Looking

I look into the mirror and sighs. I didn't know a bowtie could be this hard to tie. I try a few more times before I give up, letting it hang loosely around my neck. I put my jacket on instead and look at my hair. I fix it so everything is in place as Cooper, my brother, walks into the room.

“Okay… Okay, everything seems good, I think” Cooper says, clearly stressing.

“Coop” I say and walk over to him, stopping his pacing, “relax, everything is good, it will be perfect”

Cooper nods several times and looks at my untied bowtie. He rolls his eyes and ties it. I smile as a thank you, getting nervous myself. It will start any minute now.

After making sure everything is good to go, I walk out with Cooper. We stand and wait when the music starts.

I watch Julia walk down in a beautiful long white wedding dress. I smile as the music plays and she walks closer with her father by her side.

She walks up to where Cooper and I are standing and kisses her father's cheek before taking Cooper's hands.

The priest starts talking and after the vows, Cooper and Julia kiss. Everyone cheers, including me with a big smile.

~~~~

I watch people dancing on the dancefloor, having a good time. I drink the rest of my champagne and let my eyes wonder over the room.

“You okay?” Cooper comes over and stands beside me.

I look at him and nod, “I'm fine” I mumble and order something a little stronger from the bar.

“I'm sorry Blaine” he says with a sigh and puts his hand on my shoulder.

I shake my head, “its fine. It's been months”

“Yeah, I know, but you were engaged and I'm sure a wedding isn't the best thing right now to forget about him”

I sigh and look at my brother, “Coop, stop worrying, this is your day. I'm fine, I promise. I can't promise I won't get drunk though,” Cooper rolls his eyes with a little smile, “but I'll be okay. Please don't let my moping ruin your day”

“You sure?” Cooper makes sure.

I nod and he smiles, nodding too, “thanks for your speech by the way, it was great, very moving”

Cooper hugs me and walks over to Julia again. I sigh again and finish my drink. I walk out of the room and towards the bathroom. I open the door and stops in my tracks.

A guy with his back towards me is smoking and by the smell it's not a normal cigarette.

“What the hell are you doing?” I ask and the guy turns his head towards me.

His blue eyes look at me and I hates that this guy looks so good. But it doesn't matter; he can't be smoking pot in here!

“What does it look like I'm doing, babe?” the guy says with a smirk and takes another drag.

I'm not sure why I'm this mad, but this is a wedding, my brother's wedding, so I can't let this guy do this here. And why did he call me that?

I walk over to him and take the smoke away from him and throw it in the toilet before the guy can react.

“What the hell?” the guy says angry, looking down at his smoke before up at me again.

“If you want to smoke, you can get out of here” I say, trying to sound confident, but I'm not sure if I manage to do so.

“Screw you” he says and pushes me a little.

I push him back before thinking. He looks at me angry and I give him the same look back before he walks out.

I shake my head, what a jerk.

I need another drink.

~~~

“Blaine,” Julia says and comes over just when I was about to ask for another drink, “I want you to meet Kurt, the one I mentioned a few days ago” Julia gives me the look, meaning she thinks me and this Kurt guy should get to know each other.

I told her I wasn't interested since I was still not over the break up, but she didn't want to hear it. She told me this guy was great and I shouldn't miss an opportunity to be happy again.

I look at the guy beside her, who turns his head to me too, and we both look at each other. This can't be happening. It's the same guy, the bathroom guy.

“Nice to meet you” this Kurt guy says charming and I roll my eyes at his act.

I force a smile though and shakes his hand, “yeah, you too”

Julia says something more before walking away, but I don't listen to her. What an idiot; smirking like that to me, when just a few minutes ago they were pushing at each other.

“You're Julia's cousin?” I ask in disbelief.

“And I thought Julia said I was about to meet a smart, handsome guy… Well, she couldn't have been more wrong” Kurt says, looking me up and down.

“Like you are any better? Like you could be any smart and handsome” I spit back and I can see Kurt tense slightly with anger.

I shake my head and walk away. I order another drink and drink it quickly. This day couldn't really get any worse. I order yet another drink, but take my time with this one, ignoring the look from the bartender.

I turn my head towards the dance floor and see Kurt standing on the other side. I take another sip. He looks up and we catch each other's eyes. I want to look away, but I don't and neither does he. We look for a long time, before Kurt looks away when another guy walks over.

I watch them, the way the guy runs his hand down Kurt's arm and the way Kurt is grinning. My stomach starts boiling slightly, but I ignore it and take another, bigger, sip.

After an hour, a few more drinks down, I can feel I'm getting a lot more light-headed. I close my eyes for a second, just to calm down a little, before I open them again. I grab the bar counter so I don't fall off the chair. I look towards Kurt again, who is looking at me. And for the tenth time this night, we glare at each other for a while before looking away.

