They were all seated in a circle in the center of the stage in the auditorium.

"Something as simple as peanut butter, you guys are young" Kurt listened as he continued "I want you guys to promise me, that no matter how depressed you get, no matter how hopeless or alone you feel, you will try your best to imagine all of the amazing experiences you have ahead of you"

Mercedes was the first to speak "Mr. Schue, look I know we're a little dramatic some times, but I don't think anyone would consider taking their own life."

"I did" he said quietly everyone just looked at him eyes wide, he turned to Blaine, who looked at him; he never wanted to see that look on his boyfriends face again. He looked hurt and confused and devastated all at the same time.

"What?" Sam asked

"I was 8. After my mom died, I just didn't know what to do." Kurt looked down at his lap

"Does Burt know?" Finn asked

"No. And I don't want him to."

"If you don't mind by me asking, what happened. What changed?" Quinn asked

"Nothing." Kurt laughed. Everyone was confused

"What do you mean?" Mr. Schue asked

"I. I um...I jumped of the roof of my old school. I broke my leg. I was lucky."

"God Kurt why didn't you tell me." Blaine spoke. Kurt looked over at Blaine's red-eyes

"I didn't think it mattered." Kurt shrugged

"Of course it matters." Blaine yelled whilst tear rolled down his face

"Fine if you want to know everything about me then sit down." Kurt was getting angry. Not at Blaine, but just at the world

"I'm sorry Kurt." Blaine said

"It's fine. So um, I was 12 when I tried it again." Kurt started

"Wait you tried it again!?" Puck asked/yelled

"I've tried it 3 times." Kurt signed

"I can't." Rachel ran out crying.

"I'm going after her. When we get home we're talking." Finn got up and ran after her

"Anyone else?" Kurt asked

"If you don't mind." Tina said

"No, it's fine. I know it's hard to hear." Kurt hugged her. then she left

"Kurt?" Quinn asked

"It's fine if you want to leave to." Kurt smiled

"No, I was going to asked you a questian."

"Shoot." Kurt sat down beside Blaine. Blaine put his arm around Kurt's waist and pulled him closer.

"What made you get to a place so dark when you were 12?" She asked, shocked

"It's funny. I... I had this friend. Well not really. It was like a Karosfky thing," Blaine held in tighter, "He made my life a liven hell, But after he came out. He asked me out on a date. I said no, He wasn't a big fan of my answer and beat me up."

"How bad?" Puck asked. Blaine couldn't speak or do anything. Kurt his Kurt had tried to take his own life away 3 times

"I was in the hospital for 2 weeks. I don't remember anything. Me and dad just, I guess moved on or whatever. We don't talk about it. When I got home from the hospital I went up to the bathroom and got my dads razor:

"I know I shouldn't of, but I was scared, lost, and just wanted away out. But a face poped into my mind, it was a blur. He was danceing with me. It was a slow dance for our wedding. I don't know who it was but I'm hopeing that it was my sexy boyfriend:

"The next time I tried was one Karosfky, Um well. I just lost it. On my way to Dalton I stabbed myself with a knive." Kurt said

"The scar on your side. That's what it's from, isn't it?" Blaine asked

"Yea." Kurt looked down

"I love you!" Blaine whispered. Mr. Schue was sitting right beside Blaine, Once he heard what Blaine said he almost started to cry.

When Will met Kurt, he was lonely, never let anyone in, But had a great heart. Kurt's like a son to him, And to know he tried to kill himself 3 times is heart breaking.

"I love you too!" Kurt whispered back, Kurt and Blaine wanted to kiss eachother, but they didn't know what the glee club would think. They know that there okay with gays but seeing them kissing is differnet.

"JUST KISS ALREADY." All the kids yelled

Blaine and Kurt were shocked. Kurt looked at Blaine. Blaine smiled and kissed Kurt.

Will smiled at what the kids said. Half of them were calling Kurt names and pushing him around, And now there watching him kiss his boyfriend.

"Thank you guys for everything." Kurt said. Everyone joined in from a group hug

"I understand why I'm here now." Kurt cried

"Thats all we want." Tina spoke

"If you ever need anyone to talk to im here. Even if it clothes or Blaine." Puck said

"Thank you Noah." Kurt hugged him

"Anytime bro." Puck huged back

"Kurt I was wondering if maybe you would like to talk to Emma? You don't have to, but if you ever need to talk to a grown up." Will patted Kurt's back

"Thank you. I might go and see her tomorrow. I still have some stuff I want to get of my chest." Kurt signed

"Anytime Kurt." Will smiled down at him.