Chapter 15

Kurt was eating lunch with his best friend and something was off. Well, not off but weird. Jeff had been very sad and depressing after the incident with Nick but today, something was different. A lot.

First of all, he was in a bright mood. All smiling like a May sun.

Second, he actually was talking about something that wasn't Nick and himself or how stupid Amy was. At least she was gone.

And third, he had his fucking laptop with him. In public.

And now, after they had finished eating, they decided not to hurry anywhere and just enjoy some coffee. And Kurt couldn't help but notice how Jeff's fingers were basically itching to get some electronics out. Either his phone, or the laptop in his crossover bag. When they waitress removed the empty dishes from their table, Jeff quickly got the laptop out of his bag. He was looking like a mad man.

‘'Jeff...''Kurt said slowly and teasingly, turning his head a little in suspicion and curiosity. ‘'You have never taken your computer out. And what's with the mood? I've been wondering all afternoon.''

Jeff bit his lip as he finished typing something.

‘'Well, Kurt, my dear friend,'' Jeff started, tangling his hands together on the table, ‘'I am just being smart and moving on.''

Kurt narrowed his eyes. ‘'Wait. Are you saying you're meeting someone?'' Kurt giggled.

Jeff blushed and smirked, ‘'Sort of. Well, I'm chatting with a guy online.''

Kurt hummed, intrigued.

‘'He's handsome and smart. And funny. I've had so much fun.''

‘'And for how long have you been...chatting?''

Jeff shook his head, smiling. ‘'I must admit. My first intentions weren't good. It was the same day when Nick and I...'' he trailed off, ‘'And I wanted a revenge. I'm not sure why or...what the hell I was thinking...I was trying to...hook up, I guess. But the guy turned out pretty decent and...here I am.''

‘'So it's been two days, huh?'' Kurt asked and sipped his drink.

‘'Oh my god. I sound like a whore or something. Two days and I'm already in love-‘'

‘'No, Jeff. Don't you ever say that,'' Kurt pointed his finger at him. ‘'If Nick isn't coming forward than I support what you're doing. You've been suffering for years, Jeff, and I think you deserve someone who treated you like a princess.''

Jeff grinned and shook his head, blushing.

‘'I'm sorry. I mean prince.'' Kurt sucked air in through his teeth.

‘'No. Princess is fine,'' Jeff said in an over exaggerated, weird voice and his chin held high, making them both burst out laughing.

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‘'Hey, Tina!'' Kurt greeted as he removed his shoes. ‘'Feels like i haven't seen you in forever. How are you?''

‘'Kurt!'' Tina poked her head from the kitchen. ‘'Dear god, I've missed you. Sorry I haven't been around as much. I was so busy.''

‘'It's okay. And you and Mike were busy, weren't you?'' Kurt winked.

Tina blushed, ‘'Kind of. I haven't been telling you this but I'm looking for another job. And this whole time I've gone to interviews.''

‘'Wait...'' Kurt narrowed his eyes. ‘'That doesn't mean you're moving out, does it?''

‘'No. Of course not,'' she shook her head. ‘'Mike is managing to have a job. And I wanted one too. You know, we can't live together forever so I have to save some money so we can buy a house together.''

Kurt laughed.

‘'It sounds like we're getting old,'' Tina smirked.

‘'Hey,'' the door opened and Jeff came in.

‘'Hi, Jeff. I didn't know you were coming,'' Tina smiled.

‘'I just bought myself some cinnamon buns and some brownies. The place in your apartment building is damn good. But it's raining outside like crazy.''

‘'It's raining?'' Tina raised her eyebrow.

‘'Yeah, right?  I'm surprised too. So suddenly.''

Kurt's phone beeped in his pocket.

He got it out, expecting it to be Blaine but it was Alexandreus and he smiled.

From Alex:

GOT WET OUTSIDE

Kurt smirked and Tina narrowed her eyes.

To Alex:

Stay outside

From Alex:

IN LIVING ROOM

To Alex:

Go back outside

‘'Is it Blaine?'' Tina asked, poking Kurt with her elbow playfully.

‘'No, it's Alex.''

‘'Ahh,'' Jeff nodded.

‘'Who's Alex?'' Tina asked.

From Alex:

WOAH. SOMEONE SOAKED THE LIVING ROOM

Kurt laughed.

He pocketed his phone and looked up to a suspicious Tina.

‘'Don't worry. I met him in the audition. He's just a friend,'' Kurt explained.

