March 30, 2012, 8:12 p.m.
Perfectly Imperfect: Chapter 1: First Site
E - Words: 1,771 - Last Updated: Mar 30, 2012 Story: Closed - Chapters: 3/? - Created: Mar 14, 2012 - Updated: Mar 30, 2012 337 0 3 0 0
Kurt grazed his teeth along Blaine's neck slowly; his fingers trailing down his sides before gripping his hips as he straddled him; his legs on either side of Blaine's thighs as he continued his trail along his neck. He sucked on the skin lightly, wanting to leave a bright red mark, for everyone to see who Blaine belonged to. He pulled away, a slight smirk forming along his lips as Blaine whimpered quietly under him, his back arching and tilting his head to the side, baring his neck for more.
“Please baby. Don't stop” He whispered out softly, his hips instantly starting to rock upwards into Kurt's.
Blaine let out a small moan, his hands finding their way to Kurt's hips as well as he gripped them tightly. He soon tugged Kurt forward and back, roughly grinding him down against his own clothed cock as he gasped softly.
“Blaine.. I-I’m suppose.. suppose to be teasing you” Kurt mumbled, laughing quietly before he leaned back down, his lips pressing against Blaine's.
He sighed into the kiss, feeling their lips mold together perfectly. He trailed his tongue along his bottom lip,coaxing his mouth open, moaning quietly as he started to rock his own hips down; not needing Blaine to do it for him. Soon enough, they were both panting softly; lips grazing each other in a state of desperation; tongues trailing against each other as they moaned out once more, hips moving faster.
“Blaine.. don't stop..” Kurt whimpered against his lips as he pulled away and kissed back down along his neck.
During that process, he slid his hands under his shirt; his fingers slowly caressing his stomach before sliding his fingers further up along his chest. Kurt sucked on his neck once more, his tongue pressing against the darkened skin as he flicked his thumb along his nipple; earning a slight gasp from the withering male under him.
“Again” He mumbled out; Kurt could practically feel the blush radiating off Blaine as he asked for that.
He swiped his thumb along his nipple once more, before slowing rubbing at it, feeling it harder under his thumb. “God Kurt... Kurt... KURT!”
Kurt woke up in a gasp, his eyes suddenly wide open, staring at a very confused, and disturbed Finn.
“Okay dude, firstly. Were you just moaning in your sleep? And secondly. You're late for class.. You're never late” Finn said quickly, a slight smirk of triumphant forming along his lips.
Kurt sucked in a breath, feeling his heart beat race, and beads of sweat slowly rolling down his forehead.
“I'm ..late..? But.. what..” He mumbled off, in a daze still before glancing down at himself where he noticed the sheets perched up slightly. His cheeks burned red before his gaze met Finns. His eyes widened once more.
“FINN! Get out! For the love of... Dammit get out! ” He yelled out quickly, grabbing the pillow behind him and flinging it at him.
“Also, I'm not an idiot. I know it's Saturday.. Jerk.” He called out to a snickering Finn who was already racing out the door. Kurt groaned out loudly as he covered his face with the blankets before whimpering softly.
“What the hell... that... was.. intense” He mumbled to himself before rolling over onto his stomach, a slight moan leaving his lips, almost forgetting about the erection he just happened to be sporting that morning.
“Fuck... my... life” He whispered out as he gripped his other pillow close to his body; holding it tight in his fist as he breathed in deeply as he buried his face into it.
He didn't even realize that he was doing it at first as his hips slowly started to rotate against the mattress of his bed; His eyes shut tight as he reminisced his dream. The feel of Blaine's hands against his hips, tugging him forward with each rock, forcing their cocks to press closer together. He moaned softly gripping his pillow tighter, his hips moving faster against the bed.
“B-blaine..”He moaned quietly into the pillow, as he continued to rotate his hips down into the bed. In an instant, his back arched, the heat pooling into the bottom of his stomach; his whole body felt warm as he panted out quickly as he came, riding off his orgasm, groaning out again.
The blush instantly returned to his cheeks as he realized what he had just done. Not only had he just gotten off to the dream he had of his boyfriend; said boyfriend that he's never once seen naked or even gotten to that stage of intimacy; But he had also just come in his pj pants. He had never felt so embarrassed at he did that moment.
This wasn't Kurt; He wasn't like all the horny teenagers out there. Intmacy scared him! Why was he dreaming about it and getting off to it? He hardly even liked looking at himself naked or touching himself; why the hell was he dreaming about touching his boyfriends chest and grinding against him and feeling that perfect body fall to pieces under him.
Kurt sighed quietly as he rolled out of bed, making his way to the bathroom deciding he couldn't standing the feeling in his pants right now and seriously need to change. After that, the walk of shame. Facing Finn after the most awkward wake up call after. He groaned once more, running his fingers through his messy hair.
