Author's Notes: The next morning they are asleep on the couch. They had fallen asleep after Blaine had lay down with Kurt at his side. They were in the same position. Kurt half on Blaine’s side, his head on his chest, his arms hanging over Blaine’s stomach and Blaine with his arms still around Kurt’s waist. Kurt’s the first to wake up and it takes just a few seconds for him to remember what was said the night before. He didn’t regret it, it made him feel like a wall had just been lifted of him and he could breathe again. He leaned his head back to look up at Blaine, who is still asleep. He smiles and gives Blaine a kiss on the side of his neck. That makes Blaine start to stir. Blaine slowly opens his eyes to see Kurt looking at him with a smile on his face, which Blaine returned.
“Hi, beautiful.” Blaine said his voice a little hoarse. He lifts one of his hands on Kurt’s back and runs his fingers through Kurt’s hair. Kurt closes his eyes at the soft touch. “You okay?” Blaine now remembers what they had said last night to, but the look on Kurt’s face lets him know he’s okay for now. Kurt nods his head and opens his eyes again.
“I’m here with you. So yeah, I am. I really am.”
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They had gotten up a few minutes later and made breakfast/lunch together seeing as they had slept in till one. It did them the world of good though. After they had cleaned up Blaine had gone out to sit on the porch steps and enjoy the view of the lake and mountains. It hadn’t rained today yet and the sun is out. He thought about last night and everything Kurt had said. He knew it most of been the hardest thing to do, telling someone about it all and Kurt was so brave to tell him, to be completely honest with him about it all. Blaine had told Kurt most of the stuff in his life, but there was one thing missing he hadn’t told Kurt. Cooper knew and that is it. Sebastian’s parents hadn’t even been told because telling them would break their hearts even more. Them knowing would bring up everything Sebastian would never get to do, so they were never told. It felt wrong for not telling them, but maybe if he could tell Kurt, then he could tell them. First, he would tell Kurt.
He heard Kurt’s footsteps behind him. Kurt took a seat next to, Blaine. Neither had changed into the clothes they were going to wear today, but Kurt did have an extra piece of clothing on. Blaine had taking of his hoodie and left it inside and now Kurt is wearing it. Blaine looked at him when he sat down.
“I have a hoodie the exact same as that.” Blaine joked as he put the hood up. Kurt stuck his tongue out as Blaine tightens the strings on the hoodie making the hood get smaller. Blaine laughed and loosens the strings again and takes down the hood. Kurt wraps his arms around Blaine’s and lets his head fall on Blaine’s shoulder.
“Kurt, there’s one more thing I have to tell you about Sebastian and I. You were so honest with me last night and I should be to. We should know about these things about each other so we can walk forward and know that if we start to think about these things we can help each other.” Kurt lifts his head back up and meets Blaine’s eyes.
“I agree. I’m listening.” Blaine knows he is and it warms his heart the look that Kurt is giving him right now. He looks away from him and starts to tell him the very last thing he needs to know about his and Sebastian’s life together.
“The night of the accident we were going to Sebastian’s parents’ house to tell them something. They never found out where we were going that night and so they never found out why we were going to their house.”
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“I hate this weather. Such shit weather. It’s always raining. Fuck you weather!” Sebastian said looking out the window as he drove in the rain. They had only left their house 10 minutes ago and Sebastian was already giving out to the weather. It always made Blaine laugh. Sebastian hardly ever swore, but when he did it was always at the weather. No matter the weather. Blaine was sat in the passenger’s seat looking out the window, covering his face as he laughed.
“Are you laughing at me?” Blaine shook his head, not looking over to Sebastian. “Yes you are, you dick. You’re so mean.” Sebastian smiled; he couldn’t pretend to be mad.