They went to the living room and Kurt left to make tea and coffee for them.

‘'Jeff, do you know about all this?''

‘'Yeah. I actually met him. He's so handsome, god,'' he sighed dreamily. ‘'But we don't know if he's even gay. He's very friendly.''

‘'HE'S COMING OVER!'' Kurt yelled from the kitchen.

Tina smirked. ‘'Well, Tina, you'll have the opportunity to meet him as well. The more friends the better.''

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‘'Blaine, she's back,'' Elizabeth smiled, standing few feet behind Heidi.

‘'You knew?'' Blaine asked his step-mother, shocked and angry.

‘'We talked on the phone regularly and I decided it would be a surprise.''

‘'Aren't you happy I'm finally back?'' Heidi asked, coming forward and hugging Blaine.

‘'I...We have to talk,'' Blaine said, taking Heidi by her arm and going upstairs.

He was a little confused when he came into his room and saw pink suitcases and bags all over his room.

‘'Sit,'' he instructed.

Heidi was a little surprised but did as she was told.

‘'Look. I don't want to offend you but I have to say I don't love you,'' Blaine said firmly.

Right now, he didn't want to be gentle. He just wanted her gone. He just couldn't live without Kurt and he knew this woman could ruin everything.

‘'What are you talking about, Blaine? We're engaged.''

‘'Don't! So many things have changed since you've been gone. And I know I'm being harsh but I have never loved you.''

He would be okay making her cry and be heartbroken. It's either her or Kurt. The choice was obvious.

‘'Blaine...'' she got up, approaching Blaine carefully. ‘'I know you're probably confused and...miss me but...you got to think this through.''

‘'I have thought. Believe me,'' Blaine backed away. ‘'Thinking's been all I've been doing. I couldn't love you even if I'd want to.''

‘'And what does that mean exactly? Do you have a new girlfriend? Are you kidding me? Why didn't Elizabeth inform me?'' Heidi shouted.

‘'Because I'm different now. And I know you saw it coming. I'm not straight, Heidi.''

Heidi opened her mouth slowly and spoke after a moment of silence. ‘'I-I was sure...those guys were just lying when they...talked to you after....parties and- Oh my god. You jerk!'' She threw him with a pillow.

‘'Yes. Yes,'' Blaine opened his arms. ‘'I'm gay. I'm fucking gay and I love it.''

‘'Blaine, don't,'' Heidi warned. ‘'You are just...confused. I've been gone for months and you just needed something. I-I'm willing to forgive you. You were just experimenting.''

‘'Are you kidding me?'' Blaine cried out. He got sick hearing the word ‘experimenting'. Kurt was not experimenting. ‘'Look... you just have to accept it. I can give you money. You can move, get a nice house, get your dream job and find someone else.''

Blaine wasn't even surprised when he didn't feel anything saying these things. He didn't care if Heidi would be gone. He didn't care if she'd find someone. And she deserved the money. She was a very good friend and a good partner. Not a lover, though.

‘'No, Blaine.'' Heidi said firmly. ‘'I'm fighting for this.'' She pointed between them. ‘'I think you're dazed and don't know what to think. I've been gone long and you have to get used to me being around again. I'm willing to forget the cheating and hooking up...''

Blaine sighed long in exhaustion.

‘'I love you, Blaine.'' She said sweetly, placing her palm on Blaine's bicep.

‘'Don't tell me you've been faithful this whole time.''

‘'I have, Blaine. Because I love you and I don't want anyone else. You're perfect for me. We're perfect for each other. You just need more time to understand that. But I'm going to be here the whole time. Next to you.''

Maybe I don't want you here.

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‘'Alex is going to come after we come back from Cantare,'' Kurt informed as he pocketed his phone. ‘'And you, my dear friend,'' he gestured to Tina, ‘'will get to meet him properly.''

‘'Okay. I'm pumped,'' Tina rolled her eyes. She was happy Kurt was blending in so quickly. Honestly, at first she was afraid Kurt would distance himself from people. The community outside the orphanage was different. A lot. And she was glad Kurt was being joyful and making loads of friends.

‘'Tina and I are going now,'' Jeff said quickly.

‘'Why now?'' Kurt asked. ‘'The practice doesn't start in a few hours.''

‘'While you were chatting with A, we talked about fashionable fashion and talking about great stores, and now I'm intrigued and have to go. She told me about where you can find cheap ties. Now.I.Have.To.Go.''

