It was so stressful. Kurt didn' know what to do. He knew that the job wouldn't be easy. But that it was so much? He was working 12 hours a day. Kurt was so tired. And he felt bad. He couldn't answer Blaines calls. And that brought bad memory back. After the last time he couldn't answer his calls Blaine had a One night stand. No Kurt you are not allowed to think about that! The situation is different. Blaine is busy with rehearsal. Concentrate now! Kurt had to stop thinking bad and had to finish up and call Blaine.

An hour later he came to their apartment and called Blaine.

„Hey Baby."

„Hej Blaine." It was so good to hear this voice. „I am so sorry that I could call earlier but I have to finish everything on friday and it seems that nobody is ready." Kurts was almost crying now.

„That is really no problem. I had rehearsal all day and it was good to take a short nap. And next week when my shows starts I will be the one who can not answer." „I know but all that brought back bad memories and I am so lonely and I miss you so much." Now Kurt was crying. It was breaking Blaines heart. „Oh Kurt. The situation is different now. We are older and I am busy and you know I would never make this mistake again. It was the worse thing I ever did and I am so sorry" „I know, I know Blaine. It is just that I am really tired and you know I start thinking bad and I am just afraid that their will be temptaitions and I mean you are hot, so hot. Every gay men in the USA will have a part of you and I can understand that. And I am just Kurt. The one who never made it ar Broadway and has no succes..." „Stop it love. You are very succesful. You are the editor of Vogue Online, you are the hottes guy on earth and I MISS you every day if you understand what I mean but I would never ever go into a bar and pick someone up. That was we have is special and I would never want to lose the best boyfriend in the world. I am not complete without you and why would I want to lose my missing puzzle piece?" „I will not let you go either. It is just sometimes so hard to understand that. You know how I see myself"

„Okay Kurt. Are you at your laptop?" „Yes it is standing infront of me" „Okay so go to personal documents. Go to my files and open the folder Kurt. The passwort is TeenageDream. Do you see all the pictures and videos?" Kurt did. It has to be around 200 pictures and videos. Kurt saw the „Single Ladies"-Video, his performance of 4 Minutes and a lot of pictures of him without a t-shirt or in his boxers. „Blaine you took pictures of me half naken?" Kurt didn't know how to react. He was a little bit disappointed but on the other hand he felt good. „Don't be disappointed. I will never publish them. But when I am feeling lonely and horny they do really help. You have a Blaine folder. Same passwort. A little inspiration when it gets to much without me. And just 3 and a half weeks left before we meet again. But now I have to go.We start early tomorrow and I have pictures to look at." Kurt could hear that Blaines voice was a little bit lower, full with lust. „I love you honey. I miss you and I can't wait to see you again. Good night Blaine and I am winking now!" „Good night Love. I miss you too!"

This night both boys went to bed with their computers.

When Kurt went to the kitchen on the next morning he could see something lying infront of the door. It was a lonely postcard.

„I love you and I am missing you so much"

On the front was Blaine hugging himself. His eyes were full of love for Kurt.

How could he ever thought that Blaine would cheat on him again?