After their talk in the living room Blaine takes Kurt upstairs where they have a chat of their own.

Basically Blaine apologies for being a jerk over the summer and Kurt cries for not coming to him sooner.

But none of that matters.

Kurt is getting help, and he’s going to get better.

Blaine went to the bathroom for just a split second to change.

Big mistake.

He came back to find Kurt with his shirt half up carving marks into his sides with a razor blade.

Blaine didn’t say anything. He just took the razor from him and started singing.

“He’s upset. Bad day. Heads for the dresser drawer to drive his pain away.”

“He opens it, there’s nothing. There is only left over tears. Mom and dad had no right he screams. As the anger runs down both of his cheeks.”

“Then he closed his eyes. Found relief in a knife. The blood flows as he cries.” Blaine sang wiping a tear from Kurt’s eye and handing him a napkin to clean up the blood.

“All alone the way he feels. Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief. Bite the lip, just forget the bleeding.”

“Then he closed his eyes. Found relief in a knife. The blood flows as he cries. Woah, oh.”

“Then he closed his eyes. Found relief in a knife. The blood flows as he cries.”

“Curled up he’s on the floor. Relief left him, he had hoped for something more from it. Hoped for something more, from it.”

“He leans down to comfort him. He is weeping and he wraps his arms around and around and around and...” Blaine sang wrapping his arms around a now sobbing Kurt.

“The deeper you cut, the deeper I hurt. The deeper you cut, it only gets worse. The deeper you cut, the deeper I hurt. The deeper you cut, it only gets worse. Gets worse.”

“Now he’s slowly opening...yeah he’s slowly opening new eyes...”

“He opened his eyes and found relief in his life. And put down his knives.”

“Woah, oh. He opened his life and found relief through his eyes. And put down.”

“He put down his knife.” Blaine sang dropping the blade into the trash, making a mental note to take it completely out later.

“Please put down your knife Kurt. It hurts me to watch you like this. I love you so much I can’t stand here and watch you hurt yourself.” Blaine said tears running down his face.

“I want to get better. I want to get better for you.” Kurt cried.

“Then you have to try.” Blaine said softly.

“I will.” Kurt said meeting Blaine’s eyes.

“No more cutting?” Blaine checked.

“No more cutting.” Kurt confirmed. “Next time, when I can’t handle it. When I’m going to cut. I’m just going to come to you. You are the only thing that’ll save me Blaine. Please don’t leave me.” Kurt cried holding Blaine tight.

“I’ll never leave you.” Blaine cried.

“Good, because I’ll never say goodbye to you.” Kurt cried.

“I love you Kurt Hummel. You’re going to get better. You.are.strong.” Blaine said confidently.

“I love you too Blaine. So much. Do you really think I can get better?” Kurt asked between sobs.

“I know you can. All you need it courage.” Blaine smiled his eyes still wet.

“Courage.” Kurt repeated.

There was no more time for words. Blaine kissed Kurt sweetly and they fell back onto the bed in a heated frenzy.

“Want you.” Kurt mumbled.

“Remember when we first made love?” Blaine asked.

“Of course, I’ll never forget.” Kurt smiled sweetly thinking over the moment fondly.

“Remember how I told you that you were beautiful?” Blaine asked.

“Yes. It was the first time someone had ever paid me a compliment.” Kurt smiled.

“Remember how I showed you how beautiful you were?” Blaine asked kissing over Kurt’s arms softly from where they were wrapped.

“Yes. We made love, you made me feel perfect.” Kurt smiled.

“You are perfect.” Blaine said kissing Kurt’s lips this time.

“You are perfect.” Blaine said again.

“I love you Blaine. I love you with all my heart. I don’t know what I did to deserve someone like you in my life but I am so grateful. I’m going to get better. I’m going to get better for you.” Kurt cried softly.

“You can beat this. I know you can. Please get healthy Kurt. Please get healthy so we can spend the rest of our lives with each other. We can have our happy ever after.” Blaine said kissing Kurt gently.

“I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.” Kurt beamed.

“I don’t know what I would do without you Kurt. I need you in my life. I need you just as much as you need me. We’ll make it through this, together. I’m going to be there for you every step of the way. I love you.” Blaine said softly.

The kissed each other soft and slowly as they undressed.

Blaine couldn’t help but marvel at the boy in front of him. “You are beautiful.” Blaine smiled as he kissed down his boyfriend’s body.

He slipped Kurt’s cock into his mouth as he began pushing a finger into Kurt’s hole.

Kurt moaned Blaine’s name as Blaine added a second finger and started moving it in and out as he bobbed his head up and down to take in more and more of Kurt.

“Ready.” Kurt smiled shortly after Blaine added a third finger.

Blaine pulled off Kurt’s cock with a wet noise and moved up to kiss Kurt.

The kissed slow and languid as Blaine lined himself up to Kurt’s entrance.

“I love you.” Blaine said softly as he pushed in.

“Love you too.” Kurt smiled as Blaine began to move in and out.

It wasn’t long before both boys reached their climax, each one coming harder than ever before.

When they had both calmed down Blaine pulled out gently and kissed Kurt again.

They snuggled in to each other’s embrace and drifted off into a peaceful sleep filled with hope for tomorrow.