First period was almost over and there was still no sign of Kurt.

Where could he be?

I was really worried.

I couldn’t even focus in class; my head was racing with thoughts. Each thought worse than the one before. Oh God, where could he be?

My question was answered ten minutes before the bell rings when Kurt walked into class, handed the teacher a late slip nonchalantly like showing up 50 minutes into class was completely normal.

“Nice of you to join us.” The teacher remarked sarcastically.

“Sorry, there was an um incident.” Kurt said softly.

“An incident?” The teacher asked willing him to go on. But Kurt didn’t he just made his way over to his seat next to mine.

“Alrighty then, I’ll be seeing you in detention.” The teacher added handing over a slip.

Kurt didn’t complain, he just sat there quietly with a blank expression on his face.

Now I really wondered what happened.

The bell rang and Kurt was the first one out of the room and I followed him to our lockers as quickly as I could.

“Kurt wait up!” I called after him but he didn’t turn around he just stopped in front of his locker and stood still.

“Kurt, are you okay? What happened?” I asked concerned.

A single tear rolled down his cheek and he walked away quietly.

What the hell was going on?

“Kurt I love you, I just want to know that you’re okay!” I yelled after him into the crowded hallway.

My outburst turned quite a few heads, but Kurt didn’t look back. He made his way down the hall until he was gone.

What happened?

I stood there confused until the bell rang and I made my way to my next class.

The rest my morning passed by as a blur, the only thing on my mind was Kurt.

Class let out and I made my way to the cafeteria, but of course Kurt wasn’t in there.

“Hey have you seen Kurt?” I asked the table where all the glee kids sat.

“I haven’t seen him since he got to first period late. Do you know what happened?” Mercedes asked confused.

“No I have no idea, he wouldn’t talk to me. That’s why I’m looking for him.” I explained.

“Well he doesn’t typically come to lunch.” Rachel added.

“Yeah, I know about that. But I was wondering if any of you have seen him?” I asked again now getting desperate.

“I think he’s in the courtyard.” Santana answered.

“Okay thank you!” I beamed grabbing my lunch and racing outside.

Okay Santana was right, he was in the courtyard. At least I found him. But he looks so sad and broken. And that just broke my heart to see him like this. I love him with all my heart and seeing him in pain kills me.

“Hey sweetie.” I said softly walking over to him.

He visibly flinched like I had startled him. “Sorry didn’t mean to scare you.” I added as I sat down next to him and pulled out my lunch.

“So what’s up?” I asked trying to get him to talk.

“I’m sorry.” He said softly not looking into my eyes.

“Kurt, what’s wrong?” I asked confused.

“Please don’t be mad at me.” He said quietly.

“Kurt, I’ll never be mad at you. Now please just tell me what’s going on. Are you okay?” I asked now more concerned.

“No, I’m not okay.” He cried softly.

“Please tell me what happened.” I said carefully.

He looked up, but not at me. Right past me. I followed his line of direction and saw a few of the jocks gathered around a table and Karofsky watching us.

“I’m sorry.” He said sadly moving away from me.

“Kurt tell me what happened. It’s okay. I love you, just tell me what happened.” I begged.

“I-I can’t.” I said tears streaming down his face as he stood and walked away from me.

“Kurt! Come back! Tell me what happened!” I yelled after him.

Karofsky was now staring at me and I’ll have to admit it was a bit terrifying.

Kurt mouthed a silent ‘I can’t tell you.’ and walked away.

Karofsky was still staring and now I really need to know what happened.

I sat outside thinking for awhile before I checked the time on my phone and realized I had to get to class like now or I was going to be late.

Everyone else in the courtyard had already left and it was just me.

I ran inside to my locker but the hallways were already empty. I turned the corner but stopped when I saw Karofsky holding Kurt up against his locker.

“I told you not to tell him!” He yelled slamming Kurt further against the wall.

“I didn’t say anything I swear!” Kurt cried.

“Well I don’t believe you. I told you if you ever told anyone I’d kill you. But you just had to run your mouth didn’t you?! God you’re so worthless. You’re just a worthless piece of shit. Why are you even bothering to date Anderson, you know he doesn’t love you. He just met you and I’m sure he just feels bad for you. Because you are nothing.” Karofsky laughed.

“Blaine loves me.” Kurt said quietly his voice faltering almost as if he wasn’t sure of himself.

Karofsky laughed. “You know that’s a lie. Why would anyone love you?”

Karofsky threw Kurt to the ground, “You’re trash. Disgusting trash and I don’t want to see you and him gaying up the school. You need to break it off or I’ll break you.” Karofsky threatened.

“You-you want me to d-dump him?” Kurt asked confused.

Hell I was confused.

“Break it off. He doesn’t want you anyway. You’ll just be doing him a favor.” Karofsky added.

“And then what would I do? I love him, I don’t wanna break up with him.” Kurt cried.

“You love him!? Ha! No you don’t, you only like him because he’s the only one here who shows you any kindness or attention. You’re just an attention whore and that’s why you dress the way you do and act the way you do. You want people to notice you. Well guess what I notice you and one day when Anderson’s done with you, you’ll come crawling back to me.” Karofsky laughed.

“Am not. And he won’t be done with me. He loves me. I think.” Kurt said sadly.

“You think wrong. Honestly Kurt, why would anyone love you?” Karofsky snorted.

“You’re just jealous.” Kurt cried.

“Jealous of what?” Karofsky teased.

“Jealous that I have love and you’ll always be a closeted jerk who’ll spend their life alone.” Kurt said coldly.

“That does it! You shut your mouth fag. Don’t you ever talk to me like that.” Karofsky yelled slamming his fist into Kurt’s face.

“Hit me all you want but leave Blaine alone. Please.” Kurt cried.

“Like he’ll want you when I’m done with you. You’ll just be another filthy whore and you won’t have to worry about dumping him because he’ll gladly dump you.” Karofsky laughed before grabbing Kurt off the floor and pulling him into the locker room slamming the door behind them.

I chased after them and tried to open the door but it was locked, my vision was blurred with tears as banged repeatedly on the door but no one answered.

Kurt, oh God Kurt. What was happening. I was so scared for him. I should have interfered earlier rather than watching it unfold.

How did things get so out of hand?

I tried forcefully opening the door but it wouldn’t budge.

Screams echoed through the door and I just about lost it. I slammed my shoulder into the door and door and it finally opened.