Sept. 23, 2012, 3:02 a.m.
I Won't Give up on Us.
Blaine just wants to fix the biggest mistake he's ever made.
K - Words: 854 - Last Updated: Sep 23, 2012 1,109 0 1 3 Categories: Angst, Drama, Characters: Blaine Anderson, Kurt Hummel, Tags: established relationship, OMG CREYS, hurt/comfort,
"Kurt!" Blaine turned around now looking frantically for his now ex-boyfriend. God he really hoped he wouldn't have to get used to saying that. He spotted the boy a few hundred yards away and started running. "Kurt!" He called again. He knew he could hear him. But was only choosing not to respond.
He could see Kurt and Rachel's apartment in clear view now, it was just a matter of getting there before Kurt so that he didn't get locked out. He ran faster until he felt he was going to pass out. He stopped infront of the building watching Kurt walk in the door, unable to say anything. He wasn't sure if it was because of his lack of oxygen. Or his lack of words at all. He breathed heavy heaves of breaths, now thinking about what he'd just done. He felt like all of the air around him had been sucked away and he was just stuck in silence. He could hear his pulse in his ears rather than the loud city around him. It was like he was forced to stand in silence and think about what he'd just done.
Everything went in slow motion as Kurt walked in the door of his apartment. It was too late. He stood and waited, looking up at the windows watching as Kurt turned on all of the lights. When he was completely positive he could breath again he walked in the huge doors to the bulding and walked up the stairs. He knocked on the door to the apartment. Kurt had to let him in at some point. When he got no response he knocked again. He finally sat on the floor infront of the door.
"You have to let me in at some point you know."
Kurt didn't respond. Only sitting down on one of the few small chairs he and Rachel had in the place. He still wiped tears off of his face.
"Kurt, come on..I'm sorry."
"Then why did you do it?" He finally spoke up, barely a whisper. Blaine wasn't really sure how he'd even heard him.
"I-I don't know..It was the worst mistake i've ever made and it's barely been twenty minutes." He sighed bitterly.
Kurt rolled his eyes. "You should probably go. And don't even try using some charming dapper boyfriend act on me. It would work anymore." He spoke again, finally finding his voice.
"I'm not leaving until I can see you again. I want you to know how sorry I am.. And how much I love you."
Kurt laughed bitterly, his only defense again breaking down and crying again. "Sure." He mumbled.
Blaine sat infront of the door and put his head in his hands. "Please Kurt." He got no response. He sighed and sat up.
"I love you." He said simply. "I love your eyes. I love your smile. I love those amazing outfits you wear. I love how you never let anyone or anything get you down. I love that you get to live your dream at vogue. I love the way you laugh. I love the way you sing in the shower. I love the way me and you used to sing in the car. I love that you have the wicked CD in your car cd player at all times. I love the way you know just what to say when I'm upset. I love that you know my sick movie and we always watch it. I love the way you constantly put up with me."
Kurt shifted in his chair. Wishing Blaine would stop. This was already bad enough, he'd just dumped him. Why was he insisting on doing this now?
"I love how when you kiss me you always pull me in closer. I love the way you always want to cuddle after we have sex."
Kurt felt the blush rise to his cheeks.
"I love the way you help me with my geometry homework when i'm confused. I love how smart you are. I love how even though I put you through so much you're first few months at Dalton, you were still happy to be with my stupid ass. I'm still so lucky that you want me. And I don't know how much you do right now, but I want you to know that I still love you..Kurt please let me in..Let me fix this."
Kurt couldn't move. Stuck in the chair he was in, silent tears rushing down his face. not even bothering to wipe them because they'd only continue.
Blaine choked back sobs sitting there hoping that just maybe the door infront of him would open, and everything would be okay. He blinked a few tears from his eyes.
"I won't give up on us, even if the skies, get rough, i'm giving you all, my love, still looking up."
Blaine sang the words, you could hear the crying in his voice. Kurt let out a strangled sob, his head in his hands.
"P-Please let me in.." Blaine choked out before the tears started streaming down his face. The door infront of him opened quickly opened to reveal Kurt standing infront of him.
"Kurt i'm so sorry I-"
He was cut off by Kurt's lips crashing into his.