Another sleepless night passed for both Kurt and Blaine and they woke in the morning ready to start again.

The rest of the week followed in the same manner.

During the day Kurt would eat little to no food and heavily participate in whatever activity was planned for the day, Blaine would confront him, Kurt would apologize, Blaine would promise him everything would be okay, Blaine would comfort him, which often led to kissing and often more, then as they got back to their cabins they’d exchange a look and neither would speak of anything that happened between them.

Blaine pretended nothing was going on, while Kurt pretended he wasn’t hurting.

Kurt felt like he was being led on. He truly was falling for Blaine, and every time he thought Blaine felt the same way he’d be mistakenly wrong. And it hurt.

Each and every day Kurt felt more and more inadequate and his friends stood by and watched him fall deeper and deeper into a depression.

It had only been one week and now they were waiting for their second weigh-ins and people were bustling with excitement and nerves.

“You guys nervous?” David asked, taking on the professional tone he had when he was being a counselor. Even though it was just a volunteering job for service hours he took it seriously and followed along with the agenda of the camp.

“A little bit. But I think I may have lost a pound or two so I’m more so just excited.” Mercedes smiled.

“That’s so exciting ‘Cedes.” Kurt smiled lovingly at his best friend. It was noticeable that the diva had lost a few inches in her stomach area and he was proud of her, he just wished he’d show more signs of progress.

“Okay, let’s go.” Wes smiled and the group walked up to the scales.

Mercedes had managed to lose three pounds actually, Finn lost five, Rachel maintained the same weight, and Kurt lost three bringing him to below 90 lbs.

David recorded the results and Wes congratulated them.

On days where they were weighed they didn’t really do much, in fact they were allowed to do whatever. But it was encouraged that they all went back to the cabin for a recap on progress and stuff.

So Wes, David took the group back to the cabins and sat down to talk. However Blaine didn’t follow, pulling Kurt off to the side.

“89 pounds? Kurt that’s not healthy. That’s extremely not healthy.” Blaine sighed sadly holding the skinny boy in his arms.

“What do you mean? I’m just trying to get down to my target weight. Shouldn’t you be congratulating me for my progress?” Kurt asked.

“Oh Kurt. Please, I care so much about you. You need help, you have a real problem. I’m honestly scared for your well being. I need you to be okay. I haven’t weighed 90 pounds since I was a young child. You are extremely underweight and you need help.” Blaine said sadly never letting go of Kurt.

“Blaine I’m fine. I’m losing weight. It’s a good thing! It’s why I came here. I’m doing well.” Kurt smiled.

“Oh Kurt. Can’t you see? You are beautiful; you don’t need to lose weight. Never in my life have seen someone as gorgeous as you. Come with me. I’m going to show you how precious you truly are. I’m going to worship you like you deserve.” Blaine said before scooping the light boy into his arms and carrying him bridal style into the boat house by the lake.

“What are we doing?” Kurt asked.

“I’m going to treat you like you deserve to be treated.” Blaine smiled before kissing Kurt tenderly and laying him delicately on the ground.

Blaine lay on top of him kissing him deeply. He pulled back and smiled. He removed Kurt’s shirt and left a trail of wet kisses down his neck.

He sucked lightly on the skin on his collarbone and then down his chest. He licked a strip up his chest and lapped lovingly over a harden nipple, biting sweetly before moving over to the next and giving it the same treatment.

Blaine wanted Kurt to know how beautiful he truly is and the only way he could think of doing that was by making love to him and worshiping his body like it deserved.

Blaine kissed over his ribcage and caved in stomach and made his slim waist line.

Blaine pulled his shorts and boxers off and paid special attention to his cock.

“Fucking beautiful.” Blaine moaned as he bent down and attacked Kurt’s hips with open mouth kisses, sucking and biting playfully.

He skipped over Kurt’s already hardened cock and licked up both his thighs. Kurt moaned at the contact and that sound made Blaine’s cock twitch.

