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July 11, 2012, 9:08 a.m.
Fields: Finding Out
E - Words: 523 - Last Updated: Jul 11, 2012 Story: Complete - Chapters: 24/24 - Created: Jun 08, 2012 - Updated: Apr 13, 2022 3,630 0 13 1 1
Blaine was sick. There was no denying it. He knew he was. And he didn't know what was wrong. That was what scared him the most, that he might die and leave Kurt alone to face the entire process of losing the one he loved. At least, Blaine hoped Kurt loved him. He could never know for sure, but Kurt sounded like he was telling the truth when he said it. He sat in the waiting room, pale and frightened and feeling like the child he was under the gruff, grown up exterior. He was a child. Just like his dad said he was. He could almost hear the sad, suspenseful music that would be playing if he were in a show like Grey's Anatomy.
"Mr. Anderson?" the nurse called. He stood up and she lead him to another room. He sat down on the examination table, feeling the tears plucking at his eyes but willing himself not to cry. He had to stay strong, even when he was scared to death. If Kurt were here, he would have squeezed his hand and whispered courage. But he wasn't here. He was in New York, just like he had been for the last month. Blaine hadn't even told him he'd go to the doctor today. The doctor entered the room and introduced herself, but her name went in one ear and out the other. Today he'd find out what was wrong with him. The test results were back. The doctor began to talk about things he didn't know anything about, explaining things that made no sense to him. Eventually, everything she said began making sense, as the words "gestation", "ultrasound", and "fetus".
"Wait, so, what you're saying is that I'm... p-pregnant?" Blaine asked, shocked.
"Yes, Mr. Anderson, that's exactly what I'm saying, now, there are many..." Blaine stopped listening as the shock began to fill his mind. Her words began to fade into his mind once more. "...of course, you can always choose to abort, and-"
"No," Blaine said firmly. She looked a bit puzzled.
"You know, you don't have to make this decision now-"
"No. I'm not killing my child!" Blaine said, his voice rising.
"Calm down, Mr. Anderson, I wasn't saying that-"
"Yes you were. You were trying to convince me to get an abortion! I'm not killing this baby! Just because I'm a teenage pregnant man and I'm gay doesn't give you the right to decide the future of my child for me!" Blaine hissed before standing and leaving, slamming the door hard behind him and stalking out of the hospital clutching the packet of papers that she'd given him at the very beginning of the time in her office. As soon as he shut his car door, he pushed the heels of his hands into his eyes and began to cry, sobs wracking his body. He was pregnant. As in, there was a tiny person growing inside of him. And he was terrified. When he had cried himself out, he started the car and drove away, thanking whatever deity was out there that he had tinted windows and nobody had been able to see him crying like that.
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first read this on FF.net and have been looking for it on Deviant Art. so glad to find it here. Are you going to post all the chapters from FF.net here? I just really like this story.
Yes, I am going to post all the chapters here. I've added some things to it, however. Thanks for reading it! :)
even before reading the first chapter, YOU HAD ME AT MPREG!!! the element here that i like a lot is that blaine is pregnant–not kurt. it's almost like writers, by making kurt the pregnant one, are assigning him to the feminine role of their relationship. and that's just not fair. glad to see blaine's having this baby. there need to be more blaine pregnancies. mpregs are my favorite genre. they are my crack and i needs my fic [fix–get it? :) ]
Lol I know some people don't want to read that, that's why I make it it's own chapter and put a warning in bolded print so no one is freaked out haha. And thanks for the tips on the pregnancy, I'll use them well :) But when the gender of the twins was found out (I never did write about them finding out Lizzy's gender) it was eight years away from now. Who knows? Maybe the science of medicine will have progressed to that by then? I sure don't know. XD I guess that can be my poor excuse to back this up... jk
I can tell that the pregnancies have been researched, you did pretty well with that, it was just the scan dates, 18 is the earliest they will tell you the sex. At 6 weeks, the fetus is about the size of a lentil with no discernible features.As I said, I do not mean to critisise, I am just trying to point out changes that could be made in future fics to make them more readable and realistic. The birth itself, I do not even want to know how the babies came out!! Giving birth to a Watermelon is bad enough but anally?!! No thanks!!! LOL
LOL Well, you can stick to that excuse for this fic :-)I quite enjoy reading the birth scenes just to see how people view a male birth. But after having 3 kids myself, I can tell you, the screaming you have written well!!! LOL
XD I hope so! Lol Blaine seems to be kind of hot tempered so I kinda went with that.
It worked well, I loved all the I hate you to Kurt and the way Kurt responded, it was great!
:) Yep, Kurt's great. I can just see this all playing out in my head, Blaine screaming at Kurt at the top of his lungs and Kurt just taking it calmly because he knows. That's why Kurt's a good dad and an awesome husband. At least, in my head canon he is...
Nah, you didn't offend me! It's constructive criticism! :) I love getting tips to make my writing better!
I think the Glee Kurt would probably freak out a little and not be as calm, but I like your Kurt, i think he would be calm and supportive too.I am off to bed now, I hope I did not offend, it was not my intention. Keep writing fabulous fics, I look forward to reading more.
I like how Blaine is preg and not Kurt.
aaww... poor blainey.. HORMONES!! this is a good start