“Ugh, really gotta fix that before hanging with Blaine today” He mumbled to himself as he stared at his reflection, huffing at the site of his hair. He pouted slightly glancing at how loose his pants were; lightly hanging off his hips. His shirt pulled tight against his pale chest.
“Seriously. With me around, people don't need flashlights” He mumbled once more shaking his head as he thought about a few things before gazing back at his reflection. His eye's held a slight look of sadness that he quickly blinked away before stripping off his clothes and hopped into the shower.
“Oh...my...God... how am I going to be able to look at Blaine in the face today!?” He squeaked out quietly to himself as he carried on with his regular shower routine. A few minuets later he stepped out in a hassle, almost tripping over his own two feet.
“Worst day ever!” he grumbled as he dried himself then rushed over to his table to do his skin care routine;
“I can't tell him.. no that would be weird.. very weird. He's going to think I'm being weird! I should cancel.. should I cancel? This is not good. This is exactly why we've never done more than make out. I'm to damn awkward!” He whined pitifully to himself as he continued to apply some cream to his face.
He soon took in a few deep breaths trying to relax himself as he placed both hands against the table staring at himself in the mirror.
“It'll be okay Kurt. Pretend you didn't have a dream, Lot's of people don't have dreams. It'll be fine..”He said trailing off, a nervous laugh escaping his lips.
You make me feel like I'm living a Teenage dream the way you turn me on...
Kurt's face literally dropped the moment he heard his ring tone going off. He instantly knew who it was. He knew it was kind of lame to have the first song he ever heard Blaine sing as his ring tone but... it was always a nice memory every time he heard the song.
He sucked in a few more breaths before dashing towards his phone, pressing the talk button with shaky fingers before holding the phone up to his ear. He could hear his heart beat racing and he closed his eyes for a moment attempting to calm himself down and actually sound normal on the phone;
“Hello?” he stated even though he knew who it was... it was just a habit.
“Hey baby! How's it going? I just called to say hi, because I'm cute like that andddd it's been about... 24 hours and I miss you as well” He heard Blaine's voice on the line and he instantly melted at what he had said. He slumped down onto his bed as he grinned before replying.
"Hey. It's pretty good, I was just doing my morning routine. You know.. the usually and you're such a dork you know? I miss you too” He whispered softly, unable to keep the grin off his face as he laid down in his bed and stared up at his ceiling. That just made him grin even more as it had a few pictures of him and Blaine scattered across it.
“So we still up for our date at Breadstixs lovely?”
“Yeah course. Not like I have anything better to do” He teased, laughing softly as he heard Blaine scoff and he just knew he was rolling his eyes trying to hold back a smile.
“Psh, course you'd never have anything better to do. I'm the best thing out there to do!” He teased right back.
Kurt's eyes widened in a bit of shock at what had just come out of his boyfriends mouth. He laughed softly, his cheeks burning once more. Were they at that stage where they could flirt shamelessly about sexually things? He shook his head quickly, his breath caught in his throat before managing to reply back to Blaine, only stuttering slightly.
“W-whatever you say Blaine. Anyways, I've got to go now but I'll talk to you later?” he said quickly, attempting to change the conversation as fast as possible. He honestly didn't know what to think anymore.
“Yeah course, I'll pick you up at 7. Bye, I love you”
No matter how many times they had said it to each other; it still brought butterflies to Kurt's stomach, the slight sigh to leave his lips and his mind to wander on about his amazing boyfriend.
“I love you too Blaine” He whispered before hanging up just as he did. He sighed once more as he draped his arm over his eyes.
“Going to be a long day” he mumbled.
“KURT! Breakfast is ready! Come and eat. Didn't Finn call you already?” He then heard his dad yell for him.
He pouted slightly, slowly sitting up in bed as he gazed down at his body before looking back up at the door. He wasn't particularly feeling hungry and wanted to save room for dinner later.
He chewed on his bottom lip before standing up and stretched his arms above his head;his shirt rising up revealing his pale stomach which he got a glance of in the mirror behind his door. He frowned for a moment before shrugging it off, and made his way downstairs. A piece of toast wouldn't hurt.
Andddd there you have it! First chapter! i know it's a bit slow at first but I promise it will get better! and hopefully my writtings skills as well..and spelling... and grammer... YAY SPELL CHECK. aha, anyways; Thanks to all who checked it out (: <3 reviews are lovely. C:
Comments
I loved it so far! Please continue! When I read the words "eating disorder", and "journey of truly finding himself when he's lost all hope of ever loving himself" I knew I HAD to read it. Those topics are really important to me as I deal with this kind of stuff every day. And reading about it might help me feel better. So Huzzah!! Can't wait for more!!
Der. C: Well i'm glad you loved it, that just made my day. I hope i don't disappoint you with later chapters :{
Awesome! Read mine?