"That dress is such a mistake." I laugh slightly at the tv.

"Totally." Blaine mumbles from beside me. 

I look at him, "Blaine, is something wrong? Youre not judging these dresses with me like usual. Are you feeling okay?" 

"Im feeling fine." He shrugs, trying not to look at me. 

"Blaine Anderson, I know youre not fine. If you dont tell me whats wrong, I will tickle you to death." 

Blaine doesnt even laugh, he just continues to stare at the tv, lifelessly. I wait for him to start explaining. Right before I give up and turn to continue watching our show, I hear him start talking.

"I love you so much, Kurt, I should have never-" Blaine stops in the middle of his sentence, eyes widening. 

I take this chance to look at him, confused, "You should have never what, Blaine?" 

I saw my boyfrienda face fall, as his eyes stay trained on the floor, his breathing picking up speed. 

"Blaine? What were you going to say?" I now get the remote, turning the tv off, giving him my full attention, curious to what Blaine needed to say. 

"I cant believe I did that, Kurt." his voice was low and shaky, still staring at the carpet of my room. 

"What, Blaine, what did you do?" I asked, now impatient and worried about what hes talking about.

He doesnt answer, and theres tears growing in his eyes. He takes one look at me, slowly and pained, and bursts out in a sob, tears running down his face. I sat, surprised- no surprised was an understatement. I was startled, astonished, shocked.

My boyfriend was breaking. Blaine was falling apart in front of me, and I had no idea why, "Blaine, oh my god." 

His head rested in his hands, his crying was loud and shaky. I heard him sniffle and try catching his breath before hed release another sob. 

I put my hands on his shoulder, unaware of how I should react, "Blaine, you need to calm down. Youre scaring me, baby." 

He picked up his head and threw himself at me, crying into my shoulder, "I love you so damn much, Kurt." I could barely make out what he said. 

He was holding on to me as if his life depended on it, and I still sat, confused as ever, but yet I embraced the crying boy, "I know you do, Blaine, its okay." 

"I love you so much that it hurts. I dont know why I did it, really." He breathed rapidly. 

"What did you do thats so bad?" I asked, rubbing circles on his back, not minding that my shirt on the left shoulder was now very damp of my boyfriends tears. 

With my words, Blaine started uncontrollably crying once more, and I sighed heavily. 

"Everything alright in here?" I heard my day say. I looked to my door, and he stood there, worried. 

I nod slightly, "Not really, but Ive got it, nothing to worry about, dad." 

"Okay," He didnt sound assured as Blaine continued crying, "If you need anything, Im downstairs." 

"I know." 

He left, closing the door behind him. 

"Now, Blaine," I said, sternly, pushing him slightly to where he was sitting upright and not basically on me, and tried to make him look at me. He didnt look at me, though, he looked down at his hands, as if ashamed to look at me. 

"Youve got to talk to me, honey, or youre going to pass out from hyperventilation. I love you, okay, nothing can change that." 

Blaine still avoided eye contact, but his crying became softer, and no longer was shaking like crazy, "Even- even if I was acting like a stupid teen and made the worst decision in my life?" 

"Yes," I took his hand, "Even that. Weve had fights before, Blaine, and weve survived those. I think I love you even more because of them." 

Blaine didnt speak, but slowly looked up at me through his long lashes. His eyes were red and puffy, and his face his a very pink shade. His cheeks shone with dry tears, and his hair was messed up lying on my shoulder.

"Blaine, just talk to me." I begged, wanting to hug him so badly and tell him I loved him so very much and just make him stop crying forever. 

"Youre going to hate me." I heard him mumble as if I werent meant to hear it.

I gasp lightly, "Blaine Anderson, never in a million years could I hate you, or even dislike you one bit. Even if we break up, which hopefully will never happen, I will still not hate you." 

Blaine bit his lip slightly, and let it go, "I love you so much, Kurt. Please, never forget it." 

"I wont, Blaine, I promise." I take his other hand, too, and kiss them, "Now, tell me whats going on so we can get through this and hopefully get in a make-up-make-out session before my dad checks up again." 

Blaine lets out a slightly laugh, causing my heart to swell with happiness, before he frowns again. He opens his mouth to start explaining, his eyes gleaming with tears. 