This time though Kurt walk over. I lift an eyebrow, looking at him with a bored look.

“What is your problem?” he says and I frown, “I know I'm fucking hot, but stop looking at me like that”

I chuckle, “when was the last time you looked in the mirror? Clearly you never have if you… you think you're hot”

Kurt's eyes darken slightly, “fuck off”

“No, you can fuck off, because you are the one staring at me! It's so annoying, you are annoying and I don't even know what Julia was thinking. Like I could ever like a guy like you”

“And I could never, never like a guy like you. I know some people don't care about looks, but I need someone who is at least a little attractive.”

I can feel my whole body heating up and before I do something I will regret, I take my drink and drink the rest of it. I look back at Kurt and my eyes drops at his mouth when he licks them before I quickly look up again.

I'm not sure why, but we just look at each other for a few seconds before Kurt turns away and walks out of the room; giving me the look before he disappears. I can't see very clearly, but I saw that, it would be hard to miss it.

I look around me before I walk out the same door as Kurt walked out of. I walk down the hallway, the room spinning slightly. I try to walk straight, but finding it difficult. Shit, I've had a little too much to drink. I chuckle to myself, not just a little too much, way too much. I continue down the hall and stop outside the bathroom, knowing he will be here.

I open the door and walks in. Kurt is by the sink and looks up when I come in. His eyes are so dark and he is breathing heavily.

We look at each other and Kurt quickly walks over to me and pushes me against the door. I gasp at the force of Kurt's hands on me. He looks at me and I look back before he kisses me. I moan and kiss him back, letting Kurt suck on my tongue.

I can feel how hard Kurt is against my leg and I moan again.

I hear a little click and know Kurt just locked the door. I groan when Kurt pushes me harder against the door.

What's going on? Don't I hate this guy? A few seconds ago he annoyed me, but now he is making me moan?

“Fuck, I hate you” I groan as Kurt sucks on my neck.

“Glad we can agree on something” he says breathless.

Kurt takes off my jacket and rips off my bowtie. I take Kurt's jacket off too and start unbuttoning his white shirt. Kurt doesn't bother with the buttons though and rips off my shirt. I gasp and hear buttons hitting the floor. I look down at my shirt before up at Kurt.

“What the hell? You ruin-“I start but Kurt kisses my again, clearly not caring about my shirt, which is making it a little hot.

I take Kurt's shit off, leaving his tie on. He moans as I run my hands over his chest, thrusting his hips into my leg. I bit my lip and let my head tilt back. Kurt sucks on my neck again and I know there will be a mark. I groan at the thought and grab his hips to pull him closer.  

Kurt unbuttons my pants and runs his hands into them and over my ass. I gasp as he rocks his hips in to mine, feeling myself getting harder. Kurt pulls my pants down and I pull his down. The thrusting now is so much better, skin to skin. I moan out loud and Kurt groans.

I look down at our cocks and bit my lip as Kurt starts stroking them. My eyes roll back when Kurt's fingers starts teasing my ass. My jaw drops when he pushes a finger inside me. It feels like I'm about to cum already.

“Ahh…” I moan and thrust my ass back into Kurt's hand, holding his tie for support.

He adds another finger. I close my eyes as he thrust them in and out.

“Fuck…” he says under his breath and suck on my neck again.

“Okay, now” I say breathless and he pulls his fingers out, finding a condom in his jacket.

He works fast and before I even know it, he spins me around and pushes me against the door again, but my chest against the door this time.

He grabs my hips and push inside. I gasp and my legs shake slightly at the feeling.

“Oh fuck!” I say, not able to hold it in.

I can hear Kurt swearing and moaning behind me. I poke my ass out as much as I can, feeling Kurt's cock going deeper.

I wine, my own cock throbbing with excitement. I don't touch it though; I don't want it to end just yet. I only push my ass harder back into Kurt, my toes curling in my shoes as he thrust in and out faster.

Kurt pulls out and I turn around, looking at him. We look at each other and just this makes me closer. Earlier when we looked at each other, I hated it, but now… fuck. I grab his tie and pull him to my mouth. I lift my leg up to his hips after taking my shoe off and stepping out of my pants. He thrust inside me again and I wine loudly, really liking this new position.

I grab his shoulders for support, my mouth wide open with pleasure.

“Fuck, yes! Ahh, yes!” I say embarrassingly loud as Kurt thrust up hard.

“Shit, baby” Kurt moans and squeezes his eyes shut as he quicken his moves.

I moan loudly every time Kurt's cock strokes this perfect place; making Kurt thrust more roughly into me, my body slamming into to the door.

“Oh my god, Kurt! Yes, right there!” I groan and gasp when Kurt starts pumping my cock.