Kurt laughed as he pulled Tina by her hand to where their shoes were.

‘'You have fun. Blaine's coming over anyway,'' Kurt shouted from the livin groom, giggling at the wolf whistles.

Kurt looked through magazines as he waited for his boyfriend until he heard a knock.

When he read the articles, there were so many about relationship problems. And Kurt was kind of amused. This whole time with Blaine, there hasn't been no huge bumps. Only very little ones that don't bring danger. And he could seriously say he was lucky. It was cliché to say but he and Blaine obviously fit together like puzzle pieces.

‘'Hi,'' Kurt said as he opened the door and gestured inside.

‘'Hey, beautiful,'' Blaine kissed Kurt. ‘'I'm sorry to pop up so suddenly, I just wanted to get away from the house. I just had to see you.''

‘'Is it Elizabeth again?'' Kurt asked, furrowing his brows. He didn't like that Blaine fought with her at all. Even if the woman insulted him many times, Kurt knew Blaine was very close with her. And the problems they were having were all his fault and he just felt guilty. He was hoping so badly that after Blaine left after living with him for the few days, they would clear up their relationship.

Blaine didn't answer for a while. He just wasn't ready to tell anything to Kurt. He was so afraid Kurt would try to leave him. Regardless, Blaine wouldn't let him.

‘'I guess you can say that. I'm just bummed that because of mine and my step-mother's fighting I can't see Rachel.''

‘'Will she be okay?''

‘'Yes. She won't be in Cantare today because she doesn't want to walk with crutches.''

Kurt nodded.

‘'The practice is pretty late today. You know why?''

Blaine hesitated to answer. ‘'She had some important things to do at home,'' Blaine managed.

‘'Oh, okay. I'll just get some stuff and we can get going slowly,'' Kurt said as he turned to enter his bedroom.

‘'Where's the rush?'' Blaine asked silently in Kurt's ear, gripping onto his hips, pushing him deeper into the bedroom he adored. ‘'We don't have to leave for about another half an hour if we don't want to.''

Kurt giggled. ‘'What are we gonna do then?'' he asked in an innocent voice that drove Blaine crazy.

Blaine's eyes darkened and he pushed Kurt into a wall on the right side of the door. ‘'You deserve a reward for being the best boyfriend I could ever have.''

Kurt gasped as Blaine caressed with his hand upwards, getting his shirt out of his pants. He slightly dug his nails in the milky skin, enjoying how soft it was. Like silk.

Blaine kissed along the line of Kurt's waist, along his belt while unbuckling it. Kurt didn't stop the breathy sigh that came out of him as he felt Blaine slide his hand lightly over his hardening cock. Blaine kept his hand teasingly, loving how he could feel Kurt getting harder and harder under his touch, while teasing him at the same time.

‘'Blaine,'' Kurt moaned breathlessly.

‘'Patience,'' Blaine grinned.

Kurt opened his mouth and allowed his head to hit the wall when he could feel Blaine finally unzipping his pants and undoing the button.

This wasn't a first. He has received blowjobs from Blaine already. And all he could say was that his mouth was incredible.

At first, he was a little scared and worried but remembering how much he feared to have sex with Blaine but obviously that didn't turn out as expected. He liked it. No. He loved it.

And since then, he hasn't topped. Ever. And in all honesty, he prefers it that way. He likes being taken care of.

Before he gave his first blowjob he was terrified as hell. Even more than that night in Catalina. He had secretly read some Tina's woman's magazines and knew at least something to do. And it worked out well. He was proud of how satisfied Blaine was afterwards.

Blaine teased his fingers over the elastic of Kurt's boxers, amazed by the outline of his erection. God, he loved Kurt.

He slipped his thumbs over, removing the underwear slowly. And by the sigh itself, he could just come there and now. Kurt was panting, his eyes shut, mouth agape, cheeks blushing pretty pink. And hard for him.

He slowly licked Kurt's cock from the base to the tip, earning a broken moan from his boyfriend.

Blaine grasped Kurt hips keeping him steady and took the tip in his mouth. He closed his eyes, tasting Kurt's pre come on his tongue and sucking further slowly.

Kurt felt as his cock met the back of Blaine's throat and he threw his hands to Blaine's hair, gripping it.

Blaine smirked and hummed loudly, making Kurt twitch his hips at the amazing vibration. Blaine loved if Kurt would just fuck his mouth but that was for another day. Today, he would go slowly enjoy the time they didn't really have. But Blaine didn't want to hurry anywhere.

