ZombieUnicorn13
July 8, 2013, 8:19 p.m.
Loving You Isn't The Right Thing To Do: Chapter 16
K - Words: 601 - Last Updated: Jul 08, 2013 Story: Closed - Chapters: 20/? - Created: Jun 18, 2013 - Updated: Jul 08, 2013 131 0 0 0 0
Kurt was speechless. He really didn't know what to say. Kurt looked down to the ground as Blaine began to speak.
"H-Hey, Kurt. I wanted to talk." Blaine stuttered.
Kurt sighed as he looked up. "Why?"
"Because I hurt your feelings, and I want to fix things." Blaine said as he walked closer to Kurt.
Burt got up from his chair and walked to the door. He gave Blaine a sympathetic smile.
"Talk to the kid, Kurt. At least hear what he has to say.
Kurt sighed and crossed his arms. Blaine smiled and nodded his head.
"Thank you, Mr. Hummel." Blaine said.
Burt gestured Kurt and Blaine to go up to Kurt's room. Kurt went up the stairs as Blaine followed. His heart pounding, Kurt opened this door to his room let Blaine walk in. Blaine walked in and the first thing he noticed was the picture of him and Kurt. He smiled as he picked up.
"Ahh, memories." Blaine said as he quietly set the picture back down.
Kurt sat down on his bed and a couple seconds later, so did Blaine. Kurt looked at the ceiling waiting for Blaine to speak first. Kurt was still pretty speechless.
Blaine finally spoke.
"Look, Kurt...." he hesitated, "Im really sorry about what happened. I really didn't know you were coming out to see me perform and what happened with Jeremiah was honestly so horrible of me and im sorry." Blaine said, trying to look into Kurt's eyes.
Kurt looked away. He was trying so hard to hold back his tears.
Blaine spoke again. "Just, tell me how you feel. Let it out."
Kurt shook his head, He didn't know if he should. He didnt want to ruin things.
Blaine sighed. "C'mon, Kurt."
Kurt wiped the tears from his eyes and got closer to Blaine. He then spoke.
"Blaine... I love you, so much. Honestly, you are everything to me. Being with you, makes me feel good, it makes the world seem right. I don't know what im supposed to do with my life or who im supposed to be, but one thing I know is that im pathetically in love with you. You make me weak, Blaine. And seeing you with someone else makes me hate myself more and more each day because I wish it was me holding your hand. I wish it was me you gave cute kisses on the cheek to. I wish it was me that you had your arms around. I wish it was me that you tell, "I love you" every night before I go to sleep. I just wish it was me that you were also pathetically in love with."
Kurt exhaled deeply and looked to the ground once he finished speaking. Blaine's eyes were staring at Kurt, and trying to think of words to say.
"Kurt, I...." Blaine couldn't think of what to say. He was in shock. No one has ever really cared for him as much as Kurt did.
"Im sorry, im such an idiot." Kurt said as he got up from the bed.
Kurt got up and tried running to the door, but Blaine grabbed his arm and stopped him.
"Don't leave." Blaine said.
Kurt stopped and looked away from Blaine and stared at the door.
Blaine grabbed his hand all pulled Kurt towards him. Blaine got up from the bed, and stood in front of Kurt. Still holding his hand, Blaine leaned in towards Kurt's face.
Slowly Blaine let go of Kurt's hand and placed his hand on Kurt's cheekbone. Kurt's heart was racing. He could comprehend what was happening.
And then, in that moment, Blaine closed his eyes, and kissed Kurt.
"H-Hey, Kurt. I wanted to talk." Blaine stuttered.
Kurt sighed as he looked up. "Why?"
"Because I hurt your feelings, and I want to fix things." Blaine said as he walked closer to Kurt.
Burt got up from his chair and walked to the door. He gave Blaine a sympathetic smile.
"Talk to the kid, Kurt. At least hear what he has to say.
Kurt sighed and crossed his arms. Blaine smiled and nodded his head.
"Thank you, Mr. Hummel." Blaine said.
Burt gestured Kurt and Blaine to go up to Kurt's room. Kurt went up the stairs as Blaine followed. His heart pounding, Kurt opened this door to his room let Blaine walk in. Blaine walked in and the first thing he noticed was the picture of him and Kurt. He smiled as he picked up.
"Ahh, memories." Blaine said as he quietly set the picture back down.
Kurt sat down on his bed and a couple seconds later, so did Blaine. Kurt looked at the ceiling waiting for Blaine to speak first. Kurt was still pretty speechless.
Blaine finally spoke.
"Look, Kurt...." he hesitated, "Im really sorry about what happened. I really didn't know you were coming out to see me perform and what happened with Jeremiah was honestly so horrible of me and im sorry." Blaine said, trying to look into Kurt's eyes.
Kurt looked away. He was trying so hard to hold back his tears.
Blaine spoke again. "Just, tell me how you feel. Let it out."
Kurt shook his head, He didn't know if he should. He didnt want to ruin things.
Blaine sighed. "C'mon, Kurt."
Kurt wiped the tears from his eyes and got closer to Blaine. He then spoke.
"Blaine... I love you, so much. Honestly, you are everything to me. Being with you, makes me feel good, it makes the world seem right. I don't know what im supposed to do with my life or who im supposed to be, but one thing I know is that im pathetically in love with you. You make me weak, Blaine. And seeing you with someone else makes me hate myself more and more each day because I wish it was me holding your hand. I wish it was me you gave cute kisses on the cheek to. I wish it was me that you had your arms around. I wish it was me that you tell, "I love you" every night before I go to sleep. I just wish it was me that you were also pathetically in love with."
Kurt exhaled deeply and looked to the ground once he finished speaking. Blaine's eyes were staring at Kurt, and trying to think of words to say.
"Kurt, I...." Blaine couldn't think of what to say. He was in shock. No one has ever really cared for him as much as Kurt did.
"Im sorry, im such an idiot." Kurt said as he got up from the bed.
Kurt got up and tried running to the door, but Blaine grabbed his arm and stopped him.
"Don't leave." Blaine said.
Kurt stopped and looked away from Blaine and stared at the door.
Blaine grabbed his hand all pulled Kurt towards him. Blaine got up from the bed, and stood in front of Kurt. Still holding his hand, Blaine leaned in towards Kurt's face.
Slowly Blaine let go of Kurt's hand and placed his hand on Kurt's cheekbone. Kurt's heart was racing. He could comprehend what was happening.
And then, in that moment, Blaine closed his eyes, and kissed Kurt.