My legs start shaking - Kurt needs to hold me so I don't fall down on the floor - and I come in his hand. Kurt comes right after, moaning loudly, his hands hard around my hips.

I bite my lip as I watch him calming down. We are both breathing heavily, not saying anything. Kurt pulls away and looks up at me. I look back at him, still biting my lip.

For a second I think he is about to move closer again and kiss me, but it's probably just my drunk mind playing with me. He leans down and pulls his pants up again. I do the same, putting my shoe on too.

Kurt picks up his shirt and is about to put it on, but I don't really want him to cover his beautiful chest, so I grab his tie again and pulls him closer. Kurt is taken aback from this but grins at me.

I kiss him deep and he pushes me against the door again. I moan and run my fingers through his brown hair. It's so smooth; I never want to stop touching it.

A knock on the door stops us and we hear a voice from the other side of the door.

“When you're done groping each other in there, we are about to leave soon. So I would like to say goodbye to my little brother”

My jaw drops as I hear Cooper's words, how can he know I'm in here? I quickly walk over to where my shirt and jacket is and with some struggle puts it on. I sigh when I notice there is only one button left on my shirt. I take my bowtie and puts in in my pocket and after looking to see if Kurt is ready, I open the door.

Cooper is standing there with a grin and I roll my eyes.

“S-shut up” I say and Cooper laughs.

“How much have you been drinking- wow, careful” Cooper grabs me when I almost fall.

I hug him, “are you leaving?”

I can feel Cooper nod, “yeah, any minute now, but I think I should drive you home first”

“Don't worry about that, I can do it” Kurt says behind me, I didn't know he was still here.

“You're drunk too, so I don't think so” Cooper says and pulls me away.

“A friend is driving, he hasn't been drinking” Kurt says and I lean my head on Cooper's shoulder, feeling tired.

“Fine, thanks” Cooper says and holds around me as we start moving.

“What happened to your shirt?” Cooper chuckles and I bite my lip at the memory.

“I don't think you want to know” I tell him and he laugh.

“Probably the best. Okay, I'll see you in a few weeks”

I nod and hug him one more time. Cooper looks at Kurt and tells him to look after me before walking away.

I start walking, but my legs aren't paying attention, so Kurt needs to grab me before I fall. I chuckle and kiss him softly. Kurt chuckles too and leads me outside.

We are sitting in the backseat of a car I don't know the owner to. I told them the address to my apartment and we are now driving. I really can't wait to lie down in my bed.

“You know I have an amazing bed” I whisper in Kurt's ear, running my hand over his thigh.

He looks at me at smirks. He doesn't say anything though, so I don't know if he wants to come with me or not. I'm about to ask when the car stops and Kurt is helping me out.

Kurt tells whoever is driving the car something before he follows me to the door. I find my key and Kurt opens the door for me.

We walk into the elevator and I rest my head on Kurt's shoulder, kissing his neck and running my hand down his chest. Kurt gasps when my hand comes down to his cock.

“Blaine…” he sighs and I shiver at the sound, my name has never sounded better.

The door opens and we walk to my apartment. Kurt opens the door for me again and I pull him with me inside.

“Stay with me” I say and kiss him deeply on the mouth.

Kurt grins against my mouth and I pull him with me to my amazing soft bed.

~~

I open my eyes and jump a little at my position. I'm lying on top of Kurt, between his legs, naked and I can't help but blush. I try as gracefully as possible to get off him and to the other side of the bed. I don't even move an arm before he wakes up. He looks at me and rise and eyebrow. I blush and apologize as I move away from him, trying not to look at Kurt's naked body.

Kurt smiles a little and I lie down beside him. We look at each other and Kurt laughs.

I frown, “what?”

Kurt shakes his head, “sorry, I just never really do this. Yesterday… Well, I wasn't myself. I was angry and I let it out on you. Sorry about that by the way”

I shakes my head with a little smile, “no, it's fine, I wasn't myself either”

We look at each other, but not glaring this time, just looking. I like it.

“I'm glad I wasn't myself yesterday though, or I wouldn't be here right now” Kurt says and I blush.

Kurt smiles when he notice the change of color in my face, mumbling how adorable it is to himself.

“You want some breakfast?” I ask and Kurt nods.

We get out of the bed and get dressed, I let Kurt borrow some clothes since we have to go out and eat. I don't have any food here.

After refreshing a little we walk outside and to a nice café I like. We order some food and a coffee.

“So… last night was fun” Kurt says, chuckling.

I nod, chuckling too, “yeah, really nice”

“I know we've just met, but would you like to go out sometime? Like on a date?” Kurt asks nervously.

I smile and nod, “I would love that”

Kurt smiles, “great”

I look up at him and he looks back. We both smile as we look into each other's eyes.