Blaine swallowed and Kurt couldn't help but thrust his hips further. And Blaine allowed Kurt to do that, lightening his grip on Kurt's hips slightly. ‘'Blaine...your mouth...''

Blaine started moving in a pretty fast pace, pushing Kurt against the wall again. And as much as Kurt wanted to open his eyes, he couldn't. It was some kind of instinct he truly hated.

Kurt scratched his nails on Blaine's scalp, making his pace even quicker. ‘'Blaine...'' Kurt tried to warn but no words could come out without moaning.

But Blaine didn't stop. Only added his tongue to the mix swirling it the way he knew Kurt loved.

Kurt scrunched his face and stopped scraping his fingers, just tightly gripping Blaine's slight locks. He came down Blaine's throat, making Blaine moan and hum.

Kurt's arms fell to his sides and he was breathing quickly. ‘'You're...amazing,'' he praised.

Blaine grinned, getting up and kissing his boyfriend. ‘'I love you.''

‘'I love you, too.''

‘'You're perfect. Don't ever leave me.''

Kurt smiled and kissed Blaine hard.

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Kurt was already sitting in the auditorium with his friends when Blaine came and sat down next to him, a pout on his face.

They came to practice together, hardly on time, but Elizabeth called him to her office quickly.

‘'I'm sorry. I'll have to go home after this practice. I have some things to get done and take care of Rachel.''

‘'You don't have to apologize,'' Kurt soothed. ‘'I'll... hang out with Tina. It's okay. You should be with your sister.''

Blaine still frowned. ‘'I was so excited to go to your place. I was about to devour you.'' Blaine shot him a sexy glare.

Kurt felt his cheeks get a little hotter, hoping no one that sat around them didn't hear. ‘'As much as I'd love that, Rachel needs you. You haven't been home in almost a week and she misses you. You should take the opportunity to pamper her before her leg heals completely.''

Blaine chuckled. ‘'You know what's been up?''

‘'Huh?'' Kurt turned to face Blaine a little more.

‘'Finn's been taking care of her the whole time. Elizabeth has loads of work as well as my father but Finn volunteered to help.''

The sides of Kurt's mouth went upward immediately. Even if he didn't know Finn very well, he could see the looks he gave Rachel. And they would make a great couple. He would have to suck some information out of Rachel when he would see her.

‘'Apparently, he still works his shift in the garden but every once in a while he runs to Rachel. He's like two in one. A gardener and a nurse.''

Kurt slapped Blaine's chest but couldn't hide his own smirk.

‘'What?'' Blaine laughed. ‘'At least we don't have to pay any extra.''

Kurt shook his head and focused his attention to Elizabeth who just arrived.

...

The practice went by as normal until the last few minutes when Elizabeth was about to wrap up.

They had somewhat decided on the songs and tried out a few dance moves. Kurt, as well as last time was completely okay with the choices.

‘'Now,'' Elizabeth clapped her hands together, a huge smile on her face, ‘'I'd look to welcome someone very special back. Heidi!''

Kurt could feel Blaine get very tense beside him but that was probably excitement. Because as a very beautiful, young woman came on the stage. She was wearing a short sleeve beige blouse top tucked in a black lace skater skirt and some simple canvas shoes. She waved and smiled while everyone was clapping and cheering. Calling out good names and just being happy. Whoever this girl was, she was loved among the Cantare family. Kurt just joined the clapping, not noticing Blaine's panicked face.

‘'I'm back guys,'' she said, examining the crowd. ‘'I'm here and ready to help in the second stage. I'm so proud you managed without me.''

The audience cheered again and whistled.

Kurt looked at his friends and they were all having the same expression. Tina, Jeff and Nick all had bitter faces. Slightly worried and surprised. But not in a good way. He glanced at Blaine and he looked even worse.

x-x-x-x-x

Kurt waited by the exit door of AAMI. He was going home with Jeff and Tina and he was waiting for them because they went to get notes to the new songs for all of them.

‘'It's okay. Really Blaine,'' Kurt giggled, caressing down Blaine's chest. ‘'We spend enough time together. You should catch up with your sister. I'm a grown up man and can take care of myself.''

‘'I know. Just...goodbyes always are so damn hard,'' he brought their foreheads together. ‘'Especially from you.''

