Sept. 11, 2013, 7 p.m.
Condemn me to Darkness
Blaine has done the unthinkable thing to Kurt and Kurt is mad at first but mabye being a vampire aint so bad...
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Kurt's cloudy blue eyes narrowed an act of hate masking pain. Horrible, terrible pain that at the moment reflected a torn heart. When he finally did speak, it came as a raspy whisper. "How could you?"
He hissed words seemed to fly at Blaine and smack him hard; leaving an invisible internal bruise that he'd carry for a while. He was on the floor, on his knees, staring down at his hands in shame. His brown eyes inundated pure disgust at himself; at what he'd just done.
Kurt stood tall above him. His boyfriend fist clenched and unclenched easily able to slam into him at any moment. His whole world had just been changed, and it could never ever go back. Blaine had destroyed his life as he knew it, and there was nothing he could do about it. "I trusted you, Blaine I believed I was safe with you I was wrong." He spat out the last words, his whole being a time bomb about to go off and kill.
"You have no conception of how sorry I am, Kurt...it took over it wasn't supposed to go that far." Blaine choked out the words, knowing all too well that no spoken apology could even began to make up for the horrible things he did. Kurt's entire body was shaking, both in fury and in fear, fear of what he'd become. "You... you condemn me to darkness, Blaine I can never see the sun rise again, never feel it on my arms and cheeks as I swim just endless night, eternal blackness." "After all I said... after giving my fucking heart to you, you killed me killed me and brought me back into a world where I have to take lives to survive."
Tears, red tinted tears left trails down Blaine's pale cheeks. "I'm so sorry...I hadn't fed in almost a week... you were there, and I craved you so badly...." Kurt knelt down coming face-to-face with his boyfriend. "You drained me of blood you got to the point of death you then" he reached out, took Blaine's chin in his hand, and jerked it up to make him look at him. "You then forced your blood down my throat into my veins and made me a fucking bloodsucker I'm a damn vampire!"
Garnet-stained tears continued to fall. "You gave me no choice you didn't give me a chance to just let myself die." "No! Instead, now thousands of lives must be taken by the one that should have been gone in the first place!" Kurt pushed his chin back down, standing and turning away. He walked a few steps; running one hand though his hair and muttering, "fuck..."
Once again, he faced Blaine, streams of red now traveling down his own cheeks. His pain finally dominated the anger. He fell to the floor, sobs tearing from his throat, shaking his whole body.
Blaine couldn't stand to see him like this vampire or no he still was his boyfriend who he spend the last 2 years with. His body moved to Kurt's arms going to wrap comfortingly around him. Kurt's fists flew up and began pounding the immovable wall that was Blaine's chest. "Kurt please relax," the other boy said, catching both of Kurt's hands in one of his.
"Relax, relax?!" he screeched, the sobs still coming and tears still flowing. "how can I relax when the one person I loved more than anything in the world betrayed me?" exhausted from his struggled, he finally stopped and collapsed against Blaine's chest.
His eyes looked down at Kurt's arms curling around his trembling body. He breathed deeply, inhaling the incense that was Kurt. "I'm so sorry, my love you must understand I never meant to take that much blood I just couldn't stop and when it was too late I couldn't let you die. I couldn't bear doing that to you."
Kurt nuzzled his face into the middle of Blaine's chest, hand moving from clashing his shirt to behind his neck. "Blaine...why did this have to happen?" his voice broke Blaine's heart, the pain and lost innocence in it unbearable.
"I'll never be able to give you a worthy apology, my love all I can do is give you the knowledge that I will be with you and guide you through the ages."
Kurt suddenly tensed up, freezing all his moments. Slowly, his face rose to allow his eyes to lock with Blaine's steady, unblinking gaze. "You" his voice came out in a barely audible whisper. "You've been calling me your love."
Blaine nodded "I have for that it what you are even if you can never love me again after what I did to you my feelings will last until the last star drops from the sky." Hearing Blaine's declaration of love for him, Kurt immediately began to let his entire anger drop away. He truly loved Blaine and it had broken his heart when he thought he'd betrayed him now he knew he'd never meant to do this to him his heart slowly prepared to mend.
"Being a vampire isn't all bad, Kurt there are so many advantages to being one." Blaine's hand reached up and brushed Kurt's tears into his hand, then closing his fist and clenching it hard. When it opened, Kurt gasped.
A perfect rose sat in his hands; stem long, leaves fresh and green, garment petals like silk. Its fragrance drifted up to Kurt and he breathed deeply. "How did you do that?" he whispered. "Only one of the beautiful things about being a vampire. "What else can we do?"
Blaine's eyes closed in happiness when he heard his love finally accept what he was. "We see the night as humans see the day where they have white, fluffy clouds we have millions of shinny stars. Their robins and blue jay's are our owls their summer breezes are out night winds" and then his voice trailed off as he closed Kurt's fingers around the stem of the rose. "and then what?" Kurt asked, his fingers softly the caressing the silken petals. "And then there's the fact that vampires feel pleasure more intensely than humans ever will. Kurt's moments stopped and his eyes went wide as he processed the words. "Look into my eyes love."
