The drive home seemed a lot shorter and it was certainly a lot quieter, but it left Kurt to his thoughts. And right now that’s what he needed.

The pulled up into the driveway and Blaine got out and opened Kurt’s door.

“How am I going to break it to them?” Kurt asked.

“Just tell them straight up.” Blaine suggested. “They are there for you Kurt, don’t worry about it.” Blaine kissed Kurt’s cheek and they walked up to the front porch.

“Doctor Sandra said she was going to call, what if they already know?” Kurt asked.

“Kurt, look at me.” Blaine said lifting Kurt’s chin to look at him. “They love you, we already assumed this might be an option, they’re going to be fine. Just go in there, tell them how your session went and explain to them what’s going on. Then we’ll have dinner and you can say your goodbyes. Okay?” Blaine said carefully.

“Okay. But Blaine?” Kurt hesitated.

“Yes?” Blaine questioned.

“I’ll never say goodbye to you.” Kurt said as he pulled Blaine into a tight embrace.

Blaine could feel tears rolling down Kurt’s cheek. He could tell this would be hard for Kurt.

But in the long run it would be better.

Kurt did just as Blaine suggested and told everyone about how the session went, what he had been diagnosed with, and the best method of treatment. At first there were a few tears, but everyone understood it was what needed to happen.

They all sat down in the living room and ate pizza while discussing how much they’d miss Kurt.

“Kurt, if you want to get better. Eat.” Blaine whispered into Kurt’s ear.

“I want to get better; I’m really working on it.” He replied.

“But?” Blaine questioned.

“But I can’t do it tonight. One day I promise you I will be completely better, but right now I can’t do it. I’m sorry.” Kurt said sadly.

“It’s okay.” Blaine reassured him. “One day.” He repeated.

After everyone had finished eating they all stayed to help clean up.

It was getting late, and people were starting to head out.

Everyone said their sad goodbyes to Kurt, not knowing when they’d see him again, and the departed.

They were all alone now.

“Kurt, your father and I are going to sit outside for a little bit and discuss everything. Why don’t you and Blaine go upstairs and pack up some of your things.” Carole suggested.

“Okay, we’ll go do that.” Blaine said grabbing Kurt’s hand and leading them up the stairs.

Blaine was instructed to sit on Kurt’s bed while he packed up a few outfits, some moisturizer, and photos of him and Blaine.

“Planning on decorating your padded room?” Blaine joked.

“Yeah.” Kurt sighed. “I just want to remember the good stuff you know.” Kurt explained.

“I get what you mean.” Blaine said extending his hand and pulling Kurt over to where he sat on the bed.

Kurt straddled his lap and leaned forward and kissed Blaine’s lips.

“I want to remember all of the good stuff too.” Kurt said with a sexy wink.

“Oh! Okay!” Blaine said excitedly.

Kurt kissed Blaine again deepening it as he ran his fingers through his hair.

Blaine pulled Kurt further on top of him as he lay back on the bed.

The two kissed passionately for awhile, grinding their bodies together.

Kurt could feel Blaine’s erection against his thigh and gasped.

“Oh my God, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean too. I’m so sorry.” Blaine apologized moving away a little bit.

“Blaine don’t be silly. And stop apologizing. It’s okay; I just thought back to the incident and was startled a little but its okay.” Kurt said.

“It’s okay?” Blaine asked cautiously.

“Yes silly.” Kurt said. And for emphasis ground his erection against Blaine so Blaine could feel he wanted this too.

“Fuck me Blaine.” Kurt said causing Blaine to let out a moan.

“I’m not going to fuck you; I’m going to make sweet sweet love to you.” Blaine said kissing Kurt’s neck.

“Gay.” Kurt joked.

“You know it!” Blaine replied grinding their erections together.

Both boys let out a moan and Kurt began to undo Blaine’s shirt.

“Are you sure you want this?” Blaine asked carefully.

“Yes Blaine.” Kurt replied.

“I mean are you sure you want me to top, you know after the incident?” Blaine rephrased his question.

“Yeah, I want you.” Kurt answered.

“Okay.”

And with that the two boys were undressing and exploring each other’s bodies.

Blaine attached his lips to Kurt’s skin, trailing them all over his body. Stopping to nip at the skin on his hips.

Kurt cried out as Blaine moved to kiss the base of Kurt’s cock and took him in all at once.

Blaine bobbed his head up and down as Kurt thrust into his mouth. Blaine took him with practiced ease and moved his hands from his lips to grab Kurt’s ass.

Kurt shuddered as Blaine’s fingers grazed over his opening but he knew it was what he wanted and encouraged Blaine to go on.

Blaine grabbed lube from the nightstand and rubbed it onto his fingers. He began to work Kurt open pushing his finger deeper inside of Kurt.

He brushed over that bundle of nerves and Kurt let out a moan as he thrust deeper into Blaine’s mouth.

“Add another.” Kurt instructed and Blaine complied.

Soon Blaine was scissoring his fingers inside Kurt’s hole, opening him up.

Blaine added another finger and brushed over his prostate again and Kurt let out a whimper, “I’m ready Blaine.” Kurt cried.

“Okay.” Blaine said as he pulled his fingers out and coated his achingly hard cock with lube.

Blaine positioned himself and slowly pushed in. He didn’t move yet, he waited for Kurt’ okay.

Kurt nodded and Blaine began to move slowly. His thrusts were uneven at first but he quickly picked up a rhythm that he kept in time with stroking Kurt’s cock.

Blaine didn’t expect this to go so well, he expected Kurt to have flashbacks of the incident and to panic, but things were going so well. It was so enjoyable. They made love while trading sloppy kisses and I love you’s.

“Kurt I’m close.” Blaine warned.

“Me too. Cum with me?” Kurt asked.

“Of course.” Blaine responded as he sped up the pace and both boys came hard.

Blaine waited for them both to come down from their post orgasmic highs before slowly pulling out.

They cuddled together and Kurt began to talk.

“I love you Blaine. That was beautiful. Thank you.” Kurt smiled.

“Are you thanking me for the sex?” Blaine joked.

“No, I’m thanking you for everything. Without you I would have given up a long time ago. I love you so much, and I want you to know how much you mean to me. I will never say goodbye to you Blaine.” Kurt sighed.

“I love you too Kurt. And I always will. Just know that I’m always here for you.” Blaine smiled.

“I know you are, and I think I’m ready to talk about things with you.” Kurt sighed.

“Only if you’re ready Kurt.” Blaine replied.

“I am.”

Kurt told Blaine everything that happened that dreadful day and when some parts got too hard to talk about Blaine was there to comfort him.

Kurt felt good finally letting Blaine in.  This was good he was learning to trust again.

After telling Blaine everything, Blaine held him in his arms and consoled him.

“Thank you for telling me Kurt.” Blaine smiled.

“Thank you for listening.” Kurt replied.

“I love you Kurt, no matter what. I will always love you.” Blaine said kissing Kurt on the forehead.

“I love you too. Always.” Kurt responded kissing Kurt’s lips.

Blaine deepened the kiss and with this both boys made love to each other all over again.

Afterwards they fell asleep in each other’s arms for probably the last time for a long time.