked up an everlasting friendship that would have segued into a heated romance to rival the greatest of movie couples. (I'm totally kidding, btw)"
- bowtiestatement

Haha! Well, it's never too late to start that friendship thing you're talking about. "Excuse me, I don't believe we've met."


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-09-23 15:04
"'Hi, I'm Blaine!'"
- bowtiestatement

"I'm Kurt. Nice bow tie."


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-09-23 15:12
"'Thanks, I think the small Christmas trees on it really accentuate my personality.'"
- bowtiestatement

... Don't tell me you actually have a Christmas tree bow tie.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-09-23 15:19
"......."
- bowtiestatement

Oh my god.





Anonymous asked you:
2012-12-03 17:04
get your fucking faggot ass out of this website


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-12-03 19:00
I need to say that your response to that anon was GOLD. I can't stop laughing.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-12-03 19:00
Exactly! I really don't understand people that think they can get away with that kind of thing here, of all places. That one wasn't even clever. But it's not affecting you anymore?


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-12-03 19:09
I'm so happy for you! I'm getting a cheesecake tomorrow in your name, okay?


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-12-03 19:16
I can only hope we'll be able to share a cheesecake one day. And by share I mean you get one cheesecake and I get another cheesecake.

everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-12-03 19:21
Don't you dare laugh at me, Mr. I Love Roxy Music. I take my cheesecake very seriously.

everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-12-03 19:29
That's it, I'm not talking to you anymore.

everythingscomingupk asked you:
2012-12-03 19:37
(Shh, just let me have my cyber-storm-out. I'm emulating Rachel.)





everythingscomingupk answered you:
2012-12-16 13:34
"I understand if you don't want to do this, but can we exchange phone numbers? It might be easier than all this messaging."
- bowtiestatement

I thought you'd never ask. 419-555-0101. :*





everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-02-07 18:37
I could have texted this to you, but I'm already online and my phone is in the other room: Guess who got a week off and is flying back to Ohio on Saturday?


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-02-07 18:45
Ha ha, "Aaron Tveit," you're hilarious. You better watch your back, Anderson, because I will be much closer to it in two days.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-02-07 18:53
I have every right to bring out the last name, and you know it. Seriously though, when can we meet up? I'm dying to actually see your adorable face for real, no screens involved.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-02-07 19:02
Ugh, school. That reminds me, my NYADA term starts the week I get back (weird, I know). Maybe we can grab a coffee when you're let out of class on Monday?


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-02-07 19:10
Fabulous. I think I know the perfect place in Lima, if you're okay with a bit of a drive - I'll even pick you up. Details will be texted to you ASAP. I'm going to meet The Blaine Anderson at last!





everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-02-11 16:42
"Hi."
- bowtiestatement

You're sitting right across from me, yet you continue to send me asks. You're insane. And adorable.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-02-11 16:48
"And you're dressed far better than I can ever hope to match."
- bowtiestatement

You know, I never really thought you'd talk the way you type. But you do.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-02-11 16:55
"Is that bad?"
- bowtiestatement

No, of course not. It's sweet. Now put down your phone and talk to me about your hair gel usage because oh my god, Blaine.





everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-02-14 22:03
"I'm still... Wow. That was unexpected."
- bowtiestatement

My thoughts exactly - Wow.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-02-14 22:08
"Does this mean... you know."
- bowtiestatement

That we're boyfriends? I don't know. Give me some time? I honestly have no clue how to go about this, considering the circumstances.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-02-14 22:14
"That's fine with me. Happy Valentine's Day, Kurt!"
- bowtiestatement

Thank you. Happy Valentine's Day, Blaine!





everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-03-15 20:08
Hi boyfriend. :*





everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-04-01 17:15
"I have news!"
- bowtiestatement

It must be important if you're not texting it. What's going on?


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-04-01 17:21
"I just got accepted to NYADA!!!"
- bowtiestatement

WHAT?! Oh my god, congratulations!! You'll be here in New York next year!


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-04-01 17:30
"Mhm. With you."
- bowtiestatement

You have no idea how frustrated I am that I can't kiss you right now. This distance is the biggest fucking April Fool's joke I've ever heard of.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-04-01 17:34
"Meow. Claws in, kitty Kurt."
- bowtiestatement

... Blaine.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-04-01 17:37
"My darling Kurt."
- bowtiestatement

I'm inventing teleportation as we speak so that we can solve this problem.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-04-01 17:42
"We should invent it and not share it."
- bowtiestatement

I agree completely.





everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-05-13 12:17
I don't have immediate access to my phone, but I just wanted to ask you something kind of big...


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-05-13 12:23
What? No, not THAT. Not yet anyways. No, I wanted to ask if you would mind... movinginwithmeandRachelnextyear?


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-05-13 12:38
I know, that was unnecessary. I can't help it, I'm dramatic. But yes! That's fantastic, I'll have to start working on your space immediately.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-05-13 12:46
Interior design is important, Blaine. One day you'll understand.





everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-08-24 23:29
"I love you."
- bowtiestatement

You're such a dork. I love you, too <3


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-08-24 23:36
"Is it too early to sleep in the same bed if we just sleep?"
- bowtiestatement

Oh, get over here, sweetheart.





everythingscomingupk asked you:
2013-09-17 06:57
Happy anniversary of the day I first sent you a message! Complete with an actual message for sentimentality.





everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-09-23 07:16
"Happy anniversary of the day I finally let you in."
- bowtiestatement

Aw. You're getting kisses for that.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-09-23 07:58
"Can I get another one?"
- bowtiestatement

Rachel's out early today, and we only have afternoon classes. I think we should... do a little more this time.


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2013-09-23 08:01
"Oh."
- bowtiestatement

Mhm, oh. Hi Blaine.





everythingscomingupk answered you:
2015-12-16 02:34
"God, I'm so fucking lucky."
- bowtiestatement

Now I see why you told me to check my blog. Why's that?


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2015-12-16 02:37
"I just got married to you, of course. And had the customary wild wedding night sex - with you."
- bowtiestatement

In that case I'm also lucky, because I'm now married to you. (yes, the sex is a good point as well)


everythingscomingupk answered you:
2015-12-16 02:43
"Thank you so much for sending me that message three years ago, Kurt."
- bowtiestatement

Thank you for letting me in.


everythingscomingupk asked you:
2015-12-16 02:56
Blaine, I just might take your phone away at this point. Get your ass over here and kiss me.

"Gladly."


"Mm. I love you, B."


"I love you, too."

End Notes: psst: Kurt's phone number is from the screenshot of his phone during the Sectionals phone call scene. It's not an actual number, sadly.

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