Jan. 5, 2013, 2:41 p.m.
Help Me Learn to Trust Someone Again: I Just Realized
E - Words: 1,084 - Last Updated: Jan 05, 2013 Story: Complete - Chapters: 29/29 - Created: Aug 02, 2012 - Updated: Jan 05, 2013 620 0 6 0 0
The night passed soundly, both boys comfortable snuggling together.
Blaine woke up first but didn’t dare move. Kurt was still asleep his head resting on Blaine’s chest, and arms around his waist, and one leg draped over Blaine's. Blaine held him tight wrapping his arms around in a comfortable embrace.
Blaine watched Kurt sleep. Kurt was beautiful. Blaine’s heart did flips thinking about holding said beautiful boy in his arms. He couldn’t be happier than he was in that moment.
Kurt moved a little and began waking up. His eyelids were heavy and fluttered open slowly. Blue eyes instantly met hazel and Blaine was mesmerized. Neither boy broke the stare. Each one looking deep into each other’s eyes.
It’s like our eyes are portals to each other’s souls. The cheesy romantic part of Blaine though.
“Morning Blaine.” Kurt smiled hugging him tightly before moving away to sit up.
“Morning beautiful.” Blaine smiled dreamily. “I mean, uh, um, uh, morning Kurt.” Blaine stuttered and Kurt blushed. And if that wasn’t the most adorable thing ever.
Kurt laughed softly before moving off the mattress. “I’m going to go grab a shower, and I can come out here to get ready so you can take one too. Then I told Rachel we’d get to school early and she’ll be bringing us some breakfast.” Kurt explained as he made his way to the tiny bathroom.
The water started running and Blaine laid back and rested his eyes. Although his mind was hardly at rest.
He was falling for Kurt. Falling hard. Falling like an asteroid hurdling towards earth. He was falling.
Kurt was just so perfect, and gorgeous, and kind, and smart, and funny, and everything imaginable.
He was everything Blaine could have ever wanted and more. And there he is in the other room and Blaine can’t even say two words to him without rambling like an idiot. He was screwed. How was he supposed to keep his new feelings a secret from Kurt? What if Kurt didn’t even like Blaine and just felt sorry for him so he let him crash there? Oh God, Blaine could not take that. Not at the rate he was falling for him.
Blaine was shaken from his thoughts when he heard singing crisp and clear coming from the other room.
“Take time to realize. That your warmth is crashing down on in. Take time to realize that I am on your side. Didn’t I, didn’t I tell you?”
“But I can’t spell it out for you. No, it’s never gonna be that simple. No, I can’t spell it out for you. If you’d just realize what I just realized. That we’d be [perfect for each other and we’ll never find another. Just realize what I just realized. We’d never have to wonder if we missed out on each other, now.”
“Take time to realize, oh, oh, I’m on your side. Didn’t I, didn’t I tell you? Take time to realize, this all can pass you by. Didn’t I tell you?”
“But I can’t spell it out for you. No, it’s never gonna be that simple. No, I can’t spell it out for you. If you’d just realize what I just realized. That we’d be [perfect for each other and we’ll never find another. Just realize what I just realized. We’d never have to wonder if we missed out on each other, now.”
“But, it’s not all the same, no, it’s never the same. If you don’t feel it to. If you meet me half way. If you would meet me half way. It could be the same for you.”
“If you’d just realize what I just realized. That we’d be [perfect for each other and we’ll never find another. Just realize what I just realized. We’d never have to wonder.”
“Just realize what I just realized, if you just realize what I just realized. Oooh, oohh.”
“Missed out on each other now. Missed out on each other now, yeah.”
“Realize, realize, realize, realize, oh.”
By the end of the song Blaine was in tears. He doesn’t want to miss out on Kurt. And maybe it had taken Kurt singing for him to realize, but he had realized. He was in love with Kurt Hummel, and he was damn straight going to do something about it. And hopefully Kurt would meet him half way.
By this point he was pacing the room thinking of what to do. So lost in his thoughts he didn’t even hear the water stop.
But there, standing right before him, was Kurt freaking Hummel dripping wet with just a towel wrapped loosely around his hips.
Damn.
Undapper thoughts, undapper thoughts, undapper thoughts.
“Shower’s all yours.” Kurt said nonchalantly as he walked over to grab some clothes.
“K thanks.” Blaine squeaked out practically running into the bathroom.
Blaine showered quickly. A cold shower of course. If seeing Kurt hadn’t been enough for him to be fully hard, than the thought of Kurt wet and naked in the same shower mere minutes ago was enough to fill his hormone driven thoughts into the gutter.
He got out and got dressed and exited the bathroom.
Kurt was fixing his hair and hadn’t noticed Blaine walk in.
Kurt was dressed in a pair of sinfully tight red skinny jeans and a simple black v-neck. The outfit complimented him perfectly and he looked fucking sexy. His hair was messily styled to perfection and he looked so hot.
“Fuck. Kurt you’re so hot.” Blaine said eloquently immediately covering his mouth with his hand.
“Hahaha what? Um thanks.” Kurt laughed. “You look great too.” Kurt smiled at Blaine as his eyes gazed over his body and Blaine’s heart did flips.
“Kurt, you’re just gorgeous. You literally take my breath away. How are you so perfect?” Blaine said unable to stop the words from escaping his lips.
“Awwwh stop you’re making me blush.” Kurt giggled his cheeks turning bright red as he ducked his head.
“I’m serious Kurt, never have I met someone as perfect as you. You are beautiful inside and out.” Blaine smiled fondly at the taller boy.
“Thank you Blaine, no one’s ever really told me that before.” Kurt blushed.
“Well they should.” Blaine laughed stepping closer to Kurt.
“You are beautiful.” Blaine said reaching out and caressing Kurt’s face, Kurt leaning into the touch.
It’s now or never. Blaine thought as he stood up on his tippy toes and crashed his lips against Kurt’s.
Comments
omg! they fucking kissed! i need more tonight.. im dying here!! :) im so happy for them blaine is hilaious!im not gonna be able to sleep until i see what happens. will havee kiss him back? do they have sex? ahhh omg!ha! undapper thoughts! :) lmfao!
Fineeeee give me a minute, now I need to write another chapter :p Hahaha I love your questions, and I guess you'll just have to wait and see! Thanks for reading! Hope you like the story :)
Awww so cute :) lovely chapter
Thanks love!
Yesssss you go Blaine!! :)
Haha yay Blainers!