Just when they were about to bring their lips together they could head a door near by open. ‘'Hey love birds!'' Nick. ‘'I'm sorry to interrupt but Blaine can you come here for a minute?''

Blaine groaned but nodded. He kissed Kurt's cheek, whispering he'll be right back and the he's not ready to let go yet.

Kurt laughed and swung his hand for Blaine to go already.

He sighed dreamily and saw the girl from earlier coming towards them. Since it was late in the evening, she had a blazer on. Though now, she didn't look as happy.

She came right up to him and looked him up and down, not saying anything. Kurt felt very weird. He almost wanted to shrink and hide behind his hands but that's not how Kurt acts. The woman was giving him a bitch glare.

‘'So you're Kurt,'' she said and that wasn't a question.

‘'Do I know you?'' Kurt asked, not letting the slight fear and awkwardness show through his voice.

‘'Are you seriously claiming to be such a fan of Cantare if you don't even know who I am?'' she looked at Kurt as if he was from outer space.

Realization came to Kurt and he inhaled deeply but slowly. ‘'You're Heidi Brown.''

Heidi smiled and held her head a little higher. ‘'Yup. And you're Kurt. The newbie.''

‘'Not quite. I've been in Cantare for over a month.''

‘'I've been in it over one year,'' Heidi spat. ‘'And honestly, Cantare has gained popularity since I joined.''

‘'What do you want exactly?'' only now Kurt understood how exhausted he was.

‘'Do you think it's right if a woman leaves her man for a few months and everything changes?''

Silence.

‘'Because I don't,'' she continued. ‘'What is a woman supposed to do if she just comes back and can't recognize her own fiancé anymore. He suddenly has someone else.''

‘'Why are you telling me all this?'' Kurt asked a bit louder. He didn't need some random brat telling him her problems.

‘'Because you, Kurt, are the problem,'' she hissed. ‘'You're the one disturbing my living. You're the reason everything's so fucking messed up for me. And I'm not here even a week yet.''

Kurt's stomach dropped.

‘'Do you think a sweetie like me...Elizabeth's darling...wouldn't have a past with her son?''

Kurt stood silent. No, no, no.

‘'Just when I leave, the asshole claims he's gay and haunts a little fairy and again, claims to be in love.''

Words still couldn't find Kurt. This was a nightmare.

‘'So could you please, just move out of the way. You're making my fiancé confused and lost.''

She snickered and went out the exit.

Before Kurt could process anything he heard the same door open again. Could hear Blaine's laughter.

Blaine closed the door, waving bye to Nick and turned his head to check if Kurt has stood in the same place to wait for a goodbye kiss.

Oh fuck.

Kurt was breathing hard, his arms crossed over his chest, his head lowered. Blaine hurried to Kurt and reached out his hand but before he could touch him, the brunette snapped his hand away harshly and backed away.

‘'Is it true?'' Kurt shouted, tears escaping his bright blue eyes.

Blaine panicked and tried to reach for Kurt again.

‘'Don't you dare touch me! Just tell me is she right!''

‘'Who?'' Blaine asked worriedly. Though he knew exactly what Kurt was talking about. That bitch.

‘'Don't act anymore! And don't lie! Heidi!''

Blaine kept coming closer and closer, but Kurt backing away. ‘'Let me explain!''

A humorless laugh came out of Kurt. ‘'I knew it. You're not even denying it.''

He turned around, away from Blaine and wiped his tears. He sighed and turned to his heel bursting forward, bumping his shoulder with Blaine's, going straight for the exit.

‘'Kurt!'' Blaine warned. ‘'Don't you dare leave.''

Kurt didn't listen and just entered the dark, almost empty streets of Long Beach. He was thankful for his long legs that he could walk fast, get away quickly without running. He wasn't going in the direction to his house, but the other. At the moment he just couldn't think straight. Always. As your life had everything like you want. When everything was perfect. Something had to go so, so wrong. He didn't care where he was heading. He just hope he could walk some blocks to get away from Blaine and then call a taxi. He just remembered his friends. They'd be worried like hell if he'd just disappear.

...

Just as Jeff and Tina were coming back from Elizabeth's office, they heard shouts from the other hallway. They hurried that way and managed to see Blaine shouting Kurt's name and storming out the building. Tina wanted to run but Jeff brought his arm in front of Tina to stop her. He knew.

‘'It happened. He knows,'' Jeff said silently. ‘'Just let them.''