"Dont cry, its okay." I hold his hands closer to my face, kissing them once more. 

"Kurt, when you were back in New York, I was still here in Lima." 

I nod for him to go on, and he gulps nervously, "I tried talking to you but all you wanted to talk about was NYADA and Rachel, and your new band.

"You never wanted to hear about me, or how my day went, or what our set list for sectionals were in Glee Club. You never even asked me if I missed you. Which I did, so very much, Kurt." He looked away, and my eyes dropped to his hands in mine, did I really do that to him? 

"I went to go visit the Wablers one day, to see what theyre up too, ya know?" He continued, avoiding my eyes at all cost, "They introduced me to this new guy, the lead singer, his name was Levi." 

I had no clue where this was going, but I watched as Blaine put on a pained expression as he said the name. 

"Levi was great, all of them were. They preformed a song for me, and told me how much they missed me. They invited me to hang out with them that night. I agreed. They told me to meet them at Breadstix." 

Still confused, I rubbed my thumb against his hand, comforting him as he continued.

Blaine sucked in a breath, "They tricked me. They set me up." He paused, still not looking at me, "They set me up with Levi."

I bit my lip, an idea of what was coming flew through my mind. 

"I couldnt just leave him there, what kind of guy would I be? So I stayed, and we got along great. I told him everything about you, how special you are to me, how perfect you sing, that I moved to McKinley for you." 

I nodded, his hand gripped to mine stronger. 

"I told him how much I missed you. I told him that you werent listening to me them past days, that I thought you didnt care anymore. Maybe you had found another man, better than me." 

My heart dropped at the sound of Blaines voice cracking, a sign that he was about to cry, but I didnt stop him. 

The tears dropped slowly, yet surely, falling on his shirt, "He listened to me, Kurt. He let me rant, he let me cry. He took me to his place." 

My breath hitched and I suddenly wanted to hear no more. 

"I messed up, Kurt, I know I did." He looked at me with his beautiful glassy eyes, "I made such a big mistake. I was lonely and he was there." 

"You- you slept with him?" My voice cracked as his had done earlier. 

He nodded ever so slightly, not losing my gaze. I felt as I had broken into a thousand pieces. I pulled my hands out of his, not sure if I could look at him right now, much less touch him. 

"Kurt-" 

I felt a tear escape, and I stood up, rushing away. I locked myself in the bathroom, not sure of what just happened. 

I let it sink in. Blaine cheated on me. He cheated on me while I was in New York. I wasnt here for him. I wasnt listening to him. I was being selfish and rude. So he found someone else who could please him. 

"Kurt, Im so sorry. Oh my god, Im such an idiot." I heard Blaines voice from the other side of the door. 

I didnt respond. I didnt know what to say. I was at a loss for words. I didnt know who to be mad at. Blaine? Myself? Both of us? Rachel? Maybe Artie? Who knew. 

"Please, Kurt, just say something." I heard him beg. 

I found myself walking to the door, and opening it slowly, facing the love of my life, standing before me in with the saddest face I have ever seen on him, planted like a tattoo. 

"Kurt-" 

I kissed him. I kissed him with so much passion he almost fell backwards. I pulled away, staring right into his eyes, which showed so much confusion. 

"Im so sorry, Blaine. You should have told me I was ignoring you. I didnt even realize! I was so caught up in my life and I was being incredibly annoying and selfish, Im so sorry, itll never happen again." 

Blaine nodded rapidly, "Of course, Kurt. Im so sorry for cheating on you instead of talking to you about it. Levi was being so nice, I dont know what came over me, and I love you so much." 

"I love you even more, Blaine." 

We kissed once more, this time slowly and sentimental, like we never wanted it to end. And of course, as I had told him, we made our way to the couch again to have a nice and long make-up-make-out session. 

I sat in his lap, kissing him like there was no tomorrow, completely taken over by my love for this man. 

"I love you, Kurt." He said, pulling away slightly. 

I nod, pressing my lips against his, "I know, thats like the hundredth time youve told me tonight." 

He laughs against my lips, which sends me into a laughing state, "But, I love you, too, now kiss me again."