Kurt slowly titled his head to stare into Blaine's glassy brown depths. What he saw wasn't his reflection, as he expected. Reflected in Blaine's eyes was an erotic, steamy scene of the two having sex, tangled together in pleasure. Kurt immediately recognized it was one of his fantasies, oiled from the secrets of his mind. He immediately looked away, a blush touching his baby-soft cheeks.
"Can you ever forgive me, my love?" Kurt's only answer was to press warm lips to Blaine's attaching their mouths in a sweet first kiss. Blaine's eyes flew open only to see beautiful orbs of blue staring back. Lips parted slowly, allowing their tongues to touch and began to move together pulling back Kurt spoke. "You're forgiven, Blaine.
Blaine let out a small yelp of happiness, standing and pulling Kurt into his arms. he spun him around a few times, then stopped and pulled him into a deep erotic kiss. He then pulled back to move to bite and suck at his neck. Suddenly, all movements stopped. Blaine had felt something. Girding his hips lightly into Kurt it was confirmed. Kurt was hard. Damn, he was hard!
Blaine licked a path up the side of Kurt's neck to his ear. "Want to test the vampire's pleasure?" he whispered huskily. If Kurt had gotten any harder, he did, god, yes he moaned out, unable to stop the slow, steady grinding Blaine had started. Blaine let them fall to the floor again, landing gently on top of his lover. Kurt felt for the first time exactly how turned on his sire was, moaning again as he began grinding upward once more. After a few moments they were both panting for breath, and their clothes were only getting in the way.
Blaine's hand went up to unbutton Kurt's shirt, caressing the skin revealed slowly. It was so soft, just as he'd imagined. His palm rubbed over the flat stomach, fingertips brushing through the light trail of hair leading under his waistline. With Kurt's help, the shirt was soon off and forgotten.
He continued lower, single moment unbuttoning Kurt's jeans and revealing his thick manhood. Kurt hissed through clenched teeth as the cold air hit him, seeming to flow over his length and then down his hips and thighs as the jeans were fully removed.
Blaine's hands ran over every inch of Kurt's body, warming the chilled skin and leaving fire where they touched. When he began to pull off his own wife beater, Kurt stopped him, let me, he whispered, voice trembling. His palms slid under the beater caressing up corded chest muscles and roped back muscles. Unlike Blaine's white fire, Kurt left a tingling ice behind him, cooling and tensing his being even more.
Slipping his hands under the back of Blaine's jeans, Kurt caressed his tight ass. They came back out to unbutton and remove the denim, leaving them both completely naked.
As soon as the older man lay down, his back arched at the feeling of their stiff cocks together. The enhanced pleasure of the vampire was beginning to eat at Kurt's insides; a beast waiting to be satisfied. He knew he couldn't take much more.
Blaine, he gasped out, nails slashing into his sire's sweaty back. Please, I need you. Kurt's face pressed into Blaine's soft neck, tongue licking above his beating pulse in long, tempting strokes. Blaine's head rolled back to give him better access, his purrs and loud moans driving Blaine wild.
"Are you sure, my love?" he already knew the answer, and his body moved to fit perfectly between Kurt's leg's. Kurt couldn't wait, couldn't take the teasing. Scratching his nails down Blaine's lower back to the muscles of his ass, he dug them firmly there and pulled forward, causing him to jerk and plunged deep into him.
It took Blaine by surpize, making his pleasure moan harmonize with Kurt's scream. The sire's head dropped to rest in the dent of his collarbone, breathing hard. Both relaxed for a moment, adjusting to the new feelings.
All life ceased to exist; nothing had any meaning anymore; when Blaine started to move Kurt couldn't believe that anything could feel this good. He'd felt men before, but none were like this. Blaine wasn't a normal man he was a god a vampire. He was putting so much passion into each tender stroke, giving Kurt only pleasure. Kurt didn't know if he was breathing anymore, didn't care. There was only Blaine. He was all he needed.
Blaine began to change his strokes, pulling out at the same rate but plunging in faster each time. It was hitting that spot in Kurt over and over, making him arch his back hard. Those act alone made Blaine go in even farther, surrounding him in the hilt in tight hot heat. His hands held his lover's sides, fingers leaving bruises that would last for days.
Kurt's hips began turning and routing by themselves, causing Blaine to punch his prostate repeatedly. Their moans and screams were mixing together in a beautiful sensual medley. They weren't even sure whose yelps, howls and groans were who's anymore, but it didn't seem to matter.
Soon, the overwhelming pleasure was too much for Kurt and he came hard, screaming Blaine's name harder then anything. As the thick white ropes of cum streamed from him, he did something even he didn't except. Two ivory fangs dug deeply into Blaine's collarbone, sending unexpected jolt of combined pain and pleasure through him.
"KURT!" Blaine screamed, shooting his load deep into Kurt's core. "Shit..." he collapsed on Kurt, in a post-orgasmic bliss as Kurt sucked pleasure fully at the wound.
Blaine's blood swirled around Kurt's tongue, the taste still in his mouth and on his breath when he unlatched. When he could finally breathe again, he spoke. "Hmm maybe this vampire thing wont be so bad..."
The end