Tina was fighting her own tears but she nodded. He knew about a woman named Heidi to exist. She heard rumors about her when she joined. She heard the fact that the couple, Blaine and Heidi, were engaged. After Kurt started dating Blaine, she assumed he had called it off. And when he introduced her to Jeff, she didn't hesitate ask him about her while Kurt wasn't listening. And yes, he was still engaged. And she had been furious. But she didn't want to break Kurt's heart. She wanted to see Blaine's plan after everything came to light.

Jeff brought out his phone. And yeah, maybe he snooped Kurt's phone one time while he was in the restroom to get the Greek's number but who could blame him. The guy was H.O.T.

To Alexandreus:

Kurt broke up with Blaine.

To Alexandreus:

There'll be a sea of tears.

To Alexandreus:

Need as many friends as can gather.

Even though he texted that, he wasn't going to invite Rachel and Nick. Rachel was still in her illness bed, healing and, well, Nick...they still haven't cleared things out. And in all honestly, Nick was more of a Blaine's friends anyway and Kurt would probably question Nick's presence. He would probably retell everything to Blaine afterwards.

From Alexandreus:

I'm coming over.

From Alexandreus:

I'm bringing food.

From Alexandreus:

And some comfort snacks. And some food. And some movies. And some food.

‘'Let's just go home and wait for him,'' Jeff suggested, sighing and Tina nodded.

...

‘'Kurt!'' Blaine was stumbling after Kurt. And Kurt was a faster walker so he started running. ‘'Wait the fuck up!''

He reached Kurt and grabbed his shoulder, twisting him to face him.

‘'Don't!'' Kurt cried out, yanking his arm out of Blaine's grasp.

‘'Let's just talk,'' Blaine said firmly.

‘'You know what? No!''

‘'Kurt...''

‘'No! I don't want to hear anything. Just go. Forget me, Blaine.''

‘'How can you say that?''

‘'Just go home to your fiancé, Blaine,'' Kurt said strongly. ‘'I can't believe. How was I so stupid. I got so caught up...I didn't even know your whole past.''

Blaine clenched his jaw. He just wanted to grab Kurt, carry him home and tie him to his bed. Then decide what to do with his ex.

‘'We're done!'' Kurt said slowly but loudly. ‘'Done!''

Blaine felt his insides boil. He stormed forward and grabbed Kurt's wrist but he yanked it away.

‘'Don't touch me ever again!'' Kurt yelled. ‘'I can't believe I was a rebound.''

Blaine felt so hot inside. The hell inside probably felt Heaven slipping away.

But Blaine wasn't going to let him go. Never.

Blaine didn't even say anything. His plan sounded great. He wouldn't just let Kurt get away.

‘'You're mine!'' he finally growled, trying to grip Kurt again. Kurt just backed away, down the sidewalk.

Blaine reached forward and pushed Kurt into the brick building wall, trapping him. Blaine took Kurt's wrists and pinned them above his head securely and pressed his body against Kurt's hardly.

He looked Kurt right in the eyes. The beautiful blue eyes. Now they were looking sapphire blue, a little cloudy because of the tears.

He slowly lowered his head and attacked Kurt's neck with kissed and bites. ‘'You're mine!''

‘'Not anymore,'' Kurt sobbed. That made Blaine's grip only tighten, his marking getting tougher.

Kurt sobbed again. ''Blaine, you're hurting me!''

When Blaine didn't even react, Kurt gathered all the strength he had left and pushed Blaine away. Blaine's eyes were black as night, no sign of hazel or honey.

Kurt sighed shakily and when he saw Blaine motion to come closer to him again he swung his arm and placed a very hard slap on Blaine's right cheek.

Kurt whimpered as his palm stung but managed to push Blaine away and run. In the wrong direction. He didn't know where he was running. He just ran.

He ran a few blocks until he looked back and couldn't see Blaine anywhere. He was gasping. His vision blurry from the tears that wouldn't stop coming. He tried looking around but he was too confused and perplexed. He stumbled on the road, stopping in the middle, trying to read the names of the street but he just couldn't. He sobbed and just broke down.

His body got so heavy and he couldn't hold himself up anymore. His knees were shaking and he just let go. He fell to his knees, bringing his elbows rest on his thighs, burying his head in his hands. He couldn't control anymore. Couldn't. He started crying. He felt as the tears started streaming faster than ever. He could feel them dripping down his arms, falling down onto his jeans, soaking the material.

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