July 31, 2012, 9:34 a.m.
Baby You're Not Alone: Chapter 12
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When I entered the house my parents were already asleep for the night so I decided to just take a quick shower and get ready for bed myself.
Once out of the shower I went to my room and put on a pair of boxers to sleep in. I looked out my window and thought about my day. Of course my smile grew bigger when I saw my boyfriend outside! My boyfriend, I can’t believe I have a boyfriend. The most perfect boyfriend in the world.
I watched his sit on the front porch steps and lace up his sneakers; he popped in his ear buds to his iPod and was off for his run. God he was beautiful.
But I worried about him. He wasn’t at lunch, he didn’t eat dinner, and now he’s going for a run. Finn said he was recovering from an eating disorder; it seemed to me that he was still starving himself.
Maybe I could help him though. I want to help him. I want him to get better.
I decided that tomorrow maybe I could convince him to eat with me at lunch and I could just do little things like that to help him out. I would sing him a song, but I know how well that went last time.
It was getting late so I decided to just go to sleep.
In the morning I woke up and got ready for school. I spent even longer than yesterday getting ready; I had a boyfriend to impress. Hehehe. Speaking of him, I checked the time and looked out my window to see him coming back from his run and kicking off his shoes.
Not gonna lie, that boy looked good; all sweaty like that. It was hot.
I put the finishing touches on my hair and made my way downstairs to have breakfast.
“Hey Blaine!” My mom smiled brightly.
“Hi!” I said enthusiastically as she gave me a hug.
“Hello Blaine” My father laughed.
“Hey dad” I smiled.
I grabbed some cereal and milk and sat down next to him.
“Tell me all about it!” My mother beamed.
“Yes, your mother said you were making out with the boy you like. Are the two of you together now? I’m really happy for you. You deserve someone special.” My dad smiled and patted my shoulder.
“Kurt is just perfect! He’s my boyfriend! But no one can no yet, because no one at school knows I’m gay.” I sighed.
“Not even his stepbrother knows?” My mom asked.
“Nope, when I sang my song to Kurt he thought I was singing to his girlfriend. Things got awkward. But Kurt and I talked and he knows how I feel about him, and he feels the same way.” I smiled eating my cereal.
“And Kurt’s fine with dating you in secrecy? That doesn’t sound normal.” My dad added.
“He says he doesn’t believe in outing people. He said that he really likes me and he’s willing to wait until I’m ready. People here are really mean and he told me only to come out when I’m ready. But surprisingly I think I am ready. At least I won’t be alone. I’ll have him.” I smiled.
“I like this boy, he sounds nice. But I still want to meet him.” My dad smiled.
“Of course, why don’t you bring him over for dinner tonight?” My mom asked excitedly.
“I’m not sure dinners the best idea. He’s battling anorexia.” I said softly.
“Oh God, that’s awful!” My mother exclaimed.
“Yeah, he’s treated really badly and that led to his depression. And because he was constantly depressed he stopped eating, and now he has a real problem. But you can’t say anything, Finn told me all this. Kurt’s not really comfortable with people knowing.” I explained.
“Do you think maybe you could offer him some help?” My dad asked.
“Yeah, I plan on it. I really like him and I want him to get better.” I smiled softly.
We continued our conversation until it was time for me to leave.
I spotted Kurt walking down the street so I put my keys in my pocket and jogged to catch up with him.
“Hey Kurt wait up!” I called following after him.
“Hey Blaine” He smiled.
“Walk with me to school?” I asked as he stopped and waiting for me to catch up. Maybe he should walk in front of me, because his ass looked amazing in those pants. “You are gorgeous.” I smiled smacking his ass when I caught up to him.
He laughed; “You look amazing yourself” He smiled. “That shirt does wonders for you. Shows off your muscles perfectly.” He smiled.
“Those pants Kurt, those pants. Don’t even get me started on how good your ass looks in those pants.” I laughed slowing down so I could check out his ass again.
“You’re ridiculous, come on lets go to school.” He smiled.
We got to school and walked to our lockers.
We were packing up when Karofsky walked by and slammed Kurt into the row of lockers.
“What’s your problem?!” I yelled, rushing over to see if Kurt was okay.
Karofsky just laughed and walked away. What a jerk. I was about to chase after him but Kurt stopped me.
“Blaine, just let it go.” Kurt sighed.
“Okay.” I said calming down and picking up the books he dropped.
“Thanks.” He smiled and took his books.
After that incident we went to class and Kurt wore his fake smile as he talked to all his friends, but I knew that inside he was hurting. It wasn’t just that locker slam, it was everything. It was a cruel world and I could tell he’s breaking.
I know I’ve only known him for less than a week, but still I can see these things. I wonder if any of his other friends notice what he goes through. Finn said the glee club protected him, I haven’t seen any of that.
It seems that he’s all alone.
But he’s not alone; I can be there for him. I want to be there for him. As long as I’m here he’ll never have to be alone.
And that gave me an idea.
I pulled out my notebook and started writing.
This is going to be perfect.
Comments
you should write more about kurt anorexia. maybe something happens idk :) but good work
Thanks, and I shall. Since the story is told from Blaine's point of view there isn't much that can be said, unlike my last story. But stuff will be happening with that soon. As of right now all Blaine knows is that he has an eating disorder and he's witnessing tell-tale signs and wants to help. But stuff's going to be happening with that real soon. It was kind of like a bit of a background building up to something I have planned. But thank you for the idea!
Hmmm do you now? I wonder which one? Hahahaha thanks!
Hmmm i sense a darren song!!!!!!!! And Blaine is just ridiculously adorable!! Love it!
Haha okey dokey sounds like a plan!
Just go get Karofsky and punch his brains out, Blaine! XD
omgg is he gonna sing 'Not Alone' to him? I hope so
haha I hope the title doesn't give away any spoilers. lol thanks for reading!