“I’m sorry, but the weather can never please you. No matter what, sun, rain, snow, hail, whatever it is, you hate it. The only time you aren’t complaining about the weather is when you’re asleep and I actually have heard you give out…”
“Alright! I’m sorry! I’ll be nicer to the weather. But will you drive because I am getting really pissed off with the rain. I’ll make it up to you if you know what I mean.”
“You’ll go to that play I really want to go to with me?” Blaine asked excited. He generally thought that is what Sebastian meant. If he had seen the look on Sebastian face when he said it to Blaine, he might have coped on.
“Dude, why are you so innocent? You are too innocent at times.” Sebastian chuckled at the look of confusing on Blaine’s face. “It’s unreal how much I adore you.” Blaine smiled at that. Sebastian pulled up at the Petrol Station. “Alright you go in and get food and I’ll fill up the tank.”
Blaine got food, meaning sweets, paid for them and headed back out under the station shelter. Sebastian is still filling up the car when Blaine throws the bag in the front and looks around him.
“Why do you look so lost, babe?” Sebastian asked. He put the pump back and screwed back on the lid.
“I need to pee.” Blaine said really quickly.
“I think there’s a toilet at the side of the shop.” Blaine was gone before Sebastian could finish his sentence.
Blaine is drying his hands when there’s a knock on the door. There’s no lock on the bathroom door so he just shouts.
“Someone in here. Be out in a second.” Blaine throws the tissue in the bin, looks back in the mirror trying to fix his hair. The door opens and Blaine is about to give out to the person who walked in on him because he said already said he be out in a second. People just don’t listen or in this case Sebastian doesn’t. He walks in with a smirk on his face and leans against the door. Blaine looks over to him, his hands holding on to the side of the sink.
“Can I help you?” Blaine smiles.
“Yes, you really can. See I have this fianc� who is just too innocent and well am trying to make him a little bit not innocent.”
“No way. No, get out. We are doing nothing in here. You have a really dirty mind sometimes.” Blaine stands in front of Sebastian giving him a disapproval look.
“Fine. Your no fun sometimes.” Sebastian moves away from the door and follows Blaine out. Blaine takes a left turn instead of a right. “Blaine, where are you going?” Blaine just turns around and smirks. “I said not in there, I didn’t say anything about out here.” He winks and turns back around. He goes around to the back of the shop where no one is. When Sebastian gets around the back he sees Blaine standing out in the rain, his hood up and looking towards him. Sebastian is still under shelter.
“You hate the rain, but you want me. You have to accept the rain to walk out here to me.”
“Blaine, you’re going get sick.”
“Not if you come out here with me for a few seconds and pull me back in, I won’t.” Blaine kicks the rain towards Sebastian.
“Fine! You crazy person!” Sebastian runs out in the rain, not bothering to put up his hood, putting on Blaine’s back and the other on his check. “Remind me again why you’re so crazy?”
“I guess that’s because I have a pretty amazing guy who makes me this way.” Sebastian puts his hand under Blaine’s chin and moves it up and kisses his lips as the rain hits of them. Blaine put’s one hand on Sebastian’s waist and the other through his soaked hair. Sebastian picks Blaine up and Blaine wraps his legs around Sebastian’s waist as he walks back under the shelter with Blaine. He leans Blaine’s back against the wall and Blaine lets his legs fall back down to the ground and keeps his arms wrapped around Sebastian’s shoulders.
“I am so…tempted to…just go back…home with you.” Sebastian mumbles against Blaine’s lips. Blaine nodded his head not moving his lips from Sebastian’s. Blaine’s hands fall down from Sebastian’s shoulder and up his shirt; his hands on his back and pulls him in closer. Sebastian pulls his lips apart from Blaine’s and looks him in the eyes. Blaine moves on of his hands into his own hair and pushes back the hair in his eyes.
“Please do not do that when I am so turned on.”
“That’s the point, sweetheart. But I know, come on, we better keep driving. And try to keep your hands of me at you parents’ house.” Blaine chuckled and took Sebastian’s hand in his and walked back to the car.
“See, I am not that innocent.”

