Its been two weeks and they still hadnt talked about the nightmare Blaine had had. Kurt still had his questions he needed answers to and Blaine still didnt remember a thing from that night. Well, he didnt mention it so Kurt figured he didnt remember.

Kurt and Blaine were both in bed together, cuddled up close to each other under the blankets. Blaine was starting to doze off, Kurt could tell by the way Blaines eyes slowly closed and he heard Blaines breathing even out. Tired, baby? Kurt asked, smile evident in his voice.

Mhmm, Blaine hummed, Exhausted. Those dance classes are wearing me out.

Dont overdo it, Blaine. I know you want to pass at NYADA but I dont want you to be tired all the time, you need to relax too, Kurt warned.

Blaine nodded against Kurts chest and mumbled something incoherently that sort of sounded like an "I love you" before drifting off to sleep.

Kurt chuckled. Well, I love you too, he smiled, pressing a kiss to the top of Blaines head which made Blaine hum appreciatively.

Kurt kept running his fingers softly through Blaines curls, smiling when Blaine leaned into the touch.

It didnt take long before Blaine started whimpering and trashing around in the bed tough, accidentally kicking Kurts shins a couple of times in the process.

Hey, Kurt whispered, brushing some sweat damp hair from Blaines forehead, Hey sweetie?

‘I cant do this anymore, Blaine! Kurt yelled at Blaine while pacing the bedroom floor, ‘Weve been fighting the whole time!

Kurt was right, they fought over the silliest things where people shouldnt even fight about. And no matter what they fought about, it was almost always Blaines fault. At least, thats what Kurt told him and thats what Blaine believed.

‘Kurt, I-Im sorry. I dont want to fight anymore too, Blaine said from his spot by the bed, ‘I dont want to lose you again.

‘Well, I think youve lost me a long time ago, Kurt stated.

Blaines face fell, plopping down on the edge of the bed. ‘What?

‘When you fucked Eli, thats when you lost me, Kurt snapped.

‘I didnt mean to. I didnt even like the guy, Blaine said, tears forming in his eyes, ‘I love you more than anything! I didnt mean to hurt you! Please, Kurt, you have to believe me!

Yeah, right. Like I could ever believe you after you cheated on me, Kurt sneered.

Im sorry, okay? Im so sorry and you know that. Ive apologized about a thousand times, what can I do to make this right again? Blaine asked, tears now freely running down his cheeks.

You cant make this right again, Blaine! Theres nothing we can do to make this right. Its done, its ruined. And now, we have nothing left. Our relationship is over, Kurt said, Were done, forever.

Kurt, no please, Blaine pleaded, Please dont- dont break up with me. I love you and I-I cant live without you.

Its too late, Blaine! Were done! Kurt yelled and Blaine flinched as Kurt slammed the door shut behind him and left Blaine alone to cry.

Blaine flinched in Kurts arms before he snuggled into Kurt some more, trying to get him closer to him. His grip was like a vice around Kurt, not even giving him a tiny bit of space to move. Tears were dampening Kurts shirt while Kurts fingers were still slowly carding through Blaines hair.

Blaine, wake up, Kurt said, louder than before but still calmly, Sweetie, youre having a nightmare, please wake up.

Blaine slowly opened his eyes and whimpered a bit. K-Kurt?

Im here, Kurt replied, pressing a kiss to the top of Blaines head, You were having a nightmare. Are you okay? He felt Blaine shaking his head against his chest.

You broke up with me, Blaine whispered, You said I lost you right after I slept with Eli and you said I couldnt make things right again. You said you didnt believe me anymore. He started sobbing again and Kurt started rubbing his back soothingly.

Shh, Kurt whispered, its okay. It was just a bad dream, honey, just like the last time.

The l-last t-time? Blaine asked between sobs.

Kurt sighed and silently cursed himself for bringing up the last nightmare. About two weeks ago, you also had a nightmare. I have no idea what happened in it but one moment you said "no, Kurt, please dont die" and you were crying in your sleep. I didnt know what to do to let you know I was there so I just did the only thing I could think of and that was holding you. It was so scary, Blaine. I was really worried about you but I didnt want to wake you up either. The morning after, I wanted to talk to you about it but you didnt seem to remember so I didnt want to bring it up.

I-I still dont r-remember, Blaine said.

Thats okay, sweetie. Then we wont talk about it again if you dont want to. But if you have another nightmare, you know that you can talk to me about it, right? Kurt asked.

Blaine nodded against Kurts chest. Now it was his chance to ask a question. ‘Kurt?

‘Yeah? Kurt looked down at Blaine who looked up at him with watery eyes.

‘You arent mad anymore because of the whole Eli-thing, right? You forgave me for that, right? Blaine asked.

‘Of course I forgave you for that, honey, Kurt smiled, squeezing Blaines shoulders lightly, ‘you know that I know it was a mistake. And people make mistakes, thats normal. Ive made mistakes too, so its only normal for me to forgive you for it.

‘You sure? Blaine questioned.

‘One hundred percent, Kurt answered, ‘I love you.

I l-love you too b-but Im just a-afraid Im g-going to lose y-you for real one d-day, Blaine whispered and he just couldnt seem to stop sobbing, Its my w-worst fear.

Losing you is my worst fear too, Kurt said, pulling Blaine a bit closer to him. Blaine?

Mhmm? Blaine hummed.

I swear to God that youll never ever lose me, Kurt said, Ill love you forever. Ill always believe you and Ill definitely not break up with you.

P-promise? Blaine asked, raising his head to look at his boyfriend.

I promise, Kurt assured, leaning down to kiss Blaine on the lips, Are you okay to go back to sleep?

Blaine shook his head again. C-cuddles? He asked.

Of course, whatever you need right now, Kurt smiled and pressed a kiss to the top of Blaines head.

I love you, Blaine said and laid his hand on top of Kurts heart, feeling it beat under his fingertips.

I love you too, sweetheart, Kurt replied and put his own hand on top of Blaines. He silently promised himself he would do anything to help Blaine get through all this. Hed stick with Blaine through thick and thin and theyd overcome their worst fears together.