As soon as Blaine got off the stage he ran as fast as his legs could take him straight to the toilets. The song he had just sung on stage in his audition had meant so much to him. It was killing him inside, he was hopelessly devoted to Kurt but for one moment of weakness he had lost everything. All the plans they had for their life together vanished. As soon as he got into the toilet he found it was empty so he just collapsed into a pile on the floor. Part of him didn’t care if anybody would walk in now, they would just laugh at the boy on the floor maybe he deserved it after all it was him who cheated. He took out his phone and pulled up Kurt’s number, knowing that his call would most likely get ignored like all the other times but he still tried. He wasn’t willing to give up just yet like Sam had suggested he should do, he wanted to prove to Kurt he was truly sorry and would do anything for him.
“This is Kurt’s mobile, I’m not here at the moment but please leave a message” He heard, Blaine took a bit of comfort from that little recording. Just hearing his voice brought a small smile to his face and warmed his heart.
“K...Kurt” Blaine began as he tried to get his breath back, hundreds of words were flying round his head as he tried to put a sentence together.
“It’s...its Blaine. Please answer. I can’t live without you Kurt, your my soul mate, your my everything. What I did was so wrong Kurt and it’s killing me inside, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep. I need you....what am I saying I don’t deserve your forgiveness. I’ll just...I don’t know. But you will always be my one and only love.” Blaine said as he cried into the phone, his hand shaking as he dropped his mobile which landed onto his bag at his side. He wasn’t sure if he had cancelled the call but he didn’t care.

Blaine had spent most of the hour in the guy’s toilets, just staring at himself in the mirror. Hating on everything he saw. His eyes were bloodshot and he was still physically shaking.
“Are you okay dude?” A random student who was younger than him asked as they entered the room. Blaine looked at him not wanting to scare him but somehow he managed to give him a death stare before they decided to leave, leaving Blaine on his own again. He had expected maybe Finn to come in after him and give him a prep talk about how it would all be fine in the end but nothing. He was so caught up in this whole school production he hadn’t noticed. Even Artie somehow thought he was just really good at acting. Blaine had felt alone at the school since Kurt left but it was only now he felt truly alone, his family weren’t bothered and most of New Directions didn’t really care to much about him unless they wanted him to sing and he wasn’t even sure how he stood with the Warblers and as much as he would love to run back to them, to something that gave him comfort he couldn’t. They had made their peace with Sebastian but he knew as soon as he would hear about the whole incident he would be back to his old ways and it was something he couldn’t afford to happen. The bell rang and it was time for class but as much as he wanted to go and try and get back into his normal routine he just couldn’t face it. Maybe someone will notice and go and look for him. He just wanted someone to tell him it would be okay and that Kurt would forgive him. He had always been the one to help others no matter what but he had never been on the receiving end. All he wanted was Kurt to text him with one word, one word that helped Kurt. Courage.