“I think that’s, our do something random for the day, thing.” Blaine said. He’s the one driving now. The rain got heavier since they left the station five minutes ago. And it is pitch dark now. They should of left this till tomorrow, but they were really excited about this and plus Cooper already knew.
Sebastian is messing with the radio, trying to find a good song. He’s not really listening to Blaine. He never did when he is messing with the radio. Blaine just smiles and looks back to the road. Sebastian finds a song they both loved years ago and still do. Sebastian only got in to listening to Katy Perry because Blaine would be always singing her songs. He turns it up and starts singing the lyrics to Blaine.

But maybe one day you will find that you just can’t press rewind
All we have is this moment
Tomorrows unspoken
Yesterday is history
So why don’t you be here with me

Blaine starts singing along with Sebastian at the top of their lungs.

All we have is this moment
To put love into motion
Yesterday is history
So why don’t you be here with me now
Here with me now

They stop singing from laughing so much at themselves and at each other. Sebastian still hums along to amuse himself. He looks over to Blaine who has his eyes on the road. He honestly can’t even believe this sometimes. Finding Blaine, someone who makes him unbelievable happy. Over 10 years together, living together since school, getting married in a few weeks and now this. Having another be in their family. He couldn’t wait to tell his parents. They would be so happy. He knew what they would say ‘about god damn time, boys.’
To some people they wondered why Blaine and Sebastian took so long to set a date to get married and to start a family. But they never rushed because they were happy the way things were and when the time came they would know when to do everything and them times did come, they weren’t waiting for them to come because they didn’t wait they just lived day by day loving each other and that was enough for them. It always had been.
“You’re going be a dad.” Sebastian said happily. He could imagine how amazing Blaine would be with their kid because he saw how he is with his students.
“Actually, we are going to be dads, Angel.” Blaine gave him the biggest smile Sebastian had ever seen on his face and it was returned. “And they are going to take after you with your cheekiness.”
“Well, I guess they are going to get your smartness. As long as they don’t get your hair they will be fine, cause boy or girl, you will be gelling their hair as much as you gel your own.” Blaine hit Sebastian in the arm.
“Don’t be mean. I cut down on the hair gel and you know it.” They laughed as they both remembered the big argument about the amount of hair gel bottles that were in the bathroom. Blaine never seemed to throw them out.
“God help them with having us as parents. We are going to drive them crazy.”
“It will be our crazy little family. It’s going be perfect.”
“It already is. I really love you, Blaine.” Blaine takes his eyes of the road for a second and looks to the love of his life. Sebastian’s smile slowly fades as he looks out Blaine’s window.
“BLAINE!” By the time Blaine could even see what was about to happen they were already getting dragged across the road and smashing into a wall.
Yesterday is history, so why don’t you be here with me, here with me now.
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“You two were having a baby?” It was Kurt’s turn for his heart to break for Blaine. Blaine nodded his head. Blaine wasn’t crying. He thought about it so much that all the tears he cried about that were gone.
“She took a pregnancy test that said she was pregnant and we were on our way to tell Sebastian’s parents. Then two days later after the accident she rang up and told me she had gone to the doctor and it was a false alarm that she never was. That was the last time I spoke to her. I didn’t even tell her about, Sebastian. I don’t think I said anything other than okay to her. Cooper had taken the phone from me.”
“Blaine…I…I’m sorry he got taken away from you. I’m sorry you two didn’t get to live your lives together. He sounds like an amazing guy. You were going tell him you loved him weren’t you?” Blaine looked to Kurt.
“Yeah,” He gave a sad smile.
“Blaine, he knew. Of course he knew. They didn’t need to be spoken for him to know. I know it’s unfair, it’s unfair how things turn out.” Kurt is angry at the world for doing this to, Blaine. To him. To everyone that has to go through horrible things, which is everyone. So he’s angry at the world for hurting everyone in it.
“He really would have liked you. If he can see use now I know he would be happy for us. I just hope wherever he is that he’s okay, he’s happy and complaining about the weather to someone.” Blaine laughed at that and so did Kurt. Blaine’s laughter turned into tears falling down his face. He looks up to the sky.
“I know you’re okay, angel.”