Blaine quickly undressed himself and resumed worshiping Kurt’s body.

He kissed the head of Kurt’s perfect cock before taking him into his mouth completely. He bobbed his head up and down and licked all over, making Kurt moan in delight.

Blaine pulled off with a popping sound and licked his fingers seductively before taking Kurt in again and playful tracing one finger around Kurt’s hole.

He pushed his finger in gently and let Kurt adjust to the new stretch before moving it around in search of that little nub that he knew would pleasure Kurt oh so well.

He knew he found it when Kurt moaned loudly and thrusted up into Blaine’s mouth nearly causing him to gag.

Blaine slipped his finger out briefly but not before adding another and scissoring them. He loved seeing Kurt so worked up beneath him. His mouth and fingers doing all the work he couldn’t help but gaze up at the beautiful boy spread beneath him.

Blaine added another finger and worked him open for a minute or two before Kurt was literally begging him for more, for his cock.

Blaine sucked once more on Kurt’s cock and slid off gently. He removed his fingers and lined himself up with Kurt. Grabbing the slender boy’s sides and kissing him deeply as he gently pushed into Kurt’s entrance.

Both boys moaned at this and kissed heatedly as Kurt adjusted to the stretch.

“M-move.” He said looking Blaine directly in the eyes.

Blaine eagerly complied and pulled almost all the way out before slamming back in.

Blaine thrust into Kurt as Kurt fucked himself on Blaine’s cock. The whole time never breaking eye contact, trading sweet kisses.

“You are beautiful.” Blaine smiled.

“So gorgeous.” Blaine said as he thrust in again.

“You’re amazing Kurt, not just like this, but in everything you do. You are so brave, and I respect you for that. Please don’t starve yourself, you are perfect exactly the way you are.” Blaine said kissing Kurt tenderly.

How the hell Blaine was managing to string together coherent sentences he had no idea. Especially with someone as hot as Kurt fucking Hummel underneath of him letting out those irresistible moans.

“I am soooo close.” Blaine said as he thrust in again.

“Me too.” Kurt replied.

“Come with me, beautiful.” Blaine smiled as he came deep inside Kurt and Kurt shot cum all over both their chests.

Both boys blacked out a little bit, never having come that hard in their entire lives.

“That was beautiful. You are beautiful.” Blaine said pulling out slowly.

“Thank you. Thank you Blaine.” Kurt said softly.

Blaine noticed the look in his eye, pure love. And what scared Blaine the most was that he loved him too.

Blaine cleaned them off and snuggled next to Kurt for awhile. The whole time his mind racing.

Could he really walk away this time like nothing happened? After such a beautiful moment both boys shared could he really do that to Kurt?

They had gone all the way, and it was fucking perfect. And now? Now Blaine was going to have to pretend none of it happened just for the sake of staying the closet.

Maybe he’d just come out? Or not. Blaine wasn’t seeing a happy ending for either. He’d other ended up hurting David and Wes, or he’d end up hurting Kurt and himself. Friends who had always been there for him? Or the boy he had for sure fallen in love with.

Blaine was dying inside. But when Kurt leaned over and kissed him he remembered what had just happened and he decided not to let thinking interfere with the best night of his life.

Let whatever happens happen he decided.

“We should probably be getting back to the cabin.” Kurt said softly.

“Yeah, you’re right.” Blaine sighed.

Both boys got dressed, kissed, and walked back to the cabin hand in hand.

When they approached the cabin Blaine chanced a look at Kurt.

Kurt let go of his hand. “I know the drill.” Kurt frowned, tears forming in his eye.

Blaine felt completely awful, but before he could apologize Wes opened the door.

“Hey guys! Where have you been?” He asked skeptically.

“Just went for a walk.” Blaine lied.

His heart nearly broke when he looked into Kurt’s eyes. They were now a dark gray ready to spill tears as opposed to the piercing lust blown blue he had seen near minutes ago.

He did that to him.

He had been the one to hurt the boy he loved.