Rachel comes home from another very long dance class to find Kurt sitting against the wall on his bed with his knees to his chest and his arms wrapped around himself quietly sobbing. This had been the norm for the last two weeks sense Blaine had told Kurt that he cheated on him. He would go to work (thank god Isabelle loved him or he'd probably be fired by now) and do the bare minimum he was required to do and return home as quickly as possible. Isabelle let him leave early a few times because she caught him crying at his desk. 
"Kurt, are you okay?" she said, crawling onto the bed and hugging him tightly. "Great." said Kurt with a slight eye roll. 
"At least you're talking now." Rachel joked with half smile. Kurt sniffed and wiped his eyes with his sleeve. I've been thinking a lot."
"And?"
"I thought I hated him Rachel. I wanted to hate him but I can't This isn't all his fault."
"Kurt..."
"Stop I know what you're going to say. I know he's the one that cheated but we both should have done something before it got so out of control. I knew he was unhappy but I was so busy and worried about my life out here that I never even thought for one second about Blaine and his happiness. I just expected him to be there for me when I was ready for him and that was wrong of me."
"So what are you going to do?"
"I have to talk to him. I don't really know if I can forgive him right now. It's going to take a lot of time but he's my best friend, Rachel. I know him better than I know anyone or anything and I know that he would have never done something like this unless he felt like it was over. I'm sure he was furious with me. Almost as furious as I am with him right now."
"Okay. Do you want me to give you some privacy?"
"No. I'm going to fly to Lima. My flight leaves in a few hours. I already texted him and asked him to pick me up from the airport." 
Rachel nodded and stood up
"Okay. Good luck sweetie." Rachel said giving him another hug and going to lay on her own bed.
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During Kurt's flight he thought of everything he wanted to say to Blaine. He had so much to say. He tried to write it all down but didn't want it to seem too rehearsed so he decided to just try to remember everything. When he got to the baggage claim Blaine was there waiting for him. He looked up at him with those super sad eyes and Kurt had to swallow and take deep breaths to keep from falling apart. They walked quietly to the car and didn't speak until they got to Lima. Blaine started to say something but quickly decided against it.
Kurt decided to make the first move.
"Is anyone at your house? We need somewhere quiet to talk and I don't want anyone knowing I'm here. I'm not ready to talk about this with anyone else yet."
Blaine looked over at him surprised that he got a full 3 sentences.
"No. No ones home"
"Good" Kurt said taking another deep breath. 
They pulled into the drive way and walked up to Blaine's room. Kurt went and sat on the bed and Blaine shut the door and locked it out of habit. Turning around and completely breaking down.
"Kurt I'm so sorry! I don't know what...."
"Blaine please don't. I came here to talk to you. I know you're sorry. Just please listen."
Blaine looked down at the ground with a shaky breath.
"I don't hate you. I hate what you did. There is no excuse for cheating. After everything we went through with Chandler and even Sebastian I would have never thought this was even possible."
Blaine sniffed and tears dripped down his face.
"I know. I was just so pissed off at you Kurt! I know I told you to go to New York but you left and it's like you didn't look back. You barely ever called him. You never answered my calls. We skyped maybe four times in what four weeks? I thought maybe you were just too busy and I should have broken up with you first but I was in pain and at the moment I wanted to hurt you. I wanted you to feel like I felt."
Kurt bites his lip as it starts to tremble.
"But Kurt as soon as I got home after what I did I realized that I was a fucking idiot. I let all my rage and anger make me do the dumbest thing I've ever done in my whole life and now I've hurt the one person on this earth that cared for me."
"Cares." Kurt said softly
"What?"
" I still care about you Blaine. I still even love you. I can't just stop. Not even after this. I know how it feels to think you are unwanted and know I wasn't being the best boyfriend to you and I'm so sorry for how I treated you. We are both so immature and selfish. We try to act like adults when really we aren't. We are just two teenage boys that barely know anything about life yet. We should have broken up when I left for New York. I love you but this long distance thing was never going to work."
"So, we're breaking up?"
"Yes but Blaine I'm not saying it's forever. I want to forgive you but I need time. We obviously need a chance to be teenagers. To make mistakes. To get our lives together so maybe in a year when you move to New York we can see what happens. But for now I do still want to be your friend. You are my best friend Blaine and being mad at you is the hardest thing that I've ever had to do."
"You still want me to move to New York?"
Kurt nods. Blaine smiles and walks over to Kurt and hugs him. They both hold eachother tightly and cry.
"Do you mind if I stay here tonight? I'm going back to New York in the morning."
"Of course not. Do you want me to sleep on the floor?"
"No. You can sleep with me."
They lay down. Kurt's back is to Blaine and Blaine is laying on his back.
"Blaine?"
"Yes Kurt?"
"Can you hold me?"
Blaine quickly rolls over and wraps his arm around the most important person in his life and softly kissed his head and shoulder.
"I love you Blaine"
"I love you too Kurt"