dear journal
School is normally a blur for me but today was different.
I met someone,someone who’s the same as i am.

i never liked anyone as friend or as someone who was just nice to me…. except Mr.Shue but he’s a teacher he doesn’t count.
not even the Glee-kids liked me,and i really thought that they would understand me after all they are outsiders too.
but they don’t…
but this guy was different (aaand of course you can’t remember his name!)

It all started when i walked through the halls of William McKinley high school (sigh).
Karofsky and his group with jocks walked towards me.
before i could turn around an run away as usual,he already tackled me and threw a slushie in my face.

And there i lay on the floor like i do every day dying from the pain and cold and every one ignored me even the Glee-kids,but then he came out of nowhere (still don’t know his name).
he looked at me (freaking cute) and knelt down.
He asked me if i was okay and i nodded (yeah i lied i wasn’t okay) and then he helped me up and looked with his (gorgeous) hazel eyes at me!!!!

Then he asked me why they did this and i answered with ‘you must be new here’.
And he giggled soft (SOOOOOO CUTE!) and nodded and he  he shook my hand and said ‘i’m’ …. (think kurt!)…(BLAINE!) he said ‘i’m blaine anderson’ (actually it’s Blaine Devon Anderson i searched him on internet immediately when i came home)
i said my name and then he walked with me to the bathroom to clean my face.
he helped me with getting the slushie out my hair!!!!!

and of course i FUCKED it up by telling him he could better go before the jocks find him with me.
stupid of me because,of course he would ask me why.
i tried to get into a other subject,but he looked at me with those puppy eyes!
than i said it,like it was just something i would say every second ‘i get treated different because i am’ he just looked confused ‘i’m gay’ i said (yeah prous me!)

he laughed!

(oh now’s my favorite part!) ‘i’m gay to,kurt. And you’re very brave because you just told a stranger that you’re gay’ (sweet hu?) I just looked at him with my jaw wide open ‘you shouldn’t let yourself treated like this,Courage! And i bet you have allot of it’ 

I was quiet and he grabbed my hand and looked in my eyes. (sooooo dreamy!)
‘look at me,nobody wants to hang out with me. The only person who is okay with me being gay is a teacher!’ i tried to hold my tears back really i tried! ‘the Glee-kids hate me and even my stepbrother ignores me’

blaine looked shocked (even when he’s shocked he looks adorable) ‘i heard that the glee club is for acceptance,and as far as i know you,you seem like a very good person’ he said and squeezed my hand a little (IEP!)

‘you’re a good adviser for a freshman’ i said and finally looked in his eyes again.
And he giggled (can’t get enough of that!)

he had no lessons left and asked if i want to go with him to The Lima Bean,but sadly enough i had glee club.
then he said he wouldn’t mind to join (AAAGH!)

We went to Glee club :( but after that we had coffee together (and i really hoped it was a date) he sung Teenage dream in the car (SOOOOO sexy!) And now i can’t get enough of him 

Bye journal kurt hummel is going to scream!!!!!

Kurt laughed and closed his journal ”i can’t believe i wrote that” Kurt said and looked at his husband.

”I think it’s adorable,i think you’re adorable” Blaine said and kissed kurt.

Just when kurt wanted to deepen the kiss a small girl stood in the door entrance ”papa,daddy aunt Rachel is on the phone” the five years old girl said and jumped on the bed and gave kurt the phone.

Kurt sighed dramatic and walked out the room with the phone,blaine laughed soft and looked down at kurt’s old journal

Then he looked at his daughter and kissed her on her forehead and sat her on his lap. ”Papa loves you and daddy so much” The little girl smiled and hugged blaine tight ”love you and daddy too” she said and gave Blaine a kiss on his cheek.

And the Hummel-Anderson family lived  happily ever after

the end